Ferocious Dog of Old - Chapter 123

[Chapter 123]

Tao Huainan put his face against Chi Cheng’s heart, and his ears were attached to the scar.

This used to be Tao Huainan’s most obsessed position. Across the skin and sternum, below is Chi Cheng’s eternal steady heartbeat. That is Tao Huainan’s safe nest isolated from the world, and his homing home.

When Tao Huainan touched this scar for the first time, he would have avoided it far away. When he kissed Chi Cheng, he kissed from the mouth to the collarbone, and then to the lower abdomen, but he never touched it once.

Now Tao Huainan is sticking there, feeling the irregular bulge.

Chi Cheng had many scars on his front, shoulders, back, calves, and even the top of his head, all of which were beaten by his father when he was a child. Later, the scars gradually became lighter, and some of them even disappeared.

Now there is only one scar left on his body, the most obvious one, a thin and long one at the mouth of his heart.

Tao Huainan closed his eyes and kissed it, his lips pressed together for a long time.

The scars over the years have been healed one by one over the long years, and the only one left is from him.

“Would you like to do that?” Chi Cheng stroked Tao Huainan’s hair, and his voice came through his chest, “I’ll lock you up and become my own.”

“I will.” Tao Huainan leaned against him. With a serious expression on his chest, “Lock me up in a room, where there must be your breath, put me in your clothes. You don’t need anything else, just let my brothers see me occasionally, or else They will miss me.”

“Are you afraid?” Chi Cheng asked and covered Tao Huainan’s ears. In an instant, in Tao Huainan’s world, there was only the sound of his own blood and Chi Cheng’s blood flowing, and Chi Cheng shaking. The heartbeat of his eardrums.

This kind of feeling that the whole world is filled with a sound vibrating, a kind of romance in a desperate situation, makes Tao Huainan’s soul tremble. In this kind of siege, Tao Huainan said: “I used to think that the world was terrible, sinking every second, sinking to the ground, I wanted to call you to save me, but I couldn’t hear you. I don’t know what I feel or where I am, I’m really scared, every second like that is tormented.”

He covered Chi Cheng’s hand and let him continue to clasp his ears .

“But after you left, I found that as long as I calm down, it’s not so scary. I can still feel it. When my brother took me out for a walk, I could feel the wind, and when I was at home, I could smell the balcony at home. Occasional lily incense.

“Except that I can’t hear anyone talking, it’s not that different from usual, just like everyone is silent.

“So there’s nothing to be afraid of. If I’m afraid, I’ll find you to hold me.”

Tao Huainan said this without any reluctance, and was very satisfied.

His ears were covered, so that Chi Cheng’s voice could be mixed with his heartbeat from the inside, like an alien voice in a boundless world.

“I’ve been holding you, so I’m not afraid anymore?” Chi Cheng asked him.

“Don’t be afraid,” Tao Huainan affirmed. “If you hold me, I will never let you go.”

“It will be very lonely,” Chi Cheng said.

Tao Huainan slowly blinked his eyes and said after a moment, “I’ve been lonely every day since you left.” On

this day, Tao Huainan almost shared all his thoughts that Chi Cheng had not known about in the past few years. All said.

As long as Chi Cheng wanted to hear what he wanted to know, Tao Huainan didn’t hide anything, he said it all.

What did he think at the beginning, how did he think later, how much he thought about Chi Cheng in the past five years, the panic and pain he woke up from his dream, the eagerness to return to his dream and let Chi Cheng continue to hold him, put these They were all naked in front of Chi Cheng.

Chi Cheng brought him over, Tao Huainan leaned on Chi Cheng obediently, hugged Chi Cheng’s neck, and kissed Chi Cheng’s profile gently.

“One time drinking, Ji Nan said that you have a partner.” Tao Huainan turned his face to Chi Cheng, looking a little sad, “I was lying on the table listening, he kept talking about you, and said that you have a partner, I almost cried, and I burst into tears on the spot.”

Chi Cheng touched his back like a small animal, and said “um”, “Then he went home and said that he misses me every day.”

Tao Huainan laughed “pochi” : “Who knew that Brother Kai made a video, I want to know that he is afraid of video…” He

paused for a while, and then said, “I’m going to be more aggressive.”

“What is more aggressive?” Chi Cheng asked.

Tao Hainan smiled and said, “I just asked directly to the camera, little brother, do you have a partner? If you don’t have a partner, can you look at me again? I know I’m wrong.”

“Forget it,” Chi Cheng said. However, he sneered, “If you have this ability, you will be successful.”

“Why don’t I?” Tao Huainan sat up and put his hand on Chi Cheng’s stomach, “The child’s trembling heart is about to vomit, no Did you try to get over there too, isn’t this also… naked… hugged?”

“After thinking about it, let’s talk about it.” Chi Cheng remained indifferent, leaned there and said, “I dare to turn around and bite my tail in place, and I still think I’m quite fierce.”

Tao Huainan said this, and he was a little bit empty, lowered his head and smiled twice, then lay back on his back.

He really didn’t dare, and he didn’t dare to do many things. He slashed down and cut him off from Chi Cheng. From then on, he had no position or openness to do anything.

“Did you know that I would go?” Tao Huainan asked embarrassedly, “The time I went to the medical aid with my brother.”

Chi Cheng raised his eyebrows: “What do you think?”

“You…you know there is me?” Tao Huainan asked a little surprised, “You know how to go?”

Chi Cheng didn’t speak, just looked at him. I cried before, but now my eyes still look a little red, and the tip of my nose is also red, looking pitiful. Chi Cheng pinched his face and rubbed Tao Huainan’s face into a mess: “Then what else? What else can I wait for you other than your fussy face?”

Tao Huainan froze in surprise , pondering for yourself there.

Chi Cheng didn’t let him think about it, so he pulled him over and bit his face.

“It’s not that cowardly anymore,” Tao Huainan thought for a while, and then said with a smile, “Not only is it not cowardly, it’s also amazing, isn’t it here?”

Tao Huainan squinted and smiled . , kissed Chi Cheng several times on the mouth with “bo bo bo bo”: “Go watch my performance!”

Chi Cheng leaned back and said “don’t look”.

“Look!” Tao Huainan laughed and stuck to Chi Cheng, “Look at how fierce I am!”

Chi Cheng hugged him like this and got up, and said indifferently, “You know how to cry, your fierce self. Keep it.”

Tao Huainan was not afraid when he was suddenly picked up, he wrapped his arms and asked softly, “What are you going to do?”

Chi Cheng said, “Take a shower again.”

Tao Huainan had been talking to Chi Cheng just now, feeling emotional Ups and downs, both of them sweated, and they had to wash them again before going to bed to feel comfortable.

The night was full of ups and downs, and the atmosphere now returned to a quiet warmth. The reaction is there, the love and the urge are there, but they don’t want to have sex. Just want to be close to each other, hug and kiss.

It was very tiring to chat like this, so I disassembled myself, dug out my soul from its hidden shell, and smoothed it out a little bit for those close to me. But sooner or later, there must be such an encounter, so that the souls that were originally fused together can fit together again.

After taking a shower, Tao Huainan was carried back again. He was lying on Chi Cheng’s chest with Chi Cheng’s scar on his head.

He was a little sleepy, but after the violent tumult, his nerves were still in a tired and excited state, and he couldn’t open his eyes or fall asleep.

“Little brother.” Tao Huainan whispered to him.

Chi Cheng put his arms around him and said “um”.

Tao Huainan said in distress: “What I said is not to coax you.”

Chi Cheng didn’t respond, Tao Huainan said again: “I won’t let go again… Don’t let yourself go.”

This sentence is what he said today . The second time I said it, if it wasn’t for this today, perhaps Tao Huainan wouldn’t have opened himself up and said so much.

He is not afraid that Chi Cheng will not forgive him, nor is he afraid that Chi Cheng will hate him, but he is very afraid that Chi Cheng will put all that on him.

Chi Cheng should be free.

It was already late at night, and the surroundings were quiet. There was no sound in the corridor and the next room. In Tao Huainan’s invisible world, it seemed that there were only the two of them in the world at this moment.

Chi Cheng kissed his eyes, the temperature of his lips was higher than his eyelids, the warm temperature made the red and swollen eyelids a little itchy, Tao Huainan smiled silently.

“Go to sleep.” Chi Cheng’s voice sounded very gentle in the quiet night.

Tao Huainan slept unknowingly, and did not have a single dream.

He seemed to be wrapped and supported by the gentle sea water, and his whole body floated lightly on the water. He was gently held up naked by the sun-sprinkled sea, and floated with the warm water.

He can be slowly blown anywhere by the wind, and he can fall into a deep sleep calmly, not afraid of being lost or drowning.

Because next to him floated with him, and it was his boat.

[End of This Chapter]