Deep in the Act - Chapter 52

[Chapter 52]

Fang Chi was lying on the treatment chair, without glasses, looking out of the window vaguely, sitting next to his supervisor, a woman in her thirties, surnamed Yan, who was filling out the evaluation form: “Okay,” she said: ” Get up.”

Fang Chi sat up slowly, put on her glasses, and asked, “Have you taken your medicine on time?”

Fang Chi nodded, “I’ve slept much better, and I’m not so depressed, but the side effects are too great.”

“You can Take care of yourself,” Director Yan put down his pen and looked at him with concern: “That person…” She asked as tactfully as possible: “How long has it been since I called you?”

Fang Chi blurted out: “One week and one day.”

She realized Seeing his paranoia: “Are you disappointed?”

“I’m in pain,” Fang Chi smiled wryly: “I hope he calls me every day, forever and ever.”

“But you didn’t answer.” She challenged him slightly .

Fang Chi laughed at himself: “I love him, I really love him…” As he spoke, tears rolled down his face, and he quickly wiped them off: “I’m sorry,” he kept brushing his hair, “I’m getting more and more out of control Control your

emotions.”

“It’s okay,” she handed him a tissue, hesitated for a moment, then reached out and rubbed his shoulder: “No psychiatrist wants to fall in love with a patient, you did your best.”

“You may think I Crazy,” Fang Chi took her hand and held it tightly: “I think he loves me too.”

She didn’t say a word, telling him her point of view in silence, Fang Chi was so calm for a while, she said: “Maybe You can try to call him, you have not practiced for more than a month, and you are not strictly a doctor.”

“Maybe…” Fang Chi just repeated her words, let go of her hand, and stood up: “Next week Shall we stop?”

“It’s the Spring Festival, I’m going home and my parents forced me to marry you,” she put away her serious look of a professional, and smiled relaxedly: “If you’re afraid of being lonely, you can go home with me.”

She was joking, but Fang Chi couldn’t laugh: “Leave me alone like this.” He put on his coat and opened the door: “I deserve it.” When I got

home, there was no one around, but the good smell was still there, It’s just thin, Fang Chi took a deep breath, and turned around to see the cold blue walls in the living room. Director Yan once asked him to paint the walls white, which was not conducive to his depression, but he was reluctant, because Micro Motion said with a smile that the walls Very beautiful, when the evening light was shining, the way he smiled seemed to be stamped.

His heart ached, the pain was terrific, Fang Chi clutched his chest, there was a sharp humming sound deep in his ears, he sat down staggeringly, took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, took it out and clenched it tightly, waiting for the pain to pass.

Five minutes, ten minutes, sometimes longer, he silently recited the name of Micro Motion, slowly, the pain subsided, and then subsided, and was about to breathe a sigh of relief, when the phone rang suddenly, he shuddered, and saw It’s Zuo Linlin.

She hadn’t called for a long time, Fang Chi stared coldly at the noisy caller page, Micro Motion had given up on him, and he had no reason to avoid her: “Hello?” He picked it up.

“Fang Chi?” Zuo Linlin couldn’t believe that she got through, and immediately shouted, “Why haven’t you answered the phone!”

“Not in China,” Fang Chi lied, “Is there anything wrong?”

“I want to see you, “Her voice softened, with a taste of fragility: “I really need you now!”

“We don’t want to meet anymore,” Fang Chi’s voice was firm, even cold: “You take good care of Micro Motion.”

“We break up It’s been a long time,” Zuo Linlin took out her usual tricks, sweet, helpless, and open-minded: “I haven’t found a place to live, so I just want to live with you for a while…” She asked with some hints: ” Can you do it

?”

Fang Chi frowned: “How could you abandon him when he was sick?”

Zuo Linlin immediately retorted: “He abandoned me, okay?” She was very emotional: “He doesn’t stay at home every night, and hangs out with dubious women outside!”

“Impossible.” Fang Chi said firmly.

Hearing his attitude, Zuo Linlin became even angrier: “It’s been more than a month, and he came back to pick up his clothes once in the middle. He doesn’t know who he’s living with outside!”

Fang Chi angrily hung up the phone, stood up abruptly, Pacing back and forth in the living room, with a fire in his heart, he strangled his left wrist, put on his coat and went out the door.

On the way, Chi called Micro Motion’s mobile phone, and turned it off no matter what he did. After thinking about it, he took the subway to Micro Motion’s company. When he arrived, he was about to take a lunch break. The secretary told him very politely: “Mr. What

happened last month.”

“Why did you leave?” He pressed, afraid that something might be wrong with Micro Motion.

“Should be starting his own company. We don’t know the details.”

Fang Chi thanked him and was about to leave with his head bowed. Someone called him from behind: “Doctor Fang.”

He followed the sound and saw a tall man with a white tie Dress, with a red silk scarf tucked on the left chest, as if he was going to a reception, it was Justin, with a cold smile on his lips: “What a coincidence,” he walked over with his head raised, “Are you looking for the teacher?”

Fang Chi turned his head to leave, but Justin caught up with him: “I’m not curious why the teacher left?”

Fang Chi quickened his pace: “I only care about where he went.”

“He slept with me,” Justin slipped him, sticking His ears stopped, and he waited for Fang Chi to come back by himself, and he came back, staring angrily, Justin felt a sense of triumph: “I’m in the same company, I’m somewhat embarrassed.”

“Nonsense!” Fang Blatantly denying it, Zuo Linlin’s vicious words suddenly became true, fooling around, living in concubine… Could it be that it is not a woman, but a man?

“You don’t want him anymore, can’t he come to me?” Justin stared at Fang Chi, not wanting to miss the slightest expression change on his face. He was obviously flustered and in pain. Justin looked down on him a bit: “Actually, he not only looks for I……”

Fang’s eyes were red, like a patient on the verge of mental breakdown, so sharp and terrifying, Justin stopped and gave an address: “I’ve heard of it, look for it every family, he is very famous in the circle.”

He brushed Fang Chi walked out, his back was a little lonely, the sun was shining brightly outside the building, it was a warm winter that was coming to an end, spring was not far away, but Fang Chi felt cold, like falling into the bottom of a frozen lake, and the tinnitus struck again.

“That day…” Zou Yun slowly exhaled a puff of smoke: “In the fitness club, I met a matchmaker and went to his house with him. It was all good, and it was over…” He looked very disgusted: “Damn it He gave me money!”

He and Micro Motion stood by the road, one listened quietly, and the other said with difficulty: “I slapped the money in his face, and I took the elevator downstairs, and my mind was in a mess,” Zou said. The hand that carried the cigarette was shaking, and he didn’t dare to look at Micro Motion: “Maybe I pressed the wrong key. When I got out of the elevator, I saw you in the underground parking lot…”

Micro Motion turned to leave, but Zou Yun grabbed him: ” I’m sorry…” He sniffed, and pressed his eyes with the heels of his palms: “I’m so fucking stupid!”

“Give me the cigarette.” Micro Motion’s hair was cut, and the hair salon gave him a delicate shape, and his head was tilted He looked very good-looking, Zou Yun handed him a cigarette, he held it between his index finger and middle finger, and took a deep puff, a snow-white smoke ring spewed out from his slightly opened mouth, and the oval, dull face was steaming with smoke, Zou Yun Yun cried and looked at him: “That was the only time I…really!”

Gao Zhun gave him a look: “I don’t want to hear it.” He threw away the cigarette butt and ran over it with his shiny new shoes: “Let’s go. He turned back and pushed open

the

store door, Zou Yun wiped his eyes and followed, jingling the bells, a string of wind chimes rang. Coincidentally, Huang Yaoming’s “Happy Together” was playing in the store, and the melody made people’s hearts sway.

“Zhuner.” Zou Yun called, and Gao Zhun was particularly annoyed by his calling, as if they were close relatives, he ignored him and walked into the depths of the store, Zou Yun kept calling, Gao Zhun turned his head impatiently “Who is your name?”

Zou Yun stood far away in the middle of the store, where there was a small empty space, he blushed and asked shyly, “Do you want to dance?”

Micro Motion was stunned for a moment, the surroundings seemed to be empty, only the singing voice was singing leisurely: You can feel with your eyes, the romantic and tranquil universe is never as good as your hands, roaming gently all over your body…

It may be a moment of confusion, or a moment of soft heart, Uncontrollable footsteps, Micro Motion walked over, Zou Yun ignited the lighter with a “snap”, and blue flames shot up, “Confusion is easy to pass away, it’s hard to bear the waste of spring time this night, can you cover your body, come Share everything,” he lit two cigarettes and gave one to Gao Zhun: “My favorite song.”

Gao Zhun grabbed the end of the cigarette and put it to his mouth, Zou Yun wrapped his arms around his waist, and with a hug, Hugging her into her arms, she hummed lazily: “The more you look forward to it, the more beautiful you will be. Let this night of spring instead. Don’t you want to wait for all your youth to wither until you get everything…” The two of

them were close to each other, and there was nothing to talk about. Stepping, slowly turning in place, head and head staggered, arms resting on each other’s shoulders, smoking lazily.

“I want to change the house.” Zou Yun murmured.

“Why?”

“The place where I teach Sanda is not bad. When I am stable, I want to buy a small house with a balcony and a bigger kitchen…”

He was talking about his plan. Zou Zhuan turned to face the door, and the door slowly closed. There stood a man wearing glasses, looking very tired, staring at the two of them in a daze.

“Damn, what a fart,” Zou Yun scolded in a low voice, “It’s so straight.”

Gao Zhun smiled, the music was so intoxicating, and the light smoke curled up that he couldn’t tell the difference between fantasy and reality. With the tail left, he pinched and sucked it with two fingers, and swung it around.

“You and I are waiting for the dawn, or brewing in silence, opening our lips, unspeakable reveries…”

He reluctantly glanced at the door, his beautiful eyebrows were slightly raised, and they were about to be lowered, but they did not. Well, that figure is too familiar, so familiar that it is engraved into the soul, and it is eroded in the dream every day and night. Micro Motion does not move, and the nostalgia takes root under the feet. Zou Yun let go of his arms, but he is unwilling to let go. , Pulled his chin: “What’s wrong?”

Fang Chi clenched his fists until his nails turned blue. The person he once held back and was reluctant to touch with a single finger is now softly trapped in another person’s chest. He wanted to open his mouth, but he felt that he had nothing to say.

The sexy and hoarse voice in the ear is still singing: “You and I are alive, looking for someone day and night, but dreaming day and night, the future will be long…”

Fang Chi took off his glasses, wiped his tears, and took a step forward, as if he had regretted it again. Xuanhe turned around, pushed the door and went out.

Dinglingling… The sound of the wind chimes was intermittent, causing ripples in the stagnant air. The echo lingered in my ears for a long time before Gao Zhun realized it, pushed Zou Yun away, and staggered after him.

His newly-made hairstyle was blown in the night wind, and his new shoes were covered with dust. He blindly chased that figure, passing couples of sweet or playful lovers in the busy street before the Chinese New Year, seeing Fang Chi in front of him. Turn left, flash, into the alley.

Like a dry branch longing for water, and like a drowning man grabbing driftwood, Micro Motion rushed over, one foot deep and the other shallow, and a sharp voice in his heart shouted: I can’t catch up, I’m going to catch up with him!

But as soon as he turned into the alley, he was caught in a warm embrace, and there was a “bang”, which made his face hurt. In the dark, he was hugged tightly, as if his bones were being strangled. The shirt collar was suddenly soaked.

For a moment, he was about to indulge in this kind of tenderness, indulging in this fantasy dream, a sudden pain in the palm of his hand, it was the unfinished cigarette – it woke him up, it was just a way One of Chi’s many tricks, he turned into the alley and waited for him, so shrewd and so cruel.

Gao Zhun wrestled from his arms, turned his head and left, Fang Chi was stunned for a moment, and chased after him: “High Zhun!” He shouted, almost screaming, frightening the passing couples.

Gao Zhun didn’t turn his head, showing a painful indifference, Zou Yun came to meet him, Gao Zhun thought he was here to pick him up, and wanted to reach out his hand, but in a blink of an eye, Zou Yun brushed past him.

Gao Zhun stared at the bustling crowd, and ran back after two seconds: “Zou Yun!”

Zou Yun didn’t stop. When Micro Motion came after him, he had already put Fang Chi down. Micro Motion was watching from a few meters away. Every time he punched those blood and open wounds, his heart twitched along with Fang Chi’s body. It hurts, it’s unbelievable that he didn’t make a sound, and let Zou Yun fight so hard. This kid has fought for him more than once, and he knows his strength too well.

Knowing that gays were jealous, people walked around. It didn’t take long. Zou Yun shook his hands and stood up. His metacarpal bones were covered with blood. He walked up to Micro Motion and hugged him, pushing him to the Sahara on the side of the road. .

After igniting the ignition, shifting the gear, filling up the gas, the car drove out. Zou Yun sat quietly for five or six minutes while watching Micro Motion’s expression on the side of the road. Straighten the paper clip, and go to open the phone card slot.

“What are you doing?” Zou Yun frowned and asked.

Micro Motion ignored him, carefully poured out a SIM card from the wallet interlayer, trembling, put it into the phone, threw away the paper clip, and turned it on.