Picking Up Stars - Chapter 56

[Chapter 56]

Qin Fang finished asking these two sentences that day, and before Xing Yan could answer him, he turned around and waved his hand and left. When walking, the shoulders are very straight, the walking posture is the same as usual, and every step is firm. Sweat slid down his forehead, down his eyelids, down his eyelashes, down to his eyes.

Qin Fang bent his index finger and scratched, feeling hot, he lifted the hem of his clothes and wiped his face.

Qin Fang went back to the dormitory to take a shower, then lay down on the bed and slept from noon until the next morning. He slept very deeply, until it was dark and dawn.

There were many calls on the phone, some from Xingyan and others, but there was no news. Qin Fang went out to class after washing up, without even taking his mobile phone with him.

Chen Ke said that Xing Yan came to the dormitory to find him yesterday. He had been sleeping all the time. Xing Yan sat on his chair for more than an hour and then left.

Qin Fang said, okay, I see.

When he came back from class, his roommate had already bought him a meal and put it on his table.

Shen Dengke looked at him carefully and asked, “Master, are you okay…?”

Qin Fang asked with a smile, “What’s wrong with me?” Shen Dengke

said, “I don’t think you’re in a good mood.”

Next to him, he said, “How about you?”

Shen Dengke didn’t dare to say more, Qin Fang said, “I’m in a good mood, go out for a drink at night?”

“Okay!” Shen Dengke nodded, “Call Tong’er?”

Qin Fang said: “Okay, you call him, I’m a little sleepy, I’ll sleep for a while.”

Qin Fang went up and lay down again, with his eyes closed as if he was asleep, and he didn’t move all afternoon.

Yesterday I really slept, but today I am actually very energetic. I have been awake all the time, but I don’t want to move or talk. He turned the phone to mute, and then turned it off when it ran out of power, and Qin Fang didn’t go to charge it.

His emotions were too chaotic, and he didn’t want to think about it, and he didn’t plan to scratch it.

Just mess around, Qin assured, if messing up can make you happy, then it’s better to be confused all the time.

It is estimated that Shen Dengke told Hua Tong that Qin Fang was in a bad mood. Hua Tong didn’t ask much when they met, but bumped into his shoulder. He called Qin Fang’s cell phone during the day and kept turning it off, and he didn’t reply. Hua Tong asked him, “Your cell phone has been stolen?”

Qin Fang touched his pocket but didn’t hold it, and said, “I’ll throw it in the dormitory to charge it when it runs out of power. No, I didn’t bring it.”

Usually, if Qin Fang came out alone without Xing Yan, his cell phone would not leave him, for fear that Xing Yan would not be able to find him. If you don’t have your mobile phone, there is obviously a problem, but Hua Tong didn’t say anything, just said, “I thought you lost your mobile phone.”

Shen Dengke ordered a lot of wine and said that he planned to get drunk outside together today.

Qin Fang still didn’t drink much, he just measured it. Halfway through the meal and drinking halfway through, Hua Tong finally asked Qin Fang, “Have you quarreled with Xingyan?”

Qin Fang shook his head and said, “No.”

“Then what are you doing? What’s wrong?” Hua Tong still knows Qin Fang very well, Hua Tong can tell at a glance if he has any problems, and vice versa.

Qin Fang thought about it for a long time, and finally said, “Wake up from your dream.”

Hua Tong didn’t ask any further, but just smiled and said, “It’s normal for graduation season to break up season, whatever happens and ends. Brother, Wake up when you wake up.”

Qin Fang was quite surprised that Hua Tong received it so naturally. He looked at Hua Tong, Hua Tong clinked glasses with him, and said, “If you think the previous few months were a good dream, then it’s worth it. If you think it’s not very good, then it’s okay to wake up. It’s neat, it’s a good thing. What do you think it is? ”

Hua Tong was so deep from time to time, Qin Fang listened to him, smiled softly, and blinked: “…that must be good Dream.”

“It’s worth it, we don’t lose anything.” Hua Tong said.

Qin Fang nodded and asked him, “Why did you comfort me before I said I was broken-hearted.”

Hua Tong took a sip of beer and said, “I’m going to the graduation ceremony.”

Qin Fang laughed lowly and nodded, “I said.”

Hua Tong went later that day, and it was nothing after class. Just go around and sit in the last row on the other side. When Xing Yan was standing in front, Hua Tong took a photo at the beginning. If there was no internet, he would have posted it in the group and posted a boyfriend for Qin Fang. Later, what the dean said, Hua Tong saw all the pages on the screen.

At that time, Hua Tong was also very surprised, and after the accident, he scolded in his heart.

When the two of them talked about this last time, Qin Fang still asked three questions, but now that I look back, it’s a bit ridiculous.

From the day of the ceremony, Qin Fang and Xing Yan never met again. Except for the first few days when Xing Yan called him, Qin Fang never answered, and then the call disappeared.

Qin Fang wants to say that he understands Xing Yan, but he really doesn’t understand, otherwise he wouldn’t have to be flashed like this now. But it would be wrong to say that he did not understand. Give him a clue and he will be able to string together a whole line. Many things that he could figure out before and can’t figure out, are now fully understood.

The tacit understanding between them made Qin Fang not need to ask a word.

Qin Fang went to class to review as usual every day, and his life didn’t seem to have changed, but he was always missing something. Occasionally, he can feel a familiar shadow behind him. He is too familiar with this person. Qin Fang can feel his breath and his temperature. But he never looked back, he won’t look back.

Xing Yan had never had him in the future he planned for himself from the very beginning.

Xing Yan wants to give him a perfect and passionate love, Xing Yan wants to give him a dream.

It was not time to wake up from the dream, but Qin Fang woke up early, and he should not look back when he woke up.

When Qin Fang walked, he would put on his earphones, keep his head down, and never look back once.

The roommate stayed for two more days after getting his diploma, and then left. Before leaving, Shen Dengke didn’t cry, but Chen Ke did. They didn’t eat the break-up meal. These three words are too unpleasant. Anyway, they have eaten so many meals together during this period of time.

The dormitory was instantly empty, leaving only Qin Fang himself.

Qin Fang spends every day in the study room, time is full of review, and his mind is also full. When it’s full, you won’t think too much, and your heart will be calmer.

Hua Tong reviewed with him when there was no class, and went to class separately when there was a class. They don’t mention Xingyan very much, but they don’t deliberately avoid it when they mention it. It is natural to mention this name Qin Fang, and there will be no negative emotions. He can even say with a smile, “When it comes to studying, I want Brother Yan to give me half of my brain”.

Xing Yan, the title of “Brother Yan”, is a bit painful to Qin Fang, but apart from the pain, what remains is still good.

He never went to the old house again. He and Xing Yan both had keys. Qin Fang put the key in the drawer and never touched it again.

That small building is so beautiful, everything in it is beautiful, memories, breath, these are not very able to bear for the current Qin Fang, so he will not go, nor dare to go.

Cheng Dong sent WeChat over and asked: Brother Fang, do you want to play on weekends?

Qin put him back: there is no time for review.

Cheng Dong: Is Brother Yan coming?

Qin Fang said: I don’t know, you ask him.

Cheng Dong: Why do I ask? Why don’t you ask.

Qin Fang never returned.

Xing Yan’s circle of friends didn’t post anything at all, and Qin Fang didn’t post it after that. The last entry in his album was the pot of walnuts and sugar. The unfinished candy is still frozen in the refrigerator of the old house. After making the candy, the sweetness in the kitchen has been there for a long time. I don’t know if it is still there or not.

Qin Fang smiled, put down the phone, picked up the pen beside him, and turned it around slightly.

What a wonderful feeling.

Before that day, Qin Fang and Xing Yan were stuck together every day and couldn’t be taken apart, so sweet that they almost fell into a jar of honey.

After that day, they would be able to cut off all contact and be clean. The last message in the chat interface turned out to be “I’m going downstairs, baby.” The last message in the chat interface was “I’m going downstairs, baby.” The

record was set here, and the sound of “baby” was boring.

Qin Fang has read the chat records too many times these days. Looking back and forth, Xing Yan doesn’t talk much, but he occasionally jokes very well. There was a time when Xing Yan liked to send messages to call him “brother”. It was to ridicule Qin Fang that he always said they were “brothers” when he was half straight.

Qin Fang has been acting calm these days. When he wakes up, he doesn’t bother to dream again. He looks forward and doesn’t look back. The free and easy energy is very similar to him before.

How many times has Qin Fang lost love in the past, and if he is lost in love, he has no fate, so forget it.

This time it seems to be the same.

But one day, when he woke up in the middle of the night, he opened his eyes to the empty dormitory. Qin Fang hadn’t withdrawn from the dream just now, and his heart was empty. Qin Fang took a deep breath, closed his eyes, lay on his side on the pillow, and scratched the sheet in front of him with his fingertips.

In the dream, he had someone in his arms. White, thin, with charming eyes. They were lying in the sunny room, lying on the bed, and the people around them slept comfortably. They didn’t get up and smiled quietly at him. They were good-looking and well-behaved.

Qin Fang closed his eyes, grabbed the pillow, the blue veins on the back of his hands stretched, and his hands trembled with force. He rubbed his face on the pillow, rubbed his eyes hard, then buried his face on it, and kissed it softly again.

[End of This Chapter]