Picking Up Stars - Chapter 63

[Chapter 63]

The star was given away by Qin Fang as a gadget, and an IOU was stuffed in the red envelope for the New Year, and he owed it to someone for several months. Xing Yan took it seriously and asked for it several times.

Xing Yan didn’t say a word when we met that day, he seemed to accept it, and he remained silent and seemed a little indifferent. But in the end, when Qin Fang turned back, Xing Yan smiled at him, and he also let him see the star in his mouth.

He didn’t say anything, but he seemed to say a lot.

At that moment, Qin Fang’s mood was almost collapsed. He ran away from the airport without looking back. There are some words that Xing Yan can’t say or speak, but he wants Qin Fang to know.

Their tacit understanding made Qin Fang know at a glance.

But that doesn’t change anything, and they know that.

The summer is hot and the winter is very snowy. It feels very long, but it will be there in the blink of an eye.

When Qin Fang returned to Jian’s house, Jian Muyang was playing snowball fights with his little classmates in the backyard, and he was overjoyed to see him come back. The little classmates came to the house as guests, and Qin Fang watched them play for a while.

The little brother babbled and crawled on the carpet, which was also very interesting. Qin Fang likes to hold him very much. Children chew on their hands and spit on Qin Fang’s face. He doesn’t think it’s dirty.

He rarely comes back now, and his presence is very low. Every time he comes back, Dong Yin looks very friendly. Qin Fang doesn’t care about these things at all now, he just came back to see his younger brother.

Qin Fang didn’t want the car his father gave him. It was too high-profile and not suitable for him. He just had to have a commuter. Dong Yin drove for a while, and didn’t like it much. Later, I don’t know where it went, and it is estimated that it changed hands and gave it to someone.

Before going to bed at night, when Jian Muyang was chatting with him, he asked Brother Tong where he went.

Qin Fang said that Huatong was doing projects in school.

Jian Muyang looked at him, his mouth opened and closed, and then he asked, “What about Brother Yan?”

Qin Fang glanced at him and smiled: “Brother Yan…”

Jian Muyang blinked.

The child has always liked Xing Yan very much, and in his heart Xing Yan is a very gentle brother. During the meal before, Jian Muyang knew that Qin Fang and Xing Yan were talking about friends. Later, Xing Yan disappeared and did not play together again. Jian Muyang asked twice at the beginning, but never mentioned it again.

When he asked about it, Qin Fang patted his head and said, “Brother Yan has gone to school. Brother Yan is super good.”

Jian Muyang pursed his lips and smiled, and then asked, “How powerful is that?”

Qin Fang raised his eyebrows and said easily, “The most powerful thing you can think of.”

Jian Muyang laughed and said in a very relaxed tone, “Then I will learn from Brother Yan.

” No,” Qin Fang flicked his head, “just be happy, kid.”

In fact, Jian Muyang is not too young, she is in fifth grade. He understood a lot of things, so he didn’t mention Xing Yan for so long. I couldn’t help but ask today, and I won’t mention it again after I’ve asked. He didn’t ask when Brother Yan would come back, but he couldn’t come back.

If his brother knew, he would have said it just now, waiting for your brother Yan to come back to show you.

The change in the relationship can be heard from the words, Jian Muyang has always been very delicate and sensitive. Qin Fang didn’t say that, didn’t mention Xing Yan’s return, so don’t ask any more questions later.

Qin Fang looked at him, raised his hand and touched his hair again.

This year’s Spring Festival Qin Fang still hadn’t been at Jian’s house. As before, he carried a bag and left.

In the middle, he went to live with Si Tu and Han Xiaogong for a few days, and went to the house that he was very familiar with. I still live in the same room and the same bed.

The small courtyard is still the same as before, and the flowers in the courtyard are blooming very well.

Gong Qi’s work place is not far away, and she often comes here. Si Tu looked thinner than before, and his speech was as gentle and calm as ever. Han Xiaogong was still the same, but his hair was cut short. Although I didn’t cut it, I could tell it was a boy, but it couldn’t be as long as it used to hang on the back.

The two casually sat on the steps and chatted. Qin Fang asked him how he cut it, but Han Xiaogong raised his hand and grabbed a handful without caring, and said, “I’m too lazy to wash.”

Qin Fang looked at him and said, “The temperament has changed.”

“You prefer the original one, right? “Han Xiaogong chuckled, “You like black long straight, small straight man.”

Qin Fang nodded with a smile, but he was quite honest.

“I regret the cut,” Han Xiaogong breathed upwards, blowing the bangs into pieces, “I’m a little heartbroken after the cut.”

“Leave it.” Qin Fang said, “I know you actually like your hair very much. .”

Han Xiaogong didn’t speak, and grabbed a handful of hair from the top of his head.

He hasn’t posted on Weibo since then, and Han Xiaogong basically disappeared from the Internet. Qin Fang was also implicated because of his affairs. Many fans who came from Han Xiaogong sent private messages and even scolded him together. Don’t think about anyone who has anything to do with him.

Han Xiaogong had never signed a company or a team, and his Weibo was played by himself, so at this time there would be no one behind him, and many people had long disliked him. He was too popular, and he didn’t cooperate with others. At this time, many colleagues wanted to trample him to death.

Many marketing accounts ended up with a rhythm, and his melons were spread all over the place, and the previous photos of killing Matt became emojis. True and false, false and true materials, these buried him in the ground and could never turn over again.

Qin Fang posted a Weibo to help Han Xiaogong say something. After that, his Weibo was also flooded, but Qin Fang didn’t play much at first, so he just uninstalled it and never uploaded it again, and didn’t care about these things.

Han Xiaogong used to say that his hair was his capital, but now he said it was cut because it was no longer needed.

He said: “In the past, it was annoying to wash my hair every time, and it was also annoying to blow my hair, and I had to do a nutrition or something to keep the gloss. At that time, I thought I would cut it when I didn’t take pictures. I regret it, I feel like I have something less.”

Qin Fang asked him, “I won’t take pictures in the future?”

“I won’t take pictures anymore.”

“What about Weibo? Don’t you want it?”

Han Xiaogong said, “I can’t do it anymore, it’s abolished. .”

Qin Fang frowned: “After a while? No one will always remember other people’s affairs.”

Han Xiaogong shook his head: “Yes, I can’t make it through. And I don’t want to play anymore. And how to play, there are always people who want me Disappeared, this is because I never said anything, if I say it, it will only make it worse, this is a trick.”

Qin Fang said: “I later deleted Weibo, too lazy to read it.”

Han Xiaogong laughed and said, “That’s wonderful. You all missed it.”

Qin Fang raised his eyebrows, and Han Xiaogong said, “Now they say that I have undergone sex reassignment surgery, and I am already a woman. There are also a lot of people who say I have done it, and it turns out to be true, isn’t it interesting? .”

Qin Fang frowned and scolded “idiot”.

“Do you want to say something?” Qin Fang asked.

“What are you talking about?” Han Xiaogong leaned back, half-smiling, “no one will believe what you say. If you want to scold, you won’t listen, and if you don’t want to scold, he won’t believe it if you don’t say it. And what do I say? Unless I take off my pants and take a video, how can I prove it? The video can also be said to be a face-picking, not me. If you can’t speak with a hundred mouths, just shut up.”

Qin Fang He didn’t feel anything if he didn’t play, and he didn’t take it seriously. But Han Xiaogong was different, that was even his job. His life, everything he is now, actually relies on the Internet. The Internet made him a person and changed the trajectory of his original life.

In fact, Qin Fang could see that he was very dependent. Taking pictures, posting pictures, chatting with fans, that’s his life, but it’s all broken now.

Qin Fang said after a while: “Actually, there are still many people talking to you, and they don’t believe them. Think about it anyway, it’s the same as what irrelevant people say, you’re playing with you.”

Han Xiaogong still shook his head, he said He looked up at the grass that came out of the cracks in the bricks by the steps, and said, “I know that many little girls are working hard to help me talk. If they can’t talk to others, they will scold them. It seems that a louder voice can help me win. Little girl They are very cute and kind.”

“Yes, those who like you are still there.”

“Half of it, half believe it and leave, or turn around and scold me, feeling blind and loving me for so many years, I like a bad guy.” Han Xiaogong unconsciously circled the grass around his fingers a few times and spoke slowly, “The other half think it’s not me, or believe it, but are willing to forgive and be like a little warrior. Just like to protect the people they like.”

“But why,” he said with a faint smile, “Like anyone has become a very unspeakable thing, even a bit shameful. If you like it, it’s stupid. Three views, brain damage… Wait. It’s not necessary, it’s too hard, and I don’t want to watch little girls work hard. Whoever likes on the Internet should be a happy pastime, and it’s boring to become a burden, right. And I have nothing to give them, I am an internet celebrity, I look good, take some pictures, and make money from popularity. Forget it.”

When he said this, he could still see that he was a little depressed, and it was different from before. In fact, not to mention him, Qin Fang, as a friend of his, was shocked when he saw the countless malice that came up in those moments. People talk too hard these days. Every word is a knife. It would be best if they could stab this person to death directly through the Internet.

Qin Fang asked him, “Then what will you do in the future?”

“There are many things you can do,” Han Xiaogong looked at him and raised his eyebrows lightly, “Are you afraid that I won’t make money?”

Qin Fang didn’t say anything, but Han Xiaogong said, “Money Enough. Advertising or something is not my main income for a long time, and then it is actually just playing, otherwise I am so lazy?”

“That’s good.” Qin Fang still felt a little heavy in his heart. In fact, he wanted to ask Xie Zhe why he hadn’t stood up and said something for him, but he didn’t know what Han Xiaogong thought about Xie Zhe, and whether his feelings were deep or not. Afraid of poking pain points, so I didn’t ask.

But Han Xiaogong also saw that he wanted to ask this, and said indifferently, “I said, this is a trick. He hates me, thinks I’m cruel, and they have already separated. The woman is looking for him and wants to use it. I’m popular, fuck me with my ex-girlfriend.”

Qin Fang was speechless, scolded several dirty words in his heart, and he couldn’t hold back and cursed, so angry that he was upset. Looking at Xie Zhe at that time, it was very sunny, and I really didn’t see that he could do such a thing.

Han Xiaogong looked at him and smiled, and Qin Fang suddenly remembered that Han Xiaogong had said at that time that Xie Zhe’s feelings for him made him feel insecure, feeling rootless and floating. So Han Xiaogong read countless people, and he still read it very accurately.

But it’s useless to read countless people, it capsized.

Qin Fang was obviously very unhappy after chatting with him, and his face was very heavy. His temper was not very good at first, and violent emotions came up.

Han Xiaogong laughed and said, “You look too much like Brother Yan when you have a calm face and no expression.”

Qin Fang looked at him, and Han Xiaogong said, “It’s really similar.”

He finished speaking He patted Qin Fang’s shoulder, shook his arm lightly, and said, “Don’t be angry for me. Life is divided into stages. You go through stages, and when the time comes, you have to change to the next one.”

“I have stopped at this stage. It’s been a long time, and it’s long overdue to go. In fact, they’ve all gone, only me is left. This is just a signal.”

“That’s why I asked you to come and meet. I’ll leave after the year, and Brother Yan and Zhou Siming are also After leaving, Si Tu has nothing to worry about for Gong Qi, and goes out to find a life.”

Han Xiaogong stood up, Qin Fang looked up at him, Han Xiaogong looked around, looked at the courtyard and the small building behind him, pulled his lower lip and said, “I don’t actually rely on this place, I even hate it. I hate our past. , and also hate the process of our growing up. This is for us to grow up, and we should not stay when we grow up. Just like the things we once found on the Internet, we have seen too much evil of human nature. It’s disgusting at a glance. We all hate it, so they all left.”

Qin Fang kept looking at him with his head raised, Han Xiaogong lowered his head and said, “Life always has to say goodbye.”

Life has always been about saying goodbye.

Grow and say goodbye, never stop.

Qin Fang came by coincidence this time. It rained for two days, and the second floor leaked again. Han Xiaogong’s room put two basins to collect water. Qin Fang happened to be there and spent the afternoon fixing the roof for them.

He came up on this roof, and on New Year’s Eve last year, he and Xing Yan lay on it, Xing Yan called Xingxing with his southern accent. After Qin put it up, he clapped the dust on his hands and smiled.

There are only two people left in this building who are the least capable, one is physically weak and the other is too weak. Qin Fang went up to repair it consciously, and Han Xiaogong stood on the ladder and handed him something.

Zhou Siming and Xing Yan used to protect these two, but now the two protectors are gone. They go very firmly, and they won’t even say goodbye here.

Fortunately, everyone is mature enough, and life is very peaceful. No one needs to be protected, and they can live well.

When Qin Fang squatted on the roof and sprinkled asphalt, he said to Han Xiaogong, “I don’t know where you’re going in the future. Anyway, call me if you have something to do.”

“What are you doing?” Han Xiaogong chuckled, “Although Brother Yan is gone, I’m not digging around, you don’t have fun with me.”

“That’s impossible, your hair is cut.” Qin Fang knew that he was joking, and he replied back with a joke.

Han Xiaogong said, “Thank you.”

Qin Fang smiled and said, “You’re welcome.”

[End of This Chapter]