Morbid Attachment - Chapter 75
[“Criticism” Chapter 75]
Ji Wang came out of the ward, all the calmness that he had pretended faded away.
He told Qi Boyan to return to him before the mark disappears.
In fact, even he himself is not sure whether Qi Boyan can find some strength from this sentence.
Dr. Fang told him yesterday that for schizophrenic patients, it is best not to meet close people until their condition is stabilized, which is not conducive to the stability of their condition.
Now Dr. Fang added: “Just like the things marked just now, Mr. Ji’s best not to do it again in the future. The pheromone may affect the performance of the drug.”
Although Dr. Fang said it politely, Ji Wang knew that he was doing it warn him.
Ji Wang can understand Dr. Fang’s attitude very well. As the attending doctor, he has to give priority to the patient’s condition, not emotion.
If the family members do not trust the doctor, who can come to treat the sick?
Through the glass window, he looked at Qi Boyan inside, who was lying on the hospital bed, because he was restrained, he didn’t even have the strength to look at him.
Qi Boyan’s blood remained in his mouth, and the strong smell of pheromones.
He has never wanted to keep this taste so much.
But now he must be strong. Qi Boyan said that he is his patron saint. Ji Wang doesn’t think he is, but now he wants to be the one who protects Qi Boyan.
If possible, he might irresponsibly turn down all his work, just to be by Qi Boyan’s side, as long as Qi Boyan needs him.
From yesterday to now, guilt has filled Ji Wang’s heart.
He knew that this kind of emotion was wrong, but he couldn’t control it. No one could calm down when he saw his lover become like this, especially if he knew that the reason for his lover’s attack was himself.
Li Feng probably understood his current mood, and he specifically asked Ji Wang to do something.
For example, go to Qi Boyan’s house and pack his clothes, because Qi Boyan may have to stay in the hospital for a long time.
Li Feng said, if possible, it is best to take some photos. Because after mect is done, part of the memory will be damaged.
Years ago, Qi Boyan had just finished electrotherapy, and he forgot a lot of things. He wanted to retrieve his memory, so he could only rely on photos, but found that there were so few photos of him and Ji Wang.
Li Feng: “So after the reunion…”
Even if Li Feng didn’t need to say the next words, Ji Wang understood.
That is, after the reunion, the set of program photos that Qi Boyan and him took together is Qi Boyan’s selfishness.
The feeling of losing memory is not good, and the treatment is also difficult. The only sweetness in life was lost by Qi Boyan himself.
He asked Li Feng, if his brother knew what he was like now, would he come back to him?
Later Qi Boyan said again, it’s better not to let my brother know.
Just like his father was madly infatuated with his mother in the early years, but in the end, when she fell ill, his father looked at her as if he was looking at a monster.
It’s not their fault that they’re sick, it’s just that they can’t control how others feel about them.
What should you do if your lover doesn’t love you anymore? Are you crazy to keep him, or stay in his memory with the best appearance?
Qi Boyan said that he didn’t know what he would choose before, but now that he is sick, he knows, that is, absolutely don’t let Ji Wang know, he doesn’t want Ji Wang to sympathize with him.
Li Feng withdrew from his memory and said with a wry smile: “See, I’ve said so much without knowing it. I will send you the address of Lord Qi’s home through WeChat. The gate password is 94814.”
This password is Ji Wang’s birthday . This string of numbers is not only the password of the house, but also the password of everything Qi Boyan.
Qi Boyan once joked with Li Feng that if one day he goes crazy like his mother and loses his life, then maybe he can leave everything to Ji Wang.
Qi Boyan seldom had anything in his life, and Ji Wang was the only person he wanted to have, who he wanted to occupy.
He also wants to be the most important person in Ji Wang’s life, at least the most memorable person.
If he leaves everything to Ji Wang, then maybe his brother can remember him longer.
Hearing this, Ji Wang suddenly remembered that Qi Boyan had always said those words firmly before, why I know you haven’t forgotten me, I know you love me, I know you never forget me.
Is this really believing that Ji Wang has not forgotten him, or is he convincing himself.
How long is six years, Ji Wang also said that there is nothing that cannot be forgotten, and he will meet better ones.
Qi Boyan must have remembered these words for many years, so he seems to be very confident, but in reality he is extremely fragile.
It was only because he couldn’t get through to his phone that the disease relapsed again.
Ji Wang was in poor spirits and couldn’t drive, so Xiao Xu had to come and pick him up.
He was so exhausted that he had several nightmares last night, all about Qi Boyan committing suicide.
Ji Wang hopes that Qi Boyan’s tattoo on his wrist will be useful, and every time Qi Boyan wants to do something stupid, he will stop when he looks there.
Ji Wang is willing to be a tape tied to Qi Boyan’s wrist, keeping him firmly by his side.
When he came to the windowless house, Ji Wang stood in the living room, thinking that he and Qi Boyan once conceived the scene of two people living together.
Everything seems to be a lifetime away, and it is clear that it has not been long.
He thought that if there was a chance, Qi Boyan would get better and come back here.
At that time, he really knew how to peel oranges for Qi Boyan to eat, and they could take many photos and leave many memories.
They also filmed a variety show together, and those Qi Boyan can be taken out to see, instead of being pitiful, there are not many photos when they want to recall.
This was a vibration on his phone, and it was a WeChat message from Li Feng.
Li Feng told him on WeChat that maybe next time he comes to visit Qi Boyan, he can bring him a peach-like cake.
Then came a picture.
Li Feng said that Qi Boyan likes to eat this cake every time he is in a bad mood.
The moment Ji Wang saw the photo, he was almost too sad to speak.
This peach cake was a parting gift he left for Qi Boyan, but Qi Boyan used it to get through so many years of suffering.
Ji Wang wants to replace this cake with something else, not this cake that symbolizes the end.
In fact, he is not good to Qi Boyan at all. If he is good, then Qi Boyan should not be in the hospital now, but should be by his side.
Ji Wang slowed down for a long time before regaining his composure.
He packed clothes for a long time in the room, and covered them with his pheromone.
Ji Wang knew that Qi Boyan would like it. This time, Qi Boyan didn’t need to look at his back from afar, but really felt everything about him.
He folded his clothes and put them in his bag, and sat in the huge room, deeply feeling that there was so little he could do for Qi Boyan.
Ji Wang found a few books for Qi Boyan, downloaded a lot of movies on his tablet, filled his pockets with candies, and pasted sticky notes on every page of the book, and all the instructions were on the sticky notes.
Because Qi Boyan can’t touch the phone for the time being, these notes are all what Ji Wang wants to say.
He returned to the hospital with the bag and handed it to the nurse.
The nurse was one of the ones who stopped him just now, and obviously still remembered his act of marking Qi Boyan just now.
Ji Wang noticed her strange expression, but now he can’t think about whether he regrets it or not.
He only does what he wants, and he can appease Qi Boyan’s behavior.
At this time, a person walked up to him, the culprit who caused the uproar, Fang Shengyun,
after seeing him, Fang Shengyun raised his brows lightly, a little surprised, probably didn’t expect that Ji Wang would dare to appear here,
Ji Wang had the same mentality as him, He didn’t expect Fang Shengyun to dare to come over.
For omega, Ji Wang has always been polite,
but obviously, now Fang Shengyun is not on the list that Ji Wang wants to treat politely.
His expression was cold: “I think Bo Yan doesn’t want to see you right now, Mr. Fang, please come back.” Fang
Shengyun folded his hands and said to Ji Wang: “Did you make a mistake? I am his fiance, the most I am the one who is qualified to visit him.”
“Besides, if he liked me, he wouldn’t be lying in there now, like a waste.”
These words forced Ji Wang to approach Fang Shengyun, and he said, “If you If you dare to speak rudely to him, even if the Protection Association sues me to court, you will not be able to get out of here today.”
Fang Shengyun didn’t seem to be afraid, but his footsteps had already retreated slightly.
He glanced at the monitor in the corridor, and said to Ji Wang: “People come and go here, don’t do things that you regret. Besides, if he doesn’t get engaged to me, you think you can see him like this now Is it?”
Ji Wang paused, he knew that Li Feng was hiding something from him, such as why did Qi Boyan get sick?
If it was caused by their breakup, why did it occur two years later?
Why did Qi Boyan never contact him during those two years?
You know, Ji Wang waited for Qi Boyan for a long time.
Fang Shengyun continued: “Don’t treat me like a bad person. Qi Boyan should thank me. There were so many people for me to choose from, but I chose him. That’s why he was saved, right?”
“It’s interesting to talk about it. Do you know how Qi Boyan got sick?” Fang Shengyun’s eyes lit up slightly, as if he was talking about a topic he liked very much.
Ji Wang instinctively felt something was wrong, but he didn’t stop Fang Shengyun from continuing.
Maybe Qi Boyan and even Li Feng’s secrets until now are finally about to be revealed at this moment.
Fang Shengyun held his chin and chuckled, he saw Ji Wang’s eagerness to know the answer, and he satisfied him.
“You don’t know yet? The punch you gave Qi Boyan in the box made Qi Tian discover his alpha, and that’s why he was imprisoned in the mental hospital.”
Fang Shengyun said softly: “That mental hospital, but The property under Qi Tian’s banner does electrotherapy there, and they don’t know how to use anesthesia. How do you think Qi Boyan is crazy? He was tortured alive.”
“The one who sent Qi Boyan to hell with his own hands Man, it’s you.”
[End of This Chapter]
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