Incurable Pain - Chapter 60

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There was a saying in the Spider-Man movie-the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility.

This sentence is not only applicable to superheroes who are omnipotent, but in every moment and every detail in life.

When I was young, parents would compare the poorly-learned children with the excellent students who did well, and they would verbalize the’children of other people’, but they didn’t know that the’children of other people’ became role models for this face, and they didn’t know that paying for it was better than having fun. How many times more effort does your child have.

When he grows up and goes to school, the teacher will select the best student to become the class leader, and let him take charge of the class, but he must first be strict with himself in every move.

Not to mention that after entering the society, with step by step promotion, the strong will always come to the fore, and people will be rushed…

The principal will only let teachers with strong ability attend public classes, and students with strong ability will speak on stage.

The company will only allow good employees to get bonuses and enter the management, which is the same reason.

People with strong’ability’ have received countless praises, countless envious eyes, and countless abilities on their bodies.

Just like a perfect moral benchmark, a spiritual idol, who lives in the mouth of others, over time, he will not allow himself to make mistakes. Once he makes a mistake, it is likely to collapse completely.

Yu Luoyin is actually such a person.

He has been better than his peers from childhood to most of his age. He was cultivated by his parents with the strictest and most demanding methods. He was destined to be followed, and he was destined to be a’child of someone else’s family’ from birth. .

He had to adapt to all this, invincible, and felt that he was such a person.

Yu Luoyin felt that he was able to take up all the compliments, but…what about defamation?

In fact, he is a kind of person living in another’ivory tower’, once the strong trust in himself collapses, it is easier to get into the corner.

Bai Xunyin understands Yu Luoyin.

The waist around the arms is stiff, and the two people seem to be acupunctured, one after the other fixed in front of the elevator.

I don’t know how long it took before Bai Xunyin slowly drew in front of Yu Luoyin, his brown eyes lifted, and he stared directly at the man’s obscure black eyes.

“I’m hungry.” The girl blinked and changed the subject lightly: “Let’s eat wontons, Yu Luoyin.”

Yu Luoyin looked at her for a while, his voice was a little dumb and said, “Okay.”

There is a feeling of going back in time.

When they were’reconciled’ in the third year of high school, although they were covered in a false forgiveness, the time was really sweet.

Bai Xunyin likes to eat wontons, and often let him take them with him after his late self-study. Over time, this has become Yu Luoyin’s favorite pasta.

Only by liking can one subtly influence the habits of a man.

Although it was only a short period of two months, Yu Luoyin still felt that it was the best time.

He liked her to lie to him more than he lied to her. It is best to be cheated for a lifetime.

Yu Luoyin unconsciously drove the car to a wonton shop where they used to go.

It is Lin Lan’s time-honored brand. The curtain is small and tastes good. Yemen is a city in the middle of the night.

After waiting for a while, they lined up to two positions, sitting in a small corner, and the boss remembered them when he came to order.

“You guys and girls, are you all grown up like this?” Under the orange light, the soft-faced middle-aged woman’s eyes were inlaid with fine wrinkles. Seeing them, she was surprised and said, “I remember if you were the third middle school in the past. A student? He always wears his Third Middle School uniform to come to our house to eat wontons, and always rush to come at night.”

“Yes…” Bai Xunyin was a little surprised, and looked at the surprised lady boss: “Do you remember us?”

It’s been six years, who would have thought that the owner of a small shop that he often visited would still remember them, even Yu Luoyin was a little surprised.

“Remember, you two are good-looking, so handsome.” The proprietress smiled and said straightforwardly: “I thought at the time that if you two always come to my store to eat, my store does not need to be decorated. Pengxun is shining, hehe, you two were in love at the time, are you still together after so many years? The relationship is really good.”

Hearing this, the people at both ends of the narrow table quietly glanced at each other, and they didn’t know how to answer the conversation.

It seems that this scene will break this dreamy atmosphere to be honest.

There are many things in the world that are inherently’real in humans.’ It is better to leave some false and beautiful surfaces to strangers’ fantasy.

So Bai Xunyin smiled and did not answer.

The proprietress happily went to make wontons for the two of them.

She has a good memory, and even remembers what flavors these two handsome young people like to eat.

Yu Luoyin rubbed a pair of disposable chopsticks to make sure that there were no small barbs on them before handing them to Bai Xunyin. By the way, he wiped the spoon with a sterile tissue.

Bai Xunyin touched his chin with his fingertips, watching his’fine’ movements thoughtfully.

Soon two bowls of wontons were on the table, and through a layer of steaming mist, Bai Xunyin saw that Yu Luoyin’s white eye sockets seemed a little red.

I don’t know if it was smoked by the heat or… “The man has tears, but he doesn’t flick, but he hasn’t reached the point of sadness.”

Bai Xunyin just thought about it, and muttered annoyingly, “Yu Luoyin, are you crying?”

“…Fuck.” Yu Luoyin pointed his slender finger on the table, turned his head slightly, and concealed his irritability: “I want to smoke a cigarette.”

“No.” Bai Xunyin frowned, and ruthlessly rejected his request: “You said you don’t smoke in front of me.”

…

He said it to coax her when they were in the’first meeting’ in the third year of high school.

At that time, the bastard said all the sweet words, as if he didn’t need money, and made a lot of promises that he didn’t know if he could do it.

No wonder Bai Xunyin hates him, hates him, and doesn’t forgive him.

Yu Luoyin looked at the girl’s white face and smiled bitterly, “Do you remember?”

Bai Xunyin took a bite of the wonton, and the tip of his tongue was scalded by the torn soup. He couldn’t help hiss with frowned eyebrows, and said vaguely, “I remember.”

“It’s rare.” Yu Luoyin smiled, and his slender thumb and index finger rubbed intolerably: “Remember what I said when I was such a bastard.”

Bai Xunyin glanced at him: “So you are not so shameless.”

…

Why does this cause a sudden curse?

Looking at the a little surprised man with clear eyes, the girl said solemnly: “I also know that I was a bastard before.”

Ha, Yu Luoyin was helpless, bending his eyes tiredly and reluctantly smiled at her.

Although he didn’t want to admit it, he had to say that he really was.

“So, can you be more bastard now than before?” Bai Xunyin stared at him through a thin mist, and said quietly: “The bastard before was very energetic, Yu Luoyin, who do you show to me now?”

Yu Luoyin was startled.

“When I was in the north, many boys confessed to me. I occasionally think of you.” This is the first time that Bai Xunyin mentioned her thing in front of Yu Luoyin. The thing about the north, even if Yu Luoyin is unclear, He didn’t consciously listened greedily, very extravagantly wanting to understand Bai Xunyin’s past.

He heard the girl quietly say: “Yu Luoyin, I hate you very much, but I will compare them to you unconsciously, isn’t it very cheap?”

Yu Luoyin’s throat seemed to be blocked, he couldn’t say anything, he could only look at Bai Xunyin.

She said these words in her mouth, but her face was calm, eating wontons calmly, and narrating her entangled mood in the past: “I hate you, and also hate myself why I am only attracted to a boy like you, you change I can’t take responsibility for my mate selection, Yu Luoyin, you are an out-and-out bastard.”

Yu Luoyin couldn’t help but smiled, believing that Bai Xunyin’s words were acquiesced.

He was a bastard, a scum, and she was right.

“But when I came back this time, I met you again…” Bai Xunyin paused, and then turned around: “It’s rare to feel that you are not that bastard anymore.”

Yu Luoyin unconsciously said, “What?”

“It may be because of your occupation, because of your sense of responsibility for the patient. Later, I checked that I couldn’t enter the operating room after drinking, and only then did I know that I didn’t drink at the class reunion night.” Bai Xunyin smiled: “It sounds ridiculous. This time, compared to the fact that you deliberately pretended to be drunk and deceived me, what I care more about is the fact that you are self-disciplined to the point that you haven’t even drank a sip of alcohol because of your profession.”

Yu Luoyin: “Yin…”

“Let me finish.” Bai Xunyin raised his eyes and interrupted him, staring at him with brown eyes, with a hint of inexplicable emotion: “Yu Luoyin, this makes me feel that you are much more mature than six years ago. , I’m more serious and responsible, so I look at you more pleasing to the eye.”

As if perceiving what Bai Xunyin was about to say, Yu Luoyin’s heart seemed to be gripped tightly by a pair of invisible hands, looking at Bai Xunyin almost in a daze.

It’s a bit hard to be nervous enough to breathe.

“I’m still saying that you are much stronger now than you were six years ago.” Bai Xunyin retracted his gaze, pretending to continue eating nonchalantly: “A momentary accident and failure are nothing. You were ignorant at that time. Fearless, but ostentatious-don’t tell me that you are improving now, but your thinking is shrinking.”

Slowly figuring out what she meant, Yu Luoyin’s fingers on her knees curled up unconsciously.

He looked at the woman lowered his head to eat wontons, the earlobes of the hot powder, and smiled thoughtfully-didn’t he just want to comfort him? Is it guilty of such a circumspect?

But the corners of his lips couldn’t help rising frantically, because he finally knew that Bai Xunyin was still thinking about him.

Anyway, she still cares about him.

“Yinyin.” Yu Luoyin couldn’t help calling that familiar name, her clear voice was a little dumb: “Thank you.”

For many, such as six years ago, or six years later, for example, Bai Xunyin can comfort him’regardless of the past’, and can tell him several advantages…

“Just like you said, people will change. Six years is enough to reinvent a person’s thinking, so…” Yu Luoyin stared at her, biting the tip of his tongue and swallowing some words of’crossing the boundary’ and replaced it with Something else: “So if I can, I want to apologize for my bastard who was serious about you six years ago.”

“No need.” Bai Xunyin swallowed his last mouthful of soup, raised his eyes and looked at him seriously: “I forgive you.”

This time, she really let go.

Yu Luoyin was taken aback for a moment, but the tip of his tongue was unexpectedly stumbling: “Really, really?”

He was hesitant, because the little girl had said forgiveness before, but after that… it was six years of not seeing each other again.

“Really.” Bai Xunyin smiled. She looked at Yu Luoyin’s pretentiously calm face, almost overwhelmed with joy, and vaguely seemed to see the vigorous young man six years ago.

Gentle, scum, Qing Jun, people love and hate… But he has always been the only boy who can make her move for so many years.

In a comfortable and familiar environment, there is noisy surroundings, full of real fireworks in the world. Bai Xunyin suddenly felt that she didn’t want to compete with herself.

“Yu Luoyin.” She paused and said quietly: “Let’s be together.”

She still likes him, she likes him very much, so she doesn’t want to embarrass herself.

This is not for Yu Luoyin’s sake, but for her own sake.

The young man who was the proud son of heaven six years ago, even though it was hateful, was still her dream.

Bai Xunyin longed for him and wanted to own him.

The reason why she chose today and said it at this time is because she suddenly realized that life will never know that’accidents’ and’tomorrow’ will come faster.

Therefore, Bai Xunyin wanted to treat himself better when he could grasp it, and when he could possess it.

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Yu Gou: incompetent ecstasy

(I want to slowly return to the sentence in my copy that is actually a cookie…)