Deep in the Act - Chapter 28

[Chapter 28]

The notification sound of the mobile phone “ding” sounded, it was from Micro Motion.

Fang Chi woke up, sat up straight immediately, flustered, and hastily withdrew his fingers: “Let’s rest for a while.”

Gao Zhun slowly took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, took it out and took a look: “It’s okay,” his expression could be called indifferent : “Credit card notice, Lin Lin bought a bag or something in Germany.”

“She…” Fang Chi found that his eyes couldn’t leave him, the messy folds of his shirt, the slightly turned up trousers and the blue hairline behind his ears “When will she come back?”

Micro Motion turned his head and faced the other side of the consulting room: “One week, or two weeks.”

After a while of silence, Fang Chi couldn’t help asking: “Have you been insomnia these days?”

“My mind is in a mess.”

“What are you thinking about?”

Gao Zhun turned back, “If I say I miss you,” he licked his lips, “Is it not possible?”

Fang Chi took a deep breath, as if he didn’t know what to do, and repeatedly moved his hands holding hands, slumped on the therapist’s high-back chair: “Missing… what about me?”

“Missing your hand, your voice,” Micro Motion said as he turned sideways and reclined on the red reclining chair with his arms pillowed on his head

On the top, the waist and hips are arched, with feminine and seductive curves: “Your hands are very hot, sweaty, grabbing me hard, your voice is a bit hoarse, it may be because of sexual desire, you said you want…”

” Nonsense!” Fang Chi stood up, panting violently.

Gao Zhun smiled: “It’s just my wishful thinking,” he showed a strange expression, with bitterness in his smile and hurt in his heart: “Thinking of you, I won’t think of him anymore.”

Fang Chi didn’t know What happened to me, I must have been hinted by Micro Motion, exactly as he described, grabbed him with sweaty hot hands, roughly fiddled with his waist, and opened his wrists to both sides, his voice was so excited Dumb: “Is that so, is this how I played with you!”

Gao Zhun was rubbed randomly by him, and his hair fell down to cover his face. For a moment, he had the illusion of being raped, but Fang Chi was on him, and he just looked at him in horror, without any resistance.

The more Fang Chi exerted his strength, the more he made his hair messy. He was so manic, he just wanted Gao Zhun to fight with him, and he could do whatever he wanted, releasing the long-suppressed monster in the shadow of his mind—— Micro Motion is obedient, as he said, he doesn’t want to be let go even if it is crushed.

Panting and panting, Fang Chi slowed down, impulsively passed, his eyes seemed to finally see clearly, on the red recliner, Micro Motion was tossed in a bad way by him, his waist twisted as if broken, his shirt was ripped out of his trousers, two One arm was tightly clenched in one hand, the other hand was sunk between his legs, his thumb was deeply dug into the flesh… He wished he could slap himself in the mouth, this is a patient who has experienced sexual trauma, he But ravaged him like a beast.

He let go of his hand, hurriedly stroked his hair, then his shirt, pants, and didn’t dare to look at Micro Motion until he was sure that he was decent.

Gao Zhun curled up, his wet eyes wide open, he was innocent, but he looked so timid, as if he was about to say “I’m sorry”, I’m sorry that he seduced Fang Chi’s inner demon.

Fang Chi stretched out his hand towards him, trying to pull him up from the couch, but he flinched in fear, and immediately, as if he was afraid that Fang Chi would be unhappy, he clumsily held that hand, trembling towards him.

Fang Chi took advantage of the situation and hugged him lightly, fearing that he would have associations with traumatic experiences: “Frightened?”

Gao Zhun trembled in his arms, and it took a long time before he said, “It’s okay.”

Fang Chi tightened his arms, The strength increased unconsciously, and he wanted to fondle him again: “You will be more scared at night, right?”

Gao Zhun didn’t make a sound.

“How about…” Fang Chi suddenly said, “You can come to my house.”

Gao Zhun’s heart was beating wildly, and the blood in his whole body seemed to rush to the top of his head, and he was so happy that he even felt a little dizzy.

“But there’s only one bed. We can sleep with our heads upside down. We’ll buy towels, toothbrushes, etc. on the way. I’ll accompany you back to pick up our pajamas tomorrow.”

“Really?” Gao Zhun was afraid of waking up this unexpected dream, so he lowered his voice, and tentatively hugged Fang Chi’s back: “Didn’t you lie to me?”

“No lie to you,” Fang Chi said, going to the desk Picking up paper

and pen: “But we have to finish the treatment first.”

Gao Zhun didn’t let him go: “I’m going to die today, can’t I?”

Fang Chi made him laugh: “I know you just to treat you.”

Micro Zhun Only then did he let go, and when he brought the pen and paper, he leaned over and stuck it to his arms again, Fang Chi was very helpless, with a little sweetness in his helplessness: “You said before that being entered is the time you fear the most, “Feeling the person in his arms tremble violently, he immediately put his arms around his shoulders: “If your fear can be graded, what do you think is the fear that is slightly inferior to that?”

Micro Motion was very uncooperative: ” Can’t we stop talking about this?” He began to wriggle uncomfortably: “I want to go to your house, I will go now…”

“If you don’t treat me, there will be no home for me.” Fang Chi frightened him like a child, Micro Motion After being silent for a while, he was forced to give in: “Probably with a man.”

Fang Chi was firmly restrained by him, and could only use one hand to record: “Be more specific.”

“It’s just…” Gao Zhun turned his face Pressing against his left chest, I heard his heart beating up and down: “Like Justin, I’m very scared when he touches me or gets very close to me.”

Fang Chi’s recording hand stopped: “That’s the same as my What about it?” Realizing that the question was inappropriate, he corrected it: “I mean… treat you like I did just now.”

Gao Zhun replied without thinking: “Except for you.”

Fang Chi became curious: “Then I Just now… bullying you, where is it on your fear table?”

“Are you bullying me?” Micro Motion’s tone was full of surprise.

“What do you think… what am I doing?”

“You’re punishing me for being disobedient.”

The tip of the pen stuck deeply into the paper, Fang Chi felt terrible, Micro Motion had put him in the position of the leader, in the patient’s world, that meant absolute control: “I’m just your doctor, no The right to punish you.”

“No, you reward me when I do well, and if you get angry, it must be something I did wrong.”

Fang Chi didn’t know what to do for a while, and in psychological terms, this is called power Abuse, which never happened in his treatment, because he always avoided manipulating patients: “You look at me.” He peeled Micro Motion from his arms, but it didn’t work, Micro Motion seemed to grow on him, Sticky does not come apart.

“Don’t punish me in the future, okay?” he begged sadly, “Your appearance just now…is scary.”

Fang Chi’s heart was in confusion and pain, what could he say, he could only say “OK” gently, Patting Micro Motion on the back: “Let’s continue what we just said, where do I rank in your fear list?”

Micro Motion’s lips were smooth, and Fang Chi’s shirt was wet with each other: “Sometimes at the top, Sometimes it’s at the bottom.”

Fang Chi felt itchy there: “How do you say it?”

“If you hold me like this, I’m not afraid of the sky falling, but when you ignore me, it’s better than being forced by that person again.” It’s scary once!”

“When did I ignore you?” Fang Chi felt aggrieved, “How could I ignore you.”

“For example, when I begged you to stay and you left.” Gao Zhun said with resentment his meaning.

Fang Chi is like a boyfriend who is pushed into a hurry: “I can’t satisfy all your requirements, can I?”

Micro Motion asked foolishly: “Then how can you satisfy all my requirements?”

“I …” Fang Chi found that he had lost the initiative on this topic: “Let’s get down to business, the… actions I did to you just now, where do you put them on the fear list?”

“Not too afraid .”

Fang Chi didn’t believe it: “You’re obviously scared.”

Gao Zhun raised his head from his arms, his face flushed red: “I’m not afraid of anything you do to me,” he lowered his eyes, a little shy: “Even if you are like that person… make me hurt, I’m not afraid You.”

Fang Chi seemed to have been stabbed in the temple with a needle, Gao Zhun seemed to mean that even if he raped him, he would not blame him: “We…continue the treatment,” he said dryly Feeling bored, he picked up the recording paper: “I want you to follow the order of this fear list and imagine it from bottom to top.” He pushed Micro Motion onto the recliner: “Go, lie down.”

Micro Motion refused, During the friction, Fang Chi felt that the middle of the legs seemed to be a little hard. As soon as his expression changed, Gao Zhun immediately knew that he had noticed. He bowed his waist and hid back. It does have tiny bumps on it.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry…” Micro Motion apologized embarrassingly.

Fang Chi said coldly: “Go, go to the recliner.” Micro Motion crossed his

legs: “I… want to go to the bathroom.”

“Treatment first, if you behave well, I will let you go.”

Slowly, Micro Motion lay down on the big red chair, turned sideways, and covered his crotch with his hand. Fang Chi inspected him from head to toe, pushed the hand away, and opened his hipbones to both sides, exposing the weird crotch come out.

Micro Motion covered his face and kept muttering pitifully: “I was wrong, I was wrong…”

Fang Chi’s hand ran down his straight leg and grabbed one ankle: “Start from the lowest level of fear, just now How did I ‘punish’ you, imagine and tell me.”

Micro Motion was trembling all over: “This…it’s strange.”

“This is therapy,” Fang Chi stood at his feet, staring at his crotch intently “Quick.”

Micro Zhun bite the bullet and began to imagine, Fang Chi’s hands were sweaty, grabbing his wrist with great force, like a violent criminal rubbing him back and forth, the shirt was ripped from the waistband of his trousers, His thigh was pinched… He breathed quickly, throbbing vaguely as if he was experiencing a erotic dream.

Fang Chi saw that his trousers were getting tighter and tighter, and he could see the clear outline of his lower body from the fine fabric. He first raised his head timidly, then raised his head recklessly, and finally stood upright boldly, swaying from side to side in excitement.

Micro Motion looked for Fang Chi with his eyes, and saw him standing at his feet, staring recklessly at his crotch. He was ashamed, but his bottom swelled even more because of it: “I did as you said,” he begged : “Let me go to the bathroom…”

Fang Chi still said “No”, pointing to his bulging crotch: “What’s going on?”

Micro Motion covered it with his hands: “I don’t know…”

“Take your hands away.” Chi’s hand went up against the leg, and removed his hand.

Gao Zhun couldn’t hold back anymore, looked at him in confusion, rubbed against the recliner and twisted gently: “Help me, save me…”

Fang Chi admired him, this is a body that allows him to do whatever he wants, As long as he wants it, he can have it right away: “Do you have

desire

for men?”

Forced to admit: “Yes…”

“To whom?”

Gao Zhun gritted his teeth, “You know…”

Fang Chi didn’t say anything, and took out the piece of paper again: “Let’s go up a level!” Count, now imagine you and Justin.”

Micro Motion stretched out his hand towards him, with pearl-colored sweat on his forehead: “Take me, can you?”

Fang Chi thought for a while, and held him: “If someday there is no I’m dead, what do you do?”

Micro Motion tightened its fingers in panic: “I won’t let you go.”

Fang Chi smiled: “I mean when you recover.”

Micro Motion confessed eagerly: “Then I will never let you go.”

Don’t heal.”

“When you recover, don’t think so,” Fang Chi caressed that hand seemingly absently, and he could see his loneliness from a pair of drooping eyelashes: “Sooner or later, you won’t need me.”

Fang Chi preempted what Gao Zhun wanted to say: “Go to the bathroom,” he let go of him, “We’ll leave when you come out.”

Gao

Zhun should have been happy, but he couldn’t be happy: “Why don’t you Already?”

“It’s okay,” Fang Chi looked exhausted, “I just think too much, I’ve been thinking too much.”