Morbid Attachment - Chapter 74

[“Criticism” Chapter 74]

Just this sentence made Ji Wang dumb what he wanted to say, and he couldn’t say it anymore.

He was pulled by the nurse by the arm, and several people pushed him out of the ward together.

Ji Wang seemed to have lost all his strength, and his heart was so stuffy that he could hardly breathe.

He kept his eyes on Qi Boyan who was on the hospital bed, but the man kept his eyes closed, and even buried his face deeper into the pillow, not wanting Ji Wang to see him.

Li Feng took him aside and said something softly. Ji Wang couldn’t hear it, he only saw Qi Boyan on the hospital bed.

With difficulty, he looked away sadly, and then he saw Qi Boyan’s feet.

It’s full of blood and hasn’t been cleaned up.

He thought he had made enough preparations on the plane and cried enough tears.

But the facts told him that it was far from enough. He couldn’t see Qi Boyan like this at all, he couldn’t stand it.

He covered his eyes, pushed Li Feng away, stepped back in a vain manner, and almost fell to the ground.

Li Feng grabbed him to support him, settled him on a chair in the corridor, poured another cup of hot water, and stuffed it into Ji Wang’s cold hands.

The two sat in the corridor in silence, doctors and nurses came in and out, Ji Wang kept his face extremely low all the time, so that no one could see his expression.

Li Feng leaned back on the chair, he thought that Ji Wang would ask him something, such as about the engagement.

But when Ji Wang finally opened his mouth, he only asked the only thing he cared about: “When can I go in and see him.”

“Just wait until his condition stabilizes.” Li Feng didn’t dare to say, the doctor might not Allow the two of them to meet.

Ji Wang didn’t speak any more, just stared blankly at the ground, wondering what he was thinking.

Li Feng finally swallowed some words and selectively told Ji Wang.

Qi Boyan’s mother also suffers from schizophrenia, and her direct blood relatives have a high hereditary rate. Qi Boyan’s illness occurred four years ago. Before coming to see Ji Wang, his condition had stabilized a lot.

Doctors said that it is rare for him to control his condition so quickly.

This is the first relapse, probably because of stopping the medicine.

This treatment shouldn’t be very difficult. After staying in the hospital for a month, I might be able to leave the hospital.

Li Feng tried his best to explain: “Schizophrenia is not as terrible as ordinary people think. As long as you take medicine on time, or even when your condition improves, you don’t need to take medicine.”

He said Qi Boyan had to do it because of his family. She is engaged to Fang’s family, but the engagement has been agreed a long time ago and can be canceled. It should be canceled after the bet is over.

It’s just that the Fang family chose to break the news, and none of them thought of it.

Ji Wang covered his forehead, the pain was severe there: “Four years ago… Even if it’s because of heredity, maybe something happened? Why did he get sick?”

Li Feng didn’t answer, but Ji Wang realized something: “He Why did you relapse, because of me?”

Li Feng sighed, “Mr. Ji… Master Qi’s hallucination is you.”

Ji Wang didn’t seem to realize it, and stared at Li Feng blankly, as if he didn’t understand what he was talking about.

Li Feng: “Four years ago, when I first found out that something was wrong, no one realized that he was sick.

” I left myself behind.

Be organized and have a clear mind.

He even planned to start his own company, and considered how to go in the future.

Li Feng was already working with Qi Boyan at that time, and one day, he told Li Feng that he had contacted Ji Wang.

When Li Feng finally realized something was wrong, Qi Boyan had been living with this illusion for several months.

He was stuck in it, unable to extricate himself.

Until he was admitted to the hospital, took medicine, and even underwent electrotherapy, Qi Boyan was obsessed with thinking that Ji Wang by his side was real, how could it be fake, this is his brother.

What finally woke him up was Dr. Fang’s suggestion.

He told Li Feng that hallucinations like Qi Boyan’s are rare. However, the situation of each patient is different. Only by letting the patient realize that it is an illusion can he gradually get better.

There is a good solution, which is to let him face the truth.

Speaking of this, Li Feng looked at Ji Wang: “Do you still remember that four years ago, you won the Best Newcomer Award for Director Chen’s film?”

At that time, Qi Boyan was in the audience, that was his true meaning Reunited with Ji Wang.

On the dazzling stage, the radiance of the sky seemed to fall on Ji Wang, he smiled and kissed the golden trophy in his hand.

Li Feng was by Qi Boyan’s side, watching Qi Boyan staring at the stage almost obsessively.

He told Li Feng that his elder brother’s appearance had changed a lot.

“It’s become… not like the people around me.”

Qi Boyan’s hand was half-raised all the time, as if holding someone invisibly.

And at that moment, Qi Boyan found his “truth”.

So he let go of “Ji Wang”‘s hand beside him, raised his hand and gently hooked Ji Wang’s silhouette on the stage, which was far away from him.

“It’s still very pretty, as if it will shine.”

Li Feng whispered these things that Ji Wang might not know.

In fact, I didn’t want to defend Qi Boyan, but I just thought that maybe Ji Wang would want to know these things.

“Speaking of which, the first time I discovered something was wrong with Master Qi, he gave me your phone number.”

“Fortunately, your phone number is empty, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to find out what’s wrong with him so quickly.”

Li Feng tried to use a relaxed tone, although what he said was not easy.

Hearing this, Ji Wang suddenly remembered Qi Boyan’s first appearance at his place, and asked him, did you change your phone number? I called your old number for several days.

Therefore, Qi Boyan should have discovered that it was an empty number after he was cured.

Why do you ask this question, is it because it has never been better?

Ji Wang nervously told Li Feng about this: “Could he have relapsed since then?”

Li Feng heard this and shook his head with a wry smile: “That’s not the case…Actually, Lord Qi, he was in the four I never called that number years ago.”

“Among all his auditory hallucinations, you took the initiative to call.”

“The doctor said, maybe he already knew subconsciously at that time that your call would not be connected again.”

” If he tells you that you can’t get through on the phone, it actually means that he was fine at that time, and he can clearly distinguish reality from illusion.”

But now, it is really difficult to distinguish reality from illusion.

It was already the next day when Ji Wang was allowed to enter Qi Boyan’s ward.

Qi Boyan had just finished the mect and went into electric shock without convulsions. He was lying on the bed in a coma. Due to the effect of the medicine, his thinking was very slow and it was very difficult to speak.

But today he is more decent than yesterday.

Not like a madman who needs to be tied up to keep from going mad.

Mentally ill.

But now, it doesn’t seem to be getting any better.

These thoughts were slowly turning in Qi Boyan’s head. He opened his eyes and saw Ji Wang, who had been haggard all night, sitting in front of the bed, holding his hand, and putting a ring on him.

Ji Wang’s fingertips left the ring and came to the tattoo that covered the scar. Such a wound was cut with a sharp knife.

Under the raised scar, there was a slow pulse, throbbing under Ji Wang’s fingers.

He felt that the pulse seemed to speed up, so he raised his eyes and met Qi Boyan’s gaze.

Qi Boyan blinked tiredly, unable to speak, and could only hook his fingers twice in his palm, like a mischievous response, or a weak confession.

Ji Wang didn’t let go of his hand, knowing that he couldn’t speak, so he said it himself.

Ji Wang: “Yesterday I didn’t deliberately not answer your call. I went to city b to audition. It was the script you had read. Chen Baihe, I got the role.

” Leave a message, remember next time, don’t call again if you have something important.”

“Look at you, I won’t be here for a while, so you just make yourself like this. What will happen next time on the road? I still think about what to do In a variety show, kiss you secretly behind everyone’s back.”

Qi Boyan listened to what Ji Wang said, his lips moved, as if he wanted to laugh, but failed.

Ji Wang didn’t cry, his tone was calm, and his emotions were calm: “The doctor said you have to be hospitalized, get well soon.”

Qi Boyan seemed a little anxious, his fingers gently hooked Ji Wang’s fingertips, trying very hard to speak.

Ji Wang leaned over and kissed Qi Boyan’s forehead: “Stop cheating on the me you imagined, the real me is here, right in front of you. You can touch it, touch it, and you won’t be coaxed like before. You said so many nice words.”

He stepped back a little, and kissed Qi Boyan’s lips again, and at that moment, a little moisture fell on Qi Boyan’s cheeks and slid into his temples.

Qi Boyan knew that Ji Wang was crying. But he couldn’t even raise his hand to wipe Ji Wang’s tears.

Ji Wang lightly pressed Qi Boyan on the bed, and buried his face in the other’s neck, it was a wordless hug.

Hugging Qi Boyan, Ji Wang said in a low voice: “I can’t stay here with you all the time. I won’t call you when I’m not around. Remember, I’m not the one who called you.”

Qi Boyan seemed to realize something, his body was tense, and he wanted to hug Ji Wang, but he couldn’t move at all due to the force of the medicine. He frowned angrily, but Ji Wang couldn’t see it.

When Ji Wang got up, he felt that Qi Boyan’s fingers were still hooking him weakly.

Qi Boyan continued intermittently, and finally got the words out of his mouth: “Don’t, let’s go.”

Ji Wang grabbed his fingertips, his eyes were red and he didn’t speak.

The door of the ward was knocked and pushed open. Doctor Fang and the nurses were standing outside the door. Doctor Fang said politely to Ji Wang 　: “Mr. Ji, you go back first. I will inform you of the next visit time.” In the next moment, he bit Qi Boyan’s neck in front of the doctors and nurses.

The information poured in, blood gushed out, Doctor Fang stopped loudly, and the nurse came over to pull him with a face full of shock.

Ji Wang licked the blood from his lips, and said to Qi Bo on the hospital bed: “Before the mark disappears, come back to me.”

[End of This Chapter]