Binding the Dragon for the Empress - Chapter 131
[Chapter 131 He is the only one standing in the same place]
Even if Xuanlong hated Yan Yuan again, he would assume that Yan Yuan was the emperor of the heavens and Azhi’s father, and he would not watch Yan Yuan go to death.
What’s more, he is more uneasy about his past with Yanyuan, and has no deep-rooted hatred.
On the contrary, the Lord of Lingling told him that in order to save him, Yan Yuan entered the realm of Nuwa alone, so he lost his two emotions and three desires, which made him feel surprised and disappointed at the same time.
It turned out that he was not the only one who fell into this love and lost himself. Yan Yuan will also struggle, work hard, and suffer in what he can’t see.
Before Lei Ling left, he imagined the mirror of Qianchen and called Xuanlong to look at it. The scene in the mirror was the scene of Yan Yuan being possessed by a demon in the human world. His paranoia, madness, and cruelty suddenly had an explanation.
After seeing her death again, Yan Yuan suddenly woke up. In the five years of the self-punishment that was neither a ghost nor a ghost, Xuanlong’s heart was blocked.
He knew that the Dao of Heaven was ruthless, but he didn’t want the Dao of Heaven to be so cruel and never made any of them feel better.
All of the past, whether suffering or complaining, suddenly let go. Since it is destined to not be able to live together forever, he hopes that Yan Yuan can live in peace forever, forget the past and start over.
…at least, they have traveled together for 40,000 years.
On the way, no one ever let go of another’s hand, it was death that separated them.
Xuanlong agreed to drag the spirit’s request.
The matter was not resolved, Ye Ling didn’t want to sit for a long time, told Xuan Long to take care of his body and left.
After all, his soul was reshaped, and his divine power was much weaker than before. I was afraid that he would have to rest for ten thousand years before the cracks in his soul could be completely healed.
Early the next morning, Xuanlong asked Lianbi to go to Dongji Hall to spread the word. To persuade Yan Yuan to marry the new queen and avoid punishment, she must meet that person before she can talk.
He and Yan Yuan made an appointment to meet at the old place.
It was an abandoned pavilion in the Immortal Realm. Because there was no one around, Yan Yuan loved to coax him here and do some shameful things before they got married.
At that time, he was young and vigorous, Yan Yuan’s desire was strong, and he had no rules.
He knew that it was impossible for him to be with Yan Yuan. Probably Yan Yuan suddenly saw Yan Weiheng expressing his heart to him, and found that someone like him would like him, find it novel, or worry about running after him since he was a child. The stupid dragon will be snatched away and become someone else’s follower. I feel unwilling, so I play some innocuous jokes with him. After being angry, I find that I can’t stop Yan Weiheng, so I follow Yan Weiheng’s way and say I like him.
A long time ago, he realized that he couldn’t refuse any request from Yan Yuan, including that courtship, knowing that it was a joke, or half-pushing and half-sinking, acquiescing to the other party’s outrageous behavior.
He listened to what Yan Yuan said, but he would not take it seriously. He waited quietly, and when Yan Yuan was tired, he returned to his original position. He is still the general guarding the heavens and the prince, and he is not qualified to think about anything that does not belong to him.
But there were also many times when Yan Yuan did nothing, just held his hand, intertwined with his fingers, and sat in the small pavilion, looking at the cranes passing by in the distance, and said what she thought. marry him.
Ask him if he wants to.
It is rare to see such an uneasy look on Yan Yuan’s face. If he answers late, Yan Yuan will become angry and say that he is not sincere in treating him, and he is so angry that he wants to leave. He catches up with him and says that the prince is happy. Kitten knew that he was willing, so she was happy again, jumping like a child.
He knew in his heart that it was impossible for Yan Jing and Yeling to be together, each god had his own destiny, and he was a lonely star, destined to be lonely.
He never thought that Yan Yuan would be willing to go against the destiny for him.
He is used to being at the mercy of fate, and he has never had any intention of going against the heavens. It was Yan Yuan’s determination that gave him the courage to move forward.
It’s a pity that I went in the wrong direction, and no matter how hard I try, it will be wrong again and again… When I go back to my hometown, I can’t help but think of the past.
“…Apo.”
Yan Yuan whispered from behind, Xuanlong’s figure paused, and he turned around slowly.
When they made an appointment, Yan Yuan was delayed for some reason, and it was really late.
He was dressed in a silver-white imperial robe, and his black hair was neatly bundled in a jade crown, which was specially groomed.
“I got up in the morning to deal with some important things, so I came a little late.”
“You have something to do with me…”
Seeing him smiling like this, Xuan Long felt very uncomfortable when he remembered Ye Ling’s words, and took his eyes back lightly.
“Yeah.”
Yan Yuan couldn’t hear this ‘um’ and couldn’t read it with his lips. He didn’t know what Xuanlong was thinking. Anyway, no matter what, Xuanlong was still willing to see him, so he was very happy and racked his brains. Find a topic and talk to the man in the booth.
“Have you…have breakfast.”
“No.”
“Why not.” Yan Yuan smiled and asked softly.
“…”
The gods don’t need to eat meals, this is pure nonsense, Xuanlong hesitated about how to get to the point, and didn’t answer, Yan Yuan was worried that she would be so annoying, so she didn’t continue talking. .
The buildings in the heaven are mostly silver and white, and the pavilion here is also, with a light white gauze tent hanging on the top, gently blown by the wind, and the figure of Xuanlong is hidden in the pavilion.
“I know it all.”
This was said using sound transmission.
Yan Yuan didn’t respond.
Xuanlong stood sideways, and did not look at him with his eyes lowered: “Dragon Lord, came to see me today.”
Yan Yuan immediately understood that Xuanlong might have known it, but he didn’t know to what extent, so he asked tentatively, “Oh…what did the mother say to you?”
“He said, in order to save me, you have to suffer. He was seriously injured and lost his two emotions and three desires.”
“It’s true.”
Yan Yuan didn’t intend to let Xuanlong know about this matter. You know, you can’t hide it.
He walked into the pavilion, looked at the man’s profile, pretended to be relaxed and smiled.
“It’s just a small injury. It’s not as serious as what my mother said, but I lost some insignificant things. You can see that although I can’t hear it, I’m not living well.”
“You don’t have to feel sorry for me.”
Xuanlong frowned slightly . , as if not very happy, and said in a low voice: “I have never been sad.”
If he is sad for himself, Yan Yuan will definitely be sad, but if he is not sad for himself, Yan Yuan still feels bitter in his heart, and love is so complicated. If something is contaminated, it will become addictive, and you will not be able to quit.
Only to suffer.
“Well.”
“That’s fine.”
“I owe you what I owe.”
Xuanlong didn’t want to tell him this. It was unclear who owed more to the other. Even if it’s clear, it doesn’t make sense. He didn’t want to see Yan Yuan smiling again, so he turned his back.
“Azhi needs a father, the heaven needs a monarch, you should live well, not because of your own selfish desires… ignoring thousands of immortals and gods.”
“Xianjun Zhiyu is the person you destined, you should marry him and follow the way of heaven. .” To
be pushed out by a loved one without any scruples is an extremely cruel thing for anyone, and it also means that Xuanlong is completely relieved of their past.
He was the only one standing there.
Yan Yuan knew that she should be happy, which means that Xuanlong will have a good life in the future.
He tried his best to maintain a smile, but he was still embarrassed, and his eyes were red: “You asked me to meet here today just to tell me this…” A
hoarse voice came from behind.
Xuanlong’s throat twitched, pursing his lips without saying a word.
People always like to think about whimsical things, or to prove some answers with known results. Yan Yuan wanted to ask Xuanlong if he still cared about him. If he did, even a little bit, he would have the courage to fight against Heaven.
What is God’s punishment, he will survive with his last breath.
As long as his Apo is happy.
He really wanted to hear the answer so much, he asked.
“If I were alive… would you be happy?”
Xuanlong was still so calm: “If you are alive, thousands of gods and gods will have leaders, Azhi will be accompanied by a father and an emperor, and Emperor Yanjing and Shenjun Yiling can enjoy family happiness. ”
If you live, you are good to all the gods.”
Yan Yuan asked hopefully, “What about you… how will you be?”
“If we still have a future, can you… can you…” Look , he was thinking of something fantastic again.
“We are already over.” Xuanlong interrupted lightly.
Yan Yuan’s words were stuck in her throat, unable to speak or swallow, and Xuanlong’s figure became blurred.
“I understand.”
He was alive and was good to everyone, except Xuanlong. His meaning was clearly expressed, Yan Yuan no longer struggled in vain.
He suddenly felt very relaxed. Most people will become so relaxed when they let go of all obsessions, and the pain in the soul will be sublimated for a short time.
There is a clear sky lake in Jiuzhongtian, which can be seen from a distance from the pavilion here. The lake is irregular in shape and surrounded by a sea of pure white irises.
Yan Yuan’s eyes were very far away, she looked over there, and said softly to the man beside her.
“Apo…Look.”
“When we were young, we always played in that lake. Later, when you grew up, the lake became smaller, and when you transformed into your original body, it looked a little narrow. I don’t really want to go.”
“After you got married, you said you wanted to go to the Eight Wildernesses to see the sea. I knew that you didn’t want to see the sea, but wanted to play in the deep sea. At that time, I had just sat on the throne of God and was busy. I haven’t had time to accompany you to the big and small things in the heavens, so I finally waited until I had time, and you were pregnant again, so I didn’t worry about letting you play at will, so I didn’t take you there.”
“Later…” When he fulfilled Xuanlong’s little wish, Xuanlong died in battle at the junction of gods and demons, along with their first child.
Yan Yuan covered her sadness and smiled.
“If you have free time in the future, I’ll take you to the Eight Wildernesses to see the sea, okay?”
“Do you want to go to the East China Sea or the West China Sea?”
“Beihai is also good, the climate is pleasant there, if you want to stay longer, just It would be good to borrow a palace from the Dragon King of the North Sea and live for a while.”
“No need,” Xuanlong said.
“If I want to see the sea in the future, I will go by myself.”
Yan Yuan was thinking that what she had promised should be done to some extent, but Xuanlong didn’t need it, and he didn’t need to force it. He nodded.
“Alright… After all, we got the contract, it’s not good to get too close.”
“…” Xuanlong didn’t say anything.
The eyes were hot, the wind was blowing, and it was so cold that it gave birth to a tingling pain. Yan Yuan only thought that he didn’t want to talk to herself, so she took the initiative to find herself to go down the stairs.
“There are some things that have been accumulated and have not been dealt with, then I will go back first.”
“Yeah.”
Xuanlong turned his head and saw Yan Yuan’s back getting farther away.
“The fifteenth of the next month…”
Yan Yuan heard the words, stopped her steps, and lowered her head.
“Don’t worry, I will try to avoid you as much as possible, and I won’t get in your way in the future.”
Xuanlong frowned, that’s not what he meant. But Yan Yuan disappeared in front of him without giving him a chance to continue speaking.
Anyway, explanations are the most useless to them today. Xuan Long remembered Yan Yuan’s phrase ‘I understand’ and thought he should have figured it out.
If you marry one person, you will be able to live well and continue to be the Lord of the Nine Heavens above the tens of thousands of immortals. What’s wrong.
Yan Yuan had no reason not to let herself go.
[End of This Chapter]
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