Eternal Burning - Chapter 90

[Shang Muxiao X Beijiao It’s so nice to meet you]

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These days Yu Xixi has been talking about Song Wancheng’s new film – “Ashes”, saying that he plans to spend Saturday with the little sisters I went to see it, and said that the posture of watching this film was properly rushed to win the award.

Even if I didn’t follow the movie, I knew a lot from her. It is said that the word-of-mouth collapsed during the trial screening of this film, and many people went in and cried out with laughter, and even the discussion of Shang Lu increased.

Shang Lu didn’t seem to need this attention, and asked Song Wancheng to send a letter expressing his hope that everyone would focus on the topics discussed in the film, not on him, who has been out of the public eye for many years.

The media may have also been regulated, but I did not see much news about him after that.

Although I have some curiosity about the film directed by Song Wancheng, it is about Shang Muxiao after all, let alone watching it, I dare not even mention it in front of him, for fear of making him sad again. Unexpectedly, when Shang Muxiao returned home from the training camp on Saturday, he suddenly asked me if I wanted to go to the movies.

“Watching a movie?” I asked cautiously, not quite sure if it was Ashes.

“The ticket my sister gave me is Song Wancheng’s new film.” Shang Muxiao knew exactly what I was thinking, and said with a smile, “Don’t worry, I’m not that vulnerable, why don’t I just watch a movie? Art-processed things, I won’t take it seriously.”

That’s what I said, but when we sat down in the movie theater, we could clearly feel that Shang Muxiao’s whole body was always tense, as if he was guarding against the giant beast on the screen jumping in public anytime, anywhere. out and devoured him in one bite.

During the movie viewing, I turned my head to check on Shang Muxiao countless times, and more often, he also noticed that he relaxed a little, gave me a light smile, and held my hand in the dark, instead he looked like is comforting me.

Ashes, which represent the original complete things have been burned, leaving only dark ashes. Such a word could not be more appropriate for the title of this film.

The content is expected to be depressing, making people feel stuffy in the chest, especially when the heroine smiled and asked her son if she wanted to go to a place with her at the end of the film, I even froze my breath.

As in reality, the little boy in the movie also rejected his mother’s proposal.

After the hostess got the answer, she tightly held the child’s thin shoulders, with mixed emotions in her eyes, and then resolutely pushed the other party out of the door, no matter how the young child shouted in the rain, she did not open the door again.

She held the door firmly against the door, full of struggle, not so much anger, but more like preventing herself from hurting the other party.

The audience can clearly feel that she is pulling with the devil in her heart. She also had a lot of reluctance, but in the end, she still did not have the emotion of self-destruction, and she committed suicide and died like a real ending.

The male protagonist returns home full of hope, and all that awaits him is the cold body of his wife. The good future that once enjoyed is meaningless, and death has pulled the last shred of vitality from the tired soul, leaving only numbness on that handsome face.

Compared with the desperation to carry it through to the end, this kind of plot presentation method of giving a sweet date and then pumping people to death directly shattered the hearts of many audiences present.

I could clearly hear the sobbing of the girls in the back row.

A disease burns more than one woman, and in the ashes is a family that was once complete and happy.

Song Wancheng’s delicate shooting techniques and touching language make it hard not to feel empathy.

The ending song sounded, and the subtitles appeared slowly, with special thanks to the line where Shang Lu’s name was written impressively.

Before waiting for the lights in the projection hall to come on completely, Shang Muxiao got up and walked out without saying a word.

I hurriedly ran after him and found him turned into the bathroom.

When I went in, he had already washed his face with cold water. When I looked up, I could just see his face in the mirror, his eyes were a little red, and his hair was a little wet.

I rolled up a tissue next to him to wipe the water off his face. He leaned against the sink, obediently not moving, and looked a little dejected.

I couldn’t hold back, I kissed the corner of his lips lightly, and said in a relaxed tone as much as possible: “Let’s go, please go to eat something delicious, I just sent the manuscript fee this week.”

He held my wrist, He lowered his eyelids and did not speak for a long time.

I didn’t rush, just waited quietly. After a while, he finally said, “If I become like that one day, what are

you going to do?” “It’s not a genetic disease, you won’t get it.” I wiped the water on his collar for him again, and I threw the paper ball into the trash can, “Okay, don’t think about it, let’s go to dinner, look at you What do you want to eat…” I was about to turn around, but Shang Muxiao grabbed his wrist. “I mean what if, what if? If I became like that, would you always be by my side?” I don’t know why he’s suddenly getting to the bottom of this issue, but honestly, I don’t really like the assumption. Looking directly into his eyes, I said seriously, “No ifs.” After that, I broke his hand and walked out on my own, refusing to talk about this topic any more. During the meal, he seemed to know that he was making me angry, and he has been very careful to observe his words and expressions, and did not ask any more strange questions. In fact, I’m not really angry. Although I said that there is no if, I still thought about this possibility in my heart. If it was Shang Muxiao who got sick, I might… I wouldn’t be able to do better than Shang Lu. The patience required to take care of the patients is beyond imagination, and the energy expended is also enormous. Although Shang Lu is not a good father, he is indeed a qualified husband.

Back at home, it was still early, Shang Muxiao went downstairs with the egg yolk to walk the dog. I see a good night, no clouds, adjust the telescope to see the stars.

About ten minutes later, Shang Muxiao came up after walking the dog. I was still fascinated and ignored him.

“Teacher, are you angry?” Shang Muxiao leaned over from behind and put his arms around my waist, “Don’t be angry, I won’t ask that kind of question again.”

Since he has realized his mistake, I don’t will hold on.

Straightening up, I faced him: “Stop making that assumption, I don’t like it. The only thing I want from you is that you have to be healthy and happy, you understand?”

I may be more intolerable than losing my health to see Shang Muxiao was tortured by illness. After all, I am used to the former, which cannot destroy my will, while the latter can directly smash my soul.

He looked at me, and suddenly a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: “Isn’t it okay to just assume?”

“No.”

“Is it unacceptable for you to assume that I will die?” The smile stained his eyes, and he asked knowingly.

Due to my personality, I am not very good at speaking sweet words. Compared with Shang Muxiao who always talks about his likes and loves, I can say that I am very stingy.

This also led to the fact that once he found that my clam shell had a crack to drill, he would stare at the pry, until he completely opened the crack and saw naked love in front of his eyes. Satisfied.

I don’t know why flashed through my mind at the end of “Ashes”, when the male protagonist was holding the female protagonist’s body, the outburst of despair. I have to say that Song Wancheng’s film has a lot of stamina.

And when my brain tried to replace these two characters with me and Shang Muxiao, I almost immediately stopped myself from thinking about it, feeling unlucky.

Even I’m surprised that I’m the one who cares, and it’s even just an imagination.

So Shang Muxiao is right, I really can’t accept it, even if it’s just a hypothesis.

I nodded lightly, without denying: “Well…”

Shang Muxiao didn’t speak for a long time, just looked at me, full of joy.

I raised my hand and stroked his cheek: “I will accompany you, I will accompany you wherever you go.”

I slightly emphasized the word “where”.

Shang Muxiao was a little dazed at first, but he soon realized that I was answering his previous question – what would I do if he became like the one in the movie one day.

What should I do?

Everyone has their limits. I have endured a period of extreme pain because of my physical pain. I am sure that I will never be able to endure it again.

So wherever he goes, I will also go.

He opened his eyes wide, looking a little shocked, as if he didn’t expect me to answer like this.

But soon, he narrowed his eyes, pressed me against the window, and smiled even more: “You like me too much, Beibei.”

He was right, but I think it’s more like a a clear self-awareness.

I know where my limits are, and I know that no matter how strong I am, I cannot withstand repeated blows.

Seeing him so happy, I simply let go, and with a little connivance, I said something he liked to hear more.

“It’s not like,” I said, “it’s love, I love you very much.”

This love is getting stronger and stronger every day, and it has reached the point where I feel terrified. I never thought I would love someone like this.

The curvature of the corners of his lips fell back a little bit, and he once again showed an expression of disbelief and shock.

“This is the first time you took the initiative to say that you love me. In the past, I always pestered you to say that you would say this…” At the end, he brought a little grievance.

“Not much to say.” I said.

He obviously disagreed, and frowned: “You have to say more good things, just like me…” He leaned down and pecked my lips softly, “I love you too, my mustard, my Professor Bei, my… gem.”

Every time he said a word, he took a peck, and when he reached the last two words, his voice was very low and his tone was tight.

“Say it again, okay?” He pressed against my earlobe, bewitchingly said, “I’m in a very bad mood today, and I want the teacher to coax me.”

He said it all, and it’s not bad for a sentence or two, and… he is really in a mood today. not good.

“…I, I love you.” There was nothing wrong with this, but I was really hard to say, my eyelashes trembled so much, I simply closed my eyes.

Shang Muxiao laughed softly, we were too close, and the vibration was directly transmitted to me.

After a while, a thin breath hit my eyelids.

“It’s really nice to meet you.” After saying that, he gently kissed my trembling eyelids.

[End of This Chapter]