Ferocious Dog of Old - Chapter 114
[Chapter 114]
Tao Huainan’s sleep was fragmented and long, and he was not fully awake for nearly 20 hours. When he woke up, he felt that all the bones in his body were dislocated. Called “little brother” over and over again.
This voice made him cry like a crow who couldn’t sing, and his voice was broken and unpleasant.
Chi Cheng’s voice was in the room, and it came from the window: “Here.”
Tao Huainan felt his heart fall when he heard his voice, and touched his throat, which was very dry.
Chi Cheng unscrewed the bottle of water for him and put it to his mouth, but Tao Huainan didn’t drink it, but opened his arms and hugged Chi Cheng sideways.
Chi Cheng was originally standing beside the bed, but he took a step back when he couldn’t stand still.
Tao Huainan patted Chi Cheng’s back through his clothes.
Chi Cheng, still holding water in one hand, looked down at Tao Huainan.
Tao Huainan was wearing a pair of pajamas from the past, and the skin protruding from the neckline had small wounds in many places. Lips were tearing and bleeding, and eyes were swollen and red.
Every time his voice became hoarse, it was like a child who cried so hard that his throat was split. Last night he was in so much pain that he couldn’t breathe smoothly, but he still hugged him desperately and kept saying “don’t be sad, don’t be sad”.
“Sad” is the simplest word.
But all negative emotions can be summed up in these two words. Fear, fear, pain, unwillingness, and deep hatred blend together. Every emotion is a knife inserted into the heart, but in the final analysis, it is sadness.
Chi Cheng stroked Tao Huainan’s hair, and gently brushed his fingers between his hair.
Tao Huainan lifted his clothes and rubbed his face on Chi Cheng’s stomach, like a puppy. After rubbing his head, he smiled and said, “I didn’t wash my face.”
Chi Cheng fed him a drink of water, then carried him to the bathroom. Except for the few times he was in Chicheng’s dormitory before, Tao Huainan hadn’t been hugged like this for a long time.
He didn’t wear slippers, so Chi Cheng let him step on his feet.
Chi Cheng asked him if he was cold, Tao Huainan shook his head while brushing his teeth, his red and swollen eyes smiled in a gentle arc.
Although after everything was over, Chi Cheng hugged him, washed and cleaned up, and all the medicine was on. But Tao Huainan was still uncomfortable and a little hot.
Chi Cheng pressed his forehead with him in silence, Tao Huainan pushed his head forward and went to meet Chi Cheng’s nose.
It was not yet dawn, and everything was quiet. There was no sound of cars and people outside, and the lights in the community were dimly lit.
Tao Huainan went back to lie down after washing, this time Chi Cheng hugged him behind him, his face buried in his hair.
Brother’s call came in the morning, Tao Huainan answered.
I cleared my throat in advance, but my brother still heard something wrong, and asked, “What’s wrong with your voice? Your voice is hoarse?
” Son.”
“It’s alright, can you come back today?”
“I don’t know,” Tao Huainan said, “I haven’t decided yet.”
“Are you two carrying me out to play again,” Tao Xiaodong laughed over the phone , “Sneaky.”
Tao Huainan also laughed, saying that he couldn’t lose it, so don’t worry.
Xiaodong has nothing to worry about, he just asks.
Tao Huainan hung up the phone and put the phone aside. Chi Cheng was still holding him behind him, wrapping his arms around him, forming a small safe circle for Tao Huainan.
After waking up from Tao Huainan, Chi Cheng was silent most of the time, doing a lot of things in silence, cooking noodles for him in silence, and not so fierce.
“Little brother.” Tao Huainan called him.
Chi Cheng made a “hmm” sound behind him.
“Are we having sex?” Tao Huainan asked, turning his head to the side.
Chi Cheng said, “No.”
“We have sex, are we reconciled?” Tao Huainan asked.
Chi Cheng didn’t say a word, just hugged him like that.
“No,” Tao Huainan put his face on his lap and sat in the small circle surrounded by Chi Cheng, “You…don’t be soft-hearted.”
With his back next to Chi Cheng, he said slowly: ” I’m very afraid that it will become a bargaining chip for me to threaten you, and I’m also afraid that I will turn your distressed me into a means to hook you back.”
“I want you to love me purer,” Tao Huainan said in a low voice, “hate also Be purer.”
Once a relationship has complex additional emotions, love and hate are no longer pure. There is regret in love, and distress in hatred.
“Thinking too much, Tao Huainan.” Chi Cheng said behind him, “I didn’t want to forgive you.”
“Then I’ll continue to coax you,” Tao Huainan said sincerely, “Let you believe me. .”
Their lips met and they kissed quietly.
“I might just want to kill you for a long time after this,” Chi Cheng said, “You are too bold.”
Tao Huainan nodded, saying that I have a long memory.
Chi Cheng turned his head and looked out the window. The bottom of the window was frosted and looked cold.
Tao Huainan sat for a while, and was a little sleepy again. He leaned on Chi Cheng, and slowly fell asleep with Chi Cheng’s breathing.
After the two children left for several days, Tao Xiaodong made calls from time to time to walk around, asking where they were and when they would be back.
Tao Huainan had been perfunctory in a hoarse voice for the first two days, saying hey, don’t ask, don’t ask.
The back of the voice is not so hoarse, but he still does not go home, and if you ask, it means that you will be back the day after tomorrow.
Tao Xiaodong asked, “Did you two throw your brother away? Where did you go to play without leading me?”
“No fun!” Tao Huainan wrapped Chi Cheng’s coat and sat on the small bench in the kitchen to accompany him. Chi Cheng was making candied haws for him, and the smell of boiled sugar wafted all over the room.
“You two went back to the house?” Tao Xiaodong asked.
Tao Huainan didn’t lie
. Now I deliberately tease him and ask: “Then I and Tang brother also go for a walk?”
“Don’t come,” Tao Huainan subconsciously touched his neck and chin, “You two are busy, we will go out later. Xiaodong asked with a smile, ”
Then tomorrow? We will go tomorrow?”
“Tomorrow we will go back!” Tao Huainan said immediately.
Xiaodong was just doing something wrong, and there was a lot of “haha” over there. After the music ended, he said, “It’s alright, you two, stay here.”
Tao Huainan hung up the phone, put the phone in his hand and retracted it into his jacket, and asked Chi Cheng: “Is it done, little brother?”
“No.” Chi Cheng stood in front of the stove, stirring sugar with chopsticks in one hand and the other in his trouser pocket.
“Try it?” Tao Huainan moved the small stool forward, so that it was next to Chi Cheng’s legs, “Tast it.”
Chi Cheng handed the chopsticks to his mouth, Tao Huainan took a sip and said: “Sweet.”
Chi Cheng turned back and stirred the sugar: “Can the sugar still be sweet?”
“It’s still a little fragrant.” Tao Huainan leaned his head on Chi Cheng’s lap, like a flattering kitten.
Chi Cheng reached down and touched his hair.
Tao Huainan hasn’t been back to his brother’s place for a week, but it’s not that he doesn’t want to go back, he really can’t go back. The child was a bit miserable, looked scary, and didn’t know what was going on. Even if Xiaodong doesn’t care about things and gets used to them, seeing Tao Huainan like this will definitely not work. Usually, it doesn’t mean that he really doesn’t care about being a brother.
Moreover, Xiaodong, who was bitten out by Chi Cheng before, has already seen it, and this time it is even more doubled than before. I really saw the two brothers and guessed what was going on. Tao Huainan hoped that the two older brothers would know that he told their story himself, rather than seeing it through this kind of thing. What’s more, after doing this again and again, the brothers should think that Chi Cheng has some bad hobby, Tao Huainan doesn’t want him to be misunderstood.
The little brother is obviously very gentle.
Therefore, Tao Huainan has been going to the hospital for a few days when he has something to do. Fortunately, the chin is almost healed. Now it looks blue and yellow, and the wound on the lips looks miserable. Even if the chin or mouth is healed, Tao Huainan can go back to his brother.
“What’s wrong, I can’t go home anymore.” In the evening, Tao Huainan held a small pot and ate the candied haws dipped by Chi Cheng. There are few hawthorns, and more oranges, strawberries, candied dates, all wrapped in caramel and sticky with sesame seeds. Tao Huainan eats it with a spoon.
Chi Cheng looked at his chin and the corners of his mouth again, and asked, “Does it still hurt?”
“No pain, no feeling.” Tao Huainan said.
If it really doesn’t hurt, I don’t lick it anymore. Tao Huainan has been licking the wound on his mouth subconsciously these days, and it still hurts. Chi Cheng lowered his head and kissed him where he was on the mouth. Tao Huainan didn’t expect him to kiss him suddenly, and was stunned for a while.
After stunned, he asked with a smile, “Is it sweet?”
Just kissing it can have any sweetness, but when you get close, you can really smell the sweet smell of caramel and sesame. Chi Cheng scratched his face and said nothing.
Tao Huainan went over to take another sip, squinted his eyes and swept the tip of his tongue to Chi Cheng’s lips, Chi Cheng bit lightly, and took a bite.
Chi Cheng said that he would not forgive, but these days they often kiss for such a short period of time, and they often hug each other, just like a pair of ordinary lovers.
He would also hug Tao Huainan very tightly when he went to sleep at night, and sometimes Tao Huainan would even be woken up by his arms, and Chi Cheng would always hug him when he fell asleep.
Tao Huainan woke up again this night, Chi Cheng’s arm seemed to break his waist. Tao Huainan reached out to touch, Chi Cheng buried his head on Tao Huainan’s chest, his upper body was slightly bowed, in a shrunk posture.
“Little brother…” Tao Huainan put his hand on his head, rubbed Chi Cheng’s short hair, and lightly scratched his scalp with his fingertips, “Little brother.”
Chi Cheng didn’t wake up, Tao Huainan kissed the top of his head , was strangled by Chi Cheng and didn’t make any effort, just stroking his back.
Tao Huainan pulled the quilt a little, afraid that Chi Cheng would be stuffy with his face buried in the quilt. Chi Cheng slowly loosened his strength under his constant stroking, and his arms were not so tight.
Tao Huainan put his hand on his back and coaxed softly, “Sleep well.”
Chi Cheng put his face on Tao Huainan again in his sleep. The bridge of his nose was very straight and his nose was hard. Tao Huainan could feel it. To Chi Cheng’s nose pressed against his bone.
Pan Xiaozhuo was about to ask Tao Huainan out these days, but Tao Huainan said he was not available. Pan Xiaozhuo thought he was angry, and kept sending small red envelopes to Tao Huainan on WeChat.
Tao Huainan didn’t take it, only asked: Are you rich?
Pan Xiaozhuo: No!
Tao Huainan: Didn’t you send so many red envelopes?
Pan Xiaozhuo: It’s all 6 yuan and 8 yuan. I can still do this!
Tao Huainan: No.
Pan Xiaozhuo: Take it! Come out and I’ll treat you to dinner, okay?
Tao Huainan: No.
Pan Xiaozhuo: I don’t really want to hide from you, I’m just embarrassed to say it… and it didn’t take long. I want to tell you, but I don’t know how to say it.
Pan Xiaozhuo was explaining it very seriously. In fact, Tao Huainan was just teasing him, so he asked Chi Cheng with a smile, “Did you know about Brother Kai and Xiao Zhuo before?”
Chi Cheng said he didn’t know.
“Xiao Zhuo, I always knew that he didn’t like girls, I could tell, but I didn’t ask him.” Tao Huainan, wrapped in a blanket, sat on the bed and said, “Brother Kai, I really don’t know, they both I really can’t get in touch with each other.”
Chi Cheng was at work and couldn’t help but pay attention to him.
Pan Xiaozhuo also sent a message on WeChat: Don’t ignore me, I really really really don’t want to tell you. I’m not social, you know.
Tao Huainan: Are you still socializing with me?
Pan Xiaozhuo: No! that’s not what it means!
Tao Huainan teased Xiaozhuo cross-legged on the bed, and Chi Cheng worked at the table next to him. For a while now, they overlapped with those in high school. At that time, Chi Cheng was often sitting at the desk studying, and Tao Huainan was playing with his mobile phone on the bed.
The phone buzzed and vibrated, Tao Huainan had been talking to Pan Xiaozhuo.
After a while, another message will be sent over there, it is a voice.
Tao Huainan opened the door and heard Shi Kai laughing over there: “Okay Huainan, give Kai brother a face, the child is dying and crying, can brother Kai invite you to dinner?”
“Did you hear that?” Tao Huainan moved forward, getting closer to Chi Cheng, and asked Chi Cheng with his hand on the table, “Brother, did you hear me, Brother Kai, help talk!”
Chi Cheng glanced at Tao Huainan’s hand, the fingers on the There are still imprints that have not disappeared, and the white and slender fingers are dyed a little blue around the knuckles. Chi Cheng looked at it for two seconds, grabbed his hand and put it to his mouth, and took another bite next to his index finger.
Tao Huainan let the bite honestly, as if nothing like this happened, and was still asking, “Brother Kai help him plead for mercy, do you think I forgive me?”
Chi Cheng put his hand back after biting, and went on to work.
Tao Huainan lowered his hair and said, “Pan Xiaozhuo, move Brother Kai out to press me!”
Pan Xiaozhuo: No, no!
Shi Kai sent a voice message on his mobile phone: “Save face, Brother Kai will exchange something for you.”
When Tao Huainan heard this, he immediately asked, “What good stuff?”
Shi Kai said, “I have a video of Brother Chi here.”
Tao Huainan thought about it and said, “No change.”
Shi Kai: “I don’t need to change this? Do you regret it?”
Tao Huainan said quite firmly: “I don’t regret it.”
He and Chi Cheng have already reached this stage, Tao Huainan doesn’t need to rely on other confirmations, what Chi Cheng himself said is better than what All come heavy.
Tao Huainan rested his chin on his arm, lying on the edge of the table, quietly listening to Chi Cheng’s work.
Chi Cheng looked at him and asked, “Don’t talk anymore?”
Tao Huainan shook his head and said, “No.”
Chi Cheng ignored him again.
Tao Huainan lay on his stomach for a while, then suddenly pulled off the quilt and got out of bed.
Chi Cheng thought he was going to the toilet, but Tao Huainan just stood beside him, hesitant to say anything.
“What’s wrong?” Chi Cheng asked.
Tao Huainan put his fingers on the back of Chi Cheng’s chair and asked softly, “Can I… sit?”
Chi Cheng didn’t understand at first, and then paused. Tao Huainan was a little nervous and blinked slowly.
Chi Cheng clicked on the ground, the chair moved back a bit, and there was space between the table and the table, and his arms were also taken away from the keyboard.
Tao Huainan pursed his lips, stepped up with his legs, and sat on Chi Cheng carefully, his chin resting lightly on his shoulder. Chi Cheng hugged him and moved forward, then went back to the computer.
“Does it stop you?” Tao Huainan asked in a low voice.
Chi Cheng rubbed his left hand on his back, and said in a deep voice, “It’s fine.”
It would be a little crowded for two adults to sit on a chair like this, but they seemed to be used to it.
Tao Huainan closed his eyes, his current posture made him not want to move, he just wanted to sit on Chi Cheng all the time. Chi Cheng asked, “Is it cold?”
“Not cold,” Tao Huainan lay on his shoulders, “tell me if your legs are numb.”
Chi Cheng turned his head to the side, and put his lips on his earlobe. Tao Huainan’s Adam’s apple slid up and down, and silently stuck to Chi Cheng’s neck.
It has been two days since I was able to go out and meet people. The scab on my lips fell off, and only a light yellow color was left on my chin, which looked like it was dirty from eating.
Tao Huainan went home in the morning to change his clothes and went to the hospital in the afternoon. The two brothers at home had left for work. Tao Huainan came back with a large box of candied haws that Chi Cheng had made yesterday, and put them in the refrigerator as soon as they came back.
“At night, Xiaodong has to feed me.” Tao Huainan said while undressing.
Chi Cheng is also changing his clothes, and he has to go out too.
“He and Brother Tang each have a bite, and I can’t keep a single orange petal for me.” Tao Huainan put on a sweater, rubbed his neck and asked Chi Cheng, “Do you still have Yin’er, brother? Should I use a turtleneck instead?”
Chi Cheng glanced at it and said no. “Today’s meeting in the hospital, I have to be serious…” Tao Huainan was still a little uneasy, because last time he was afraid that Chi
Cheng would not tell the truth, so he turned his head from side to side, “What’s behind the ear? Is there anything?”
Cheng said no.
Only then did Tao Huainan feel at ease, and then he said, ” I’ll do more
next time.” Chi Cheng flicked his forehead and said, “There won’t be another time.”
Tao Huainan was taken aback and immediately caught him. Hand: “Why not? Why?”
Chi Cheng’s face looked cold and indifferent: “No reason.”
Tao Huainan shook his head and asked in surprise, “Won’t you do it with me again?”
Chi Cheng didn’t say a word, Tao Huainan Unable to accept it, he waved his hand to please: “…Don’t.”
In fact, Tao Huainan knew that Chi Cheng was teasing him, and he just wanted to coax him. Shaking his arms and kissing his face, he muttered something that was not ashamed until Chi Cheng patted him on the waist and said, “Get up.”
Tao Huainan smiled, tilting his head and biting on Chi Cheng’s Adam’s apple , and then let go.
[End of This Chapter]
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