Ferocious Dog of Old - Chapter 88

[Chapter 88]

Brother raised his butt and left without looking back. After the door was closed, there was an electronic sound of “beep”, and the room was completely silent after the current sound ended.

“Can I… wash for you?” Tao Huainan asked again, stammering, “I’ll help you… hold the water, and I won’t… touch you.”

Chi Cheng sat on the edge of the bed, his legs He sits casually apart, with one hand on his lap. He looked at Tao Huainan, Tao Huainan looked at him seriously in front of him, waiting for his reply.

Chi Cheng didn’t answer, he just stood up and went to the bathroom.

Tao Huainan stood there for two seconds, not responding a bit, and then followed.

“Wait for a while,” Tao Huainan turned around and went out again, “you should tie your hands first, and don’t put them in the water.”

Tao Huainan came in with the plastic bag thrown by his brother earlier, and leaned his blind stick against the door. , and went in by feeling the wall. Standing in front of Chi Cheng, he lowered his head and tied a plastic bag to Chi Cheng’s hand. The plastic rattles and rattles heartily.

Chi Cheng had never worn his shirt at all, and now he unbuttoned his trousers with his good hand. Tao Huainan subconsciously reached out to help him take it off, but Chi Cheng had already finished taking it off by himself, so he raised his hand and threw his trousers out.

The plastic bag was tightly tied, Chi Cheng pushed Tao Huainan out with that arm, and boiled the water himself.

Even though he had taken two steps back, the water still splashed a little when it fell.

One hand doesn’t actually delay the bath, and Chi Cheng doesn’t need him. Tao Huainan also realized that he was useless, but he didn’t feel relieved to go out, for fear that Chi Cheng would be inconvenient. And… he’s already standing here, and it seems strange to go out now, as if he came in to tie his hands.

He came in in the name of helping people take a bath, and ended up watching the whole thing.

When Chi Cheng was washing his hair, Tao Huainan asked, “Can I wash it for you?”

Chi Cheng said, “No.” He didn’t need to wash his hair, just brush it a couple of times to finish it off.

When applying the bath liquid, Tao Huainan asked again: “Shall I come?”

“No need.” Chi Cheng replied to him again.

Tao Huainan leaned against the wall and leaned on the opposite side, not daring to stretch out his hand blindly. Hearing the sound of water hitting the plastic bag, Tao Huainan frowned and said, “Hey… don’t touch the water.”

Chi Cheng had finished washing and turned off the water.

He took a bath towel from the shelf next to him, Tao Huainan brought a towel over, wiped the water off Chi Cheng’s arm lightly, and then untied the plastic bag.

“Is it wet?” Tao Huainan cleared his throat and raised his head to ask Chi Cheng.

Tao Huainan was standing against the wall just now, and his face was splashed with small drops of water, reflecting the light under the lamp, like small sparkling spots.

His face and neck were a little red, and the whole person was acting normally despite trying very hard to make himself look natural.

——But the thin sports shorts worn in summer can’t hide the secret at all.

He also knew that he couldn’t hide Chi Cheng, so he didn’t hide anything in vain. He could only try to ignore his strangeness as much as possible, so that the atmosphere wouldn’t become embarrassing.

Chi Cheng casually rubbed water on his body with a bath towel, and wiped it perfunctorily with his head and face.

Tao Huainan touched his gauze-bound hand. It wasn’t wet, only a little damp.

After Chi Cheng finished wiping, he threw the bath towel on the sink and walked out. Tao Huainan followed behind with a towel clutched. Chi Cheng took a pair of underwear and put it on and sat down. Tao Huainan stood beside him, wiping his head and neck.

Chi Cheng didn’t remember to wipe his neck, shoulders and back after taking a bath. In the past, when the two of them took a bath together, Tao Huainan would wipe his neck and back when he wiped himself.

Neither of them spoke. Chi Cheng kept getting news on his cell phone. He looked down and Tao Huainan wiped water for him very lightly.

“Little brother?” Tao Huainan said, calling him.

Chi Cheng didn’t look up, and hummed in response.

“Did you go back to Beijing directly from here?” Tao Huainan asked.

Chi Cheng responded casually, as if responding to the news: “What are you doing?”

“Are you going home?” Tao Huainan asked hesitantly, “Do you have… time?”

Chi Cheng raised his eyelids and glanced at him, Tao Huainan added again

He said, “If you’re not busy, you can go home for a few days and then… go back.”

Tao Huainan knew about Chi Cheng’s temper, and also knew the consequences of saying this, but seeing that this time was about to end, he would have no chance if he didn’t talk about it.

Chi Cheng said lightly, “I’m busy.”

“Then… when are you free?” The water had already dried off, and Tao Huainan continued to flick back and forth on him, pretending that he had not finished wiping, and continued to ask, “Can you come back this year for the new year…”

“Let’s talk about it.” Chi Cheng seemed to not want to talk about this, and his tone was not warm. He stood up and found a pair of trousers and put them on.

Tao Huainan has nothing to wipe, and he has no reason to stay.

But he didn’t finish his words. If he didn’t say it this time, he really didn’t know when he would be able to speak again, so he still stood by and didn’t leave. Chi Cheng said, “Go back to sleep.”

Tao Huainan licked his lips and called “little brother” again.

Chi Cheng stood three steps away from him and looked at him: “Speak.”

Tao Huainan was actually in a hurry to come over today because he was worried about Chi Cheng’s hand. What I want to say is that I am impulsive now, I have not prepared in advance, and I have not made a draft. So it was time for him to speak, but he was still in a panic.

“I haven’t apologized to you properly. There are some things I should have said, but I still owe them.”

Since I’m not ready and my mind is confused, let’s get straight to the point and start with what I really want to say.

He looked in Chi Cheng’s direction and said, “It was my fault for letting you go like that back then.”

“I was very extreme at the time. Tao Huainan unconsciously pinched the towel with the back of his hand behind him, saying, “You take care of me growing up, be good to me, and stay with me for so many years… It seems that you just want to be stabbed by me in the end, the time and company of those years. It’s become a joke.”

“I screwed up a lot of things, I don’t have a younger brother, and my brother is missing a younger brother.” Tao Huainan’s eyes were red, but he kept suppressing his voice. The line sounded smooth, “Actually, my brother is blaming me, it’s just that I’m pitiful, I’m weak, and those who look more pitiful are always easily forgiven. But I… have never forgiven, and my giving up made everything in the past lost. The value has become ugly and worthless.”

Tao Huainan’s hand was about to squeeze the towel out of water, and it became difficult for him to breathe. In fact, he did not say these words at all. He said it many, many times on the phone, but he didn’t send it out.

Chi Cheng listened to him in silence, a line stretched out of his chin, no expression could be seen on his face, but he kept looking at him.

“If I didn’t know you were coming this time, I probably wouldn’t come. I wouldn’t come close to you to keep you from annoyed. But people are always greedy, and they can’t stay the same after seeing them… I I ca n’t help it.”

Tao Huainan paused for a few seconds, took a deep breath, and then continued: “I don’t know what to say, I made a mess of words, I just want to apologize to you seriously.

” I’m sorry, little brother, I made you sad.”

There may be a lot more to be said, Tao Huainan was too panicked to remember.

Chi Cheng listened to his words completely, but he never responded. His silence is like a scrutiny, using his eyes to judge Tao Huainan’s language and expression.

In the end, Chi Cheng finally spoke up.

“Remember what I said then?” Chi Cheng asked him leaning against the edge of the table.

Tao Huainan said, “I remember everything you said.”

“I said I would never go back and never forgive me,” Chi Cheng said.

Tao Huainan’s eyelashes trembled, and he lowered his eyes and said, “I remember, you don’t have to…”

“But forget it.” Chi Cheng interrupted him and said solemnly, “As my brother said, I can’t be with you. Never contact me, I can’t wipe out the brotherhood of so many years because of one thing.”

Chi Cheng rubbed his thumb against the wooden table back and forth, looked at Tao Huainan and said, “Anyway, You are my brother.”

Tao Huainan’s own words were messed up, but he understood Chi Cheng’s words.

When I spoke just now, I had been holding back from crying, for fear that I could not speak well, but now I couldn’t hold it back, and my tears fell on the floor with my head down.

“That’s why Tao Huainan,” Chi Cheng held that hand for a long time. He was swollen and hot now. He glanced at it and continued, “If this is what you want to say, I accept your apology, and I should When you go home, you don’t have to hide from worrying about being annoyed by me, I said let it go, let it go.”

Tao Huainan was still crying silently, he nodded, indicating that he understood.

“Go back and go to bed early.” Chi Cheng said.

Tao Huainan said “Okay”, and then said “Good night little brother”.

He felt for the blind stick, and he was leaning against the bathroom door just now. When he got to a similar position and couldn’t feel it, Chi Cheng said, “Two steps forward.”

Tao Huainan followed his words and got the blind stick.

Before opening the door, Chi Cheng called out “Tao Huainan” again.

Tao Huainan turned back and responded in a hoarse voice.

“What I said just now is based on the assumption that you are my brother.” Chi Cheng stared at him and emphasized, “I will forgive you if you are my brother.”

Tao Huainan said softly, “Yeah.”

“You said you want me to have a good life and a lover.” Chi Cheng laughed, “I thank you.”

The doctors who came home late all came back, and the corridor became noisy, and the voices of the doctors outside could be heard through the door.

“Since you want to be a good brother with me,” Chi Cheng’s eyes almost pinned Tao Huainan to the wall, he actually didn’t change, even though he was half-brow raised at the moment, he could still feel his ferocity, “Then don’t React to me at every turn.”

Tao Huainan took a breath, and his whole body was exposed, naked and naked in the air.

“Don’t kiss me secretly, don’t be hard on me,” Chi Cheng said, “Don’t act like you love me a lot.”

Chi Cheng laughed again, sounding like sarcasm and self-deprecating: “There is no such brother, I can’t be such a brother either.”

Tao Huainan blushed, clutching his blind cane tightly, standing in a state of embarrassment.

“I’ve been waiting for what you can say these days, and I’ll say it today, okay, it’s fine.” Chi Cheng sat back on the edge of the bed, put his hand on his lap, and rubbed his wrist with the other hand. .

“If you want to be a younger brother, control yourself.” Chi Cheng retracted his gaze, lowered his eyes, his voice returned to normal, and said lightly, “If you still have other things in mind, then what I said just now doesn’t count. I can’t forgive you.”

[End of This Chapter]