Ferocious Dog of Old - Chapter 103
[Chapter 103]
Tao Huainan gradually became less daring to lie on the bed, most of the time he just sat or curled up on his side. Because in the time he couldn’t hear, he felt more and more like he was lying in a coffin.
Enclosed in a confined space with only oneself, buried deep in the ground.
When he couldn’t hear, Tao Huainan longed for sleep and looked forward to hearing when he woke up; but when he could hear, he was most afraid of sleepiness. Stay awake as long as possible.
The atmosphere at home was so heavy that he didn’t speak much. Tao Huainan knew that his brothers had nothing to do with him, so he was very worried, but he didn’t dare to force him. Tao Huainan himself didn’t know what to do, the time he couldn’t hear was getting longer and longer, and the time left for him was getting shorter and shorter.
The little brother was so angry that he stopped talking, Tao Huainan wanted to hug him.
Sometimes Tao Huainan even wanted to say everything recklessly, to share the fear and despair with his brothers, and transfer them to them, so that someone would always hold his hand and hold him.
When Chi Cheng dragged him out of the bed to take him to the hospital, Tao Huainan was terrified to the extreme. After so many days of depression and fear, he suddenly had an outlet, he began to scream and cry sharply while hugging Chi Cheng.
People are really complicated. When he was crying, he even felt that he was conveying something to Chi Cheng, and there was an ugly longing in his heart, expecting that he would not be able to hold it at any moment, and told his little brother all this. This kind of thought would never occur when he was awake, only when he collapsed, a nod appeared in his consciousness, and was quickly suppressed by Tao Huainan.
Chi Cheng hugged him, patted him, kissed him, called “baby”, lifted his clothes and kissed his belly.
Brother is really nice. Tao Huainan has passed so many years fast in his mind, and Chi Cheng has brought him up day by day until today. He will give him anything he wants. On the surface, he seems to be very temperamental, but in fact, he has never been able to do anything about him.
Tao Huainan put his hand beside Chi Cheng’s neck, pressed against the position of his pulse, feeling the powerful pulsation under his palm.
In Tao Huainan’s short life, Chi Cheng spent almost two-thirds of his time with him. His eyes were fixed on an empty spot, Tao Huainan called “little brother” twice, and he blurted the two “little brother”, as if he was reluctant to put them in his mouth.
“Let’s go.” Tao Huainan said.
The brother is indeed gone.
That summer, Tao Huainan tore the two of them from the roots.
At that time, Tao Huainan really hoped that Chi Cheng would go away, and also really hoped that he would never meet the next Tao Huainan again. Because Tao Huainan’s existence is to make his relatives sad, all the people he loves will always suffer because of him.
He shouldn’t be alive.
It was snowing again outside, and rustling voices continued to come from outside. Tao Huainan listened to his ears for a while. He used to feel annoying, but now he just thinks that any sound is beautiful.
Since that year, Tao Huainan is no longer afraid of any sound. The deafening thunder, the sudden whistle, no matter how harsh the sound, Tao Huainan was not afraid. It’s lucky to hear it, all sounds are a gift from fate, and that’s fine.
The little brother sent him back and went back to Beijing.
At eleven o’clock Tao Huainan sent a message to Chi Cheng and asked him if he was in the car.
Chi Cheng replied to him: Hmm.
The recording from that year was playing in the headphones again. Tao Huainan turned on the recording every time he couldn’t hear, so that he could know what others said when he recovered his hearing.
Tao Huainan didn’t hear that recording at first, and a short sentence was caught in several hours of audio. That was the first day he was forced to take him to the hospital by his brother. When he came back, he lay on their bed late, and Tao Huainan huddled in the corner of the bed in silence. The two of them spent the night together strangely and peacefully.
They didn’t fall asleep, but Tao Huainan didn’t hear Chi Cheng’s signal to him back then.
The first time I heard it was more than a week after Chi Cheng left. Tao Huainan was wearing headphones, sitting on the chair where Chi Cheng was studying, with his back against the edge of the table. When he suddenly remembered Chi Cheng’s voice, Tao Huainan didn’t even react. After hearing that sentence, Tao Huainan sat there for a long time, in a daze, like a pile of breathless bones.
A short audio, Tao Huainan has listened to it for five years and still feels that it is not enough.
I slept deeply in the old house in the afternoon, and this night was doomed to insomnia.
When he couldn’t sleep, he kept listening to Chi Cheng’s pain. Before dawn, he sent another message to Chi Cheng: “Is brother here?”
Beijing is warmer than their side, not so cold.
Yesterday, I made an appointment to meet Pan Xiaozhuo. Tao Huainan slept for a while after dawn. There was a class in the afternoon. After class, he took a taxi to Pan Xiaozhuo’s campus.
“Why are your eyes so swollen?” Pan Xiaozhuo asked as soon as he saw him, “What are you doing?”
Tao Huainan said, “It’s a little inflamed, it’s okay.”
Pan Xiaozhuo laughed and said to him, “I think it’s your little brother. You’re crying secretly when you’re gone.”
Tao Huainan burst into laughter: “Buried in the pillow and crying? I have to do
that!” , I didn’t buy it myself.
Little Glasses has been saving money recently. The child is not rich, so the scholarship has to be saved.
Tao Huainan asked him, “What do you want to save money for?”
Pan Xiaozhuo said, “Buy something.”
“What?” Tao Huainan thought he needed something, such as a mobile phone, computer, etc. He could buy one for Christmas. gift too.
Pan Xiaozhuo smiled mysteriously and said, “I won’t tell you.”
“It’s always a little secret,” Tao Huainan bit the pearl in the milk tea, “I’ll tell you everything, you can tell me the secret.”
“This sentence is too vulgar!” Pan Xiaozhuo was made a native of him by him, and he lay down on the table in disgust. Wearing glasses was inconvenient, so he put up his glasses every time he lay down.
Pan Xiaozhuo took off his eyes and put them aside, squinting his eyes that could not be seen clearly, and lying vaguely on the small round table. Tao Huainan touched his eyes and tapped on the table.
“Has Ji Nan been looking for you? He said he will be back next week.”
Tao Huainan blinked: “Brother Nan?”
Pan Xiaozhuo said “ah”, “He said he wanted to call you.”
“Are you two in contact?” Tao Huainan was quite surprised. In his impression, the two should not have too much intersection.
Pan Xiaozhuo didn’t answer directly, and fell down again.
Tao Huainan turned his head and asked tentatively, “He comes back to meet the two of you?”
Pan Xiaozhuo immediately sat up and said, “What am I doing when I see him!”
“Just ask,” Tao Huainan returned his glasses to him and smiled, “eat I’ll call you.”
Pan Xiaozhuo hurriedly shook his head: “I’m not going.”
Tao Huainan did have something to hide from him. Pan Xiaozhuo was his closest friend and knew all his secrets.
Pan Xiaozhuo asked him, “Then what are you going to do?”
Tao Huainan said, “I’m trying to figure out a way.”
“What can you do? Your little brother is in Beijing.
” He was very positive, and he was very energetic when he woke up this morning, “I can’t wait.”
Chi Cheng said it so hard that he would have been screwing. In fact, he has already shown Tao Huainan a way, but the little brother is still soft-hearted. Even if he doesn’t recognize the old house, he has said it. He has said that he cares, which makes Tao Huainan have a position no matter how much he chases him.
However, the little brother is still aloof and doesn’t reply much, just like before he came back this time.
Tao Huainan’s previous message was a bit false.
It’s not the same now, and now it’s over.
“Brother Chi, the phone is ringing.” When Chi Cheng came out of the shower, Guo Yiming told him. Before Chi Cheng
‘s hair was wiped, he pulled the towel with one hand and took out a T-shirt he was wearing to sleep: “Phone?”
“WeChat.” Guo Yiming said, “It rang several times.”
Clothes only turned on the phone, and there was a red dot in the upper right corner of Mao Tao on WeChat.
-Bro?
– It’s snowing for you to see.
I also posted two photos below. The snowflakes were flying under the street lights. The lens should have been blocked by falling snow and blurred.
Immediately after that, he posted: Did you take a picture? Can you see snowflakes?
Chi Cheng put the phone aside, Guo Yiming asked, “Huainan?”
Chi Cheng looked at him, his eyebrows half-raised, and his expression was strangely handsome.
Guo Yiming said: “I heard what Fanguo said, they talk a lot.”
“They can talk about something.” Chi Cheng said.
“I don’t know, Guo’er can chat with anyone anyway, so she’s a jerk.” Guo Yiming said with a smile, “One day I heard him say that Huainan gave him a red envelope, but don’t let him do anything, be careful. Well, he might be tossing.”
Chi Cheng raised his eyebrows just now, threw the towel next to him, and said, “What can be tossed about.”
“It’s hard to say,” Guo Yiming still smiled, “who knows. ”
The next morning, when it was still a little dark, there was a knock on the dormitory door.
Guo Yiming just got up to go to the bathroom and opened the door. Fan Guo came in wearing a down jacket and a ski cap, carrying a large pocket of breakfast, put it on Chi Cheng’s table, and said, “The buns and meatballs from Niujie, please let Brother Chi eat well! You stare at He eats it!”
Guo Yiming was stunned: “It’s Niujie in the morning?”
“Ah, I’ve brought your share too, you can eat it with brother Chi.” Fan Guo took a photo of Chi Cheng’s table, Pick up the phone and leave.
Chi Cheng was woken up by him, turned to look at him from above, and asked, “What are you doing?”
“Good morning, little brother,” Fan Guo jumped twice, then jumped up and said, “If you’re okay, go back to Rennan. News from Nan! Who is as cold as you are!”
Chi Cheng just opened his eyes, his eyes could stare out the boss’s double eyelids, and he looked at the old fierce. He looked down, and Fanguo was a little afraid of him, and said, “I bought you breakfast and remember to eat it later!”
Chi Cheng didn’t bother to pay attention to him, and didn’t wake up, he turned his back and turned around.
Fanguo opened the door and left, Guo Yiming also planned to go back to sleep for a while, went to bed and asked Chi Cheng: “I didn’t say that he can toss?”
“Free.” Chi Cheng wrapped the quilt and said something.
“He collects money to do things. I guess it’s clear that Guo’er can serve you before you go home.” Guo Yiming couldn’t help laughing when he spoke.
This is really not bad for Tao Huainan, people only let Fanguo take care of the little brother as much as possible, such as helping him bring him a breakfast and buy water or something. It was Fanguo who gave up on her own, but she was conscious of receiving the red envelope, and she surrounded Chi Cheng every day to ask for warmth, wishing she had three meals a day to hand.
One day, the little brother finally couldn’t bear it anymore, so he irritably asked Guo Yiming to carry Fanguo away, took out his phone, unlocked it, and sent a message to Mao Tao.
– Do you have money to burn?
[End of This Chapter]
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