Picking Up Stars - Chapter 58

[Chapter 58]

Qin Fang’s attitude has been shown, but since Xing Yan is here, it is impossible to leave.

Qin Fang was still not used to standing in front of each other with Xing Yan in such a way and speaking in such a capacity. But now the fact is that they have indeed become like this. It’s ridiculous to think that the last time they met, they were still lovers.

Xing Yan wanted to hold Qin Fang’s wrist, but he stretched his hand halfway and still didn’t grasp it. He took it back and only rubbed his knuckles. He repeated it once: “I want to chat with you.”

Qin Fang looked at him and repeated his own words: “I said it, I suggest not to talk.”

Xing Yan is a very persistent person, or stubborn. . Qin Fang is not as obvious as he is, but he is also very stubborn, and he is not a person to talk to when he has a temper, and he does not suffer.

He reminded Xing Yan when he was still sensible, but Xing Yan did not leave.

Therefore, Qin Fang didn’t give Xing Yan a chance to speak again, and he didn’t hesitate when he punched his fist out.

– A punch hit Xing Yan’s left chest with a loud sound. Xing Yan was thin, and his bones and fists collided, hurting each other. He could have predicted it before Qin Fang fell, but his muscles didn’t exert any strength, so he didn’t take Qin Fang’s hand, it was a solid punch.

Another punch hit Xing Yan’s collarbone, Xing Yan took a step back following his strength. Qin Fang followed one step, grabbing Xing Yan’s clothes and punching again.

Xing Yan frowned a little and coughed a few times, but never raised his arm.

“Do you remember what I said?” Qin Fang said solemnly. His hands were shaking a little because of the force he used just now.

Xing Yan nodded and said, “I remember.”

Qin Fang said, “Whatever the result is, you can do it. It’s fate and fate. Don’t force it.”

Xing Yan didn’t speak, he looked into Qin Fang’s eyes, but Qin Fang didn’t dare to take his eyes. Qin Fang’s eyes fell on the punch he just smashed on Xing Yan’s collarbone, and the outside of the collar could already be seen red. He kept staring at the piece of skin: “but if you play with me, if you are not sincere, then we will fight… I will beat you with all my life, and I will not be soft.”

Qin Fang said that his voice was a little unstable at the end. Taking a deep breath, he asked, “Do you still remember?”

Xing Yan said he did.

Qin Fang then said: “Today you have to fight with me, we will fight with our lives, this is what you promised me.”

They stood a bit conspicuous under the dormitory, even though there are not so many people in the dormitory now, but There were still twos and threes of people watching, and some even took out their mobile phones. Qin Fang maintained his confrontation with Xing Yan. He didn’t look back. He only raised his voice and said

, “Just watch the fun and just shoot the video. I’m not feeling well today. Save face, brother.”

Shoot the video again, don’t cause this trouble.

But after all, the downstairs of the dormitory is not a good place for fights. Qin Fang grabbed Xing Yan and walked around to the back of the restaurant. Few people would come here. He let go of Xing Yan’s hand, and the distance between the two was a little closer. Qin Fang said in a low voice, word by word: “Fight, I’ll talk to you after the fight.”

Xing Yan looked at him and said solemnly . Said: “you come.”

Qin Fang looked at his face, and his eyes suddenly turned red. He gritted his teeth, grabbed Xing Yan and pressed his knee against his stomach.

Qin Fang held back for so many days, never got angry, never told anyone about it, and even when he talked to Hua Tong, Qin Fang never showed anger. Xing Yan was standing in front of him at this moment, his brother Yan, his boyfriend, stood in front of him and nodded and said that he remembered them all.

Qin Fang’s emotions that he had been suppressing for many days were all overturned, and he couldn’t hold back.

He hadn’t fought for a long time, and he never thought that one day he would smash his fists on Xing Yan. Qin Fang’s eyes turned a little redder every time he hit him. Finally, he stared at Xing Yan, his chest heaving violently, and he gritted his teeth and asked him, “I asked you to fight me. If you don’t fight back, will you still fight?”

Xing Yan was beaten so many times without frowning. After coughing twice, he just said to him, “…Come on.”

Qin Fang stared at him, gasping for a few breaths. There was even a gasping sound in his throat. Suddenly blurred in front of him, Qin Fang blinked his eyes, and the liquid fell and hit the ground directly.

Xing Yan twitched his fingertips and wanted to raise his hand, but Qin Fang turned around and left. He didn’t turn his head back, his shoulders were still straight, his pace was getting faster and faster, and finally he ran with big strides, and when he turned a corner, Xing Yan could no longer see.

Life is full of drama, sometimes too dramatic. Qin Fang beat Xing Yan so hard that his knuckles were a little swollen.

When Hua Tong came back from the study room, Qin Fang was squatting on the chair in a daze.

“I didn’t reply to the message, I thought you were not in the dormitory.” Hua Tong patted his shoulder and said.

Qin Fang regained his senses and looked up at him: “I didn’t hear it, I guess it’s muted.”

“How is the test? Can you pass it?” Hua Tong asked him.

Qin Fang said, “Yes.”

Hua Tong went to wash his face first, then came out and turned on the air conditioner. Qin Fang squatted in the dormitory in a daze without even turning on the air conditioner, the room was so stuffy that he couldn’t breathe.

“What philosophical questions are you meditating on here?” Hua Tong asked him sitting opposite Qin Fang.

Qin Fang answered smoothly: “Who am I, where am I, where am I going.”

His eyes were still a little blank, Hua Tong looked at him, stopped talking, and let him sit quietly. After sitting for a while, Qin Fang changed to lying on the table, looking for a random spot, staring at the key next to him.

From time to time, his cell phone rang above his head, but Qin Fang didn’t notice it at all, as if his soul had taken time out. Hua Tong didn’t speak, and sat on the other side reading a book.

Fortunately, the exam has already been completed, otherwise Qin Fang would be in this state, his mind would be confused, and he couldn’t remember what he had memorized. He and Xing Yan will have this time sooner or later. As long as they meet, Qin Fang will definitely fight in this fight. But Xing Yan did not fight back, and finally became Qin Fang’s unilateral venting of anger.

In fact, Qin Fang also thought of this.

Xing Yan couldn’t fight back, he wouldn’t even lift his fingers.

Qin Fang smashed Xing Yan one by one today, not only Xing Yan, but also his love and longing for love, and their past. Qin Fang was ruthless, cruel to Xing Yan, and even more cruel to himself.

Every time he smashed it out, he felt double the pain.

It was too late, Hua Tong asked him to go up to sleep, Qin Fang said “um” and went up.

There were a lot of reminders on the phone, including missed calls and messages, Qin Fang took a look around. There were two text message reminders, he opened it, one was a spam advertisement, and the other was from Xingyan.

– You can come again if you are not happy. I want to say a few words to you.

The message was sent this afternoon. Qin Fang watched for a long time, and finally locked the screen and didn’t reply.

Before making an appointment with Han Xiaogong, Qin Fang went to pick him up at the gate of the community. When Han Xiaogong came out, he brought a thermos cup, got in the car and handed it to Qin Fang: “Si Tu cooked it, let me bring it to you.”

Qin Fang opened it and took a sip: “fruit tea?”

“Yeah, I didn’t drink it, he Tossing about this all day.” It was too hot outside, so Han Xiaogong dialed the air outlet.

“What to eat?” Qin Fang asked.

Han Xiaogong said, “Let’s go, I’ll take you to eat and drink for free.”

“It’s great.” Qin Fang smiled and walked according to the position given by Han Xiaogong. Before, every time the two of them came out to eat free food, they were very happy. It was a very interesting activity. Xing Yan and Si Tu were too lazy to come out, but Qin Fang liked them, mainly because they thought it was interesting and fun. Just take a photo and send a Weibo to eat the Overlord meal.

I went to a daily food store. Qin Fang had been here before, and it was a very good store. The two sat cross-legged in the private room, and the manager politely set a table. Neither of them brought a camera, but the store was very professional, and there was someone who took a camera to take pictures, which turned out to be very good. Qin Fang sat there and laughed for a long time.

The manager said to Han Xiaogong, “I thought you would bring a team here. If you didn’t come, our kid can do it. He’s a photographer.”

Han Xiaogong said, “I don’t have a team. It’s okay, just take

pictures .” After more than ten minutes of filming, the camera was always facing Qin Fang. Han Xiaogong said to him, “Just shoot myself.”

Qin Fang shook his head and said, “It’s okay, just shoot.”

They both said the same thing, and Qin Fang laughed. He smiled and said, “I can’t take pictures of what I eat and drink.”

In fact, Qin Fang could guess what Han Xiaogong was thinking. There used to be Qin Fang in the photo, Han Xiaogong’s fans were blowing his face and shouting about his and Xing Yan’s CP. At that time, it was fine no matter what happened. Now Qin Fang and Xing Yan don’t know what’s going to happen in the future, and it’s not appropriate to send Qin Fang again. Although it’s normal to take a photo as a friend, the little girls keep mentioning Brother Yan below, and that’s not the case. This does not respect Qin Fang.

He has always been very careful and thought a lot, and it is very comfortable to associate with such people.

After the photo shoot, there were only the two of them left in the private room. Qin Fang said with a sigh of relief, “I can finally eat it.

” Well, the lens is no longer taken seriously.

Qin Fang smiled and said, “I’m afraid of making a fool of me.”

They are too familiar with each other. It is always natural to eat and chat together. Even if Qin Fang and Xing Yan are in this state, it will not delay their normal relationship.

After eating, Qin put down a cup of tea and drank it slowly, and Han Xiaogong finally mentioned Xing Yan. They haven’t mentioned it since they met.

“Brother Yan did something stupid.” Han Xiaogong asked directly.

Qin Fang drank tea with his eyes down and shook his head.

“Have you split?” Han Xiaogong asked.

Qin Fang raised his eyes and said, “Did he ask you to ask?”

“How is that possible?” Han Xiaogong smiled, “he doesn’t speak either. We haven’t spoken for many days. He is now Zhou Siming from the past, leaving early and returning late. , Lone Ranger.”

Qin Xin felt inexplicable pain, he put down the cup, and turned the mouth of the cup gently.

“I didn’t come to speak for him, I never do this kind of thing.” Han Xiaogong played with his chopsticks and moved positions on the table in a small range, “I gave an assist before you guys came, and that was the first time I interfered with others. Emotional matters, because it is Xing Yan, I will help, I think he is too hard, he can’t fall in love.”

Qin Fang laughed, blinked and asked: “He can’t fall in love?”

Han Xiaogong nodded: “Then Otherwise? Do you think he will?”

Qin Fang remembered the journey he and Xing Yan had taken, and he couldn’t nod and said that Xing Yan couldn’t talk. The speeding at high speed, the birthday stone, and the words that made him struggle but were heartbroken from time to time. This was before we were together, let alone after we were together, Xing Yan practiced every day how to make him more excited.

“He really can’t, you look down on him.” Han Xiaogong shook his head with a smile, and turned over on the table with his chopsticks with his fingers.

Qin Fang also shook his head and said, “It’s you who looked down on him. It may not be enough compared to you. It’s enough to talk to me.”

Han Xiaogong still smiled, looked at Qin Fang and said, “He doesn’t know how to do it without you.”

Qin Fang said : “Don’t make trouble, I won’t, I’m just a fool.”

Han Xiaogong said a little seriously: “Who is smart or not, stupid or not, what do you think? Emotions are not judged by stupidity or stupidity.”

When Qin Fang didn’t answer him, Han Xiaogong didn’t continue.

He didn’t come to speak to Xing Yan at first, and in fact he really didn’t know what was going on with them. Xing Yan didn’t say a word, it was Han Xiaogong’s guess. He came out to eat with Qin Fang today, that is, simply have a meal. I’ve known each other for a year, don’t act like if he and Xing Yan collapsed, they would be friends for nothing.

It is true that they have their own positions, but this does not prevent them from being friends. Qin Fang is a very good person, because he broke up with Xing Yan, and since then he and Si Tu haven’t made a move, as if they didn’t know him, which makes people feel that the world is too cold.

The world is indeed indifferent, but sometimes it is necessary to be a little warm.

After that, they didn’t go to chat about Xingyan deliberately, they just drank tea and chatted.

Han Xiaogong said that Zhou Siming had decided to study and would stay here and continue reading. He and Si Tu will go back and not stay here.

Qin Fang nodded and said, “The climate here is not very suitable for you.”

“I am the same wherever I am, and Si Tu is indeed not suitable to live here.” Han Xiaogong said.

“What about Xie Zhe? Will I still run to find you like this in the future?” Qin Fang asked with a smile.

Han Xiaogong waved his hand and said, “It’s divided.”

Qin Fang was a little surprised: “When?”

Han Xiaogong said, “Last week.”

“Why? He is so…” Qin Fang thought about it and said, “So mini.”

“Mini?” Han Xiaogong laughed, shook his head and said, “It’s not really, and it’s not important.”

Qin Fang blinked before realizing what he was talking about. His face turned a little red, and he said, “I mean ‘fan’, I’m obsessed with you.”

“Ah.” Han Xiaogong still smiled, “I still think about it, you want a lot.”

Qin Fang’s face became hot, Han Xiaogong put away his smile and said, “It’s really not suitable, the child is too tender, let me I’m a little tired.”

“Stick?” Qin Fang raised his eyebrows and asked.

“He’s not very mature. My character can’t coax children. I’m too naive and I won’t call.” Han Xiaogong said.

Qin Fang said, “But he looks like he really likes you.”

Han Xiaogong said, “How can I tell you, little straight man. Some feelings are inexplicable, like love at first sight a lot of times, and they feel fierce and fierce. He is fierce, and likes like crazy without even knowing this person. His desire, his sincerity, may indeed be very touching, but you have to know that this kind of relationship also has a drawback, that is, it has no foundation. It is very turbulent , but it floats for a long time. It can give you satisfaction, but it is also dangerous. I am a little confused, don’t you understand?” It was the

first time I heard it from Han Xiaogong’s mouth. These, he rarely talks about feelings, and even less about his own affairs. The people in their small group all have the same characteristics, and they don’t like to talk about themselves. They never dissect themselves with others, no matter which one.

But Qin Fang still understood what he said. He said, “that is, he can’t give you a sense of security.”

“Yes, he makes me feel uneasy. It’s not just because he is small, he is only one year younger than you. , is the same age as you last year, but you made people feel at ease last year.”

Qin Fang said, “It’s determined by your character.”

Han Xiaogong shook his head and said, “His feelings themselves also make me feel floating.”

A prodigal son playing the world, There’s always something to what he says. Qin Fang thought of him and Xing Yan subconsciously because of his words.

What kind of feelings are they.

Han Xiaogong could see at a glance what he was thinking, so he smiled and said, “Our house is our old nest, our rotten roots. We won’t let others touch that place. For so many years, the only people outsiders are you and me. Gong Qi has been here, only the two of you have touched their rotten roots.”

Qin Fang blinked, thinking of his words, this sentence is not easy to digest. He remembered that Xie Zhe suddenly came in with flowers on the New Year’s Day, such a big bouquet, bright and warm, but Han Xiaogong frowned and said, “I don’t like it.”

It’s not that he doesn’t like flowers, he just doesn’t like people breaking in.

When Qin Fang sent Han Xiaogong back, Han Xiaogong also invited him to sit upstairs, but Qin Fang shook his head and said nothing. Han Xiaogong nodded and said, “Yes, in case Brother Yan is at home, there is no place for the two of you to fight.”

Qin Fang laughed: “Why should we fight.”

Han Xiaogong said “tsk”: “You beat him like that. Don’t you have a guilty conscience when you say this now? He didn’t have a straight shoulder when he came back the night before.”

“No guilty conscience,” Qin Fang said calmly, “I have to pay back what he owes me, and it will be settled after I pay it back. , we won’t fight again.”

“What do you mean?” Han Xiaogong raised his eyebrows, “Break away?”

Qin Fang was silent for a moment, without denying it.

After Han Xiaogong got out of the car, Qin Fang sat in the car for a while. He always likes to be in a quiet daze recently. Maybe ten minutes or half an hour, no idea.

Hua Tong called after the exam and asked him if he wanted to eat.

Qin Fang hung up the phone and drove away. The lanes in the community are not wide, and there are parking spaces on the side, so you can only drive on one side. Qin didn’t let go quickly, and a person suddenly appeared at the intersection ahead.

He was so familiar with that figure, and Qin Fang could recognize who it was at a glance no matter how far away he was.

Qin Fang looked straight ahead with no expression on his face and no intention to stop.

The man just stood in the driveway and didn’t go.

For a few seconds, the two briefly confronted each other. Later, they were so close that they could see each other’s eyes through the glass. Xing Yan still didn’t move and stood straight in the front.

——Qin Fang stepped on the brakes.

The two were motionless, they had fallen into each other’s eyes countless times, this time they were looking at each other from a short distance.

A car came from behind, and the whistle sounded briefly.

The two were still looking at each other, Xing Yan raised his eyebrows at Qin Fang, a little inquiring.

Qin Fang shook his head gently.

So Xing Yan nodded, took two steps back, and then moved to the side to clear the lane.

Xing Yan was still standing there, but Qin Fang had already left.

In turn, it looks like the love that Xing Yan planned for Qin Fang.

[End of This Chapter]