Binding the Dragon for the Empress - Chapter 150

[Chapter 150 Start all over again]

The door was finally closed, and Yan Yuan was blocked from the outside. He knelt on the ground, lowered his head, and said inaudibly, “You don’t want me… How can I live…” The

moonlight faded, Bei Chi rushed At that time, there was only Yu Yanyuan outside the hall, and it was desolate and cold.

Before going out, Xian’e was clearly dressed up by Xian’e. She didn’t want to work so hard for so long, and she changed completely. Blood and dust were mixed on the precious silver robe, and the long hair that was deliberately dyed black made it gray. , blood dripped into his eyes from the wound on his forehead, which was no different from a run-down doll that others didn’t want.

Bei Chi walked up to him, bent over to help him, and said hoarsely, “Emperor, go back.”

Yan Yuan stood up staggeringly, and was helped down the steps by Bei Chi. His soul did not rise with his body, and he was stunned. Leng Leng, walked a few steps and fell to the ground, never got up again.

“Emperor!!”

That night, the Dongji Temple was a big fight again, and several medical immortals were busy, making medicines and healing for Yanyuan, and the tossing ended in the middle of the night.

He didn’t feel pain for a moment when he was awake. It was a good thing for him to be in a coma. If he could sleep for a long time, he would be freed forever. Unfortunately, Ye Ling won’t let him die, and Yan Jing won’t. Let him die, and every medical immortal in the Medical Immortal Hall will not allow him to fall.

A few days later, when Yan Yuan woke up, she found that her eyes could feel light. Although she couldn’t see clearly, she could already see a vague outline.

Hearing Ling Ling said that it was Yan Jing who sought a way to gradually restore his missing five senses from an ancient god who lived in seclusion in the mortal world. He brought back with him a small bottle of soup that is said to be able to forget the pain after drinking it. .

As for the method of repairing the Emperor Star, it has not been found.

Going against the sky, how can it end well, it is normal to not find it, but as a father, how can I watch my child die in despair. Yan Jing came back and explained some things, but before it was too late to be gentle with the gods, he set off again with his confidant before his butt was hot.

If there is no way to repair the emperor star, Yan Yuan has only a hundred years left at most, and she must hurry up.

On the other hand, Yan Yuan didn’t care how much time she had left to live. He thought that a hundred years was too short, and it was over in the blink of an eye, so he couldn’t stay with Xuanlong for longer. Now he thinks that a hundred years is too long, and every breath he wakes up feels like a torment. He is not even happy that his eyes will return to light. He is afraid to see Xuanlong with other men.

The only hope was reduced to ashes by the fire, and when the wind blew, there was nothing left.

Yan Yuan leaned against the bedpost quietly, staring at the light outside the window in a daze. His eyes couldn’t be focused very well, and he seemed a little sloppy. When Ye Ling came in, he recognized the other party by his body shape, but there was no response. , whoever comes.

Ye Ling walked over with a green jade tea bowl, sat down beside the bed, freed one hand, held Yan Yuan’s cold right hand on the quilt, lowered her eyes and sighed.

“Yuan’er, turn back.”

“Don’t be obsessed anymore…”

Yan Yuan’s ears could hear a little bit, and he vaguely heard Yeling calling him back, but he couldn’t turn his head.

From the moment he fell in love with Xuanlong 50,000 years ago, he couldn’t look back.

It’s not that I don’t want to, it’s that I can’t.

Yan Yuan didn’t answer, Ye Ling didn’t force him, grabbed his hand and continued to say: “Although Ah Zhi lived well with Xuanlong, he grew up with you after all, and he still thinks about his father and emperor in his heart. , when he saw me yesterday, he asked me with red eyes several times, saying that he missed his father, why he didn’t come to pick him up. I used your busy business as an excuse to prevaricate the past, but it’s not appropriate to always use such reasons. ”

Don’t you want to see him…”

Hearing Ye Ling’s words, Yan Yuan’s eyes turned red silently as she looked out the window. He was touched when he heard the child.

It’s just that he is in a state of embarrassment right now. If he sees the child losing control again, it will only make Azhi sad. With Xuanlong and with the child, it is better not to see each other.

That’s it, that’s it.

“Father knows that you feel indebted, you don’t hesitate to destroy yourself, and you want to be in good company with Xuanlong for a hundred years, and you want to try your best to make up for your mistakes. But now that Xuanlong can agree with the misfortune, it means that he has already let go, why don’t you let it go. In the past, start over.”

“You are still young, and when your father finds the way to restore the emperor’s star, your lifespan will be restored to the same length as heaven and earth, and there is no guarantee that you will not meet your beloved again in the future.”

“Yuan’er… Listen to Father’s words, drink the medicine, have a good sleep, and wake up tomorrow, the pain will no longer be felt.” Ye Ling spread out Yan Yuan’s hand and put the jade bowl in his palm.

The jade tea bowl is filled with the soup medicine that can forget the pain after drinking it. It can not only forget the pain, but also the love and everything in the past between him and Xuanlong.

Yan Yuan pulled her hand back indifferently, and laughed at herself: “What owes you, make up… are the excuses that the child seeks to get close to him. I have never been so great, I have always been selfish, and I will do it again. A lot of things, but I just want to be with him, and I want to go back to ten thousand years ago with him, when I was still in love with him ten thousand years ago, I just covet his love.”

“But he is not even willing to give mercy . I’m gone… Father, I can’t start all over again.”

“If I want to forget him, his name, and his appearance, then the boy would rather die right now… If this is the case, it can be considered a start from scratch. It’s over.”

Ever since Yan Yuan woke up, Yeling was persuading him to drink this ‘start over’, the number of times added up to no less than five times, and the result was the same every time. cry.

This ‘start from the beginning’ must be taken by the person who drinks the medicine willingly to forget the old person, and only after drinking it can it take effect. Otherwise, it will not only be ineffective, but also counterproductive, causing the person who drinks the medicine to suffer from the disorder of the soul and become stupid.

If not, Ye Ling really wanted to cast a spell to stun Yan Yuan and force the medicine into it. When Yan Yuan wakes up, he will be able to get a child with the same high spirits and high spirits as before.

Too bad he can’t.

“You are cruel, drink the medicine, and everything will be fine when you wake up in the morning. Father has never asked you for anything. Today, Father, please save your life and stop torturing yourself, okay…for yourself Leave a way to live.”

“Yuan’er…”

Yeling has always been strong, how could Yanyuan hear her father begging him in such a low voice, he must not forget Xuanlong, he can only choose to be an unfilial son, fortunately, Yeling is in the belly Having a son and a well-behaved grandson will not be lonely in the future.

His father will always be with him.

Yan Yuan lay down on the bed, turned her back, closed her eyes and said, “Father, don’t say it, the child is tired, you are inconvenient, and you don’t have to come to see the child often if you have nothing to do.” ” Take

care of your health.”

Dare not to push him too hard, he took a breath, and said dumbly: “Okay, you don’t want to drink ‘start over’, Father won’t force you, but you always have to drink the elixir to heal your body, you don’t eat it like this If you don’t drink, you will be locked in the bedroom all day, how can your father feel at ease.”

“Even if you really intend to let yourself live for a hundred years, at least make yourself feel better.”

Yan Yuan stared at the wall with red eyes . : “… The child didn’t deliberately not eat it, but just lost his appetite. As for the wound medicine, it is the same for the treatment, and the same is true if it is not cured. It is better not to be cured.

” I can’t die.”

Ye Ling couldn’t do anything about his stubbornness, and suddenly felt a dull pain in his lower abdomen in grief, subconsciously put the jade bowl in his hand on the spring stool by the bed, and covered his abdomen with a pale face.

The fetal breath is already unstable, and it is very easy to move the fetal gas when the mood fluctuates. Tuiling does not want to let Yan Yuan see the flaw, and endures the pain as much as possible to keep her tone steady:

“The father will leave first, and I will come to see you tomorrow.”

“We will meet in the evening. Some people bring meals, all of which you like to eat. Use more or less. Although God does not need to eat, he will not die, but eating is always good for the body. You take good care of your body. In a few days, Father will bring Azhi to see you.”

“Father knows that you miss him.”

“Don’t let Azhi see you like this. If he sees it, he will cry very sad.”

Yan Yuan turned her back to Yeling and didn’t answer.

Ye Ling’s abdominal pain was unbearable, so she had to get up and leave to find a medical fairy. She walked so fast that she forgot the bowl she had placed on the spring stool and ‘started from scratch’.

When it was quiet, the guilt tormented Yan Yuan’s heart, and even he gave up on himself, why didn’t the father and mother give up?

If Yan Jing and Ye Ling were disappointed with him from then on, they would give up on him completely and leave him alone. But they never gave up for a moment, working hard for him, fighting for that almost impossible hope.

That kind of heavy love made Yan Yuan feel very painful. He didn’t deserve it at all… He didn’t deserve Xuanlong’s love, Azhi’s trust, or the respect of his father and mother.

It would be better if he died, why not die in that punishment… If he died, there would be no more pain, and everyone would no longer have unnecessary expectations.

Xuanlong shouldn’t have saved him.

It would be better if he died…

Yan Yuan was really tired, and he often felt very tired, which was a sign that his life was dying. He unconsciously curled up his broken body and fell into a drowsiness.

I don’t know how long it took, suddenly there was a childish call from outside the hall, and it was Azhi calling for the emperor. Yan Yuan opened her eyes in a trance, and found that her eyes could see things clearly.

“Royal father… Azhi misses you so much…”

Azhi called out in grief, Yan Yuan’s heart was aching, she lifted the quilt and got out of bed, she didn’t even have time to put on her shoes, and went out in white clothes.

Opening the door of the palace, the sunset outside made people feel warm, but when Yan Yuan saw the scene outside, she felt cold in her hands and feet, and her smile froze at the corners of her mouth.

Under the towering silver tree, Azhi threw himself into Yan Weiheng’s arms with tears in his eyes. After being picked up, he hugged Yan Weiheng’s neck affectionately. .

Xuanlong stood aside and smiled at the father and son, his expression softer than ever before.

Yan Yuan froze in place, not understanding why his child called someone else’s father, she walked over in a daze, and said.

“Apo…”

Xuanlong turned his head when he heard the voice, and restrained his smile: “I told you that day, don’t call me like that.”

Yan Yuan stood cramped, her lips trembling: “I’m sorry… “…”

“I’m sorry, if it’s useful, why did you and I come this far?” Xuanlong chuckled softly, turned his head and spoke to Yan Weiheng and Azhi gently.

The three discussed that they wanted to go down to the world to play, and treated Yan Yuan as an invisible person, and left as soon as they said it. Yan Yuan hurriedly opened her arms to block their way, smiling and weeping to the little man in Yan Weiheng’s arms.

“Azhi…how can you call someone else’s father… I’m your father…”

Azhi hugged Yan Weiheng’s neck and looked at Yan Yuan timidly, as if he didn’t know him at all.

“Azhi, I’m the father… You love to pester the father to buy you candied haws to eat. The father will take you to the mortal world to buy it now, okay?” Yan Yuan smiled and hugged Azhi. The man twisted his body to escape.

“You’re not Azhi’s father…” The

little man looked at Xuanlong and whispered, “Mother, this person is so strange, let’s go quickly, Azhi is afraid.”

Xuanlong responded and raised his sleeves The three of them disappeared in a flash.

Yan Yuan tried to use her divine power to find the direction they were leaving, but she couldn’t find it at all. He spun around like a headless fly, chasing forward with bare feet.

“Don’t go, don’t go…”

“Apo…Azhi…don’t go…”

Unconsciously, she ran into a cloud of white fog and stepped on the air with one foot. Yan Yuan suddenly woke up with a sense of weightlessness. She sat up from the bed, her eyes were pitch black.

It was a dream.

The dream was heartbreakingly real. He was sweating coldly, his throat seemed to be burned by fire, and there were tears on his face.

The moonlight could be faintly seen through the window, it was already late at night, Yan Yuan sat for a long time, immersed in sadness and could not escape… Xuanlong and Yan Weiheng were together, and Azhi called Yan Weiheng’s father, it seemed Nothing strange anymore.

When he died, Azhi always wanted to call Yan Huheng’s father.

Yan Yuan couldn’t stop coughing due to the pain in her heart. He wiped the blood from the corners of his lips, leaned out on the spring stool by the bed and found the tea bowl he used to drink. The cold liquid slipped into his throat. It hurts all over the body.

After drinking it, I realized that the touch of the tea bowl was a bit wrong, I didn’t think about it, I put it back on the spring stool, and slowly lay back on the bed.

[End of This Chapter]