Picking Up Stars - Chapter 57

[Chapter 57]

The dark night always makes people sink, the darkness will churn out all the emotions of people, put it naked in the air, and let it ferment and transpiration. Like a cloud of fog, spreading recklessly under the cover of darkness.

When the day dawned, the fragile emotions were not visible, and they had to be dispersed.

Qin Fang is very serious every exam month. He doesn’t usually study very much, but he won’t be perfunctory during the exam month. When he was reviewing before, he didn’t look at it with his mobile phone for a day. Now, most of the time, he doesn’t carry his mobile phone. As long as he doesn’t carry his mobile phone, as long as he controls his thoughts and doesn’t fly around, he can easily calm down, and his review efficiency is also very high.

The secretary of the Communist Youth League sent him the review materials, and Qin Fang smiled and thanked him.

The little girl once had such a vague idea of him, and it has long since passed. Now her boyfriend is also sitting in the study room, and the secretary of the league branch whispered to Qin Fang: “I sorted it out myself, and I will keep it safe. ”

Qin Fang said thank you again.

The party secretary gave him a fist to cheer him on, and then went back to sit next to his boyfriend.

Qin Fang flipped through the information and thought that the little girls were as kind as angels.

When there was no class, he stayed in the study room from 8:00 in the morning to the closing of the teaching building. Qin Fang’s schoolbag contained a few books, two pens and the key to the dormitory, and nothing else.

There was a person sitting on the steps on the side of the teaching building. Qin Fang knew that there was someone, but he would not turn his head to look. It was like a shadow of him, walking with him for a while in the dark, quietly. They have always had a tacit understanding, Qin Fang won’t turn his head, he won’t show up.

He took out the key and opened the door. The dormitory was dark, and the phone was lit on the table. Qin let go of the light and walked over to look. It was the message that Jian Muyang sent him.

—Brother, Dad bought you a new car.

—Ah, I didn’t buy it, it was given by someone else! Cool!

In addition to these two, there is news about Hua Tong, asking him where to eat at night, and messy chats in the group. Qin Fang looked back a few times, and then went to wash and take a bath.

In summer, he gets extremely tanned, and I don’t know how he gets tanned so easily. In the mirror, Qin Fang’s arms, legs and face were several degrees darker than his body. He disliked it himself and didn’t want to see it.

He only likes white ones, the ones that are so white that you can see the blood vessels, and they turn red when you gently suck. When I raised my head to flush, the water hit my face, and some restricted-level images flashed in my mind.

– Too white. Sometimes he didn’t exert any force, just squeezed, and the place he touched would be red. He just took a light bite, and the small piece of skin turned yellow and blue after it was red. If he really made a fuss without seriousness, it would look particularly hideous, and he would feel distressed after that. Kiss and kiss on top.

At that time, Qin Fang liked violence a bit, liked biting people, and liked two people to express and communicate in a very masculine way. When he was crazy, Xing Yan was very indulgent, letting him bite, frowning slightly and rubbing his scalp. After that, Qin Fang couldn’t bear to feel distressed, so he would say with a smile: “Bite it, it seems that the white spot really hurts.”

Qin Fang shook his head and turned off the water. Hard, but no energy to do anything.

He was the only one in the dormitory, and it seemed that he didn’t even need to wear shorts, and he could sleep directly with the slip-on underwear. There is no roommate lying on the opposite side and playing with his mobile phone. He just lays on the bed for a pipe, and he doesn’t need to avoid anyone.

Jian Muyang sent another message and took a picture of Qin Fang getting out of the car. The car is a little too dazzling, suitable for Feng Zhe and the others, but not very suitable for him.

Qin Fang looked at Jian Muyang’s head with a silly smile, and smiled at him next time: why are you still not sleeping? You won’t be going to school tomorrow.

Jian Muyang: Ah ah ah, I’ve been on summer vacation for a week! Brother, this is the third time I tell you!

Qin Fang: Hahaha, sorry, sorry, I’ve been a little confused about reviewing these days.

Jian Muyang: It doesn’t matter! forgive you!

Qin Fang chatted with him for a while. The children usually chatted with their classmates and accumulated a lot of emojis, those cute little emojis. In the past, Qin Fang used to save it easily and used it to sell cuteness when chatting. It doesn’t exist anymore, and there is no cuteness to sell.

Jian Muyang said, “Little brother has been laughing and laughing all the time tonight, until he hiccups. Hahahahaha a bit silly.

Qin Fang said: You were like that when you were young, he was a little fool and you were a second fool.

Jian Muyang sent an angry emoji.

I am a big fool. Qin Fang thought to himself, and he laughed. I don’t know if the two brothers are stupid or not, he is really stupid.

The exams are almost finished, there are still two exams left, and then all the exams during his undergraduate period will be gone. Hua Tong and Qin Fang were reviewing under the air conditioner of the coffee shop. Hua Tong said, “Feng Zhe and the others have already started carnival. Why do they have such an early holiday?

” Did you forget?” Qin Fang said.

“Can’t compare.” Hua Tong shook his head with a smile.

Feng Zhe’s school is a very ordinary undergraduate, and the school’s management is not strict at ordinary times, because they can take more than a month’s vacation in vain to build a road. Qin Fang’s mind was almost filled with noun explanations, this and that was actually the same, and he almost vomited by memorizing it.

The owner of the cafe came up and brought them two cups of cold drinks and said, “Take a break, you two are working too hard.”

“Thank you bro,” Hua Tong took a sip and said, “This is not bad, you are new out?”

“Learn online, call me if you’re hungry.” The boss waved to them and went downstairs.

This kind of weather can’t stay in a place without air conditioning. Hua Tong said, “I’m going to stay with you at night.”

Qin Fang said, “Okay, Ke’er’s bed is not tidied up, and whoever comes can stay at his place.”

Hua Tong tentatively asked: “Then I’ll go?”

“Go.” Qin Fang was amused, “Why are you still polite.”

Hua Tong took another sip and said, “I didn’t mean to give Do you have some space? I’m afraid you’ll be upset. If I go earlier, I’ll be mummified in my bedroom.”

“What’s wrong with me?” Qin Fang smiled again and said, “It’s not a day or two that bother you.”

“Go away.” Hua Tong scolded with a smile.

If usually Huatong would have moved to Qin Fang’s dormitory long ago, an air-conditioned dormitory would be heaven. But this time is quite special. Hua Tong wants to leave some space for him. Qin Fang doesn’t take his mobile phone when he goes out every day. He probably wants to stay by himself for a while. But now it seems that he is not too bad, nor is he depressed. It is time to review, review, chat, and chat. Everything is normal, and Hua Tong will not worry about it.

In the evening, the two returned to the dormitory after dinner, and Qin Fang brought a blanket to Hua Tong. There are a lot of clothes in the closet, and it is very difficult to get a blanket out. Qin Fang does have a lot of clothes and shoes. He is very fashionable and likes to dress up. In the past, Hua Tong always said that he was gay. Which straight man is like him. At that time, Qin Fang also blocked Feng Zhe and Fan Linyi, and these two were also linked together, especially Fan Linyi, he was addicted to saving sneakers.

Looking back now, none of the three were left. Hua Tong and Qin Fang both remembered this when they were pulling the blankets. Qin Fang said with a smile, “You have opened your mouth.”

Hua Tong took a new toothbrush to wash, and said as they walked, “It is necessary. , Huacrates, the prophet.”

Qin Fang could no longer sleep in his underwear, and put on a pair of shorts after taking a shower. Hua Tong was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, holding it up high, Qin Fang said to him: “Your posture is too chic, aren’t you afraid of smashing your face?”

“It’s always smashing, I’m used to it.” Hua Tong said.

Qin put on his bed, a message came on his phone, he glanced at it, it was Han Xiaogong.

– Have a meal together after the exam?

Qin put back: OK.

Han Xiaogong said: Waiting for you.

Qin Fang: OK.

After breaking contact with Xing Yan, Qin Fang never contacted Si Tu and Han Xiaogong again. Si Tu called him, but Qin Fang didn’t bring his mobile phone. I didn’t have any emotions for them, and if I had my phone in my pocket, I wouldn’t have missed it.

What happened to him and Xing Yan was between them. He wouldn’t use this to anger others, and he wouldn’t. I’ve known them for so long, and they get along pretty well, because when he breaks with Xing Yan, all the lines are broken, how can he be so naive.

Taking a step back, Han Xiaogong didn’t answer the two questions Qin Fang asked on the day of the ceremony. I didn’t want to make him feel bad, so I couldn’t tell the truth, and I didn’t want to lie to him, so he kept his mouth shut and kept silent. Qin Fang received this consideration and respect.

When adults interact, the first thing they learn is not to express their anger, not to question like a child, you all know why not tell me. A position is a position, no why. If this happened to him one day, how would Hua Tong decide what to think, Qin Fang would not tell others that, between a pair of lovers, the best friend is an outsider, and outsiders will not interfere and do not have much trouble. , which is a tacit agreement.

“Who are you talking to?” Hua Tong held the phone in his original position, glanced at Qin Fang, and asked him.

“Make an appointment with Xiao Gong.” Qin Fang said.

“Ah.” Hua Tong responded, then looked at the phone.

Qin Fang asked him, “Can you play on your side? You’re tired of holding me up like this.”

“Aren’t you going to stop looking at me?” Hua Tong pointed at his eyes with one finger, “I always When I lay on my side and played, I felt that the eye under the pressure was going to increase in myopia, and I had to control it below 100, and I didn’t want to wear glasses.”

Qin Fang turned to face the wall and stopped looking at him.

They were playing with their mobile phones, and the dormitory was quiet for a while, except for the sound of the air conditioner blowing. Hua Tong suddenly sighed in silence: “The air conditioner will prolong my life…”

Qin Fang said, “You can do your best.”

Hua Tong is tired of holding the phone like this, so he stopped playing and put the phone away. Beside him, he was lying still.

After a few more minutes, it was estimated that he was bored lying down. He wanted to chat with Qin Fang, and called out, “Let’s go.”

“Well.” Qin Fang responded.

“You…” Hua Tong asked him, “Are you angry? Do you want to beat him?”

Qin Fang answered quickly and honestly said, “Yes.”

Hua Tong smiled and said, “Am I with you? Do you want to beat him?” Let’s beat him up.”

Qin Fang also laughed and said, “I don’t need you.”

Hua Tong said, “I’m afraid you won’t be able to beat him.”

Qin Fang didn’t turn around, but still pointed at the wall and whispered: “I can.”

Qin Fang estimated that he was looking at the circle of friends, and his fingers were unconsciously swiping, which was a bit boring. Hua Tong called him again, and Qin Fang said “um” again.

Hua Tong asked him, “Do you hate it?”

Qin swiped his finger on the screen for a while, and then he said, “No.”

Hua Tong: “He lied to you.”

Qin Fang didn’t turn around, just said : “He didn’t.”

Hua Tong asked, “Are you excusing him?”

Qin Fang’s phone was already black, but his posture didn’t change, and he remained the same. Qin Fang said calmly: “No excuse, one yardage is another. He didn’t lie, and I don’t hate him.”

Hua Tong sighed and lay there and said, “It seems that I Fang is still very awake.”

“You Fang has never been confused.” Qin Fang hooked the corner of his mouth, smiled and said, “I hate only when I have regrets, only when I am unwilling, and only when I am owed. I don’t have either. That is a story that should be respected. Hate to commemorate it… it’s a pity.”

“Isn’t it a pity? I feel a little pity.” Hua Tong is a straight man after all, so even though he regrets it, he still thinks it’s good to break up, and there’s nothing wrong with returning to normal in the future.” But it’s not bad. Talk about a beautiful love at the best time. In the future, it will always be young, beautiful and colorful. It makes me want to talk about it too, so let me find someone to talk about. “Yeah,”

Qin Fang said, “I still want to thank fate for sending me this story. It’s worth it. Let’s talk about it when we meet, brother.”

Hua Tong turned off the light, and it was dark in front of him. Qin Fang put down the phone and closed his eyes.

What Qin Fang said was not a lie, he really didn’t hate it. The affection in the eyes can’t be faked, the warmth and full love when the lips touch each other can’t be faked, they are all real.

It was a relationship of mutual respect and love, both sincere and hot.

After the initial anger subsided, many extreme thoughts also subsided, and the mind can recall many things clearly and rationally. After going through it once from the beginning to the end, I finally felt that I would like to thank Xing Yan for giving him a desperate love. Xing Yan did everything he could to make him happy, and Qin Fang received all his goodness.

As for the rest, it is a personal choice, choose idealism, there is no right or wrong. After waking up, the story is over, and the ending is regrettable, but at least the story itself, every day it exists, is good. Just because the ending is different from what he originally expected, he cannot say against his heart that what he experienced was not a good story.

Qin Fang can evaluate this matter objectively. Reasonable and calm.

But being objective doesn’t mean he doesn’t feel pain.

Qin Fang closed his eyes, touched his heart in the dark, and inhaled slowly—it was so fucking painful.

After the last subject, Qin Fang’s semester ended.

Hua Tong and their college still have two subjects, one tomorrow and the other the day after. Qin Fang only brought a pen with him to the exam, so he only had a bunch of keys and a pen in his pocket on the way back to the dormitory.

There is no shadow behind him that he is familiar with, even if he does not look back every day, but not today, he still knows.

Someone who knew him on the road greeted Qin Fang, and Qin Fang smiled and talked to others.

It was a cloudy day, no sun and not too hot. There are many students in the dormitory area who are pulling suitcases to leave, and the school is much emptier than usual at the end of the semester.

Qin Fang walked downstairs to the dormitory and raised his head. Suddenly hitting the line of sight, Qin Fang paused for a moment, and quickly returned to normal.

——This was the first time he and Xing Yan met after that day, standing in front of each other face to face.

Qin Fang walked over.

Xing Yan seemed to have lost weight, Qin Fang looked at him, greeted him, and said “hi”.

Xing Yan cleared his throat, looked into Qin Fang’s eyes, and asked, “Can we chat?”

Qin Fang said, “I suggest you don’t chat.”

[End of This Chapter]