Eternal Burning - Chapter 82

[Shang Lu X Fang Qi Year “Three”]

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Fang Qinian has been a stand-in for thirteen years, and he has encountered three unique major crises, which occurred when he was 19 years old and 23 years old. , and 30 years old.

At the age of 19, he made a movie. It was not shot as Fang Qinian, nor was it shot as a man. He put on women’s clothes, dressed up as a woman, aliased “Si Ying”, and became the “heroine” in “Street Corner Night Lights”.

He was so boring. In just three years, Wudi Jiangjing, who once thought he would never get tired of watching it, has become boring.

Shang Lu didn’t go to his place very often. He went there once a week if he was diligent. If he didn’t work hard… he might not see others for two or three months.

Fang Qinian was bored in the hotel all day. As a teenager, he had no friends, no social interaction, only endless classes and paintings.

Before Shang Lu came, he would always ask Lao Liu to call him and ask him to prepare in advance.

In fact, there is nothing to be prepared for. It is nothing more than putting on women’s clothes, covering the masculine part of the face with makeup, and waiting in the room with a book.

Shang Lu always came at night, even late at night. When he came, he did nothing but look at him. Watch him read, watch him draw, and even watch him sleep in a daze.

Although they were close at hand, Fang Qinian could clearly feel that there was a barrier between them—a transparent barrier that could not be seen or touched. He is like a pair of puppets whose limbs are held by strings, performing a fixed drama in a specific scene prop box for Shang Lu to watch when he has nothing to do.

In order to better complete his work, Fang Qinian searched the Internet for information on Shang Lu and his wife. It doesn’t matter if you don’t search, you only know that Shang Lu is so famous and has made so many movies.

It took him three days to watch all the films that Shang Lu had acted in, and he felt that it was not enough, so he began to search for each other’s interview variety shows everywhere.

Shang Lu has made his debut for more than ten years, and has made a lot of film and television works, but there are only a handful of interviews he has done. Among the few interviews, Fang Qinian was the most impressed.

The host gave Shang Lu a question – if he had a better half, what would he want the other half to be his own.

This is a simple fill-in-the-blank question, and most people will fill in some romantic and clear words such as harbor, lighthouse, North Star, etc., but Shang Lu did not, he filled in one word.

god.

He said he wanted the other half to be his god.

At that time, everyone didn’t know that he had already given birth to a child in secret marriage, and they were amazed that he was such a dedicated character that countless girls dreamed of becoming his belief.

Later, he quit the circle and blew himself up. This interview was often taken out and flogged, which is one of the favorite materials of black fans.

And his other half, the talented Impressionist painter Mei Zixun, has also been picked up.

Mei Zixun has an outstanding family background, showing outstanding artistic talent since childhood, and she is also very outstanding. She and Shang Lu met at a young age and fell in love with each other at first sight. After that, the woman ignored her family’s dissuasion and married the man who was still penniless at the time, and silently became the woman behind him.

The two had a son and a daughter, and they had a deep relationship for more than ten years, but the good times did not last long. When the business of Shanglu was in full swing, something went wrong on the other side of Mei Zixun. The specifics are unknown, but it seems to be a physical reason, and many people speculate that it is cancer.

Shang Lu immediately gave up his acting career and returned to his family, where he began to work in business. But it’s a pity that Mei Zixun still left his family behind five years later.

Seeing this, Fang Qinian has already written a touching love story for Shang Lu and Mei Zixun in his heart.

The heroine fell ill and died, and the hero couldn’t accept the fact of losing her, so he found a similar man to pretend to be her. This plot, the TV show can’t do it like this.

Mei Zixun did not leave much photo information, after all, it is a painter not a star, and a few of them were also taken at the opening ceremony of the exhibition.

But it’s not difficult to see from a few photos that the other party is really as pale as a chrysanthemum and picturesque, and the temperament is absolutely amazing.

Fang Qinian looked and looked, and compared himself with the photos in the mirror, and found that he and Mei Zixun were very similar except for the lower half of their faces, and they could be said to be irrelevant.

Every time before Shang Lu came, Fang Qinian would dress up carefully, but Shang Lu didn’t come every time he said it.

Fang Qinian remembered that Shang Lu missed his appointment that time. He waited until late, only until Lao Liu called to let him rest.

He couldn’t tell how he felt at the time, it was pretty boring anyway, so he moved his limbs, threw away his brush, didn’t change his clothes, didn’t take off his makeup, and went out to the bar downstairs.

The hotel’s own bar has no loud music or dazzling lights. It is more like a business meeting place. Everything is soothing and gentle, and even the music is very quiet.

Wearing a jacket, he tapped the bar and asked the bartender for a blackberry cocktail.

While the bartender was bartending, another person sat beside him. He didn’t care, he lowered his head and focused on his phone.

After a while, the wine was ready, and he took a sip and took a sip. The wine had a little wine flavor and more sweet and sour that belonged to fruit.

A business card was pushed against him with a finger.

Fang Qinian made a move and looked at the man beside him.

The other party was in his thirties, with unshaven beard and black-rimmed glasses. A look at the business card, or a director.

“My surname is Hai, and my name is Haimu. I think you have a good image. Would you like to come and make a movie?” Haimu asked him with a smile.

Fang Qinian put down his wine glass and smiled at him: “Go away.”

He may have failed to keep up with nutrition in his early years, resulting in stunted growth. Although he was able to make up for it in three years from the age of seventeen to nineteen, he was no better than boys of the same age. , is only 1.7 meters tall, with a thin body, and his voice even retains the youthful joy.

Haimu was taken aback for a moment, and hurriedly explained: “Don’t get me wrong, I’m a serious director. You can look up my name online, I really just see you as good looking and want you to play my heroine, nothing else. ”

Fang Qinian really typed in the other party’s name to search, and found that he was really a well-known director of literary and artistic films.

How small is it, so to speak… The films he made didn’t even have pirated sources.

When such a small director came to Fang Qinian to make a film, he still asked him to play the heroine. Logically, he should have refused without even thinking about it, but at that time he might have been drinking too much, or he really wanted to find something to do for himself, which is inexplicable. Just agree.

The film Haimu is going to shoot is called “Street Corner Night Lights”. The theme is the taboo love between office workers and high school beautiful girls. The investment is so small that Fang Qi’s whole movie is one set of clothes and one look.

The story is full of gimmicks, but the script is really not good. Fang Qinian knew that this film was a hit again just by reading the script, but Hai Mu was quite excited and the shooting speed was very fast. All the shots were shot in a month.

Fang Qinian didn’t pay much attention to the follow-up after receiving the remuneration. How could he imagine that a year later, this bullshit movie would be participating in a foreign film festival. Although it was a matter of course that he did not win the award in the end, it also gained a certain degree of exposure in China as an accompanying movie.

Even if there was a little splash, Shang Lu didn’t just happen to see this news, right? And how did you see it? The other party didn’t say that you can’t work two jobs in your spare time. The name he gave Haimu was also a pseudonym, so it should be… there shouldn’t be anything.

He did enough self-comfort, but it backfired. Shang Lu not only saw the news, but also found the source of the film, and was very angry at his private work.

Without noticing, Shang Lu rushed into his residence in the daytime, with a cold face, without saying a word, grabbed his hair into the bathroom, and twisted his long hair with scissors.

He was so frightened that he couldn’t stop struggling and screaming, but he couldn’t shake Shang Lu at all.

He was pressed on the large washbasin, and he watched his waist-length hair cut to pieces, and the image in the mirror gradually changed from an androgynous image to a handsome young man.

After Shang Lu roughly cut off his long hair, he grabbed the back of his neck and made him face himself in the mirror.

“I asked you to pretend to be a woman, but do you really think of yourself as a woman? ‘Si Ying’? Are you laughing at me?”

Si Ying is Fang Qinian’s pseudonym in “Night Lights on a Street Corner”. Shang Lu knew that he was going to make a movie.

“No, no…” Fang Qinian’s eyes were red, his face was full of fine black hair, “Mr. Shang, I didn’t mean that. I’m sorry… I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it.”

Shang Lu looked at him dangerously, took The sharp scissors pressed against his fragile Adam’s apple, and said coldly: “Everything you have now, I will give it as I want, and I can take it back if I want. You are not irreplaceable, don’t do anything without telling me, Do you understand?”

Fang Qinian’s eyelashes trembled, he swallowed his saliva, and there was a faint coldness in his throat: “Understood…Understood.”

Shang Lu looked at him for a moment, released his hand, and the scissors instantly fell into the white In the porcelain washbasin, there was a harsh sound of gold and stone.

“This person Si Ying… is not allowed to appear again.” Shang Lu retracted his hand, patted his front full of broken hair, turned and left the bathroom.

“Shadows should be like shadows.”

The appearance of shadows… silent, silent, and without a sense of existence.

Fang Qinian stared at the embarrassed self in the mirror, the redness of his eyes deepened a little bit, and at a certain critical point, he suddenly lowered his head, pressed his forehead against the cold table, and knelt on the ground for a long time.

When he wiped his face, took care of his messy hairstyle and went out from the bathroom, Shang Lu was long gone.

The puppets he created can only be used in the theater he created, and others cannot watch or own them. For a long time afterwards, Fang Qinian understood the reason why Shang Lu was angry.

But then one time, on a whim, he wanted to see his debut film with a rate hike, and he clicked on the pirated film source he had finally found. In the movie, a lot of straightforward desire descriptions were added, which are two versions of what he performed at the beginning.

When he was filming, he did have one or two intimate scenes with the male protagonist, but they were all on point, and it was not too much to shoot in a borrowed position, but the finished film was much more explosive.

The dim room, the intertwined human bodies, the hoarse moaning… Obviously, Haimu asked someone to take a lot of pictures after that.

The camera freezes on a finger tightly clutching the bed sheet under him, then moves to his face covered in long hair.

His eyes were blurry under the hair, only one pair of lips were slightly open, and the skin was so white that there was no blood. Suddenly, a big man’s hand stretched out from below, firmly grasped the slender chin, and then covered the whole person.

At that moment, Fang Qinian was enlightened, and suddenly he understood everything.

Shang Lu was so angry, not only because his puppet ran out to make a movie, but also because… he blasphemed the god in his mind.

Even if it was a shadow, he shouldn’t do anything to humiliate Mei Zixun.

[End of This Chapter]