Morbid Attachment - Chapter 45

[“Criticism” Chapter 45]

The day Ji Wang was discharged from the hospital happened to be Qi Boyan’s birthday. He let the other party follow him to his house, the house was still the same as he left half a month ago, and Qi Boyan had already asked someone to clean it.

When Ji Wang returned to his room, there were still two small boxes on the bedside table, which were gifts prepared by Ji Wang.

Unexpectedly, in just ten days, things have changed.

Qi Boyan sat in the living room quietly waiting for Ji Wang to come out after changing clothes, and then repeated softly: “Brother, today is my birthday.”

Ji Wang scratched his hair, and before he could answer, the doorbell rang. There was a delivery man outside the door. Ji Wang placed an order this morning and estimated the time for delivery in the afternoon when he would be discharged from the hospital. He opened the door to take the delivery, and took out the cake box from the thermal ice pack. It was small and exquisite.

Since Ji Wang took the cake, Qi Boyan’s eyes became brighter and brighter, and finally he rarely showed a happy smile.

He looked at Ji Wang again and again, but in the end he didn’t dare to be too happy, but moved closer to Ji Wang’s side to look at the cake.

It’s Qi Boyan’s favorite flavor. On the snow-white surface of the cake, a big peach is drawn in the middle, and a piece of chocolate that says happy birthday is inserted.

Ji Wang put the cake down, went into the kitchen, wrapped in an apron, and cooked noodles. Qi Boyan followed hesitantly: “You are still in pain, why don’t you order takeaway.” 　Ji

Wang finally said in the midst of his busy schedule: “It’s okay.”

on abundance. After serving it out, Qi Boyan was very satisfied, and asked, “Is there only one bowl?”

Ji Wang hummed expressionlessly, “You eat.”

He lit a candle and made a wish, and Ji Wang sang a birthday song to him cooperatively. Everything was so peaceful, as if nothing had happened, everything was simply celebrating Qi Boyan’s birthday, wishing him a happy nineteenth birthday.

As the candles were blown out, Ji Wang looked at Qi Boyan who closed his eyes and made a wish, the boy he liked and had been with him for a year and ten months.

He wanted to give a chance, give each other a chance.

“Happy birthday.” If these things hadn’t happened, Ji Wang might have added, my baby.

Only by contrast can one feel sad, some things that can be done cannot be done, and some words that can be said cannot be said.

Qi Boyan opened his eyes, and his eyes were moist with a layer of water: “Brother, I made a wish.”

Ji Wang nodded, as usual: “So now, can you give me a reason? You did that The reason.”

Qi Boyan knew what he was asking, and his face paled in an instant, as if he was less willing than Ji Wang to talk about what happened in the box.

Ji Wang stared at Qi Boyan calmly, it seemed that he was calm, but in fact only he knew, he didn’t, his hands were hidden under the table, clasped tightly together, shaking violently.

He slowly coaxed Qi Boyan to speak, feeling sore in his heart, if Qi Boyan didn’t want to make up an excuse, he could help make it up.

Ji Wang knows that if other people know what he did in this relationship, they will think him cheap.

But Ji Wang didn’t want to care about other people, he was like a person about to fall into the abyss, trying to hold on to the last straw.

He asked Qi Boyan to speak out.

Qi Boyan stared at the piece of birthday cake: “As I said, I can’t let my family know about our relationship, so I deliberately pretended not to care about you.”

“And Ren Ran, he brought you here on purpose. I want us to break up! He is from my brother’s side, so don’t trust him too much.”

Ji Wang didn’t speak, and listened silently, but the emotion in his eyes was so obvious, Qi Boyan turned coldly: “You don’t believe me ”

“Do you think what you said is reasonable?” Ji Wang said, “Even if it’s not me, if other people listen to it, they will…”

“What’s the matter with other people? I’m just asking you, do you believe it or not?” Me!” Qi Boyan said hoarsely.

He couldn’t wait for Ji Wang’s answer for a long time, and he couldn’t control his emotions anymore and said, “Since you don’t believe me, why do you still ask!”

Ji Wang breathed heavily and said, “Because I want to give us a chance!”

Qi Boyan Standing up suddenly: “You don’t want to give a chance at all, you just want to blame me and resent me!”

“I’ve been apologizing to you all the time, how many times do you have to say I’m sorry to forgive me, or you also scold me, you go tell Ren Ran that I’m disgusting, I’m a monster who doesn’t understand love, is that enough?!”

Ji Wang Don’t let the harsh tone make your eyes red, and gritted your teeth: “It’s not enough, how can this be enough!”

Qi Boyan’s body trembled with anger, he stared at Ji Wang for a long time, and then said word by word: ” You just think I lied to you, love me, believe me, Ji Wang, you are the liar who can only talk nicely!”

Qi Boyan swung the cake off the table vigorously.

Ji Wang looked at the cake that fell on the ground, like a loud bang that fell on his heart imperceptibly, shattering his already faint hope.

He only realized now how absurd that little hope was, because from the beginning, there was no hope at all.

Qi Boyan didn’t know that what he destroyed was not only the cake, but Ji Wang’s last rescue of this relationship.

Exhaustion swept over, Ji Wang seemed to be plunged into the deepest darkness, and finally understood what it meant to give up.

He backed up step by step: “Qi Boyan, let’s break up.”

Memories are like healing on the surface. After digging out, the bloody scars, everything from yesterday seems to reappear again.

Ji Wang turned pale in the thunder, he looked at Ren Ran in front of him: “I’m sorry, can you go back first, I’m really uncomfortable.”

Ren Ran saw his discomfort, and got up without a word, and closed it for him. He opened the window of the house and asked him if he wanted to go to the hospital and was rejected, so he left the house wisely.

Ji Wang closed every window and got a mop to clean up the water on the ground. While cleaning up, the house suddenly went dark and the power went out.

The collapse of an adult may be in an instant, but Ji Wang’s emotional loss is more caused by Qi Boyan.

He threw away the mop, sat on the sofa, and buried his face in his hands.

Ji Wang once let go of harsh words, he said that Qi Boyan can be forgotten.

He removed the tattoo on his ring finger, but bought the house where the two lived together.

Every corner of this room has Qi Boyan’s shadow.

When Ji Wang woke up in the middle of the night, he subconsciously touched the other side of the bed, it was empty and there was nothing there.

When he was shopping, he would subconsciously choose Qi Boyan’s favorite snacks.

In winter, want to buy a pair of gloves for the person who never takes good care of his body.

Tomato scrambled eggs have almost become Ji Wang’s favorite, but Ji Wang never puts sugar.

And Qi Boyan completely disappeared from his life after his birthday that day.

Sometimes Ji Wang thinks that the one who wants to break up should be Qi Boyan, who is more decisive than him.

After all, he didn’t choose to go to city b, but stayed in city c.

Once when he came back from shopping, he saw a person standing in front of his room. Ji Wang walked over holding his breath, stopped a few steps away, and asked softly, “Is it you?”

The man stepped out of the darkness and smiled at him. It wasn’t Qi Boyan, but a neighbor who asked him to borrow a repair kit.

After that day, Ji Wang deleted all contact information about Qi Boyan, changed his mobile phone number, signed a new company, and devoted himself to his acting career.

Just when he thought he could completely let go, when he came back from the filming crew in an isolated mountain, he was walking on the airport and was squeezed by a group of girls holding light signs so that he almost fell down.

Each of them has those three words in their hands, Qi Boyan, this long-lost name, bombarded into Ji Wang’s life unstoppably.

In a completely different and most inescapable way, Qi Boyan became a star, a shadow that can be everywhere.

If there is a previous life, Ji Wang must have committed a heinous mistake in his previous life, and he has to experience these emotional tortures in this life.

Can’t escape, can’t avoid, can’t forget.

Ji Wang took a deep breath in his palm, he cheered up again, and went downstairs with the light on his mobile phone.

The elevator was out of electricity, and he walked down the stairs in the dark. No matter what, this time, he would not collapse as easily as before.

In the hotel far away in city b, Li Feng hurriedly came to room 3012 with a bag of things. He knocked on the door, but there was no movement, Li Feng took out his card and opened the door.

Turning on the light, he saw a big lump on the bed, only a pale hand was exposed under the quilt, with clear blue blood vessels, it looked lifeless.

Li Feng’s heart trembled, he put down the things in his hands and rushed up, throwing off the quilt.

Qi Boyan curled up under the quilt, sleeping with messy hair, opened his eyes in shock, and rubbed his eyes in a daze: “Did you buy the cake?”

After speaking, he sat up and stretched ,

noticing the palpitations on Li Feng’s face, he couldn’t help laughing: “What are you afraid of, are you afraid that I will die again?” The weather was heavy rain, and he said to himself: “I don’t know what Ji Wang is doing.”

“Have you taken your medicine today?” Li Feng checked the medicine box beside the bed, and Qi Boyan waved his hand wearily: “Take it.” It ‘s gone.”

Li Feng then brought the cake to him, with snow-white cream and a pink peach. Every time Qi Boyan was in a bad mood, he would ask Li Feng to order a cake like this and send it over.

Qi Boyan dug a few mouthfuls, but couldn’t eat much because his stomach was always uncomfortable.

Li Feng said: “Are you tired of eating it? How about another one?”

Qi Boyan said no, and thought for a while with lowered eyes, then suddenly said to Li Feng: “Did I tell you that it was the first time I ate it ?” When you get this cake, you can eat it whole.”

He smiled smugly, like it was something to brag about.

After finishing speaking, Qi Boyan refuted himself: “It seems that I haven’t finished eating it, because it is broken on the ground, even if I pick it up, I can’t eat it all.”

In fact, Qi Boyan is not sure whether he picked it all up. Woke up.

He was crying so much at that time, the cake in his mouth was not sweet at all.

But he still wants it, even though he knows that whichever cake comes later is not the original one.

Just because he is Qi Boyan, he is willing to do useless work.

[End of This Chapter]