Deluge - Chapter 37

[Chapter 37]

On the last night, Xu Juan was ill for a week.

It stands to reason that it shouldn’t be so serious. The bad is bad. On the first night of his fever, he slept in a separate room with Pei Yu. He slept on the side and forgot to close the window. It rained again in the middle of the night, and the cold wind and rain blew him. One night, he almost burned to forty degrees the next day.

This thing is so embarrassing.

Xu Juan didn’t do it on purpose. After he entered the door, he got the antipyretic medicine from Pei Yu, drank hot water, and went to sleep after taking a shower. He didn’t eat, because he was embarrassed to bother Pei Yu with his cheeks, and he didn’t know how to cook himself, so he could only starve.

He was hungry and dizzy, lay in bed in a daze, and fell asleep unconsciously.

When Pei Yu woke him up the next day, he could no longer get out of bed, and his forehead was so hot that he could boil an egg. Pei Yu was startled, and became furious at him, asking him if he did not close the window on purpose and wanted to play tricks?

Xu Juan was scolded by his head and face, and he couldn’t argue. He felt that his headache was going to die, and he had no strength to say a word. He let Pei Yu scolded enough and took him to the hospital for an injection.

I’ve been feeling bad for the past few days in the hospital.

This is the first time Xu Juan has been admitted to the hospital since he grew up. In fact, he has never been in the hospital since he was a child. His family has a private doctor.

In his impression, the hospital looked like the one in the TV series – a single room, a clean ward, a TV, decorated like a star hotel, and a young and beautiful female nurse taking care of him.

But the reality is not so.

It may also be because the hospital near Pei Yu’s house is too small, and the whole is rather dilapidated – at least in the eyes of Mr. Xu, who was born with a golden spoon in his mouth, it is really broken. When he was placed on the bed, he saw his body. I don’t know how many people have slept on this old bed. I was dizzy and hairy, and asked Pei Yu: “Can I not sleep in the bed?”

Pei Yu looked at him coldly: “Then you go to the corridor and stand for an infusion. ?”

“…”

Xu Juan felt that he was getting sicker.

What troubled him the most was that it was a multi-person ward.

Xu Juan takes injections during the day, feels uncomfortable and sleepy at night, but can’t sleep. He can’t stand the sound of a stranger’s breathing in the room, and there are more than one.

Moreover, Pei Yu did not accompany him in the hospital. Pei Yu went to work during the day, came to bring him some food in the evening, and then left.

Xu Juan opened his eyes, the more uncomfortable his body became, the more he couldn’t fall asleep. He was obviously already physically sleepy to the point of blurred consciousness, and he still couldn’t fall asleep.

It was hard for him not to feel wronged.

But why aggrieved? Who wronged him?

Up to now, Pei Yu is still willing to pay for him to see a doctor, and he has done his best. Does he want to blame Pei Yu for not taking him to the best hospital in the city to open a VIP ward and ask an expert to consult him to treat his cold? Can do that, unless Pei Yu’s brain is kicked by a donkey.

Moreover, Xu Juan really didn’t know much about the life of the “people at the bottom”. He didn’t know whether Pei Yu was deliberately saving money by leaving him in this ghost place, he didn’t want to spend a cent more for him, or was it purely unintentional. , do ordinary people see a doctor like this?

Either way, he should be grateful.

When he was hungry, it would be nice if someone could give him a bite to eat, but he still wanted a full feast for the Han and Han people? Are you taking yourself too seriously?

Xu Juan tried his best to comfort himself.

No use, he still can’t sleep. He thought, it doesn’t matter if the environment is bad. If Pei Yu can accompany him, he won’t be too sad, but Pei Yu doesn’t seem to want to stay for a minute, and Xu Juan even thinks that Pei Yu is so happy to put him in the hospital just to put him in the hospital. He sent it away, let him not stay in his own home.

Xu Juan was in a trance, not knowing what time he fell asleep.

When Pei Yu came to the hospital the next morning, he had just woken up and was staring at the ceiling in a daze.

Obviously pale, morbid and downcast, anyone who knew Xu Juan before would have a hard time believing that it was him.

Pei Yu put down the breakfast he brought and glanced at him from the bedside: “Did you sleep well?”

“Not good.” Xu Juan confessed.

Pei Yu said: “I’m not used to it. President Xu must be unaccustomed to the ‘slums’ life.”

“…”

Xu Juan didn’t want to quarrel with Pei Yu early in the morning. , hiding the expression that he could hardly control to deform.

He thought he was giving in, but Pei Yu thought he was playing with his temper, and said indifferently, ” Are

n’t you happy?” “No.”

“Then what are you thinking about?”

“Nothing, thank you for taking me to the hospital.”

“… …”

There was no sound behind him, Xu Juan stared at the wall and felt that he should be a little self-aware. He wanted to say, “I will pay you back for the medical expenses”, but this kind of words were not suitable, as if he wanted to take the initiative to draw a clear line with Pei Yu It’s like, he obviously still wants to be involved, he doesn’t want to break up.

But Pei Yu has already assumed the attitude of a stranger. He can’t keep silent and continue to take advantage of others with peace of mind, right?

I’m afraid Pei Yu will hate him even more, feeling that he doesn’t know what to do.

Xu Juan hesitated for a moment, then tentatively said: “Pei Yu, do you agree with what I said the night before?”

“What?”

“Can we not break up?” Xu Juan turned around and looked at Pei Yu eagerly, ” In fact, my mood was not normal that day, so I was exaggerating. I confessed all my past mistakes, but I still like you. I want to be with you. Would you like to give me a chance to reform? But Pei Yu said, ”

You said that day that you didn’t like me.”

“I’m talking nonsense.”

“How do I know if you’re talking nonsense now? Aren’t you the best at talking nonsense?”

“…”

Xu Juan choked for a moment, and Pei Yu said, “Are you regretting that you shouldn’t have confessed so early? Since your original purpose was to sleep with me, you haven’t slept yet, are you very unwilling?

” The nurse came in to help Xu Juan infusion.

Maybe because he didn’t rest or eat well, Xu Juan didn’t have a fever. The nurse asked him how he was feeling, and he said he felt fine. After taking his temperature, his condition was worse than yesterday.

Xu Juan felt that he might be a little confused, but Pei Yu seemed to have heard nothing, so he threw 300 yuan beside his bed and said to him, “I’m going to work, so I don’t necessarily have time to come over at night. , take care of yourself.”

“…”

Xu Juan had nothing to say, he felt that Pei Yu didn’t love him anymore, at least he didn’t want to love him anymore, maybe at this moment, due to the sudden breakup, There was still some undisturbed love left, but Pei Yu made up his mind to strangle them to death and refused to continue.

Xu Juan stared blankly at the three hundred dollars at the head of the bed.

After staring for the whole morning, after the infusion, the patients in the same room started to eat lunch. He remained motionless, and did not move in the afternoon. When it was dark in the evening, he got out of bed dizzy and took the three that Pei Yu gave him. Hundred dollars, go to the hospital downstairs to buy something to eat.

It’s hard to describe how he’s feeling right now.

In fact, he didn’t think about anything, the high fever, hunger, and the loneliness of not being cared about were enough to suffocate him. He laboriously went to the supermarket downstairs, not knowing what to eat, and bought a pack of cigarettes first.

After taking out three sticks, I forced myself to eat something random to meet my physiological needs.

That night, Pei Yu didn’t come, and he didn’t come for the next few days.

On the fourth day, Xu Juan should be discharged from the hospital.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Pei Yu still didn’t come, so Xu Juan had to send him a WeChat message: “Can you come pick me up?”

Pei Yu replied “Okay”, and then let Xu Juan wait until the afternoon.

When he came to the hospital in the afternoon, Xu Juan had already lost his temper. No, to be precise, Xu Juan has long lost his temper, not only against Pei Yu, but he can’t be angry with anything now, and he won’t feel sorry for being left out, nor will he be upset because Pei Yu agreed to come pick him up. feel happy.

He was a little numb.

I just feel that I have failed in life, and I don’t blame anyone.

Everything is due, it is his retribution, and he should accept it calmly. “Your illness is cured?” When Xu Juan was

standing in a daze in the hospital corridor, Pei Yu walked up to him, “Can you be discharged from the hospital?

”

Pale, he lost a lot of weight, and his former demeanor seemed to have been killed by a disease, causing him to look a little half-dead, and the appearance of being ill was quite ugly.

Maybe it was really ugly and hurt Pei Yu’s eyes.

Pei Yu frowned, and the expression was that he didn’t want to look at him at a glance. Xu Juan swallowed the sentence “Can we not break up” that he had asked several times. separated.

But Pei Yu took him out of the hospital and took him directly home.

When he entered the door, Xu Juan’s numb heart suddenly showed a few traces of vitality, and he couldn’t control himself to look forward to it. Maybe Pei Yu treated him coldly these days because his anger has not subsided? Now that he is finally relieved, Ken is reconciled with him?

——After all, Pei Yu was not an indifferent person at first, so he was obviously cold on purpose.

So, as soon as the door opened, Xu Juan couldn’t help holding Pei Yu’s hand.

But before he could speak, Pei Yu walked into the living room and said first, “You can pack your things yourself. Can you move them out today?”

“…”

Xu Juan’s words of love were blocked back in his throat, his heart was connected to his lungs, and his internal organs were tangled together, but the intense pain made his trance spirit become clear, he thought, he has nothing and can’t catch anything. He lived and gave up what he had one by one, but now, at least for this moment, he didn’t want to give up any more.

“I won’t leave.” Xu Juan said stubbornly, “I won’t move.”

[End of This Chapter]