Deluge - Chapter 38

[Chapter 38]

Things don’t need to be cleaned up. In fact, after they moved into this house, they haven’t arranged the room properly.

Most of the books, paintings, and clothes brought from Xu Juan’s house were not unpacked. Now they are all displayed on the floor of the living room. Pei Yu stood behind the box and Xu Juan stood at the door. The two looked at each other from a distance, and the atmosphere was stiff.

Love is alive, and their relationship has deteriorated to such a point that even if the relationship isn’t dead, it won’t last long.

In the past, Xu Juan was used to being a murderer of love, but now he suddenly became a victim—no, at best, it was a suicide, and he could not be called a victim. He finally realized what “pain” was.

Frankly speaking, if he and Pei Yu went smoothly, like every relationship he had before, from passionate love to boredom without any twists and turns, he wouldn’t care about Pei Yu that much.

But true love probably pays attention to the right time and place, and Pei Yu appeared in Xu Juan’s most critical life turning point and became the special one.

Perhaps it can also be understood in this way: the appearance of Pei Yu has become an important opportunity for Xu Juan’s life to change. Because of him, everything began to change.

In fact, it is difficult to distinguish what is the cause and what is the effect.

Xu Juan only knew that he was now stepping on the edge of the cliff, his mental state was on the verge of collapse, and he desperately needed Pei Yu to hug him and give him some comfort. It was best to stick to him stupidly like before and stay with him all the time. , so that he still has room to retreat in the battle of life that has been defeated across the board.

Unfortunately, people generally only fool once.

Pei Yu’s only unreserved first love has been wasted by him.

“Pei Yu.” Xu Juan took a few steps forward, “Can you give me a chance, let’s start over, I used to be very…very, but after I was with you, I have always liked you very much, I I could have kept it a secret from you all the time, but this matter is hidden in my heart and makes me nervous and uncomfortable, so I confessed it to you. I was a little too emotional that day, and I said a lot of angry words, don’t take it all seriously…”

“Oh, can it be true now?”

“Of course! Otherwise, why would I stay here and refuse to leave?”

Xu Juan’s cold was not easy, and his breathing was a little short.

Pei Yu suddenly bypassed the boxes, walked over, stood in front of him and said, “Isn’t it because you have plans for me? Xu Juan, have you never missed a hand? It’s hard to be planted on me, right? ”

…”

Pei Yu was ruthless, Xu Juan wanted to refute, just opened his mouth, his throat was tight, he lowered his head and coughed a few times, his face flushed red due to panting.

Too embarrassed.

Xu Juan has never asked anyone in his life, never talked to others in such a low voice, and Pei Yu’s hedgehog-like attitude made his heart pierce even more, but he was the one who did the wrong thing first, and he couldn’t want both Pei Yu , and refused to bow his head.

Xu Juan more than lowered his head, his head was about to drop to the ground.

But it doesn’t seem to work at all –

“No matter what I say, you just won’t believe me anymore.” His voice was a little choked, “Why didn’t you give me a chance, I thought you wouldn’t change your mind so quickly , you still like me, Pei Yu.”

“I change my heart quickly?!” Pei Yu’s face sank, and his voice suddenly rose, “How many times have I said this? I’m stupid, I can’t fall in love, I beg you not to Bully me, don’t lie to me, I just want to have a good time with you! But how did you treat me? Do you think I’m a fool? I can’t tell the difference between your true and false, you deserve to be played around!”

” “…” “Yes, I really can’t tell, and I can’t tell until now. I’m not as smart as you and can play, so I don’t want to play! Can’t I quit

!”

In the cracking sound, it seemed that it was a mobile phone that was broken.

Xu Juan didn’t look up, he felt dizzy, chest tightness, shortness of breath, heartache, and now his ears began to buzz.

But Pei Yu seemed to want to make him feel more uncomfortable. After getting angry, he stared at him without wavering in his eyes, and said coldly, “Why are you willing to let me go? Do you want me to sleep to be reconciled? That’s not easy. , you nod, we will go to bed now, and then you will leave immediately! Don’t let me see again.”

“…”

Xu Juan stared at the ground and shook his head, “You don’t love me anymore, Pei Yu. He whispered, “You just changed your mind, you don’t love me anymore.”

“Yes, I just don’t love you anymore!” Pei Yu was so angry that he wanted to throw something, but he had nothing to throw at him. He grabbed the cardboard boxes behind him and moved them all in front of Xu Juan, “You go, go now, I don’t want to say a word, you go quickly.”

“…”

Xu Juan’s wrist tightened, Pei Yu dragged him to the door and opened it. Xu Juan suddenly stopped: “No, I’m not going.”

He grabbed the door handle of the shoe closet, hung himself on it, and repeated, “I’m not going.”

At this moment, he became stronger again, arrogant. Very, Pei Yu couldn’t drag him, and he couldn’t fight with him, it would be too dignified, not to mention that he was sick.

Pei Yu was so angry: “If you don’t leave, I’ll call the police!”

“Oh, is it illegal to fall in love?” Xu Juan stuck close to the shoe cabinet and made a mural of himself. He was tyrannical for only a few seconds. He lowered his tone again, “I just want a chance to start over, can’t you trust me once? Pei Yu, if you still like me a little bit, and I like you too, we’ll solve the problem openly and honestly, and start over again. Is it good to start?”

“No!” Pei Yu said, “What problem do you solve? You are the biggest problem!”

“Then you can solve me.”

Xu Juan closed the door, suddenly pressed Pei Yu and pushed him to the opposite wall Then, before Pei Yu could react, he quickly kissed him.

“Let’s reconcile.” Xu Juan returned to the shoe cabinet with a very harmless expression.

But Pei Yu didn’t eat his set. A hungry wolf who had already killed people, after committing the crime, disguised himself as a little sheep, trying to deceive the victim’s trust again, is it possible?

Pei Yu kept staring at Xu Juan, his expression changed from annoyed to calm to indifferent, just when Xu Juan thought he wanted to say something, he suddenly walked away.

Pei Yu walked back to the living room and said from a distance, “You can stay if you don’t go.”

Xu Juan was taken aback: “You agree?

” Knowing that you have nowhere to go now, I don’t want to do things too much and embarrass you too much, since you want to stay so much, then stay, I will go back to school to live, and this house will be lent to you.”

“… Xu Juan ‘s

face was a little ugly, but Pei Yu still stared at him: “How is it? What do you think?”

Xu Juan didn’t say a word, he squatted down with his back against the shoe cabinet and buried his face in his knees.

“What are you doing?”

Xu Juan still didn’t speak. He was 1.8 meters tall and huddled in a ball at the door. He didn’t make a sound, as if he didn’t even breathe.

Pei Yu couldn’t help but walked over and pulled him up: “What are you doing?”

“…” Xu Juan lowered her head, tears streaming down her cheeks.

He has never suffered so many grievances in his life. He fell ill and parted ways. It was like suffering.

He cried silently, never looking up. Pei Yu said, “Stop crying.”

Xu Juan turned a deaf ear.

His tears seemed to burst open, and the more he cried, the more he could not control it. He didn’t know how Pei Yu looked at him now. He might feel impatient or ridiculous, and he himself thought it was ridiculous.

He was about to collapse, and there was a sense of helplessness that he was about to fall off a cliff. He wanted Pei Yu to save him, but did he ever think about whether people would be willing to save him?

Of course not willing.

In his heart, Pei Yu is his “the right time and place”, but in Pei Yu’s view, he is not a good person, just a rotten peach blossom that has been hit by bad luck for eight lifetimes.

Xu Juan was dizzy, and suddenly heard Pei Yu say, “Don’t cry.”

He wiped away a handful of tears, but he couldn’t stop it, and more tears rushed out of his eyes, making his eyes flush red.

Except for acting like a coquettish rogue when he was a child, Xu Juan never cried like this in front of his parents when he grew up.

It is true that the human heart is full of flesh, and no one is indestructible. He will also be vulnerable, but he does not like to show weakness in front of others. Tears cannot make the other party like you more, but can only be exchanged for short-term sympathy.

But he couldn’t help it.

Maybe the tears should be shed in the hospital this time, but there are too many strangers in the hospital, he has endured until now, and finally reached the limit.

“I said don’t cry!” Pei Yu suddenly pushed him.

Xu Juan was stunned when he was pushed, and his back hit the shoe cabinet. He raised his head in a daze, met Pei Yu’s gaze, and subconsciously said, “I’m sorry.”

Xu Juan thought for a while and said, “I’ll leave right away, Please let me rest first, I’m a little… not feeling well.”

“…”

His eyes were swollen like peaches, his eyelashes were wet with tears, his vision was blurred, and he couldn’t even see Pei Yu’s expression. , I could only vaguely see that Pei Yu was staring at him, and that expression didn’t seem to be the disgust or impatience he expected, but rather hurt – an expression that was ashes as he was hurt.

Xu Juan’s nose was sour.

All kinds of things in the past are vivid, and some things are really only after they are lost before people can understand how precious they are.

Xu Juan couldn’t help hugging Pei Yu, summoned up his courage and said, “Let’s start over, Mr. Pei, I like you very much, I love you.”

[End of This Chapter]