Deep in the Act - Chapter 61

[Chapter 61]

Chen Zhengsen wants to add drama.

“Finishing the scene, cheer up.” In Fang Chi’s “Blue House”, by the window full of sunlight, Chen Zhengsen said while looking at the camera position: “Adding this scene is to highlight the relationship between the protagonists.” This kind of relationship, it’s hard work and sweetness, it’s just tired of you and me, don’t be afraid of being nasty, you can give a little more.”

Zhen Xin stood on his left, Zhang Zhun stood on his right, their expressions were very dignified, Chen Zhengsen felt When we arrived, he patted them on the shoulder: “Pay attention to the sense of daily life.”

Zhen Xin wanted to go through the scene first, which he had never done before because he was not sure.

Both of them were in shirts and trousers. Zhen Xin put a tie around her neck, blinked her eyes, and waited for Zhang Zhun to slowly walk towards him.

But a few steps away, it was like a catastrophe. Zhang Zhun’s fingertips were numb, and his heart was tugging violently. Whether he is on-screen or off-screen: “It’s started,” he said, Zhen Xin nodded lazily, and made a “please” gesture: “Come on.”

Come on, but Zhang Zhun felt him He lowered his head to adjust his emotions, and stood in front of him, holding both ends of the tie with both hands: “This color suits you very well,” he wanted to laugh, but the corners of his mouth were pulled far-fetchedly, the silk tie was too slippery, and his hands were shaking He put his palm on Zhen Xin’s chest as if giving up, and said dryly: “The Windsor knot you like.”

Zhen Xin had no choice but to tie the knot herself, leaning over to wrap his arms around his waist, As required by the script, he rubbed his hair with the tip of his nose. When he approached him cautiously, Zhang Zhun subconsciously evaded: “Why do you want me to hit you? You can’t…”

“You hit me, I’ll be fine .”

Luck.” Zhen Xin’s lips moved around his cheeks, Zhang Zhun looked trembling, like a oriole just out of the cage: “I will accompany you? Waiting for you.”

Following the gentle curve of his jaw, Zhen Xin curled her tongue At the same time, he grabbed Zhang Zhun’s hand and put it on the tie knot: “Isn’t this color too handsome for a college interview?”

Zhang Zhun was about to take his words, Chen Zhengsen sighed: “Okay, it’s all wrong,” he threw the script on the director’s chair: “You don’t have to act, just come on,” he sat angrily to monitor The back of the device: “It’s useless to go!”

So all the departments were in place, and the two cameras started shooting at the same time. Zhen Xin tore off his tie and stood in the pale pink light of the morning. The director called “Action”, Zhang Zhun entered the painting, A few strands of the jet-black front hair were wet, and there was a fresh homey smell.

“This color suits you very well,” Zhang Zhun pulled up the tie. In order not to make a mistake, he slowly rolled it up. His voice was a little trembling, so he softened it: “You like the Windsor knot.”

Zhen Xin hugged him, Especially suddenly, and with force, Chen Zhengsen didn’t call Cut, they continued, Zhang Zhun looked at him with some confusion, and saw that familiar face approaching little by little: “Why do you want me to hit you, you can’t…”

Zhen Xin’s lips moved closer, but she didn’t reach for the kiss, but she brushed away from her fine hair: “You hit me, I will have good luck.”

Zhang Zhun closed his eyes nervously: “I…” After the tie was tied, he trembled He said, feeling that his eyes were sore and burning: “I’ll go with you…”

It was really the last scene. After today, they will be far apart. Zhang Zhun has never been so eager for Zhen Xin to stay and stay. In his dull life, the despair of parting made him choke up: “Waiting for you!”

Zhen Xin must have understood him, frantically, biting his chin back and forth, this kiss changed, it didn’t seem like a kiss A casual flirting in the early morning was more like the last tenderness of a lover before parting. Panting heavily, Zhen Xin asked hastily, “Is this color too handsome for a college interview?”

“My man…” Zhang Zhun opened his eyes, and looked at him with eyes full of tears: “I want the most handsome one.”

Zhen Xin finally kissed him, and couldn’t wait, tossing and turning, Zhang Zhun hugged him with his back, tears overflowing his eyes, like this It must be impossible, Zhang Zhunming knew it, but he couldn’t control himself.

Zhen Xin grabbed the thick curtain at hand, and pulled it high to cover the two of them. In the orange shadow, he let go of his mouth, raised Zhang Zhun’s face, and gently wiped his tears.

The two were close to each other, their heartbeats could be heard clearly, Zhang Zhun’s head naturally rubbed against Zhen Xin’s curly hair, they leaned on each other’s necks and wept, time was running out, what should end must end, one Looking at each other briefly, Zhen Xin let go of the curtain, leaned over and kissed him again, the cloth slid down his back slowly, swinging from side to side in the sunlight for a while, and slowly regained his composure.

“Cut!” Chen Zhengsen didn’t say anything, he took off his earphones silently, and it was over.

Zhang Zhun and Zhen Xin didn’t move, their lips and tongues were separated little by little, hot air was sprayed on each other’s faces, they both wanted to take another look at each other, but they all avoided each other.

The final wine was still at the KTV opposite the hotel, and I still asked for two rooms, which happened to be those two rooms.

“At the finale scene today, both of them cried after filming, did you see that?”

“Yes, it’s so strange, two big men!

” The one who kisses and kisses every day is a dog and has feelings.”

“The two of them are more than just kissing, they can be so involved in the drama when they are naked and hugging each other, and that kind of atmosphere… There are some speculations on the Internet, let me tell you, it is definitely not Hype…”

Just as he was talking, Xiao Deng accompanied Zhang Zhun in, and the staff immediately surrounded him to toast, all complimenting them like “Mr. He should like to listen very much, and he should also be very concerned about the prospects of this drama, and he should even be a little smug, but at this time, he doesn’t look forward to it at all, and all his thoughts are separated by a wall.

After finally drinking for a while, Xiao Deng proposed to go to the next door. Zhang Zhun got up slightly drunk, and said inadvertently: “It’s time to say goodbye…”

Xiao Deng gave him a complicated look, and said nothing. People crowded around and knocked open the door of the private room next door. There was also a lot of noise here. Chen Zhengsen obviously drank too much. He hugged two little girls with props and sang “Sad Pacific Ocean” at the top of his voice. Zhen Xin and Xiao Wang They mixed wine, beer and foreign wine, and their faces were flushed from drinking.

Zhang Zhun respected the director first, and then Zhou Zheng. When he walked in front of Zhen Xin, his chest was in disarray, as if it had been torn apart: “The past few months…” He held up the cup and said, “Thank you for taking care of me.” ”

Zhen Xin turned around and picked up the wine bottle, with a relieved general demeanor: “Both each other.”

With a “ding” sound, the wine glass trembled slightly, and Zhang Zhun suddenly remembered that it was also here when the phone was turned on .

In another room, he and Xie Danyi stood at the door and heard Zhen Xin yelling frantically: I just want to sleep in Zhang Zhun’s bed, what’s up!

He couldn’t bear it anymore, swallowed the wine hastily, Xiao Deng wanted to help him, but he pushed him away, fled and rushed out, as soon as he went out, the long corridor of KTV suddenly made him in a trance, he didn’t go back to the private room, Instead, he walked in the opposite direction, in the same long corridor. He was hugged from behind by a large chest, and was pushed into the men’s bathroom in a daze.

“Men’s restroom”, he stared at the words, and slowly opened the door, the sink, mirror, and a row of clean white toilets, it seemed that nothing had changed, “click”, it seemed that Zhen Xin could still hear Zhen Xin knocking on the door The sound of the lock, he was pushed to the sink by him, forced to look at him, watched obsessively, and heard him say “sorry” drunkenly.

There was a “creak” sound from behind, and someone came in. Zhang Zhun lowered his head in panic, and hurried to leave. In his sight was a pair of familiar men’s shoes. Zhang Zhun raised his face in surprise, but Zhen Xin brushed past him, and walked towards him without saying a word. The urinal, Zhang Zhun should have left decisively, but he didn’t, instead he stared and tried to hold back his tears: “I’m leaving, why don’t you come here for the last time?”

Zhen Xin seemed to have heard these words before, but couldn’t remember, He didn’t dare to show expectations, let alone show nostalgia, so he pretended to be foolish, as if he was not hurt: “Okay.”

With a light voice, Zhang Zhun suddenly hated him, hated his freedom, his free and easy, he casually Picking a cubicle to go in, Zhen Xin followed, as usual, she wanted to kiss first, but no matter how she kissed, it seemed that the taste was not right, it was bitter, and the kiss broke her heart.

Zhang Zhun gave up on himself and untied his belt, and pulled his trousers down to his ankles. His heart was as dead as ashes, but his body was full of lust: “Hurry up…” He threw himself into Zhen Xin’s arms, and stretched his hands into his trousers to tease him. Zhen Xin saw him clumsily Debauched, distraught: “No, you’re not ready…”

“It’s okay.” Zhang Zhun simply turned his back, barely grabbed the wall hook, slumped down and pouted his buttocks: “It’s really okay.

” This is

the last time I saw blood.”

Zhang Zhun was a little disappointed, or embarrassed, and turned back in shame, he seemed at a loss, he didn’t know how to please this man, he wanted him to be happy so much, even for just a moment.

In a panic, he knelt down, held Zhen Xin’s high-spirited lower body, swallowed it in one gulp, and swallowed it deeply, almost masochistic. Contour, rubbing his hair roughly, trying to sear the moment into a wound.

Zhang Zhun vomited so badly that he wanted to say, don’t break up, just stay together so vaguely, but his reason is still there, and if the play breaks up, sticking together is a joke, and time will erase everything. Bo fever will recede, this disease will be cured, and they will eventually forget and go their separate ways.

There are various tastes of breaking up, some are sour, because I once threw a bamboo basket to fetch water, some are sweet, because there are others waiting in front of me, Zhang Zhun’s is fishy, and the bitter taste of carnal desire has always remained on the tip of the tongue, like a long time I kicked my feet, and crawled towards my heart one by one.

Zhen Xin and him came out of the bathroom separately, and he didn’t say hello, and went straight back to the hotel, 3705, opened the door, and packed things like crazy, clothes, shoes, scattered, one box was full, and the rest Leave it to Xiao Deng to take the courier.

There were some important personal items in the bedside cabinet, such as ID cards, bank cards and a small amount of cash. He opened the drawer and took them out all at once. With a “ding” sound, something slipped out and fell on the cabinet board, spinning slowly and stilling , he glanced at it, his nose suddenly turned sore, it was a platinum ring.

Tiger in my love.

That day in the art museum, in that secluded washroom, he found it bit by bit on the ground, such a small circle of metal, among the reversed white tile toilets, he missed it without paying attention.

He sat by the bed, picked it up carefully, Zhen Xin’s taste is very good, he has never dared to wear it because of the elegant and reserved style.

At this time, Qieqie put it on the fingertips, and immediately took it off with a guilty conscience. After looking at it over and over for a long time, he finally got up the courage to put it on the ring finger of his left hand. It was so appropriate and fit him perfectly.

Zhang Zhun thought about it, this was the only thing left between them, tears welled up all of a sudden, faster than he expected, he loves to cry, Zhen Xin had teased her earlier.

Looking back on those days, even a small picture made him dizzy with happiness. He exclaimed and piously kissed the ring, stood up, and took out his mobile phone.

Enter Xie Danyi’s number and dial out.

There were two brief rings and the other side picked up, and you could hear the sound of urgent breathing, with an unobtrusive joy: “Hey, is it finished?”

She couldn’t wait to ask, Zhang Zhun pursed his lips: “Yes , I just had dinner.”

“Oh, I went to the flower market today, the orange tree is so beautiful, I bought it…”

“I want to say…” Zhang Zhun interrupted her: “You really don’t want to wait for me. “The

other side quieted down, didn’t speak for a long time, and then spoke again, becoming aggressive: “Two men together? Don’t be stupid!”

“Not together,” Zhang Zhun said softly, “It’s just…not with him, I There is no way to talk to others.”

“Beep”—the phone hung up absolutely, stood up and looked at the phone screen that was gradually dimming, did a little haircut, dragged the suitcase and walked to the door, reviewed it briefly, and turned off the phone. house lights.

“Entering the Play” is over, and Zhang Zhun also said goodbye to his old life. He moved from Guangdong to Shanghai and rented an apartment near Ocean Star.

A person’s life is very regular. When he is not working, he goes downstairs for a morning run every morning, runs around the boulevard to the downstairs of Ocean Star, and always puts Rumer’s “Slow” on his phone. With the music, he will slow down. I looked up in the morning light, looked at it too many times, and found the 37th and 38th floors at a glance. The window glass was like an old friend I knew, flashing towards him slightly.

Sometimes he would go in, get on the elevator, and stand outside the door of 3834 for a while. When he was bored, he would fiddle with his mobile phone, open WeChat to check his Moments, some people got married, some gave birth to a second child, but that one person didn’t have any information.

After a year, the pain has gradually become numb, and the original madness has really subsided, and it has become a bad habit like a cigarette addiction, which cannot be quit, he thought, that’s it.

Until the end of September, Zhou Zheng called him and said that the movie was about to be released and a promotional song was going to be recorded.

There were him and Zhen Xin on the recording sheet. At that moment, he realized that he didn’t have a heart as still as still water. What he had was anticipation and longing. He was looking forward to hearing that name and longing to meet.

The recording location is in Shanghai.

As agreed, he went through it early in the morning. He picked out new clothes and had his hair done. While waiting in the lounge, he was shaking all the time until the recording teacher came in and handed him a thin piece of paper, and said casually: “Zhen Xin’s part has been recorded in Taiwan, please give him a dialogue.”

An old song, “So Far, So Close” by Leslie Cheung and Huang Yaoming, Zhen Xin sang in Mandarin, it can be heard that the sound was refined in the later stage .

Zhang Zhun smiled disappointedly, all he was given was a few sentences.

Walking into the recording studio without a word, he put on his earphones and pointed them at the microphone.

During the final preparation time, my mobile phone received a text message from the crew of “Entering the Drama”: Teacher Zhang Zhun, on February 14th, Valentine’s Day in Western calendar, the world premiere of “Entering the Opera”, please attend on time, time and place As follows…

the recording teacher called for preparations, and through the thick glass window, the green light came on, and Zhang Zhun said in a low voice, quite affectionately: “When I left the bookstore, I left an umbrella, I hope I can take it home That, it’s you.”