Deluge - Chapter 50

[Chapter 50]

The house where Xu Juan lives alone is not large, but it looks very empty due to the few items placed.

This is what he did on purpose. It is difficult to clean if there are too many things. How to arrange it is also a knowledge. Xu Juan has high aesthetic requirements in this regard, but he has no patience to arrange it by himself. , the picture is clean and tidy.

Just now, he cut his finger before finishing the meal, so he had to give up cooking and order a takeaway.

While bandaging, the mobile phone rang. It was a call from a subordinate of the company to confirm some work matters with him.

Xu Juan chatted with the other party for a while, and when he hung up, the takeaway happened to be delivered.

After dinner, there are no other arrangements. The weather is getting colder and colder, and people are easy to lose their energy.

Xu Juan went abroad for a month last winter, and can only spend the winter alone in a small house this winter. In fact, there is a psychological gap, but it is not bad. If he is allowed to run wildly now, he is still tired. .

Recently, Guo Shao, Hou Shijie and others contacted him as usual, and Xu Qingguang also called him without saying anything else. As before, they chatted routinely and caressed a few words casually.

Xu Juan didn’t say anything about his breakup. Some of them knew, some didn’t, and they didn’t react when they knew, because in the eyes of these people, it was normal for Xu Juan to break up with anyone, and there was no need to make a fuss.

Only Xu Juan’s mother, Ms. He Xiangzi made a special call to ask him: “How did you divide it?” Xu Juan said vaguely: “That’s it

, don’t you know me?”

Because of the deep impression of Pei Yu who suddenly broke in at the birthday party that day, she sighed: “I knew at the time that the two of you would have no good results, how can marriage be so rash? If you only want to deal with people, you don’t want to be responsible for each other. , isn’t it just about to score sooner or later?”

Xu Juan didn’t want to mention it at first, but after all, it was a motherfucker. Hearing this, he couldn’t help but say: “I admit that when I rushed out of my head, I was just hot-headed, but doesn’t the hot-headed mean that I like him? Is it just heartbeat? Are you right, Mom? So I like him, so I’m with him, am I doing something wrong?”

“…”

He Xiangzi was choked, she wasn’t sure if Xu Juan said this on purpose. She talked back, but she was still really confused. She vaguely felt that it was the latter, because Xu Juan was used to perfunctory things, and he would never say a second sentence if he could solve it in one sentence.

He Xiangzi said: “You want to hear me tell the truth? I don’t know what’s going on with you, how can you ask me if you’re right or wrong? However, in fact, it’s no big deal if you do something wrong. What should I do if I make a mistake?”

Xu Juan asked, “What should I do?”

“Correction!” He Xiangzi hated that iron could not become steel, “You come back to me now, and from now on obey your mother’s words, I promise that your life will be smooth sailing in the future. If I make another mistake, at least I won’t make a fool of myself in front of the full house like last time!”

Xu Juan: “…”

Xu Juan apologized, but didn’t go back.

This was the call from a few days ago, and now he is a little touched in retrospect.

What the fuck is right, it doesn’t matter if you do something wrong, the most important thing is to correct it in time. This is the truth of everything, and the same is true of feelings. But he wanted to correct in his heart, and wanted to see Pei Yu again, but he was a little bit afraid of the rope after being bitten by a snake for ten years, and lacked courage.

Moreover, this snake is none other than himself.

That night, Xu Juan had a dream.

He dreamed of a sick Pei Yu.

Pei Yu was wearing a thin pajamas, his face was pale and sickly, and he said to him, “Don’t bully me, can you like me more, Xu Juan?”

Before he could answer, he suddenly turned away: “Forget it, let’s go, Don’t see each other again.”

“…”

When Xu Juan woke up, it was still before dawn. He got out of bed with bare feet, turned on the bathroom light, and took a serious look at himself in the mirror.

He has changed a lot, and his style is not as good as when he was wearing gold and jade, but he is still good-looking.

In the past, his good looks carried a domineering sense of aggression, but now he is being scolded by life, and that air has settled down unconsciously, like a layer of ash, accumulating on the bottom of his eyes, making him look a little more mature temperament.

This is a good thing.

Xu Juan thought this way, at least he got rid of many bad habits, and no longer wasted his time day after day like before, sometimes happy and sometimes empty.

He’s changed so much, so don’t be intimidated by yourself.

If you want to see Pei Yu, go see him.

If people don’t want to see him, he can just see him unilaterally. Now, let him cry, make trouble, hang himself, and beg Pei Yu to turn back. He can’t do it.

But no matter what, since the idea of wanting to meet has arisen, it is best to go to see him directly, otherwise when Pei Yu goes abroad, he will only be left with regrets.

…

Xu Juan made a decision to go to Hongda that afternoon.

He asked Tang Sisi for a class schedule, and found that Pei Yu had a class at 1:30 in the afternoon, in the amphitheater on the second floor of the library.

According to Tang Sisi, Pei Yu has not resigned for the time being, because the school did not approve it, and the leaders of the hospital advised him to think twice.

Tang Sisi didn’t know what Pei Yu was thinking. She only said that there was a lot of gossip in the school recently. Just this morning, news leaked from somewhere, saying that Teacher Pei was devastated because of lovelorn, and decided to go abroad to heal.

This matter reached my ears. Unexpectedly, Pei Yu, who has always ignored gossip, denied it and solemnly explained the reason why he wanted to resign.

“Why?” Xu Juan asked.

“It’s the official reason.” Tang Sisi said, “He said that he was conscious of his lack of talent and knowledge, and it was appropriate to study abroad. Let’s stop talking about it.”

“…”

Xu Juan parked his car outside the school and walked to the school.

Hongda’s library is a unique building. Xu Juan has been here a few times before. Today, he deliberately wears delicate clothes and mixes with the students. At first glance, he looks like a college student.

He followed the flow of people in class in the afternoon to the library. On the way, a girl took the initiative to chat with him, calling him “Senior” and asking him which major he was in and if he could add WeChat.

“…”

Xu Juan was amused and sighed that the little girls were so cute. They came to talk to each other alone, and behind them, several friends were chatting and watching, like a group of little sparrows.

He shook his head and sternly refused. As he was talking, for some reason, many people on the road suddenly looked in one direction. Xu Juan couldn’t help but look over with them, and saw a car suddenly driving by on the road leading to the library.

Because there were many pedestrians on the road, the car drove slowly, it slowly stopped downstairs in the library, the door opened, and the one person who got down was Pei Yu. “Mr. Pei from the Chinese Department.” Xu Juan heard a small sparrow say next to him, “Is that the vice president’s car? Will Mr. Pei resign? It would be a

pity if he did leave.” He

only said, “What a pity? It doesn’t matter to us whether we go or not.”

“Why is it okay? The handsome guy is eye-catching. Teacher Pei has brightened my eyes and made me recite words more vigorously.”

Xu Juan: “…”

He smiled Laughing, his eyes fell on Pei Yu, and the smile gradually faded.

Pei Yu was in a suit and leather shoes as always. Looking at it from a distance, his hair seemed to be cut short, and his temperament changed. He was not so cold and sharp, but it was not kind. It was an indescribable feeling. Emotional influence, it is easy to think too much, he feels that Pei Yu seems a little weak.

– Are you still sick?

Xu Juan did not approach.

Pei Yu didn’t see him either.

There are too many people downstairs in the library. Pei Yu is a famous person. Most people in the school know him. Even if they don’t know him, he can earn a very high rate of turning back just by his appearance.

Many people were looking at him, and it was not obvious that Xu Juan’s gaze was mixed in, and he should not have felt it. Xu Juan stood there and didn’t move.

The girls next to him were far away, and they had to rush to class. The one who asked him for WeChat didn’t seem to give up. He turned around and called to him as he walked: “Senior, aren’t you going to class? It’s almost half past one!”

“No, you go.”

Xu Juan smiled at her, his voice speaking. It’s not big, but the words are clear. When the wind blows, it floats to the front. I don’t know how far it floats. In the distance, Pei Yu suddenly stopped and looked back.

But there were too many people on the road, boys and girls came and went, and the staggered figures blocked his sight.

Xu Juan breathed a sigh of relief.

A little bit lost.

It’s been more than a month since we broke up, and he knows very well that Pei Yu definitely doesn’t want to see him again.

But has the deep love that made Pei Yu sad to the point of falling ill faded away? Will Pei Yu still have some remnants in his heart, making him, like himself, still have a little hope in a certain corner of his heart – in fact, does he still like me?

However, looking forward to looking forward, Xu Juan knew that this was impossible.

He looked at Pei Yu for a few seconds, and saw Pei Yu turned around, as if he was about to enter the library.

He should go too.

At this moment, the back in the line of sight suddenly turned around, and Pei Yu’s eyes were sharp, like a knife, and he was caught off guard.

Xu Juan froze all over, but Pei Yu actually walked towards him.

[End of This Chapter]