Incurable Pain - Chapter 45

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It turns out that when I was young, I really shouldn’t meet people who are too amazing, nor should I have memories that are too unforgettable, otherwise it will really delay my life.

After all, Bai Xunyin is not a person who is willing to’will be’.

After a short astonishment, she looked at Sheng Jianian, who was close at hand, reluctantly smiled, and nodded calmly: “Sorry, I’m going to the bathroom.”

After speaking, ignoring anyone’s question, Bai Xunyin turned and walked quickly to the bathroom on the corner.

Sheng Jia-nian watched the woman in the white coat walk swiftly, her slender back disappeared in the corner, and a faint light flashed in her eyes.

“Sister Na.” He took a sip of his wine and said with great interest: “Sure enough, seeing a school flower is better than hearing it, and it is well-deserved.”

In fact, although he said so on his lips, he had actually seen Bai Xunyin more than once.

He had heard of this academically famous school girl since the freshman year when he enrolled, and he also knew that she was the number one person in the resident library.

He fell in love with the library place too.

It’s just that Sheng Jianian has grown accustomed to self-confidence since childhood, but I don’t know why I always spy on Bai Xunyin’s beautiful face in the dark, but he always feels afraid to come close.

Bai Xunyin is like an unattainable snow mountain lotus, which can only be viewed from a distance.

It wasn’t until he learned by accident that his senior, Chen Zhi, and his girlfriend was Bai Xunyin’s roommate, did he feel that he had a chance, and he voluntarily offered to find a girlfriend to suggest Zhao Na. introduce.

It’s a pity that he could detect the paleness and indifference on Bai Xunyin’s face before the official introduction.

“Well, Carnival, let’s sit down first.” Zhao Na saw the whole process of Bai Xunyin’s expression change beside her, and she frowned slightly worried.

She greeted her man and Sheng Jianian to sit down, and then went to the bathroom to look for Bai Yinian.

As soon as Zhao Na turned in, she saw the girl who thought she was in the cubicle standing in front of the sink, her face dazzled by the orange light was pale to almost transparent, and she kept flushing her hands with cold water.

Zhao Na couldn’t help being taken aback.

She and Bai Xunyin have been roommates for six years. Apart from the obvious emaciation and emaciation of Bai Xunyin who took a long vacation to return to school when she was a junior, this is the second time she has seen this expression on her face-as if she was afraid What’s going on, it seems to be insensitive to something.

“Yin, Yinyin.” Zhao Na asked timidly: “Are you okay?”

Bai Xunyin shook his head and said softly, “Sister Na, it’s okay. I’ll go back first. Thank you for your kindness, but I don’t think it’s appropriate.”

Isn’t it inappropriate to take a look? Zhao Na was taken aback. Before she could say her words of persuasion, Bai Xunyin had already taken out two hundred yuan from her wallet and stuffed her with him, and Quandang came over to take up a spot of wine money by herself tonight.

Then he smiled, and left this’smoke-smoke’ realm without hesitation.

Sheng Jianian and Yu Luoyin have three-point similar faces and temperament, which is enough to make her retreat.

Bai Xunyin realized that her’cultivation’ was still not enough. If she was indifferent enough, she should be able to greet Sheng Jianian decently.

And now, obviously not.

This discovery made Bai Xunyin in the library a few days later, when he saw Sheng Jianian who took the initiative to talk, he became inexplicably irritable.

“Senior Sister.” Sheng Jianian sat opposite her, with his hands folded into a fist against his chin, a pair of phoenix eyes narrowed with a smile, and said with some regret: “I met here, by coincidence, we didn’t say anything last time. You left, Sister Na said something was wrong with you.”

Bai Xunyin closed the book, and his slender fingertips gently pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose: “Unfortunately, I saw you in the library at least three times.”

The smile on Sheng Jianian’s face froze.

Bai Xunyin’s “Steel Straight Man” asked generally: “If you have something to say straight.”

“Senior sister, you are so shameless.” Sheng Jianian was taken aback for a while, and couldn’t help but laugh, with a cheerful and happy appearance in his heart: “I feel I like you so much.”

Bai Xunyin rubbed the fingertips at the corner of the book page. After a while, she raised her head casually, looking at Sheng Jianian calmly with her brown eyes.

“Sorry.” She said bluntly: “I don’t like you.”

“Senior sister refused it too quickly.” Sheng Jianian was not discouraged when he heard it. The teenager in his early twenties was full of immature and eager to try, and said arrogantly: “We haven’t gotten along with you, why do you know it’s inappropriate? How about being friends first?”

Bai Xunyin: “I don’t have time.”

Sheng Jianian raised an eyebrow: “Why don’t you have time.”

“I got my master’s degree and want to continue studying and take the Ph.D.” Bai Xunyin replied in a pragmatic way: “I want to study, find a doctoral supervisor, and write a thesis. Do you think you have time to make friends?”

…

Sheng Jia-nian couldn’t help being speechless, staring blankly at the woman in front of her who was clearly beautiful and bright, slender and thin, but stubborn and strong in her bones.

To him, Bai Xunyin is already a’woman’.

Only then did Sheng Jianian vaguely understand why some seven aunts and eight women in the family always said that it is not good for girls to study too much.

He used to think it was a rotten and corrupt thought, but now he thinks…Reading will make a girl become a’strong woman’, which is cold and blunt, and there is no time to fall in love.

Sheng Jianian couldn’t help but asked a little sullenly: “Senior sister, do you have no time to fall in love, or do you not want to fall in love with me.”

He was a little bit confused about which of the two made him lose more.

Bai Xunyin smiled: “Is there a difference?”

She said to put away the books on the table, put on the coat that hung on the chair behind her, and left: “Sorry, the tutor is looking for me, let’s go first.”

The north in March is not in the season of’spring warmth’. The cold air is still invading in an all-round way, and there is a shallow breath when you go out to catch your breath.

Bai Xunyin walked around the campus and gathered his wool coat, still feeling cold.

She was not fooling Sheng Jianian. Her master supervisor sent her a message yesterday asking herself to go to the office to find him in the morning. Bai Xunyin guessed that it should be about applying for a doctoral dissertation.

Bai Xunyin didn’t understand the world, but remembered the “teaching” Zhao Na had told her before when she saw her instructor want to give something to her, when she passed the fruit shop, she picked a fruit basket that looked very high-end.

During the two years of her postgraduate study, her tutor, Professor Sun, helped her a lot. Whether it was the publication of research papers on the subject or some good projects with her to complete and make money, she was very dedicated.

Professor Sun doesn’t smoke or drink, let alone collect money. Apart from buying some fruits, she really doesn’t know what to buy.

It’s just that such a basket of fruits makes the incorruptible old professor a little unhappy.

“What to buy?” Professor Sun, who was thin, stared at Bai Xunyin, “What’s the point with me?”

“Teacher, you know that I’m a kind of “Gen” person.” Bai Xunyin smiled: “I am not buying you fruit for you to be my teacher, but to treat you as a respected senior.”

What she said was moving, and Professor Sun naturally had to accept it.

After saying a few words casually, Professor Sun entered the subject.

“I’ve read your paper, there is no problem, but you should know that taking your grades and ability test is a form.” Professor Sun smiled very comfortably, and You Rongyan: “The most important thing is the teacher. On the one hand, you are very famous for your “perverted” hard work in school in the past few years, and many old guys are vying to accept you.”

Bai Xunyin was startled, and realized that this was the point that Professor Sun called her over today.

“Professor.” She smiled slightly, humble and shy: “You have thoughts in your heart, do you plan to recommend a teacher to me?”

“Otherwise, what do you think? Girl.” As a teacher, there is nothing more proud of than outstanding students. In the past two years, Bai Xunyin has been Professor Sun’s pride, that is, he has tried his best to cultivate the “good seedlings”.

He took a sip of his tea, took out a piece of paper from the drawer and pushed it to Bai Xunyin: “I have written the recommendation letter for you, this professor, but a good buddy in my teaching career, under his hand, Bring out countless elites.”

Bai Xunyin lowered his eyes to look at the black characters on the white paper, and was slightly taken aback.

Because the teacher that Professor Sun recommended to her turned out to be the famous Professor Li Chengfeng. The existence of this professor is a person who has a basket of resumes on the intranet of every school. I don’t know how many students want to go to him for advice every year. For a job, Professor Sun can actually get a place in Li Chengfeng? only……

“Probably more than ten years ago, I switched to Lan University to teach for two years, and I met Lao Li at this time.” Professor Sun did not notice the strangeness of Bai Xunyin, and he was still holding a tea cup with a lot of emotions. Sighing the time that has passed, slowly coming to–

“We are all engaged in physics, with similar interests. At that time, we couldn’t finish talking in Lin Lan’s two years. The professor Li I recommended to you, Lao Li, is nothing to say. He is very professional. Your current academic research direction is also extremely corresponding. If he is willing to accept you as a student, it would be a perfect fit.”

It’s just that Professor Li belongs to Lin Lan and Lan Da.

Bai Xunyin pinched a corner of the white paper with his fingers, and hesitated, “Professor, I…”

“But I rarely recommend a student to him. Lao Li will not deny me the face. He looked at your grades and resume before and was quite satisfied. You know that the master’s degree and graduate students in our school only need two years of study. Others The school is basically three years old, but he read your article and said that you have not graduated two years before, but the article you wrote is more mature than a three-year student.”

Professor Sun seemed to be quite proud of this, so that Bai Xunyin couldn’t say anything that was piled up to the tip of his tongue.

“Besides, do I remember that your hometown is not Lin Lan? That’s right, you can go home to study.” Professor Sun looked at Bai Xunyin, his eyes were admiring, and he was a little bit reluctant: “Xiao Bai, you are really good. For students, what is even more rare is that they are fascinated by academics and have no distractions. I hope you will keep on reading and researching the road-do you understand?”

For a while, the words’I want to stay in this school’ and’I don’t want to return to Lin Lan for the time being’ can’t be said.

Only a fool can’t understand how rare it is to have Li Chengfeng as a doctoral supervisor, and its value is no less than the down payment for a house in the center of a first-tier city.

For her, Professor Sun’s recommendation is like a pie in the sky.

When people grow up, they should understand how important it is to live a’realistic’ life.

So Bai Xunyin pursed his lips and thanked him gratefully: “Professor Sun, thank you so much.”

“You don’t need to thank me. After all, I was in one of the matchmaking bridges. You should have heard of Lao Li’s level and temper as students. If you are not good at yourself, my old guy’s recommendation is useless.” Professor Sun waved his hand with a smile, and did not ask for credit: “In the final analysis, thank you for your own efforts. Go back and prepare.”

Bai Xunyin sat in his seat without moving, and asked hesitantly, “Professor, shouldn’t I go there so early?”

I don’t know why, she is always a little resistant to the keyword’Landa’-some things you think have passed long ago, but you will only find out when you really touch them, and you have never crossed that hurdle at all.

“Well, of course you don’t have to go in non-stop, but you have to prepare for the exam. It’s all □□, mainly because you have to pass the interview of Lao Li. Whether it is an exam or an interview, you have to go back to Lin Lan.” Professor Sun thought After thinking about it, I made a conservative estimate: “You have stayed here for many years, right? There are so many things to pack. You can prepare in about half a month, so hurry up.”

Leaving the professor’s office, Bai Xunyin felt that he was wavy walking.

It seems true that there are’accidents’ everywhere in life.

She was already ready to continue her Ph.D. at this school, and then either stay in school or enter the society to find a job. In the days to come, she slowly planned…but she did not expect the possibility of returning to Lin Lan.

Even more arrogant about going to Lan University to study.

To her, that school used to be like the forbidden fruit of the Garden of Eden, just like Yu Luoyin, Bai Xunyin didn’t even want to come into contact with it.

As a result, she now has no choice but to contact.

How ironic, going around, she finally returned to Lan Da.

It’s like a certain destined’home’.

Bai Xunyin sighed slightly, only thinking that he was confused and didn’t want to think any more.

It happened that the phone in his pocket vibrated, Bai Xunyin saw the three characters’Yu Shitian’ flashing on the screen, adjusted his mentality and picked it up.

When she spoke again, her emotions were the same as usual, and she said faintly: “Tian Tian.”

“Sister!” Yu Shitian’s voice has always been lazy and sweet, as if she was covered in honey when she acted like a baby: “What are you doing?”

Bai Xunyin: “I just went to the professor’s office.”

“…Why every time I call you, you are doing learning-related things.” And her phone calls are frequent! This shows what? Yu Shitian couldn’t help but admire it: “Sister, you work hard enough that I think I am a little spicy chicken.”

Obviously she is also one of the top ten in the country by her own ability!

As a result, I came to the University of Technology and got acquainted with Bai Xunyin.

“You have graduated, of course you don’t need to ask yourself like me.” Bai Xunyin soothed: “How about your work recently?”

Yu Shitian was one year younger than her, and she graduated back to Lin Lan last year. She studied finance and reportedly joined an investment company. From time to time, she complained about how annoying social and animal life is. Bai Xunyin has become accustomed to hearing it.

“Hey, it’s not like that.” Yu Shitian said casually, but this time he didn’t have a prelude to complaining loudly. Instead, he whispered and whispered with the white voice: “Yinyin, my brother is about to get engaged, why is this in my heart? Is it uncomfortable? I shouldn’t be the legendary brother-in-law complex.”

Bai Xunyin knew that Yu Shitian had two elder brothers in the family, and he had often heard her talk before, and couldn’t help but smile after hearing this——

“You are not called a brother-in-law complex. Objectively speaking, it is an unsuitability caused by hormone dependence in the body. It is like a person who has been with you for decades suddenly becomes someone else’s. Unsuitability is natural and short. It won’t be eased easily within time.”

Bai Xunyin’s analysis that was too’objective and scientific’ made Yu Shitian calm down in a dumbfounded manner.

“Okay, okay.” Bai Xunyin glanced at his watch and patiently coaxed her: “When I return to Lin Lan, I will meet and tell you.”

“Huh…huh?!” Yu Shitian jumped up with hindsight, “Are you going back to Lin Lan? When?”

“In half a month.”

“Ah, ah, it’s real.” Yu Shitian was overjoyed, his voice changed from self-pity to twitter: “You have a holiday?”

“It’s not a holiday.” Bai Xunyin smiled: “I’m going back to study.”

Five minutes later, Bai Xunyin hung up the phone, only to feel the noisy pain of the eardrum by Yu Shitian.

She kneaded dumbfoundingly, walked towards the library and thought about it. She went back to the dormitory—in half a month, she was going back to Lin Lan to prepare for all matters related to the exam. Now she is going to pack things up for comparison. good.

After Zhao Na heard about it, Hyun Ran felt like crying, and then sniffed her nose to help her clean up.

Bai Xunyin looked uncomfortable, after all, Zhao Na was her most familiar friend in the north, and she had been a roommate for six years.

But girls have never understood emotional expression, so they could only put their arms around Zhao Na who was sobbing and dryly said, “I will come back to see you.”

Zhao Na let out a chuckle, breaking her tears into a smile.

“By the way, I have been to Lin Lan twice. The new first-tier cities are really good. They are much more developed than here, let alone Professor Li.” When Zhao Na helped Bai Xunyin fold his clothes, she was justified. According to the analysis: “Going back is still good in all aspects. If I can have Professor Li as a doctoral supervisor, then I will definitely continue to read.”

Seeing that the two-year postgraduate career is coming to an end, Zhao Na also made her own decision-she is a native girl who has connections in her hometown.

She stopped studying, and went directly to a key high school as a physics teacher after graduating from a master’s degree.

Isn’t this a stable and comfortable choice?

Bai Xunyin has always felt that being a teacher is good.

“Yinyin, after gambling, it’s not just about following the project.” Zhao Na looked at her and said eagerly: “I heard that some of them were recommended by their supervisors, and they can directly enter the Institute of the Academy of Sciences. You really have to go back. Professor Li gave gifts and lobbyed.”

In this age of human society, Zhao Na firmly believes that’gifting’ can solve most problems-if it can’t solve it, it means that gifts are not enough.

“Okay, I just went back. I don’t want that much anymore.” Bai Xunyin couldn’t laugh or cry, and shook his head indifferently: “I’m walking too fast, I’m afraid of cramps.”

In fact, it is a qualitative leap to be able to return to Lanzhou University with Professor Li this time.

“Hey, but it still feels so sudden. I think you like the north so much. I thought you would continue to stay in the University of Technology to study Ph. There was a pause for something: “Huh? What is this?”

She stretched out her hand and took out the blue and white dress at the bottom of the white sound box, and she shook it around, only to realize that it was a school uniform.

“School uniform?” Zhao Na hadn’t seen such a’modern’ object for a long time, she couldn’t help but smile, and looked at Bai Xunyin: “Is this your school uniform? High school or junior high school?”

After Zhao Na asked, she realized that there was something wrong with Bai Xunyin’s expression.

Her clear eyes stared at the school uniform blankly, as if they had been evoked by some dusty memories.

Bai Xunyin walked over and sat next to Zhao Na and explained softly: “High school uniform.”

“Your high school uniforms have a sense of design.” Zhao Na curled her lips: “It’s much better than ours in high school-but why is this one so big? Did you get fat in high school? But even if you are fat, you are the whole world. The most beautiful fat man.”

“Nonsense.” After Bai Xunyin saw the school uniform, his melancholy thoughts were all disturbed by Zhao Na. There was a smile in his water eyes, and he said quietly: “This is a boys school uniform.”

Zhao Na was taken aback: “Boy?”

“Well, my first love.” After many years, Bai Xunyin was finally able to openly mention Yu Luoyin. In her mind, she unconsciously recalled their sweetest time. The night when Yu Luoyin took her home on a bicycle, her voice was soft: “He was afraid of me being cold, and he put it on me.”

In retrospect, it still seems vivid.

It was the first time that Zhao Na heard a topic about’boys’ in Bai Xunyin’s mouth for six years, and for the first time knew that the little fairy who looked like an inhumane firework had also fallen in love.

For a moment, her surprised mouth could squeeze an egg.

Bai Xunyin curled up her slender legs, with her chin resting on her knees, turning his head and eyebrows to look at Zhao Na crookedly: “What is your expression? Are you surprised?”

“…Of course I am surprised. I always feel that you grew up drinking dew and have no emotions or desires. How can I think that you actually fell in love.” After a short astonishment, Zhao Na’s gossip spirit revived, and she asked quickly: “What kind of boy is it? I’m really curious, what kind of boy can fall in love with you!”

Zhao Na’s question was unremarkable, but Bai Xunyin was silent for a long time before she said seriously–

“It’s a very special boy.”

“When he was in high school, he was the school grass, and he was also the school’s No. 1 student bully… he should be the character that only exists in the novels you like to read.”

“It’s just a bit bad.”

“Fuck, it’s too romantic!” When Zhao Na listened to Bai Xunyin’s ordinary narration, she felt fireworks exploded in her heart, and she thumped the bed with excitement: “No wonder you haven’t watched it for so many years. The top-eyed boy, isn’t this the typical person who met too amazing when he was young? Then what then?!”

Bai Xunyin smiled and said nothing, savoring Zhao Na’s phrase “I met someone too amazing when I was young”, and the smile on the corner of his lips was quite joking.

After a while, she calmly said–

“No more.”

“He asked me to Kao Lan, and I reported to the University of Technology behind his back, so I broke up.”

…

Zhao Na never thought that such a romantic love story would actually end in such a way.

Seeing the back of Bai Xunyin packing things indifferently, two words flashed through her heart with tears: scum girl!

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