Incurable Pain - Chapter 41

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*Landa’s dream is not the top priority, but you are.

The exam results of the second model came out a week later. On the day when the big list was released, almost half of the school’s students gathered around to watch it. Not only students in the third year of high school, but also other grades.

Everyone knows that this exam is basically equivalent to the college entrance examination after two months. Everyone wants to see this year’s top students.

Bai Xunyin was also dragged by Amora to’join the fun’, and squeezed into the crowd.

They naturally found the position on the first page of the big list to look at. Bai Xunyin saw the name of Yu Luoyin at a glance. The top three are listed, and it’s hard not to see it.

His score this time is about the same, but fortunately he was not affected by these messy things during the period.

However, the third year of high school is a review of the sea of questions and tactics in the review. There will not be too much new knowledge input. People with a thicker and more solid foundation like them will hardly be affected by the outside as long as their mentality does not collapse.

“Yinyin, your score is still quite high this time.” Amo held her arm next to him, sighing with emotion: “Unlike me, I have been hovering around the 20th place, and it is estimated that it will be difficult to improve the score. It’s…”

“You are also very good like this.” Bai Xunyin knew that Amo was a girl with no ambitions. In her world, there are many things that are more important than studying.

So along with this thought, I comforted one sentence: “The points are enough, except for the top schools.”

But Amo didn’t use Poxia’s donkey’s boasting this time. Instead, he frowned, and his always lively and bright face was rarely full of melancholy.

Bai Xunyin looked at her unexpectedly.

“Actually…I want to test a school with Shengwen.” Amo had to tell the truth under the questioning in her eyes. The little girl smiled, her expression shy and a little disappointed: “But his grades are so good, it’s probably very Difficult.”

It is really difficult for others to give advice on this kind of thing, especially when the gap between the two people is really obvious.

Bai Xunyin sighed, and could only persuade: “Just don’t affect your own mentality.”

“I won’t.” Amo clenched his small fist, and his mourning state quickly adjusted himself. On the way back to the classroom, he whispered and wentssiping: “By the way, where are you going to take the test? Is Yu Luoyin together?”

Bai Xunyin frowned slightly, feeling that he could not answer this question.

Just so immortal, a lazy voice came in from behind: “I’m also very curious about this question.”

Bai Xunyin turned his head swiftly, and saw Yu Luoyin who did not know when he appeared behind them, silent enough to be called a ghost.

His knees are almost good now, but he doesn’t need crutches anymore. He just can’t exercise vigorously, running, jumping and so on, but after breaking free from the shackles, he can move freely, and Yu Luoyin rarely feels the importance of physical health.

The period of crutches was the most’uncontrolled’ period in his life.

Originally, Yu Luoyin only wanted to go out to the bathroom, but when he saw the shadow of Bai Xunyin, he couldn’t help but keep up. In the end, it was even more’surprisingly happy’ to hear her and Amo talk about this topic again.

He is very interested in topics.

A trace of embarrassment flashed across Bai Xunyin’s face, and she hurriedly pushed Amo away, who was waiting to see a good show. After the latter reluctantly left, she glared at Yu Luoyin helplessly: “What’s the curiosity? .”

“Of course I am curious.” Yu Luoyin shrugged, speaking the truth of course: “I want to come with you.”

Bai Xunyin pursed his lips and said nothing, turned and walked towards the class on his own.

Yu Luoyin didn’t mind, he followed her unilaterally and whispered: “I remember you said before that you wanted to report to the Northern University of Technology?”

Bai Xunyin’s heart made a slight chuckle, not heavy, like a bicycle running over a stone on the road.

But it does exist after all, and it cannot be easily ignored.

So she had to sigh silently, then turned to look at Yu Luoyin: “I won’t leave Lin Lan.”

Yu Luoyin was taken aback: “What?”

“My mother took care of my dad in Lin Lan…too hard, so I don’t want to report to the school in other places, I want to stay and help her.” Bai Xunyin’s clear brown eyes were free of impurities, and only calmly recounted: “I Considering the local school.”

Her disguise is seamless, no one can see that she is lying, a serious lie.

Yu Luoyin was stunned for a moment like a rare wood, and couldn’t help laughing when he recovered.

“Okay.” He was used to wearing glasses during class, and now he forgot to take them off. A faint excitement flashed through his eyes behind the lenses, and he said softly, “Then let’s take the exam together.”

Lin Lan, of course Lan Da is the best.

Bai Xunyin’s eyelashes trembled slightly, and her voice was also soft and calm and agreed, “Okay.”

Later on, Yu Luoyin never understood how she was so stupid at the beginning, and actually believed in Bai Xunyin’s’nonsense’, and actually thought she would study Lan Da and continue to be with him.

I imagined that he was too excited at the time, immersed in the suppleness of Bai Xunyin, unable to extricate himself, stubbornly wanted to enter Lan Da, dreaming of continuing the life of classmates in the future…

In fact, if you take a closer look, you can clearly see that the girl’s immature to a little clumsy acting skills.

She is deceiving, but the narrowing eyes can’t deceive.

When the regret was too late, Yu Luoyin later realized how cunning Bai Xunyin was, no less than his level.

The little girl must have seen that he wanted to report to the Northern University of Technology with her, so she used this trick to deceive him.

Because at that time, Lan Da’s dream was not the top priority, but Bai Xunyin was.

Lan Da’s goal could be changed. He didn’t want to change the latter, but the result was idiotic after all.

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More than sixty days passed in a flash. On the eve of the college entrance examination, the school organized a parent meeting for the parents of senior three candidates.

Standing on the podium, Yu Shen looked at the diverse parents and the students in school uniforms, with a lot of emotion.

He has been a teacher for decades and has been leading the third grade class since his early thirties. I don’t know how many times he has seen this kind of scene.

But every time I saw it, I still felt embarrassed. After all, in the midsummer of each year, in the sticky and hot air, it happened again.

“Parents and classmates, we will face the college entrance examination in three days.”

“Twelve years of hard work, waking up early and greedy for the dark, in fact, this is the exam we are greeted with. It can be said to be the biggest and fairest exam in our lives.”

“I don’t know if you remember what the principal once said at the oath-taking meeting. A good university is an admission ticket to life. What kind of occasions you can enter in the future will basically depend on this admission ticket. Only a few people can take the so-called shortcut.”

“So you have to face up to this exam and take it seriously, but don’t let your tension affect yourself and calm your mind…”

Accompanied by Yu Shen’s impassioned speech, the parents and students in the audience could not help but sit tightly and listen carefully to the teacher’s speech they had never taken seriously in the past three years.

People are probably like this, only when it’s the’last time’ do you know that you will cherish nostalgia.

Ji Huiying also naturally noticed that the teenager sitting behind was Yu Luoyin who sent Bai to the hospital last time, and he was not accompanied by his parents. He sat alone in a chair to attend the’Parents’ Meeting’, which was clearly incompatible with the whole body.

“Yinyin, is the boy behind you the guy who went to our house last time?” After Yu Shen finished speaking, Ji Huiying slightly lowered her head and whispered in Bai Xunyin’s ear.

Bai Xunyin nodded.

“You two sit at the front and back tables, it’s weird.” Ji Huiying smiled and asked curiously: “Why didn’t his parents come?”

Bai Xunyin was silent and shook his head slowly.

She doesn’t know, but she knows that Yu Luoyin’s mother is Gu Yuan, so if you think about it, it might be…a busy clone.

Fortunately, Yu Luoyin’s mentality is tough, and he is calm and calm when he bears the weird gaze of people coming and going alone, and he can also play jokes with Bai Xunyin after the parent meeting is over——

“I am my own parent, and I am in charge of myself.”

At that time, everyone in the school was almost evacuated, and the school was closed on the eve of the college entrance examination, and there were no senior high school students.

In the afternoon, the warm sun shone on the two figures in school uniforms in the promenade, as if they were plated with gold rims.

Bai Xunyin was dragged by Yu Luoyin to sit in the corridor of the teaching building where she was in her first year of high school. There was a long wooden chair. The little girl leaned on the pillar and curled her legs, feeling half of her body warmed by the light. Eloquent.

It stands to reason that you should be very comfortable squinting your eyes to enjoy this peaceful moment, but the college entrance examination is about to come, and there are really few people who can easily do it.

Her glazed eyes unconsciously looked at Yu Luoyin’s neatly-lined side face, with her small pointed chin resting on the back of her hand on her knees, and she asked with an urn voice, “Aren’t you nervous?”

“Really not.” Of course, Yu Luoyin knew what she was referring to, and smiled indifferently: “Just treat her as a normal exam.”

In fact, Bai Xunyin discovered that when the two of them were talking, he never had to say too much, and Yu Luoyin had always been able to’get a glimpse and know the whole leopard’ and understand what she meant.

Bai Xunyin smiled silently, and his restless heart gradually calmed down.

She saw Yu Luoyin raising his head slightly to look at the high hanging sun, the sun was scorching hot, and he could only squint, and even gradually closed his eyes.

Bai Xunyin knew what Yu Luoyin was thinking—what he really cared about was not the college entrance examination, but after the college entrance examination.

And he should give him a “reassurance” to prevent them from taking a wrong step.

“Yu Luoyin.” Bai Xunyin took the initiative to hold his hand for the first time, and the little girl’s slender white fingers hooked his little finger, tangled together like a promise: “Remember, let’s go to Landa together. ”

“Yeah.” Yu Luoyin tilted his head, and the fine black hair on his forehead covered his eyelashes, but he couldn’t hide the eager smile: “I don’t break my word.”

He is truly happy. After all, his high school memories are too obscure. He can’t wait to enter college.

But Yu Luoyin didn’t know that Bai Xunyin would break his promise.

There are two things in this world that cannot be looked at directly, one is the sun, and the other is the human heart, but he has to force it.

My heart really calmed down, and even when everything that happened next was expected, I wouldn’t be nervous when the college entrance examination really came.

During the two days of the exam, Bai Xunyin’s heart really felt like water.

The three years of high school is really a intensive study. Every key question is in my heart, watching the papers methodically answering, Bai Xunyin completely treats the college entrance examination as a normal exam, and treats every time The monthly exam is the same as the mid-term final exam.

Except for a long sigh of relief when he walked out of the examination room, there was no difference in weekdays.

Just after leaving the designated school for the exam, Bai Xunyin received a message from Yu Luoyin: [My dad caught me and went home for dinner today. I will look for you tomorrow. How did the exam go? ]

Bai Xunyin couldn’t help but heaved a sigh of relief. Fortunately, she and Yu Luoyin were not in the same examination room for the college entrance examination.

Frowning for a moment, she lowered her head and returned a message to Yu Luoyin: [Play normally, you have to eat well, don’t worry, I will be back to Grandma’s house in Guzhen in the past two days. ]

Bai Xunyin felt… it’s time for the two of them to cool down.

But she was not an excuse to lie and deliberately deceive Yu Luoyin. Ji Huiying really said that she would take her back to the ancient town after the exam.

For so many years, no matter whether their family is glorious or declining, grandpa and grandma have been living in the ancient town of their home after retirement, working hard and enjoying themselves.

Linlan is a water town, and it is not suitable for growing northern crops during the rainy season. After I came home, I just planted some melons and fruits with suitable weather.

Both the left and right old couple have pensions, and they have the right to grow everything as a hobby. Seeing Ji Huiying come back with Bai Xunyin, their happy faces flushed.

“Really, I still know to come back. I don’t know to come back during the Chinese New Year. Did you take care of you for nothing?” Grandma took Bai Xunyin’s hand, but her eyes glanced at Ji Huiying, and she couldn’t help but complain: “I It’s been almost a year since I saw our baby Yinyin, this time I have to stay a few more days!”

“Mom, I don’t want to go back.” Ji Huiying couldn’t laugh or cry: “I don’t know if Hongsheng can’t live without people taking care of you. I really can’t stay here. I have to take the morning bus back to Lin Lan tomorrow.”

“Go back and go back by yourself.” The old man also spoke, and a trace of unwilling emotions surfaced on the upright and serious face. Undoubtedly, he said: “The sound is much more, stay with us for a few days.”

Ji Huiying: “…”

Bai Xunyin looked at her grandpa and grandma who hadn’t seen her in more than a year, and actually thought very much in her heart. She couldn’t help but smiled and echoed in a soft voice: “Grandpa and grandma, don’t get angry, I will stay with you. ”

She has nothing to do now, just want to stay in the ancient town for a few more days.

The grandmother was nearly seventy years old, but her hair was black and shiny, with few white hairs. She was still slender and she wore the distinctive gentle cheongsam of the ancient town. Standing with the same spirited grandfather with a straight waist and a Chinese tunic suit, he looked like a pair of bi people.

When Bai Xunyin saw them, he felt that he saw the most perfect interpretation of the two words’love’ and’future’.

However, she has always been generous, and the bearded grandma did not let the bearded grandmother hear Bai Xunyin’s words at this moment, but her eyes were red with excitement, holding her hand and sighing: “I can talk, and we fell asleep excitedly when we talked on the phone. Unconsciously, now that I see you hear you with my own eyes, I feel that this voice is really nice, it is the tone of our family’s voice.”

While she was talking, she pulled Bai Xunyin towards the old house behind her.

The old houses in the ancient town are quaint, from the peach-wood gates that you enter to the houses inside are full of style and solemn beauty.

Bai Xunyin is no stranger to this place. When she was a child, she even lived with her grandpa and grandmother for two years. She just started her career in the Bai family, and both Ji Huiying and Bai Hongsheng were very busy.

Later, Bai Hongsheng was reluctant to bear the only child, so he just took it back and brought it by himself.

When I came back to live at this time, it was still indescribably cordial.

During the meal, grandma deliberately made Bai Xunyin’s favorite lotus root ribs soup. Grandpa smiled and asked: “Xiaoyin, how did you get on the exam?”

Grandpa worked in the Education Bureau when he was young, and he was still full of books after retirement for many years. He has gone through numerous storms and exams in academia all his life.

For the college entrance examination, in his eyes, it was similar to an ordinary examination, and he was extremely calm when asked Bai Xunyin.

Bai Xunyin bit Xiaoyun Tun, vaguely but nodded firmly: “Very good, it should be about the same as my second model.”

Grandpa blinked in surprise: “Then we can pass the exam for Xiaoyin everywhere.”

Bai Xunyin smiled obediently.

“We are good at Yinyin. Just like grandpa and dad, we all study well.” Grandma happily filled her with a small bowl of soup again: “Which university do you plan to apply for?”

Having said that, the three of them rushed to help her research these colleges and universities.

It is still not possible to look at the results only based on the assessment and reporting of volunteers. Everyone has to consider being more rigorous and conservative.

Bai Xunyin listened quietly, and finally put down his half-bowl of soup on the table, and pursed his lips: “I want to go to the North, University of Technology.”

This sentence successfully broke the lively atmosphere on the table and fell into an awkward silence.

“Gongda…it’s not bad.” It was the grandmother who broke the silence first and asked in a gentle voice: “It’s the north, Yinyin, can you stay accustomed? And it’s too far? ”

Their granddaughter was a child who grew up in a water town since childhood, and she was spoiled in the past. Is it true that she has to be far away from home?

“That’s right.” Grandpa also said: “Think about it again.”

But Ji Huiying frowned slightly, somewhat sullen: “Why didn’t you tell me what you think in advance?”

Bai Xunyin lowered his eyes and silently stared at a flying dragonfly on the table.

When in the ancient town, everyone is willing to take the cool breeze to eat out in the evening. It is not unusual to have such a small animal.

The dragonfly stopped on the table, its clear wings could not stop moving, light and rhythmic-just like Bai Xunyin’s current mood.

It seems that everyone disagrees with her decision, nor do they approve, but it is a pity that she has taken the weight of her own heart.

Because the elderly are mostly soft-hearted and follow the younger generation.

Sure enough, seeing Bai Xunyin lowering his eyes and not speaking, just staring at the table as if he was wronged, the three of them became unbearably loose.

“Forget it, just go if you want to.” Finally, he opened his mouth and sighed with some emotion: “The more places you go, the farther you go, the wider your horizons and insights.”

Bai Xunyin instantly changed his face, raised his head and smiled sweetly: “Yeah.”

She respects and appreciates those who always respect her thoughts and decisions.

The next morning, Ji Huiying boarded the morning bus from the ancient town back to Linlan alone, while Bai Xunyin stayed to accompany her grandpa and grandmother for a few more days.

Life in the ancient town is very pleasant, and the most tiring job is just helping to water the melon and fruit yard.

There is no prosperous and mundane city here. Although simple, there is a feeling of “non-human fireworks” everywhere.

When Bai Xunyin was a child, he only felt that the place was humid and quiet. It was an old man, and he didn’t feel too much. It was because he was too young. When I come back to live again this time, I feel a sense of peace and tranquility.

In the afternoon, grandma went to play mahjong with a few other aunts, and when grandpa went to listen to Pingtan with old friends, Bai Xunyin was alone in the courtyard of the old house, often sitting on a bench in the sun and squinting to get there. one afternoon.

It is really free of impurities, and the heart of thinking about nothing can be truly’rested’. It seems that both body and mind have been repaired in the warm afternoon of this ancient town.

It’s just that the little goblin is lonely and unbearable, and can’t help but come over and mess up.

On the third day that Bai Xunyin stayed in the ancient town, Yu Luoyin finally couldn’t help but roll over to kill him-it was still the little girl who couldn’t bear the address given him.

The teenager wears beige trousers and black cotton and linen short sleeves that suit the environment of the ancient town. His dark hair has been cut short, and he is carrying a bag in a single room like a college student who came to sketch.

Youth is compelling and conspicuous, and he can’t hide his body full of light.

When Yu Luoyin followed the address to find Grandpa Bai Xunyin’s old house, the two old men were not there, and the peach blossom cracked wooden door was hidden. He knocked a few times and no one answered. After hesitating, he opened the door gently, accompanied by’ He walked in with a slight noise.

A row of grape racks are set up in the wide yard, and the branches and vines are beautifully entwined.

But what is even more beautiful is the girl resting on the recliner under the grape trellis-Bai Xunyin seems to have been well raised these days, and the skin of the water chestnut is as white as warm jade, and she wears a long strip. Her goose yellow floral skirt, the hem of the skirt was rolled to her knees by her dishonest movements, and a piece of white and slender calf hung down and swayed.

Yu Luoyin looked down at her quietly, black eyes with an undisguised smile, after looking at it for a while, he knelt down, and approached as if he admired some rare treasure.

The girl is the whitest person he has ever seen, her ivory skin is almost clear, and her long, thick eyelashes cast a shallow shadow on her eyelids.

For a while, Bai Xunyin’s eyelashes trembled, and when he was in a daze, he opened his eyes suddenly. The glazed pupils became lighter and lighter under the reflection of the sun, almost like a needle penetrated into the tip of his heart. inside.

Looking at each other in silence for a moment, the air seemed to be tired of the sweetness of grapes and melons.

“It’s a pity.” Yu Luoyin rolled his throat imperceptibly, and a pear vortex at the corner of his lips was looming. It was a pity that he murmured, “Why did you wake up before I had time to kiss you?”

“Shouldn’t the average sleeping beauty be woken up by a prince?”

“Narcissism.” Bai Xunyin said coldly, but couldn’t help but smile, and his eyes rarely showed a bit of real joy.

She turned around, her eyes curled up cunningly: “Where are you, what kind of prince? A shame.”

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Sweeten it first

There are two things in this world that cannot be looked at directly, one is the sun, and the other is the human heart.

——”White Night Walk” Keigo Higashino