Picking Up Stars - Chapter 64

[Chapter 64]

Qin Fang didn’t stay there for the New Year, he stayed for a few days and then left.

The house has been repaired and the gates have been repainted. Before they left, they had a meal together. Si Tu couldn’t drink alcohol. He was in poor health recently. Everything that could drink was gone, and the rest, including Qin Fang, didn’t have much, so they didn’t drink.

Even though they didn’t drink, they chatted happily and had a meal for more than three hours.

In the middle of the meal, Gong Qi went in and brought Si Tu a coat for him to wear, saying that the wind was a bit cold. These two people have always been in that state, they don’t look like lovers, but they are closer than friends. Qin Fang didn’t ask much. There are thousands of relationships between people. They are all personal choices and there are reasons for their existence.

Si Tu said to him, “If you feel bored and have nowhere to go, you can come here. It doesn’t matter if you stay for a long time. I will cook noodles for you.”

Qin Fang clinked glasses with him . Said, “Okay.”

After a while, Qin Fang said to him, “Healthy and healthy.”

Si Tu waved his hand: “It doesn’t matter, I haven’t been healthy for a few days.”

Han Xiaogong took a photo of Qin Fang. , When Qin Fang looked up, he just put down the phone. Qin Fang raised his eyebrows: “What are you doing?”

Han Xiaogong smiled and said, “I’ll keep a souvenir.”

Qin Fang said, “Then tell me earlier, I’ll be more handsome.”

“That’s not necessary.” Han Xiaogong said, “Reality is the most important thing. ”

In fact, Qin Fang could probably guess what he was doing to take pictures, but he didn’t ask much, just shook his head and smiled, and said, “Tell me in advance next time, don’t take ugly pictures.”

“You doubt my skills? Absolutely better than You pose very well, do you want to take a look?” Han Xiaogong said “tsk”.

“No, you are professional.” Qin Fang said with a smile.

Han Xiaogong said, “One is enough, so I won’t take any more.”

Qin Fang nodded and said “um”.

It was a sunny day when Qin Fang left, and Gong Qi drove him to the airport. After work, I look more mature and talkative than before. Now that the two of them are sitting in the car together, she is not as restrained and embarrassed as before.

Gong Qi caught a cold and sneezed.

Qin Fang took out a piece of paper and handed it to her, Gong Qi smiled and said thank you.

Qin Fang hooked the corners of his lips and said nothing.

“Actually, I always owe you a formal apology.” Gong Qi said suddenly.

Qin Fang didn’t expect her to mention this, and was quite surprised, after all, they were a little embarrassed because of this. Qin Fang waved his hand and said, “There’s nothing to apologize for, let’s go.”

Gong Qi said, “Every time I see you, I feel a little embarrassed. Calm or something, it’s all pretence.”

Qin Fang smiled. “Don’t worry about it.”

“You’re so nice, I didn’t think so at the time. Later, when you were with Brother Yan, the more contact you made, the more naive you felt at the time. You were too reckless when you met me.” Gong Qi lowered the car window halfway to allow some air in the car.

Qin Fang still laughed and asked, “Is it a little late to issue a good person card?”

Gong Qi didn’t speak, Qin Fang said, “I really don’t need to worry about it. It’s been too long, and I don’t hold any grudges.”

In fact , Qin Fang Fang has never disliked Gong Qi very much. She is not a disgusting girl when getting along with her, but she is quite comfortable to get along with. She really doesn’t feel like a person hanging on both sides, which is also very contradictory. If she was really that kind of girl, she wouldn’t have been with Si Tu for so long, and even her job was here. There are many people chasing her now, and the conditions are much better. There are too many choices if she wants to find her, but she still lives an ordinary life here. But what happened at the beginning is also real, believe it or not, it happened.

Qin Fang didn’t ask her why she did that at the time, it was too embarrassing to ask.

Instead, Gong Qi said it herself. She looked at Qin Fang and laughed at herself: “Now think about how sick it was at that time, it’s like a brain-dead.”

Qin Fang couldn’t accept this, he couldn’t follow it and said yes, but he couldn’t comfort him from his position.

Gong Qi said, “At that time, you were the best among the people who were chasing me. You were very popular in school and you were handsome, so I chose you.”

Qin Fang didn’t say anything and listened to her.

“I’ve been chasing Si Tu for more than a year before, and after being together, the relationship is not bad. But as a person, he always feels cold and indifferent, and his feelings are buried too deep.”

This point she That’s right, Qin Fang nodded.

“During that time, he didn’t give me a reason for breaking up. If it’s because the relationship is gone or something, it’s fine to give me a reason, but knowing that he has feelings, he said in his eyes that he was reluctant to say goodbye. , it was very annoying.”

“I was able to do it at that time, but I never suffered from it. I was always chased by people. When I fell in love, others didn’t coax me. If I chased him, he would break up with me. , that doesn’t make sense.”

Gong Qi said this and laughed at herself again: “I just wanted to find someone to stimulate him, I was really angry, I think he should turn back when he knew that I was really going to be chased away. ”

Qin Fang said: “I just happened to appear?”

Gong Qi nodded: “You are too unlucky. I was using you at the time, and I would never agree to you, but you are too kind, and I felt so guilty later on. I didn’t do this before, and I realized that I was too sick. It’s too bad to use other people’s feelings as a bargaining chip.”

“That’s why you deliberately let them know that I was chasing you.” Qin Fang raised his eyebrows.

“Yes,” Gong Qi sighed, “I don’t want to take advantage of you anymore, it’s too uncomfortable. I just wanted to let Si Tu know that if he’s not doing well, I’ll really leave. But I didn’t expect Zhou Siming to find you, this I really didn’t expect it.”

Qin Fang laughed, and he was too reckless. And I didn’t expect that would happen. Those things that were disturbing at the time have now become a little story like a joke, which is very interesting to listen to.

Qin Fang asked her, “So what? Are you okay later?”

Gong Qi shook her head and smiled bitterly: “Don’t you know Brother Yan later? You should know.”

Qin Fang said, “Actually, I don’t know what your relationship is until now.”

Gong Qi thought for a while, She whispered: “It’s a relationship that will never be together. The few of them…”

She said halfway, and after a moment of indifference, she continued: “They are all serious, you say they are selfish, but they don’t think about themselves. They think too much, they think deeply and far, but they won’t give you what you want, because they don’t even know what you want.”

Qin Fang didn’t speak for a long time, thinking about her passage Well, think about those people.

Later, he glanced at Gong Qi and asked her, “Then why don’t you leave? Since we will never be together, why are you staying here?”

Gong Qi asked Qin Fang for a piece of paper and wiped her nose because she caught a cold So the speech has a heavy nasal sound. She smiled lightly: “I won’t leave. It may not be believed, but I’m really special… I like it very much. I sometimes hate him for not being with me and giving me so much affection. , I hate why he is not really as good as he shows, then I will be free and easy.”

Qin Fang found out today that he has never seen this girl, and of course he has never understood Si Tu.

“I won’t leave.” Gong Qi repeated this sentence again, she took a deep breath, let out a long stretch, and said slowly, “Look at them all leaving, Xiao Gong will also leave, just He is left alone. It’s too lonely, the only thing left is loneliness, I won’t leave him alone. In fact, I don’t like the weather here at all, it’s too humid, and there’s no winter, I’m more used to our side But it’s just like that after living for a long time, and I gradually get used to it. It’s good to be with him like this. When you can’t see it, he doesn’t really like to laugh, and he’s very tired.”

In fact, Qin Fang couldn’t understand them either . The ties between the feelings, Si Tu is the most invisible person, and his feelings cannot be touched by others. But some content can still seep out from the voice, Qin Xin felt a little heavy, and at this moment, he suddenly felt that Gong Qi was not easy.

The thin shoulders are also trying to carry something, which makes people feel very at ease.

Before getting off the car, Qin said to her, “Come on.”

Gong Qi smiled, her eyes crooked: “You also come on, I’ll apologize to you again, because you and I only met them. I didn’t know I was here for you. Saying that knowing them is good or bad, if knowing them is a pity in the end, I am really, really sorry. If I did it again, I would definitely not be so naive, because my selfishness brought this.”

She was not direct . , but Qin Fang heard that she was feeling guilty for the ending of him and Xing Yan.

Qin Fang shook his head and said “no”.

He hesitated for a while, but still raised his hand and hugged Gong Qi, giving him a false hug. Maybe it’s because of what she said just now, or maybe I don’t want to hear her say sorry.

After letting go, Qin Fang said seriously: “This is not a pity. Knowing them and knowing each of them is a gift for me. Every encounter is romantic, and the result is not so important. And I believe that This part is destined to happen, not because you will have other arrangements.”

“This is really not to comfort you,” Qin Fang smiled, “I have always felt lucky to know him, thank you.”

Qin Fang said He got out of the car, waved his arm at her with a smile, then turned and walked away.

He’s been backpacking again this winter, and he’s gone to many places after walking away from them, and I don’t know when he started liking this kind of purposeless journey.

He went to the mountains to photograph the stars, and went to the island to listen to the waves.

On New Year’s Eve, he stayed in a homestay, a completely wooden building. He was lying on the roof, which had a modest slope. Qin Fang rested his head on a high place, and there was a starry sky above his head. There were many stars this night, and there was some vast romance.

The phone kept vibrating in his pocket, and New Year messages came in one after another.

Qin Fang took out his mobile phone and picked up a few messages that were not group messages. I went to several groups to grab a few red envelopes, and sent a few more.

The circle of friends is also very lively. There are people who show New Year’s Eve dinner, fireworks, and everything. The whole circle of friends has a warm atmosphere.

Qin Fang stroked down casually, feeling the festive atmosphere of other people’s homes. Take a look at the dishes of each family, they are similar and slightly different.

Suddenly, when a certain line is swiped, the finger is fixed, and the screen is also fixed.

– A portrait with a black background, a motorcycle.

This avatar has hardly appeared in his circle of friends.

Posted a photo of the starry sky, one of which was particularly bright.

One more word, very simple.

– Happy New Year.

Qin Fang watched this one for a long time, and gave it a like before picking up his phone.

[End of This Chapter]