Eternal Burning - Chapter 83

[Shang Lu X Fang Qi Year “Four”]

After losing the outline of a boy, at the age of 21, Fang Qinian suddenly began to grow crazy, and his face became more masculine. He had to put on heavier makeup to cover up his chin, which was no longer small, and use a necklace or silk scarf to hide the protruding Adam’s apple.

He couldn’t put on his old clothes, and the largest size of women’s clothes was very difficult to fit, so he had to order a few cheongsams online using his own size.

He became very anxious, couldn’t sleep well, couldn’t eat, and even if he ate, he would go to the bathroom and vomit.

At this time, Shang Yunrou came over.

He heard Lao Liu’s voice outside the door that day, and thought he was here to deliver something again, so he went to open the door for him, but in addition to Lao Liu, there was a girl about his age standing outside the door.

Lao Liu introduced to him with an embarrassed look: “This is Miss Yunrou.”

Fang Qi’s face turned pale in an instant, and he felt a panic of being caught and raped on the bed. When sweeping out the door, take the opportunity to take a few things with you.

The watch that Mr. Shang gave him when he was 20 years old must be taken away, as well as the emerald necklace, the hat, the book…

To his surprise, Shang Yunrou did not He treated him like a junior, and politely entered the room to visit the circle, and sat down with him to chat.

“I was just curious and wanted to take a look, but I didn’t expect you to be a man.”

Lao Liu had completed his mission of leading the way, and went downstairs and got off in the car to stand by. Shang Yunrou drank the black tea that Fang Qinian poured her, and spoke softly. And decent, at first glance is a well-educated eldest lady.

“Mr. Shang and I…it’s not what you think.” Fang Qinian tried to explain that Shang Yunrou smiled at him no matter what she heard, without any inappropriate words, but Fang Qinian knew that she I don’t believe it at all.

This made Fang Qinian a little frustrated.

Shang Yunrou chatted very casually, without any important points, and suddenly talked about Fang Qinian’s body shape.

“You are too thin, you should eat more.”

Fang Qinian touched his face, glanced at the slender waist of the other party, and said with a dry smile: “It’s not too delicious, too much… not digestible.”

If he eats more, he doesn’t look like a businessman. Madam, a stand-in who doesn’t look like the master, what is Shang Lu going to do? Posing as a mascot?

“It’s good to have someone to accompany Dad and relieve his boredom.” Shang Yunrou sat for a while, then left in about ten minutes. It seems that it is really just out of curiosity, wanting to know what his father is hiding outside to take a look.

But Fang Qinian felt that things were not so simple, there was a kind of…a rhythm of rituals and then soldiers.

Shang Lu knew that he was hiding a double outside and was discovered by his daughter, so he became angry and might not want him.

Let Shang Lu handle him himself. This may be Shang Yunrou’s purpose.

Thinking of this, Fang Qinian became even more anxious. He became more unable to eat, and his body lost weight day by day, his chin came back, and his waist became thinner.

He was lying on the bed in a daze, only a dim light was turned on in the room. Suddenly, he heard the movement of the door opening.

He tried to open his eyes, but his body was limp, and he couldn’t even make the effort to open his eyes. After finally opening a slit, he felt a shadow fall in front of him, and then his forehead became cold and covered by a large palm.

It must be very cold outside… Fang Qinian thought in a daze, and couldn’t help rubbing his hand closer.

Just didn’t let him rub for long, turned around to leave the convenience, and left the room.

Fang Qinian shrank in the quilt, slowly opened his eyes, stared at the unclosed door for a long time, and buried his face in the pillow again.

After about ten minutes, the footsteps started again, and the door was pushed open again.

Fang Qinian hadn’t fallen asleep yet, when he heard the movement, he opened his eyes and saw Shang Lu came in with a tray in his hand.

In the tray are fresh shredded chicken porridge, a cup of warm water, and two cold medicines.

Shang Lu put the tray on the bedside table and gave him water and medicine first.

He leaned against the head of the bed, took it honestly, and swallowed it.

“How long have you been sick? Why didn’t you tell Lao Liu.” Shang Lu put back the water cup and raised the bowl, as if he wanted to feed him.

Fang Qinian was a little flattered, stared at the spoon of porridge for a moment, opened his mouth and ate it.

Did he ever take care of his wife like this? It should be, he looks very skilled.

“Small problem, it’s fine.” The porridge fell into the stomach, which didn’t bring satisfaction. Instead, a burst of nausea appeared. Fang Qinian resisted it and resisted the desire to vomit, “When did you come back?”

Shang Lu went abroad at the beginning of the month, and he went abroad for half a month. Fang Qinian thought he would come back later.

“Two hours ago.” Shang Lu looked down at the porridge bowl in his hand, scooped out another spoonful of porridge, and brought it to Fang Qinian’s mouth.

Fang Qinian swallowed the porridge as if he was being tortured.

“Yunrou came to see you?” Shang Lu asked.

Like being struck by lightning, Fang Qinian instantly froze on the spot, terrified. No wonder the other party went straight here after getting off the plane.

“Um…” He almost shuddered and squeezed a note out of his throat.

Shang Lu didn’t say anything. After feeding the porridge, he went out with the tray without saying a word.

Fang Qinian stared at his back, clenching his fingers on his stomach under the quilt.

It’s over, everything is over, he must not want me anymore, I’m going to lose my job… As soon as

I think about losing everything I have now, going back to poverty, and having today and no tomorrow, Fang Qinian feels his stomach hurts even more . It twitched, curled up in a ball, stretched out to the extreme, as if to tear him apart from the inside.

He couldn’t bear it any longer. He rushed to the bathroom and vomited in the dark while holding the toilet. He vomited until there was nothing left in his stomach, but he couldn’t stop retching.

Shang Lu heard the voice and came in to check the situation, thinking that he was vomiting caused by a cold, picked him up from the ground, and wanted to take him to the hospital.

Fang Qinian restrained him with his arms, sticking to him like an octopus, refusing to say anything.

Shang Lu had no choice but to put him back on the bed and fed him two more pills.

“Mr. Shang…”

Fang Qinian held his hand, everyone was already confused, and he didn’t know what he was talking about. I just remember that I have been begging, begging Shanglu not to drive him away, not to want him.

How Shang Lu answered, he forgot, it may be that the other party did not answer at all.

Shang Lu usually does not stay overnight, but he was pestered that night, and he was exhausted after returning from a business trip, so he stayed for one night.

In the end, when he was young, Fang Qinian’s fever subsided the next day, and his cold symptoms almost disappeared. Only the symptoms of anorexia were still very serious.

Fang Qinian’s spirit was better, and he didn’t want to break the rules, so he got up and changed into women’s clothes, put on a wig, and put on makeup for himself. Because the face is too white, the blush is heavier than usual.

Shang Lu had breakfast with him. He ate very little. After eating, he secretly went to the bathroom to vomit. At noon, I did the same thing, then dinner…

I don’t know why, not only did Shang Lu stay on this day, but it seemed that he would spend another night.

In the evening, the hotel sent a lot of dishes on a cart, and two people couldn’t finish it.

Fang Qinian endured hard for half of the meal, broke down with a fish maw and abalone soup, the waves in his stomach surged, and he rushed into the bathroom not far away with his mouth covered.

He spit out all the food in his stomach again, until the tears came out. Shang Lu, who was outside the door, also realized that something was wrong, and knocked on the door of the bathroom.

“Open the door! Fang Qinian, what’s the matter with you?”

Fang Qinian quickly pressed the pump and said in a hoarse voice, “I…I’m fine, but suddenly…suddenly I have a stomachache.”

He stumbled to the sink and rinsed his mouth, carefully wiping it off with a towel. Tears on the chin before going to open the door.

Shang Lu stood at the door and looked at him coldly.

“Mr. Shang, I’m fine, maybe I caught a cold…”

Before he could finish, Shang Lu pinched his cheeks with two fingers, forcing him to lift his chin and look at him from bottom to top.

“How much are you now?”

Fang Qinian involuntarily grabbed the fabric on both sides of the cheongsam, which was a small gesture he used to do when he was nervous.

“I don’t know, it’s been a long time since I weighed.” He squinted his eyes, not daring to look at each other.

“Are you on a diet?”

“I didn’t…”

“Do you vomit every meal?”

Fang Qinian lowered his eyes and pursed his lips, not knowing what to say.

Shang Lu released him, took two steps back, and suddenly let out a laugh. This laugh is not a pleasant laugh, it is more absurd and full of sarcasm.

“Why even you…”

Fang Qinian raised his head in surprise.

With a sneer on Shang Lu’s lips, he asked him, “Do you want to die too?”

“No…”

“Then what are you doing? How many times have I said that what I didn’t tell you to do, don’t make your own decisions, you see. Look at your ghost appearance now!” Shang Lu asked loudly, his voice filled with anger.

Fang Qinian suddenly felt aggrieved, he would turn into the ghost he is now, isn’t it because of Shang Lu?

He ripped off the wig on his head, undid the buttons on his chest, and rushed outside.

Shang Lu grabbed his arm from behind: “Where are you going?”

Fang Qinian didn’t speak, and his body movements gradually became more intense, like a live fish, eager to break free from the opponent’s restraint.

Shang Lu couldn’t catch him, so he could only frown, tighten his waist, and grab one of his wildly waving wrists.

The two faced off silently for a wave, Fang Qinian lost his strength first, hung his head down on Shang Lu’s arm, and collapsed.

“I didn’t mean it…I didn’t want to…I’m sorry…I don’t know what’s going on with me…The body is out of my control, I’m scared…I’m sorry…”

Hot tears fell from his chin, smashing On the back of Shang Lu’s hand, it was so hot that he unconsciously tightened the strength to restrain Fang Qinian.

He hugged him tightly, as if to rub him into his body.

In the huge living room corridor, all the noises disappeared, only Fang Qinian was sobbing in grief.

Shang Lu closed his eyes, his cold and hard facial features showed a little bit of pain.

“It’s okay.” He whispered in Fang Qinian’s ear with an unbelievably gentle voice, “You’re just sick, you’re just sick…”

[End of This Chapter]