Ferocious Dog of Old - Chapter 100

[Chapter 100]

Tao Huainan had already received news from his brother when he was in class, saying that he had sent his brother away to the high-speed rail station. Tao Huainan asked him if his brother said anything, but he didn’t say anything.

But at this moment, the voice Tao Huainan heard was really Chi Cheng.

“You…” Tao Huainan’s eyes widened in shock, “Brother, didn’t you leave?”

Chi Cheng sat there, his posture was a little dejected, his shoulders were slumped, not straight. He rubbed his face and said, “Otherwise?”

Tao Huainan lowered the hand he had put behind him defensively, hesitantly took two steps forward, and asked hesitantly, “Why… haven’t you left?”

Chi Cheng didn’t speak, Tao Huainan gradually regained his senses. Needless to say, his eyes were already red.

This is not Tao Huainan’s own home, this is the nest where he and Chi Cheng grew up together. They all flew out from here. This room contains Tao Huainan’s tears when he was young, the snot that kept flowing when Chi Cheng first came, the can’t help when they were ambiguous and ignorant, and the pain when they finally broke up. and blood.

Tao Huainan looked in the direction of Chi Cheng in disbelief, and the pain in his heart gradually began to swell, spreading to his limbs little by little.

“Yes,” Chi Cheng leaned over and lowered his head, with his elbows on his legs and his face buried in his hands, he repeated his words, “Why didn’t I leave?”

Tao Huainan put his fingers on the edge of the table and rubbed hard. table edge.

“What do you think?” Chi Cheng asked in a low voice, “Why?”

Tao Huainan couldn’t answer, he could only stand stiffly.

After five years, they are standing together in this room that witnessed all their intimacy.

Chi Cheng has already left, why is he here now? Tao Huainan did not dare to answer this question or even think about it.

In addition to the irritability of the first day, Chi Cheng these days is more of a cold, like a hood that separates the temperature, always cold.

However, he who should have been in the car at this time was blocked by Tao Huainan in this room and on this bed.

“I got in the car soon and came back here to sleep,” Chi Cheng said, “I don’t know why.”

Tao Huainan looked at him dumbfounded, unable to say a word.

“Where’s my pillow?” Chi Cheng asked.

Tao Huainan replied in a low voice, “I took it away.”

Chi Cheng nodded and said, “Got it.”

Now that the two of them are standing here, there is no need for anyone to pretend. Regardless of indifference or indifference, continuing to pretend in this room will only make everything appear more embarrassing.

Chi Cheng sat up straight, glanced at Tao Huainan, and asked, “Crying?”

Tao Huainan touched his eyes and shook his head.

Chi Cheng looked at him intently, the boy in front of him had grown up completely, Chi Cheng asked, “Why are you crying?”

Tao Huainan said hoarsely, “I didn’t expect you to… come back.”

Chi Cheng did not speak again. I just kept looking at Tao Huainan. Tao Huainan stood upright under his sight, neither dodging nor dodging. His eyes were red, and under his fair skin, the red eyes made him look a little pitiful, like he was very sad.

Time seemed to stand still, and in a room that was not warm, the two people who were most familiar were facing each other a few steps apart. Tao Huainan touched the end of his eyes with the back of his hand, and Chi Cheng said, “Don’t touch your eyes.”

Tao Huainan’s eyes have been inflamed these days, and Tang Suoyan would not let him rub with his hands. It’s not a child anymore, this kind of thing still needs people to stare and tell.

Listening to his words, Tao Huainan took down his hand and continued to rub the edge of the table with his fingertips.

Chi Cheng sighed and said, “Come here.”

Tao Huainan walked towards him and walked to Chi Cheng. Chi Cheng looked up at him and reached out to wipe the tears from his face.

“You’re so old, I still can’t watch you cry.” Chi Cheng put one hand on Tao Huainan’s face and scratched his thumb gently on his face, “I can’t watch you be afraid, and I don’t like watching you cry.

” The Chi Cheng appeared only in Tao Huainan’s dream, without his cold and indifferent expression, his movements and tone were gentle. But instead of being cold, Tao Huainan cried even more, and the more Chi Cheng wiped his tears, the more fierce the tears fell.

“Don’t cry.” Chi Cheng held his wrist with the other hand and shook it gently, as if he was coaxing him when he was a child.

Tao Huainan nodded again and again and wiped his eyes with his sleeve, like a child.

Chi Cheng said, “Sit.”

Tao Huainan did what he said, but instead of sitting next to him, he sat on the floor in front of Chi Cheng’s legs.

Chi Cheng then looked down at him, touched his head, and said, “Let’s talk for a while.”

This year, when we met again this year, Tao Huainan was always talking unilaterally, and Chi Cheng just listened to him, he said. It’s very limited. Now he offered to speak for a while, still in this tone, which was deadly.

“Okay.” Tao Huainan nodded in response.

“I really can’t be ashamed of you here,” Chi Cheng put his hand on top of Tao Huainan’s head and stroked it, like he was rubbing the back of a puppy, “Where do we say what we say today? It’s impossible for me to still treat you this way.”

Tao Huainan still nodded.

Chi Cheng said, “Since you have been blocked here, I won’t pretend.”

Tao Huainan put his face on Chi Cheng’s leg and leaned against him.

“That’s right, I still care.” Chi Cheng said slowly, “I care about you as much as I care about you.”

Tao Huainan raised his head after hearing his words, Chi Cheng looked at him wet with tears and twisted into a pinch With a pinch of long eyelashes, he said, “Don’t be surprised, it’s impossible not to care.”

“What do you mean to me, I can’t tell.” Chi Cheng touched his head and pinched his ears as he spoke, his voice was calm and gentle, “I used to think that I lived for you, and everything meant nothing. It’s you.”

“You are my flesh, my blood and bones.”

Tao Huainan breathed softly without interrupting Chi Cheng’s words.

“But you are too good, Tao Huainan.” Chi Cheng’s fingertips were warm, and he passed the temperature to Tao Huainan along his earlobe, “You took all my bones away.”

Tao Huainan shed tears again, and in Chi Cheng’s There is a small water ring on the jeans.

“I really hate you. I hate you so much that it stirs up all the dark thoughts in my heart. I want to kill you, and then kill myself.” Chi Cheng was still calm when he said this, but he squeezed Tao Huainan’s earlobe with some force. He pinched his ears very hot, “but I don’t hate you so much, you give all the good things, except for the last one, you gave me all the good things, you give yours like a sacrifice The whole world has been given to me. Those are so that I can’t even hate you. While trying to destroy you, I still want to give you all the good things, let you pick them up, and give you the rest Keep it, and no one will give it to you.”

“That’s why it’s complicated, isn’t it, child.” Chi Cheng let go of Tao Huainan’s ear, held his face and wiped his tears, “I want to kill you, but I’m used to it. Looking at you, my heart is twisted and split, and my face still pretends not to care.”

Tao Huainan shook his head and reached out to touch Chi Cheng’s face.

Chi Cheng bit his palm lightly and said, “So you think about it before you provoke me. It’s true that you care about you, and it’s true that you hate you.”

“I’m not afraid of you hating,” Tao Huainan said tremblingly, “You can do whatever you want with me, I’m not afraid.”

“Brother is right, you won’t gain anything if you compete, you will only lose more. But if you don’t compete, then it’s not me.” Chi Cheng continued, “The No matter what your reason is, I will never forgive it. This can’t be changed, and this force has always been twisted by me. But you can also say it when you want to say it. Let me hear what kind of reason makes you so Absolutely, don’t care about anything.”

Tao Huainan shed tears silently, his lips pursed tightly without color.

“Even if you can give up on me, what do you want me to believe, Tao Huainan?” Chi Cheng finally rubbed Tao Huainan’s hair and laughed at himself, “That’s you.”

Chi Cheng leaned down and set the distance at Touching the tip of Tao Huainan’s nose, clasping Tao Huainan’s neck, he gritted his teeth and said, “Aren’t you mine, Tao Huainan?”

“It’s yours…” Tao Huainan nodded vigorously and said piously, “It’s always been yours. ”

Do I still believe it?” Chi Cheng’s eyes turned red at some point, so red that he couldn’t hide his emotions, but unfortunately Tao Huainan couldn’t see it.

“Trust it…” Tao Huainan seemed to want to hug him, but even with his arms stretched, he only dared to hold Chi Cheng’s clothes gently, “Trust again.”

Chi Cheng didn’t speak anymore, he was in Tao Huainan. He took a hard bite on his chin, and was silent for a long, long time after that.

Tao Huainan leaned down again, resting on Chi Cheng’s leg, like a very well-behaved puppy.

Five years can really change a lot of people. For example, Chi Cheng, he used to be unable to say so many words, but now he can express himself very clearly, word by word; for example, Tao Huainan, who has forgotten all about his ability to act like a spoiled child and make people feel distressed, and now he can only carefully Holding each other and not saying anything.

Later that day, Chi Cheng picked Tao Huainan up, the two of them rested on a pillow, and slept soundly on the bed together.

It was a long sleep and a long dream. In the dream, there are old past events in these years, mottled light spots, and warm yellow walls. Tao Huainan’s back was pressed against Chi Cheng’s chest, and Chi Cheng put his arms around his stomach through his clothes.

Everything seems to have gone back with the old dream, the time overlaps, and they are both inside and outside the dream.

Tao Huainan murmured “little brother” when he woke up.

Chi Cheng also just woke up, hoarsely responded, and kissed his neck.

However, it is a dream, and when you wake up, you should wake up.

Before he left, Chi Cheng said to Tao Huainan, “These words today are an accident. I didn’t plan to meet you here. Since I met you, don’t see it in vain. If you say these things that shouldn’t be said, I won’t recognize you tomorrow.” Huainan’s eyes were swollen, already inflamed, and he cried again before going to bed.

Chi Cheng took his swollen eyelids between his lips and said, “Don’t cry when you go back.”

Tao Huainan replied “Okay”.

“You said you wanted to chase me, I don’t need you to chase, we won’t do this.” Chi Cheng said, “But the energy in my heart can’t go through, as long as I think about it, I want to destroy the world and destroy you. .”

Tao Huainan said again “don’t be afraid”.

“So you have to let me go through this, you have to show me that you don’t want to bite you, and then I want to kiss you.” Chi Cheng touched his face, “Otherwise we can’t go back, and I can’t let go. You, I don’t want you either.”

Tao Huainan was reluctant to let him go, and hugged Chi Cheng attachedly.

Chi Cheng hugged him for a while, and then sent him back to Brother Tang.

Tao Huainan asked Chi Cheng: “Then how can you want me again, little brother?”

“I can’t think of it,” Chi Cheng said lightly, “I don’t know.”

Tao Huainan nodded, Chi Cheng said, “Go up. ”

How about you?” Tao Huainan asked him, his nose flushed from the cold.

Chi Cheng said, “I’m going back to Beijing. I’ll have something to do tomorrow.”

Tao Huainan said, “Okay.” He cried and slept intensely during the day, and now he looks a little tired.

Chi Cheng watched him go in at the door of the unit, Tao Huainan turned back and called him “little brother”.

“Say.”

Tao Huainan asked, “Do you want a puppy?”

Chi Cheng said, “No, I have a dog.”

[End of This Chapter]