After The Vicious Cannon Fodder Was Reborn - Chapter 260
[Chapter 259]
In this world, what only one person knows is called a secret. A thing, if more than two people know it, it must not be a secret.
Tao Mu originally thought that reliving the first life was the biggest secret of his life. I can’t say it, I will never tell anyone, I can only bring it into the coffin. But I didn’t expect…
Tao Mu turned over the phone book, and his chest suddenly became very tight. His throat was hot, congested, and a little breathless. In his two lifetimes, he thought he was sober, at least he knew what he wanted. But it is only now that I know that his life is really confused.
Unwilling, resentful, unable to hold, but unable to let go. The negative emotions that had entangled Tao Mu for ten years in his previous life were like gangrene attached to his bones, lingering again. Tao Mu frowned fiercely while clutching his chest. Only then did he realize that he was not as relaxed and open as he thought. Even though it has been smooth sailing since his rebirth, Tao Mu still hasn’t let go of those things in his previous life that he can’t afford to lose. It’s just because no one knew about Tao Mu’s experience before, Tao Mu had no way to do it, and couldn’t find anyone to pursue it, so he had to force himself not to think about it, not to care about it.
Tao Mu originally thought that this would be the case for the rest of his life. All his experiences were just an unspeakable nightmare. However, Shen Chen’s rebirth once again aroused all the resentment and resentment that Tao Mu had accumulated in his heart.
Li Xiaoxiang, who was at work, received a call from Tao Mu, and picked up the conversation between the two who had just been interrupted by the phone: “…What, what are you planning to eat?”
However, after dozens of seconds, Tao Mu remained silent. , did not speak. Only a slight gasp could be heard over the receiver, and Li Xiaoxiang immediately realized that something was wrong: “What’s wrong? Who is calling just now? What happened?”
“…I want to see you.” After a long silence, Tao Mu was stern. He said, “Xiaoxiang, I want to tell you something. Do you have time to listen?”
Li Xiaoxiang’s heart sank. He didn’t know what happened to Tao Mu in just one phone call. But his first reaction was to patiently appease Tao Mu: “I have time.”
Li Xiaozhen closed the half of the documents he saw, picked up his suit jacket and walked out of the office, while talking to Tao Mu on the phone: “I’ll find you now. Are you tired from training recently? Why don’t you take a shower and take a nap first? I’ll be there soon. You wait for me.”
“Yeah.” Tao Mu hung up the phone. I stood there and thought for a while, then went to the instructor to ask for leave. When Li Xiaohe came over at night, he would not stay at the training base at night. According to the procedure, Tao Mu had to say hello to the base.
The instructor saw that Tao Mu’s face was not very good, and thought that Tao Mu was tired from the recent training intensity. He also carefully asked Tao Mu if he wanted to go to the medical room and take a break in the afternoon. Tao Mu smiled and said no. He had an unnamed fire in his heart that couldn’t come out. The physical combat training in the afternoon was just enough for Tao Mu to vent. It is also a good way to let Tao Mu calm down and think carefully about how to deal with it next.
So when it came to training in the afternoon, everyone found that Tao Mu was very serious. He was originally from martial arts, with a little kung fu foundation and good physical fitness. Basically, he is the only amateur in the entire crew who can keep up with the training intensity. However, after this afternoon, everyone was stunned to discover that Tao Mu could still be stronger. That kind of toughness that is both A and ruthless, it’s so explosive.
In the words of the little girls in the crew, they are so handsome that they can’t close their legs.
The training base of the special forces was in the next city, and Li Xiaozheng arrived at about six o’clock in the evening. Tao Mu, who had already asked for leave in advance, was waiting for Li Xiaozheng at the gate of the base.
Li Xiaozheng drove the car and saw his favorite person from a distance, leaning alone against the wall at the entrance of the base. With his head down and a cigarette in his mouth, the dim yellow street lamp shone down from overhead, enveloping Tao Mu’s figure with a halo. Indistinctly, there was an aura of fierceness and loneliness that spread from him.
Li Xiaoqiang’s heart stagnated, and he heard the car in front of Tao Mu.
Tao Mu got into the car without saying a word, leaning on the passenger seat: “I’m hungry, let’s find a place to eat first.”
Li Xiaozheng was full of questions, but he could see that Tao Mu was not in a good mood. So he didn’t rush to ask questions, and took Tao Mu to a five-star chain hotel opened by Fengxing Group in this city. I didn’t go to the restaurant to eat, just called room service to deliver dinner to the room.
After Tao Mu received Shen Chen’s call, he had an urge to talk. He really wanted to find someone to talk about his confused two lives, talk about his stubbornness that may not be worth mentioning in the eyes of others, talk about how to face the reborn Shen Chen in the future, and those names on the parents. However, Tao Mu didn’t want to talk about these things with Liu Yao, Meng Qi and Song Laozi. On the one hand, he was ashamed of his own heart and heart in his previous life, and he didn’t want his relatives to know his confused and ungrateful side. Tao Mu was worried that once his father Yao’s father, Xiao Qi’s father, and Father Song knew about these things, they would feel dissatisfied and grudge against him, and would subconsciously blame him or even stay away from him. So Tao Mu didn’t dare to say it.
But Tao Mu has never been the kind of person who can only run away. He didn’t even want to let his previous life experience become a lever for others to blackmail him – although Shen Chen’s phone call did not reveal too much emotion, but Tao Mu followed Shen Chen’s side in his previous life, and he knew what kind of person Shen Chen was. He is a cold and indifferent hunter who can read people’s hearts, and is very good at grasping the weak spots of others. Therefore, Tao Mu never believed the empty words that Shen Chen said, “well water does not make river water”. Because Tao Mu knew that what Shen Chen understood as “well water doesn’t make river water” refers to a situation where there was no conflict of interest with him at all. Once there is a conflict of interest, Shen Chen will never consider any family agreement, he will only seize Tao Mu’s weakness and attack him without hesitation.
However, Tao Mu lived a new life and absolutely could not tolerate himself or his family being the prey in Shen Chen’s eyes because of his own interests. So he has to strike first. Thinking of this, Tao Mu almost subconsciously called Li Xiaoxiang. Not only because Li Xiaozheng is his lover, but also because Li Xiaozheng is his most trusted partner. Therefore, after Tao Mu learned that Shen Chen was reborn and felt a sense of crisis because of this incident, the first thing that came to his mind was to ask Li Xiaoxiang to discuss what to do next.
But after Tao Mu woke up, or after an afternoon of training, he let out the sudden panic, Tao Mu began to hesitate again.
The reason is the same as above, Tao Mu is afraid that once Li Xiaozhen knows all the bad things and stupid things he has done in his previous life, that he is not as smart and good as Li Xiaozhen thinks, everything he has is to take the lead in rebirth, in fact, he is just a A mediocre person who doesn’t even recognize his own blood relatives…
Li Xiaoxiang must also be disappointed with him, right?
Just like the many colleagues in the entertainment industry that he has seen in his previous life, once the personality collapses, not only will the fans be seriously lost, but fans will also step back on them.
“I…” Looking at Li Xiaozheng, who had traveled thousands of kilometers to find him because of his words, Tao Mu hesitated for a long time, and shrank a little subconsciously.
However, the rebirth of Shen Chen and the unknown Zhuo Yan made Tao Mu feel a sense of crisis and anxiety. This kind of emotion made Tao Mu unable to hide the secret of rebirth with peace of mind. He was afraid that one day, Li Xiaohe and his family would learn these truths from the mouths of others in other places. At that time, he may be more passive and embarrassed.
Tao Mu could not imagine such a situation. So after thinking about it, he decided to reveal his secrets: “… whether you believe it or not, in fact, I was born again.”
Some things are easy to say once he opens his mouth. Almost in a mechanical tone, Tao Mu tried his best to speak out the stupid things he had done in his past life with the attitude of a bystander.
Tao Mu thought that Li Xiaozheng would be shocked, would not believe it, and even thought that he was joking or that he was crazy. However, contrary to Tao Mu’s expectations, after listening to his words, Li Xiaohe just nodded calmly. In a tone of “It’s not what I expected”, he directly helped Tao Mu to summarize his statement: “So what are you thinking now, do you want to take revenge on the Shen family?”
Li Xiaoxiang’s attitude was so calm that Tao Mu was a little nervous. In a trance: “What?”
“I knew for a long time that the interests of the Shen family came first, but I really did not expect that the Shen family would be able to do this for the sake of profit.”
Watching the outsiders who occupy the magpie’s nest bully their own relatives, not only did not help their own family, but chose to help Zhou to abuse, the reason is simply that Tao Mu’s use value is not as great as Shen Yu’s. Although Tao Mu was downplaying when he recalled the past, Li Xiaozhen can imagine how helpless, resentful and unwilling Tao Mu was at that time.
It’s so ridiculous.
“Since the Shen family cares so much about the interests of the Shen family, and even forcing you to die for it, then we should just destroy what they care about the most.” Li Xiaoxiang held Tao Mu’s hand: “It doesn’t matter if it is the Shen family. , or the one surnamed Zhuo, if they don’t know anything about it, then we are bullying people by taking revenge rashly. That’s why you choose to avoid them far away after you are reborn. Because you feel that your grievances can’t be appealed. , you have no way to seek justice for everything that happened to you in your past life.”
“But like you said, since both Shen Chen and Zhuo Yan may be reborn, they will no longer be innocent. We are also famous for our revenge.”
“What’s more, since those two people can count on your life for the sake of profit, they may continue to count on you for the rest of your life. We can’t wait for each other to take action before passively fighting. Now Zhuo Yan has joined forces with the Yao family, and the Shen family is in a deadly fight. , we just took this opportunity to wipe out this group of people. We also let them know that what they care about most, what they want to maintain the most, and even for this reason, they must hold on to the point that they will even go to hell to force you to die. Things happen to be the things we don’t care about the most.”
Li Xiaoxiang always believed that grabbing the things that the enemy cared about the most, and then destroying them like stubborn shoes, was the best revenge for the enemy.
Coincidentally, Tao Mu thought so too. It’s just—
Tao Mu licked his lips, and subconsciously clenched Li Xiaozheng’s hand: “I thought you would look down on me in your previous life. You would feel bad for me like that. Besides, I thought you wouldn’t believe what I said. I think I’m talking nonsense. How could you believe me so easily.” How can you be so calm.
“I also thought that you would never tell me these things.” Li Xiaozheng smiled warmly and touched Tao Mu’s head: “I said, I like you. I like your strengths and your weaknesses. I won’t hate it either. Maybe you have done something wrong, and you even look down on yourself. But in my eyes, you are the infinite beauty, and you are the confused and down. Without those experiences, there would be no standing now. You in front of me.”
“What I like is you now, but I can also tolerate you in the past. You don’t have to worry about gains and losses in front of me.” Li Xiaoxiang said here, leaned forward and kissed Tao Mu’s brow lightly: “Because I love you, and I love you as you are.” It
was as if the ice that had been frozen for an entire winter was melted by the warmth of spring into babbling spring water. In an instant, Tao Mu only felt a shudder from his tail. Then, it spreads all over the body in an instant. Tao Mu’s whole body trembled, and he couldn’t help pushing Li Xiaoqiu onto the sofa.
He used his eyes to describe Li Xiaozheng’s handsome eyebrows. He pressed the man’s slender and fiery body under his body, and looked at the president, who was always resolute and tough outside, with a warm smile and allowed him to be pressed under him, and even wrapped his arms around his waist for fear that he would fall off. Tao Mu felt that his heart was hot, and his whole body was about to float.
I am so lucky. Tao Mu thought so. He couldn’t help holding Li Xiaozheng’s hands tightly, his fingers intertwined, and the whole person was lying on Li Xiaozheng’s body. He even heard the strong beating of Li Xiaoqiang’s heart. Together with his own heart, it beat very fast. It was as if the drums of war had been beaten.
Tao Mu felt that just because of these words, even if Li Xiaohe didn’t like him anymore, he wouldn’t let go of him obediently.
“Li Xiaozhen!” Tao Mu gritted his teeth and stared at the person below him, and said viciously, “You are finished. I will tear up the contract. Even if you don’t like me in the future, I will not break up with you peacefully.
” Grab this person, hold on tight, and never let go.
Hearing this, Li Xiaozhen smiled, hugged Tao Mu and pulled him down, chuckling, “I can’t ask for it.”
[End of This Chapter]
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