Need to Propose to Seven Men What to Do! - Chapter 248

[Chapter 249]

Chu Muyun agreed to Zero’s strategy request because he had what he wanted.

Ever since I can remember, I have been yearning for it.

Maybe this shouldn’t be said to be the same thing, just a ‘truth’.

Chu Muyun wanted to know who he was. What is it.

Earth, twenty-first century, everyone…even an orphan has biological parents, but he doesn’t.

He seemed to appear out of thin air. After he had self-awareness, he was already an adult. He knew all common sense, knew how to live, and easily controlled his life.

The world is very big, there are many wonderful things, and there are endless new things… It seems that as long as you think about it, you can find countless excitement.

Sex, adventure, conquest, climbing, and even extreme sports on the front line of life and death, always have the same desire to arouse people’s hearts, find the value of living, and then fear death.

But Chu Muyun didn’t.

All things are too easy for him: if you want money, you can get it at your fingertips; if you want power, it’s easy; the ultimate sex, there is never a shortage of people to deliver this bag. What other challenges are there? Conquering nature, traversing the Sahara, traveling around the world… oh, he hasn’t had time to go to outer space yet.

But what’s the point? Anything done is pointless.

He seems to have lived only one twenty to thirty years old, but he seems to have lived countless twenty to thirty years old, constantly looking for excitement, constantly disappointed and confused.

So even at the moment of the car accident, he was extremely calm, judging the amount of blood he was bleeding, and thought indifferently that he was dead.

There is no despair when you die, and no surprise when you live.

The only thing that touched his heart was Zero’s words: If you can complete the task, you will get what you want.

What I want… I want to know who I am and what I am missing.

And now, everything is slowly unfolding.

Through the demon world, another period of his life was reflected.

Maybe it’s here that he can find his true self.

The lost self who even forgot himself.

Chu Muyun is a smart person, smart enough to be able to judge all possibilities with precision and ruthlessness like a machine.

He could imagine that this part of his life was definitely not a good one. It was very likely that he had given up on it himself, and he really shouldn’t be looking for it. It is best to keep the status quo.

From the few partial memories he had, he could also analyze that he had taken care of those children and even had a deep love for them, but they all ended in tragedy.

Unable to see the reason, the abrupt abandonment stimulated them and also hit him hard.

Some truths are best forgotten.

There are countless such examples: climbing the long-awaited Bright Moon Palace, only to find that it is full of pits and coldness; exploring the wonderful deep-sea Dragon Palace, only to find that it is just a black, empty, and infinitely terrifying abyss hell…

But people can’t get rid of a cycle. They know they can’t do it, but they want to do it. Even if they know the flames are burning, they can’t wait to jump in after the extreme cold.

Chu Muyun was extremely cold, so he knew that it would burn himself, so he had to go in.

But thinking about it another way, it’s actually nothing, if he can give up once, he can give up twice, even if he is still searching for the third time. But isn’t that what life is like? Seeking, getting; losing, craving, over and over, and over and over again, until consciousness disappears.

Therefore, Chu Muyun chose the strategy.

To this day, he has spied on a lot of things. At this moment, when Jun Mo smiled morbidly and said cruel words, he remembered the deeper meaning of the words “abandoned from beginning to end”.

Jun Mo… was indeed abandoned by him from beginning to end.

Chu Muyun couldn’t tell the order of the raising, but it was obvious that Mo Jiushao was the first, and Jun Mo was the very last one.

Having experienced the paranoid Yan Chen and the overbearing Shen Shisha, Chu Muyun was really cruel to Jun Mo.

He dropped him.

Throw it in a place where people come and go, and don’t ask any questions after that.

Having gone through so many failures, Chu Muyun was summing up his experience, but this method was really incapable of complaining, as if he was inexperienced.

With the experience of raising Shen Shisha, Chu Muyun knew very well that if he watched secretly, he would be soft-hearted, so he just didn’t watch it.

After all, you can’t die. When you grow up and your mind is stable, it is better to teach slowly than to take it with you since childhood.

Because Chu Muyun believed that it was precisely because he was too close to him that he was the only one who had been in contact with him from childhood to adulthood, so he would be overly dependent, and any extreme emotion would transition to an abnormal emotion.

He didn’t want to repeat the same mistakes, so Chu Muyun was cruel this time.

Let Jun Mo live in the world, and hold back not seeing him once.

But when Chu Muyun went to find him again, he realized what a huge mistake he had made.

His physique cannot live in the general population.

At first, it was only slow growth. Ordinary human beings have grown up in more than ten years, but Jun Mo is ten years old and still looks like a three-year-old baby.

An abnormality is a demon. A child who will not grow up, no matter how good-looking or cute he is, is destined to be feared and panicked.

Coupled with Jun Mo’s unique hair color and eye color. Such a pink and jade-carved child is literally called a monster.

The three words “Ghost Boy” accompanied Jun Mo’s entire long childhood.

It took thirty years for him to look like someone else was seven or eight years old; in another thirty years, he was only ten years old. It took nearly two hundred years for him to grow into a boy.

But it was completely treated as a monster.

What is full of tragedy is that Jun Mo’s body is no different from ordinary people. It is not particularly strong or strong: if you don’t eat or drink, you will be hungry and thirsty, if you get cold in winter, you will get sick. Slow, he is just an ordinary person, no… he is not even as good as an ordinary person, because he has no parents, no one cares about him, only those who are uneasy, kind and malicious.

And in those 30 years of childhood, he was just an ordinary child, his mind might be a little precocious, but his body was so weak, a three-year-old child, trying to live for so long, what happened in the end, it’s hard to tell. Dare to imagine.

The long two hundred years was a huge torture from beginning to end for Jun Mo.

He knew he didn’t belong here, he knew he was abandoned, and he knew that no one liked him, but he still stubbornly lived, waiting for someone who didn’t know if he could wait.

When Chu Muyun finally came to see him, he realized what Jun Mo had gone through, and the overwhelming guilt made him pick up people without even thinking about it.

– This is wrong.

[End of This Chapter]