Alpha Predator - Chapter 109

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Qu Moyu’s brain, which is innately capable of creating great value, is like an empty valley, echoing what his mother just said.

Mrs. Qu was annoyed for a while, and then seemed to let go of her heavy burden. Say it, finally say it.

Qu Moyu said with a slight trembling, “What…meaning.”

“When you have a child, you can’t use anesthesia on the glands. It’s common sense, right? You never thought about why Qiuqiu can still wash off the mark. Are you staying?” Mrs. Qu covered her mouth with her hands and said tremblingly, “In order to keep Qiuqiu, he chose not to take anesthesia…On the day you got engaged.”

Qu Moyu’s eyes were straight . Staring blankly at the ground, he stiffened for a long time. He put his head in his hands and grabbed his hair.

He thought about it, but didn’t think about it carefully, he thought it was some medical method he didn’t understand that allowed Shen Dai to keep the child while washing off the mark. In any case, he never thought it would be such a cruel possibility— – When Shen Dai washed the mark, he did not use anesthesia, in order to leave Qiuqiu.

No narcotics.

The gland is a very fragile, sensitive and important organ in the human body. When injured, it will feel more pain than many parts. Such places have to be cut open by a scalpel, extract glandular fluid, dialysis purification, suture and a series of procedures. Severe pain, this unimaginable torture, happened to Shen Dai and his omega.

How painful, how painful, how painful!

When Shen Dai was lying in the pale operating room and experiencing inhuman pain, he was engaged to Zhou Xiaochu in the splendid banquet hall. He couldn’t imagine what Shen Dai was thinking at that time, how many tears he shed, and what kind of cry he made.

Qu Moyu seemed to recall everything that happened between the two of them in a flash, what he said, what he did, what mistakes he made, every tear and every plea of Shen Dai, every point of his Indifference and every persecution, what has he done to the people he loves? !

For a long time, his body’s defense mechanism has been preventing himself from uncovering the veil of memories, and only occasionally glimpsed the despicable and unbearable past from the flying dust, which was enough to motivate him to owe and sympathize with Shen Dai, as if subconsciously. He knew very well that once he remembered everything, once he replaced himself with Shen Dai’s experience, he would be torn to shreds by guilt, remorse and self-blame.

Has he always been so selfish and shameless? When it is time to retreat, I still want to escape!

He loves Shen Dai too much, so he is afraid, afraid to face up to the unrecoverable harm he has caused to Shen Dai, afraid that after seeing this clearly, there will be no way to deceive himself that Shen Dai will come back, afraid that no matter what he pays and how much he makes up for it , he has no confidence or qualifications to think that Shen Dai will still love him.

But now he had to open his eyes, clear the fog of memories, and see clearly the debts he was trying to escape, piece by piece, bit by bit, what he did to Shen Dai, and Shen Dai. Why can’t Dai be able to forgive herself.

He despised, misunderstood, humiliated, threatened, and oppressed Shen Dai. He knew that Shen Dai liked him but didn’t take it seriously. He knew that Shen Dai didn’t calculate and didn’t care about Shen Dai’s innocence. He used pheromone to suppress Shen Dai, to force Shen Dai. Knocked out children, washed off marks, and even after the two reunited, he continued to coerce and hurt Shen Dai.

He even felt aggrieved and ashamed for Shen Dai’s rejection, why would he? !

For Qiuqiu, from pregnancy to childbirth to parenting, what Shen Dai encountered, sacrificed, abandoned, and paid for, what he could imagine and what he could not imagine, were all engraved on his soul, becoming For the sins that he cannot erase and cover up, he will experience repeated torture and execution for the rest of his life, and he will never be freed from it.

Seeing Qu Moyu’s face contorted with extreme pain, Mrs. Qu was also very sad, with tears in her eyes, she whispered, “your dad always said that I was facing outsiders, and I didn’t want to, but you are so sorry. He.” She originally planned not to tell this secret in her life. First, Shen Dai asked for it. Second, she saw that her son really fell in love with Shen Dai. He marked Shen Dai in anger, and everything was really irreversible. She personally experienced the pain of having a physical mark with Qu Shenkong but not having a spiritual connection, the pain of love and hate, closeness and alienation. She knew that Shen Dai would not be able to achieve consummation with Qu Moyu because of being marked. The two will only torture each other for a lifetime in an unbreakable bondage.

She also wants them all out of pain, and she also wants the family to be reunited, but the love calamity can only be overcome by herself.

Qu Moyu’s head almost dropped to his chest, the huge regret drowned him in a sea of misery, and he was almost unable to breathe. He never thought that one day he would hate himself so much, he murmured in a hoarse and disembodied voice: “What should I do?”

It seemed that everyone and every force in the world was preventing him from being with Shen Dai. The more he wanted to hold on to Shen Dai, the more he wanted to escape. Xie Shu was still powerless. He was so high-spirited that he thought he could climb any mountain, but he couldn’t hold a water in his hands. Mrs. Qu sighed. She didn’t know how to comfort her son: “The most important thing now is to solve You Xinghai’s problems. In any case, Shen Dai cannot be allowed to bear these.” Qu Moyu clenched his fists slowly, he had no idea The resentment he vented suddenly had a specific direction. “You’re so smart, you actually know what to do in your heart. You don’t want the person you love to treat you like that, so don’t treat the person you love that way.” Mrs. Qu said softly, “No matter what education you have, no matter what your S-class is. Alpha is much better than ordinary people, and everyone is equal in love.” Qu Moyu closed his eyes. Equality, such a simple word, is the farthest word in the world between “knowing” and “doing”.

“I’ll go see him first.” Mrs. Qu walked to the door, knocked gently, and said softly, “Adai, it’s me.”

There was no response from the room, Mrs. Qu hesitated for a moment, pushed the door open and left go in.

Shen Dai sat in the corner of the sofa, holding Qiuqiu blankly, as if the child in his arms was the only connection between him and this world, and there was nothing else in his eyes.

Mrs. Qu felt heartbroken. She sat aside and said bitterly, “I look at you, as if I saw myself back then.”

Shen Dai’s eyes floated over. He didn’t know what normal people would think at this moment after experiencing so many setbacks. His brain seemed to freeze for a while.

“But you are stronger than me. You can protect your own children. I can’t. I can’t protect the first one, nor can I protect the second one.” The pain in Mrs. Qu’s eyes was indescribable.

Shen Dai looked down at the sleeping child. He realized very early that he had nothing but Qiuqiu. He was guarding his child, and he was not saving himself.

“Can we talk?” Mrs. Qu said gently.

Shen Dai said indifferently: “I will always be grateful to you, but you are also the Qu family.” He did not believe that Mrs. Qu did not know Qiuqiu’s rank. As Qiuqiu’s omega father, he was the last to know. He knew very well that the reason why Mrs. Qu helped him was for her own son in the final analysis. When their interests conflicted, she would definitely give priority to her own son. rife with betrayal by those closest to him.

“My surname is not Qu. My surname is Liang. Before I was only remembered as Mrs. Qu, my name was Liang Rui.” She seemed to be a little unfamiliar with her name, and murmured, “Liang Rui.”

Shen Dai Inexplicably touched in my heart.

“I am the omega married by the Qu family, it does not mean that I agree with all the practices of the Qu family, because I am also deeply affected by it.” A sadness appeared on Liang Rui’s face, “I have always wanted to help you, you can trust me .”

Shen Dai’s face was still written with precaution, precaution against everyone.

Liang Rui said solemnly: “I am Mo Yu’s mother, I hope he is well, but I also hope you are well, I will not defend him for his mistakes, but I must help him clarify some misunderstandings. Mo Yu is definitely not Because of Qiuqiu’s desire for you, he and I both knew Qiuqiu’s pheromone level at the same time. That is, when you were in the hospital last time, he was afraid of your misunderstanding, and also afraid of what his father would do if he knew, so he decided to hide it. Everyone.”

Shen Dai lowered his head and said nothing.

“I know you can’t believe it now, but there must be many traces of the truth that can be verified, it all depends on whether you want to know it or not.” Liang Rui said warmly, “I always feel that you are stronger than me, smarter than me, more resistant than me, and better than me. With determination and survivability, I can’t fight back in the game with my alpha, so I lost my first child and the possibility of happiness, do you have to admit defeat?”

Shen Dai’s body slightly changed . shock.

[End of This Chapter]