Deep in the Act - Chapter 58

[Chapter 58]

Gao Zhun was panting, with a thin layer of sweat on his body. It was clear that the work was over, but Fang Chi still clung to him from behind, holding his shoulder as if he couldn’t get it, and kissing him deeply.

They were lying on the floor of the living room, pornography was playing on the TV, two hairy white men overlapped and hummed, Micro Motion hooked their toes sensitively, and huddled together in red.

“We’re like this…” Fang Chi licked his armpits: “What’s the matter?”

Gao Zhun was trembling by him, and gently pushed his face, Fang Chi grabbed his finger and rubbed it with his canine teeth: ” Who am I…to you?”

Gao Zhun muttered something vaguely, but Fang Chi couldn’t hear him, and he pinched his chin, seeing that his lust had just faded, and said coldly, “Are you clean outside? ”

Outside?” Fang Chi didn’t even think about it: “I don’t have outside at all.”

Gao Zhun didn’t make a sound, and wanted to get out of his arms, Fang Chi stubbornly pulled him, when the phone on the sofa rang: Goodbye my almost lover , goodbye my hopeless dream…

Micro Motion has heard this song too many times, “Goodbye, my hopeless love, goodbye, my hopeless dream”, but it has never been as annoying as this moment, Fang Chi grabbed the phone, Micro Motion I saw the number by accident, it was very familiar, and it was calling from his home.

Fang Chi let go of him, and walked to the kitchen: “Hello?”

Zuo Linlin was crying on the phone: “Charles, are you busy, can you come?”

Fang Chi was obviously unwilling: “What’s the matter, let’s talk on the phone. ”

“No, you come, you come now…” She yelled hysterically: “I’m going crazy, I really can’t live a life like this!”

“You shouldn’t have said these things to me,” Fang Chi sighed: “Don’t call again.” He was about to hang up the phone, but Zuo Linlin suddenly calmed down, and said word by word: “If you don’t come, I’ll cut your wrists.”

Those two words made Fang Chi shiver After a long time, he was able to speak: “Calm down…”

“I can’t calm down!” Zuo Linlin knew that she already had the chance to win: “Charles, if you don’t come for half an hour, I will commit suicide!” The

phone was cut off, Fang Chi fiddled with the phone for a while, and walked back to the living room: ” I’ll go out for a while.”

Micro Motion has already turned off the TV, leaning naked on the sofa, smoking a cigarette leisurely: “What’s the matter?”

“It’s nothing, I’ll be right back.”

Fang Chi began to put on his clothes, the cigarette was pointing The tip was burning slowly, and it was almost finished. Micro Motion said, “If you don’t leave, I can promise you a request.” Fang Chi wouldn’t notice, his hand holding the cigarette was trembling: “Whatever you want.”

Fang Chi was fully dressed, and shook his head: “Lend me the car.”

Micro Motion bought a new Jaguar, and the window film has not yet been applied: “Okay,” he said, “Slow down.”

Fang Chi left , Micro Motion lit another cigarette, smoked it, and wiped it under the nose with the back of the hand, the snot and tears gathered there, sticky.

Three or five cigarettes, he smoked enough, went to the bathroom, turned on the tap, and slapped the biting cold water on his face.

That song lingered in his head, goodbye my almost lover, goodbye my hopeless dream, he felt that he would not be able to hold on anymore, the bloody hole in his chest could not be filled with sex day and night, he wanted to leave like this , like that song says, I’m trying not to think about you, can’t you just let me be?

Almost making up his mind, he shook his head and saw a few drops on the white sink. It looked familiar and dark flesh-colored. It must have been accidentally spilled. Looking in the direction of the dripping liquid, it was the storage behind the mirror. cabinet.

He doesn’t have the habit of putting things in the mirror cabinet, but he knows that many people who have returned from studying in Europe and the United States have. Nervously, he suddenly pulled it away, took a look, and then covered his mouth.

Twenty minutes later, Fang Chi arrived, Zuo Linlin opened the door for him, and threw herself into his arms as soon as they met, saying “miss you” and “love you” openly, Fang Chi pushed her away , and at the same time observing the situation of the room, everything is neat and clean, and there is no problem: “Everything looks normal, what can’t you stand?”

“I can’t stand being alone,” she leaned softly on his chest, Apparently she also put on light makeup: “You know, I’ve been spoiled and can’t stand being left out.”

Fang Chi knew that she always wanted to get something for nothing, no matter mentally or materially: “It’s fine, I’m leaving.”

He Turning around, Zuo Linlin immediately walked in front of him: “I regret it, Charles, I really regret it!”

Fang Chi wanted to push her away, but she simply stepped back and blocked the door with her whole body; “Give me another chance,” she said. I really shed tears, and the tears were so real: “I will cherish this time!”

Fang Chi stood there in trouble, “I don’t love you anymore.”

“Impossible!” She shook her head: “You’re still blaming me, I don’t love you anymore.”

Isn’t it okay to admit your mistake?” She leaned forward and wanted to pull Fang Chi’s hand, but Fang Chi avoided it abruptly, and she was a little embarrassed: “I was deceived by Micro Motion, I didn’t expect him to be so shameless…”

“Don’t slander him !” How could Fang Chi tolerate her saying this, it was his treasure.

“I slander him?” Zuo Linlin’s eyes widened, unable to believe Fang Chi’s “eccentricity”: “You don’t know him, no one is crueler than him!” She raised her tone: “He doesn’t love anyone , only loves himself!”

Secretly, Fang Chi felt a pain in his heart, seemed to be shaken, and looked a little flustered: “It’s not what you said…”

“It’s what I said!” On the contrary, Zuo Linlin became active : “He is always superior, and everyone praises him. When did he take others seriously? You think he regards you as a friend. If he is not sick, he will not bother to talk to you!”

Fang Chi felt it was difficult to breathe, so he went up to pull her, wanting to leave, but Zuo Linlin took the opportunity to pounce on him, posing gracefully, with tenderness like water, desperately bound him tightly, and kissed his dry lips.

The ex-girlfriend was so passionate, but Fang Chi felt disgusted. A lover who disliked others and a hypocritical and snobbish woman, it didn’t matter. The important thing was that she wasn’t the one in his heart.

“Let go of me!” He roared, and broke free easily. Zuo Linlin didn’t give up, and continued to entangle after posting it. It was more like hand-to-hand combat than intimacy. They were almost scuffling. Fang Chi was forced to say: “I have a lover!”

Zuo Linlin was stunned, and sneered: “Who are you lying to?” Like she used to do to him in the past, she mocked and teased: “Aside from me, can you see other women?”

Fang Chi was dumb for a moment, and sighed: “You are too conceited.”

“I have the capital to be conceited,” she raised her chin proudly, making the curve of her neck even more attractive: “Why did you use that ringtone, pretending that I don’t understand? ”

Fang Chi didn’t speak, she thought she had hit the mark, and she was overjoyed: “As long as I hook my fingers, you will…”

“I’m gay,” Fang Chi didn’t allow her to continue: “I like men.”

Left Lin Lin didn’t seem to understand, she tilted her head and looked at him with a strange expression.

“Already living together.” Fang Chi continued.

Zuo Linlin’s face turned pale, but he was still smiling: “What a terrible excuse!”

“It’s true,” Fang Chi left in no hurry, leaning against the wall of the entrance, “Forever.”

” Forever”, Zuo Linlin believed him a little, no one would joke about his sexual orientation: “Is it because of me?” She asked tremblingly, “Because I hurt you?”

“No,” Fang Chi’s expression was so Gentle, so gentle that she didn’t pay attention to her at all: “I only know what love is after I know him. It’s not eating, shopping and watching movies. It’s life and death. It’s heart-piercing!”

Only then did Zuo Linlin really cry, not because of the old lover who had changed her mind, but because of the shame and anger of throwing herself into her arms and the end of the future. She struggled to death: “You made a mistake,” she began to unbutton her pajamas. Under the corset, two snow-white breasts were exposed: “I’ll tell you what a man’s love looks like!”

Fang Chi only took one look, then dodged away, Zuo Linlin was naked and insisted on pulling his belt , Fang Chi pushed her hard, but she couldn’t get close, so she grabbed Fang Chi’s hand and bit down hard on the tiger’s mouth.

Like a beast losing her mind, her eyes were red and she didn’t let go of her mouth. She held Fang Chi’s wrist tightly with both hands, but it was slippery and she couldn’t hold it. Ye: “What…” She looked at Fang Chi’s wrist in surprise, half-covered and half exposed, with several criss-crossing scars.

Micro Motion covered his mouth, and the cabinet was full of medicines, dark brown plastic bottles with colorful wide labels. He was familiar with several types. Fang Chi prescribed them to him when he was most anxious and fearful. Self-destructive tendencies.

Tears streamed down his face, he picked up and put down the bottles in a panic, roughly distinguishing the English on them, his hands were shaking so badly, and several bottles fell out of his hands, his eyes fell, and he saw on the bottom floor of the cabinet A small bottle of something resembling a cosmetic, he read the directions, was a concealer.

There was a buzzing sound in his head, the fragile nerves were blown like a fuse, sparking, and he couldn’t connect no matter what, Micro Motion stood blankly in front of the sink, like a dull fool, faintly, he could hear the man crying, he Touching the face, the tears just now have dried up, so who is crying?

Coming out of the bathroom, he listened everywhere, not outside the window or the neighbors. When he turned around abruptly, he realized that it was the person in his heart.

He has shed too many tears. At night, when he was curled up in the corner alone, when he was greedy for Fang Chi’s body temperature, when he opened his legs to a strange man, he cried so many times. It turned out that this time was the last time. It was so painful that I couldn’t make a sound.

He started to look for his mobile phone, wanting to call Fang Chi, it was placed on the coffee table when they were making out just now, he grabbed it and wanted to dial it, when the door rang, Fang Chi put away the key and walked in, took off his coat and looked at the phone in surprise. He: “Why aren’t you wearing any clothes yet?”

He went straight to the bathroom, and Micro Motion called urgently: “You…” The

phone vibrated suddenly, and Micro Motion didn’t intend to answer it at all, but after looking at the caller ID, he raised his eyebrows and pressed the speakerphone.

“High Motion,” it was Zuo Linlin’s voice. Fang Chi immediately stopped at the door of the bathroom and looked over nervously. I should call you, but this matter…I think I have to tell you,” she seemed a little hesitant: “Fang Chi…stay away from him.”

“Why.” Gao Zhun’s words could not hear emotion, eyes But it was watery, looking at Fang Chi tactfully, Fang Chi listened quietly, a little shy, shaking his shoulders from side to side slightly.

“He’s gay,” Zuo Linlin said in a disdainful tone, “I didn’t know when I introduced him to you, and I heard that he lived with a man. Thinking about it, I feel…”

She said slowly, Gao Zhun replied abruptly: “Oh, I know.”

Zuo Linling paused for a moment, probably a little surprised, and immediately turned around in his tone: “I… can’t worry about you. We have been together for so long, why? It’s all about feelings…”

Gao Zhun didn’t seem to be listening to her, and interrupted lightly: “That person is me.”

Zuo Linlin didn’t realize it: “Huh?”

Fang Chi stopped shaking and stood up straight body, gently pushed his glasses, stared at Micro Motion, Micro Motion caught his gaze, and smiled casually: “I am the one who lives with him.”

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone directly, and Chi walked over, Fang Chi seemed to be looking at a rainbow, a beam of light, dazzled, his maxillofacial muscles were clenched, and he was so excited, the closer Micro Motion got closer, the more he trembled, his nose sniffed secretly, Micro Motion There was a smell of nicotine, to him, faint, like an aphrodisiac, stretching out his hand, he carefully touched the lightly fluttering eyelashes.

“Where did you go?” Micro Motion asked as the phone kept vibrating in his hand.

“You already know.” Fang Chi stared at his lips obsessively.

“Tell me.” Gao Zhun obediently moved his lips towards him.

Fang Chi couldn’t help kissing, but one time wasn’t enough, he pecked and pecked again and again: “She’s mentally unstable, I…”

Gao Zhun suddenly sucked his lips, tilted his feet, and tugged at his shoulders, Fang Chi

Chi hurriedly wrapped his arms around his waist, and hugged him tightly. The two of them supported each other in that square inch like a pair of prisoners who were bound tightly and were about to fall.

“Woooooo…” Fang Chi muttered, but he couldn’t hear clearly, but Gao Zhun knew that what he said was “I love you”, he didn’t make it clear once, Fang Chi said it the second time, the more he said, Micro Zhun kissed He got more and more fierce, just when Fang Chi was lost in love, Gao Zhun let go of him, threw away the phone, grabbed his left hand, and pulled it to his eyes.

First saw a bloody tooth mark on the tiger’s mouth, Fang Chi pulled his hand back in a flash, Micro Motion pulled it for the second time, you came and went, tears fell down, watching him cry, Fang Chi also had red eye circles , Slowly, the two of them ceased to argue, as if the barrier had been removed and they became one. Micro Motion carefully took off his shirt cuffs, and there were three or four ugly scars at the most critical point, on the main artery—obviously, he had tried more than once .

Gao Zhun slammed into Fang Chi’s arms, and Fang Chi also hugged him tightly. The two hunchbacked bodies supported each other, “Stay with me.” Ask: “Okay?”

“Okay,” Fang Chi kissed his hair over and over again: “Okay,” he repeated, and then thought of something: “Quit smoking, okay?”

Micro Motion laughed: “Okay,” he said He

answered solemnly: “Okay!” On the

floor, the screen of the mobile phone was on and vibrating persistently.