Picking Up Stars - Chapter 69

[Chapter 69]

After Xing Yan went out, Qin Fang lay there in a daze for a long time, and it was estimated that he went to Si Tu’s room.

In fact, Qin Fang wanted to stay, but he didn’t think about what to say, and he couldn’t stay any longer when he left. It was true that he couldn’t fall asleep because he was in the same room with Xing Yan, but it wasn’t because he was uncomfortable.

No discomfort, nothing uncomfortable.

Xing Yan still thinks too much. After all, Qin Fang was still a sick patient. After taking a shower and changing clothes, he felt much more comfortable. After thinking about it in a mess, he fell asleep again. Slept until it was bright.

It’s almost ten o’clock on the phone.

It’s been almost twenty hours since I slept in the afternoon yesterday, and my whole body is exhausted. Qin Fang stood up, stretched his arms, and walked out slowly. Han Xiaogong was sitting on the sofa in the living room, playing with his mobile phone cross-legged.

The sunshine outside was very good, and it seemed like two or three years ago, when he came out of the bedroom every day, Han Xiaogong sat casually on the sofa, occasionally accompanied by the sound of Si Tu’s piano in the room. Qin Fang stood there for a while, and Han Xiaogong looked at him and smiled: “Look at me again?”

Qin Fang smiled too, said “um”, and walked towards the bathroom.

After washing, I felt completely alive. After all, I was young and had great physical strength. After two days of exhaustion with the illness, it was over after a good night’s sleep. He walked over and sat on the sofa, and Han Xiaogong asked him, “Is it better?”

“Much better.” Qin Fang said.

The room was very quiet, Qin Fang looked around and asked, “Where are the others? Didn’t you get up?”

Han Xiaogong said, “Brother Yan?”

Qin Fang shook his head and chuckled: “And Zhou Siming.”

Han Xiaogong said: ” Zhou Siming is still sleeping, and Brother Yan is gone.”

Qin Fang was stunned for a moment, then blinked: “Where did he go?”

“Where can he go?” Han Xiaogong said lightly.

Qin Fang’s mind was completely empty, and he felt that he didn’t mention it in one breath. Xing Yan was so busy that he must have to leave, and he didn’t think anything would happen, and he didn’t even know what to say to Xing Yan, but Qin Fang was still surprised that he left like this, and left without any preparation for Xing Yan.

They didn’t say a few words altogether.

“You guys…” Han Xiaogong raised his eyebrows and asked, “Have you talked?”

Qin Fang shook his head.

Han Xiaogong looked at him and said, “I’ve watched you two talk awkwardly for the past two days. I feel embarrassed?” ” It

‘s not embarrassing,” Qin Fang shook his head again.

I think it’s natural,” Han Xiaogong smiled, “I rarely see Brother Yan like this…”

Qin Fang raised his eyebrows and waited for him to say.

Han Xiaogong said with a smile, “…coward.”

Qin Fang didn’t know what to say, he hadn’t recovered from the fact that Xing Yan had left. They met in a hurry, and then they left.

“The road is yours to walk. You should bear the consequences of the road you choose.” Han Xiaogong shook his head, “Everyone has to be responsible for their own choices, and so does he.”

Qin put his head down, and after a while, “Well ” sounded.

After that, the two stopped talking, Qin Fang was in a daze, and Han Xiaogong was also in a daze.

Until Han Xiaogong suddenly asked him, “Are you still single now?”

Qin Fang let him ask again, and raised his head: “What do you think?”

“I guess so,” Han Xiaogong leaned his head back on the sofa On his back, he said, “If you weren’t single, you probably would have left yesterday and hooked up with your ex-boyfriend. You shouldn’t have given yourself this chance.”

Qin Fang thought about his words, then smiled and said, “It makes sense. ”

Han Xiaogong spread his hands, Qin Fang will always make himself upright. But Qin Fang shook his head this time and said with a chuckle, “…but I’m not single.”

Han Xiaogong looked at him, Qin Fang looked directly at him, nodded, and confirmed, “I’m not single.”

Footsteps came in from behind, and someone walked in from the door. Both of them looked back, Qin Fang blinked and watched Xing Yan walk in with the lunch box.

His last words were still ringing in his ears, Xing Yan lowered his eyes and asked, “Are you up?”

Qin Fang cleared his throat and responded.

He turned to look at Han Xiaogong, killing with his eyes. Just now Han Xiaogong said that Xing Yan had left.

Han Xiaogong was a little innocent, he didn’t say anything, it was all made up by Qin Fang himself.

Xing Yan put the things on the dining table and said to Qin Fang, “You have a fever, eat something light.”

“Okay.” Qin Fang cleared his throat again. He felt good when he woke up, but now his throat starts to feel dry again. .

Xing Yan didn’t raise his head very much, he put his things down and went out. Han Xiaogong raised his head and asked him: “You don’t eat?”

“You eat.” Xing Yan went out after speaking.

The way he walked was the same as before, very upright. Qin Fang looked back at his back, and remembered that Xing Yan asked him if he was uncomfortable last night, and then left the room. It’s probably the same reason why I don’t eat with them now.

“Cry alone, leave him alone.” Han Xiaogong shrugged, motioned Qin Fang to eat, glanced outside, and said, “Since you’re not single, don’t be soft-hearted and eat you.”

Qin Fang raised his eyebrows: “You Shouldn’t you try to match up?”

“You’re not single anymore, what can I match, I don’t want to hurt.” Han Xiaogong laughed, “You understand people, I don’t need to say anything, you have to look forward when there are people around you. , if you look back, the three of you will feel uncomfortable.”

Qin Fang said “um” and opened the lunch box. It’s the casserole porridge that he used to love, and he often eats it for breakfast when he comes here. Now the taste is a little different from before, and it is estimated that the chef has changed.

He and Han Xiaogong also have a tacit understanding, and they won’t look unfamiliar if they haven’t seen each other for a long time. They are quite familiar with each other. Qin Fang asked him how he was now, and Han Xiaogong said it was fine.

The two chatted while eating, until Zhou Siming came down.

Han Xiaogong asked him to come over for dinner, and Zhou Siming also came over, and he even said hello very peacefully.

“I’m more mature, I don’t bite people.” Han Xiaogong said with a smile.

Zhou Siming glanced at him and said lightly, “Do I have to scold me?”

Han Xiaogong stopped talking.

The three of them were eating here, and Xing Yan didn’t know where to go. Qin Fang was actually a little uncomfortable, and he stopped eating after two more bites. He walked out and saw Xingyan sitting on the edge of the flowerbed with his head lowered.

Qin Fang looked at him, Xing Yan did not move for a long time, quietly.

Later, Qin Fang called him, Xing Yan looked up, and Qin Fang pointed inward: “Go to dinner.” ”

Well.” Xing Yan hooked the corner of his mouth, “Okay.”

The first time I saw him laugh, let’s call it a laugh.

When he walked to Qin Fang’s side, Xing Yan asked him: “Is it still burning?”

Qin Fang shook his head: “No burning.”

Xing Yan nodded and went in by mistake.

When they were eating, Qin Fang sat on the sofa and listened to them, and looked over from time to time. Occasionally, Xing Yan will meet eyes, and the two will look at each other briefly in the air, and then Xing Yan will look away.

He felt that Xing Yan had pulled a little distance from before because he said that he was not single, which was not even as natural as the two of them on the phone before.

Qin put a sigh in his heart.

Zhou Siming is leaving tomorrow, Han Xiaogong is free, Xing Yan has three days to go.

Qin released the tickets for the day after tomorrow.

Then they left and went their separate ways, and I don’t know when the next time we will meet. So no one went out that day, they all stayed on the first floor, although they didn’t talk to anyone for a long time. There is one less person in this house, it seems a lot less. The one with the best temper is gone, and it seems that the middle line is missing. Although the others are not so bad now, they can’t bond naturally.

Xing Yan sat in the yard, but Qin Fang went out and sat next to him.

Qin Fang wears more clothes because he is not feeling well and has a fever so he feels cold. Normally, the weather here is very hot, Han Xiaogong and Zhou Siming both wore short sleeves, only Xing Yan was still dressed tightly.

When Xing Yan looked at him, Qin Fang asked, “Aren’t you hot?”

“It’s okay.” Xing Yan said.

“I thought you would be very scholarly now.” Qin Fang made a little joke with him, “As a result, you look very ruffian now.”

Xing Yan followed his words and smiled: “Is there any?”

“Well, it’s like a fight after a disagreement.” Qin Fang said.

“Because of the hair?” Xing Yan touched the top of his head.

Qin Fang thought for a while: “Maybe, why did you shave it? You also play motorcycles over there?”

Xing Yan shook his head and hooked the corner of his mouth: “It’s too troublesome and expensive to cut your hair over there, so I bought a clipper and pointed at it. Push the mirror yourself.”

Qin Fang laughed for a long time because of his words, imagining Xing Yan pushing his hair in the mirror, thinking it would be… sexy.

Because of a few relaxed conversations, the atmosphere between the two of them naturally became more tense and no longer tense.

“You haven’t changed much,” Xing Yan told him, “it’s still the same.”

“What?” Qin Fang asked him.

Xing Yan lowered his head and smiled, and said, “If I praise you now, you should be embarrassed, don’t say it.”

Qin Fang laughed again.

In fact, the two of them didn’t have much to talk about. There were too few topics that Xing Yan could take the initiative to bring up. Saying that they didn’t meet for the past two years would bring the distance between the two of them infinitely, reminding each other that they had been blank for two years. Not to mention anything related to the past, out of date.

Qin Fang said “I’m not single”, and they won’t be able to make phone calls in the future. This sentence was like a knife hanging over his head fell down, smashing the person empty.

Xing Yan is not magnanimous enough, nor can he see it. He was still sinking in the past, but Qin Fang had already moved forward.

Qin Fang could even ask him with a calm smile: “Have you talked about friends yet?”

Xing Yan looked at him, shook his head and said, “No, I’m too busy.”

Qin Fang nodded and said, “Is there a lot of people chasing you?”

Xing Yan said: “I didn’t pay attention to these.”

Qin Fang talked about these things too naturally, as if they were really just a pair of friends who hadn’t seen each other for a long time. His magnanimity set off the ugliness and embarrassment of other people’s hearts, not on the stage.

Xing Yan has never been someone who makes people feel uncomfortable to get along with. Since Qin Fang is no longer single and has friends, he is an ex-boyfriend, and many things are inappropriate.

At night, he didn’t even enter the room, and went directly to Si Tu’s room.

Han Xiaogong and Zhou Siming went back to their respective rooms, only the two of them were left on the dark floor. When Xing Yan was taking a bath, Qin Fang was sitting on the sofa in the living room. Xing Yan only wore a pair of trousers after taking a shower, and his upper body was naked. He thought Qin Fang had fallen asleep. As a result, when he opened the door and saw Qin Fang, he was stunned for a moment. When Qin Fang looked up at him, Xing Yan quickly closed the door, and when he came out again, he was already dressed.

“Didn’t sleep?” Xing Yan asked him.

“Not yet.” Qin Fang said.

“Then you… rest early.” Xing Yan whispered.

Although the line of sight is not completely black, you can see what you should be looking at, but it can still play a role of concealment. Qin Fang sat there, took a deep breath, and suddenly asked a sentence that was very shocking to the two of them now.

“The question at the beginning—have you figured it out?”

Xing Yan stood there, pursed his lips, and looked in Qin Fang’s direction. After a long time, Xing Yan said, “It’s useless now.”

Qin Fang said, “I want to hear it.”

Xing Yan walked over in silence and sat on the sofa on the far right. long empty space. Xing Yan said solemnly, “Don’t talk about those.”

Qin Fang didn’t say anything, Xing Yan touched his head, which was the same as the feeling of touching Qin Fang’s head before, and he often does this now.

“I have to think about every word I say now, whether it is appropriate or not. What I said later may not be appropriate, but I will say it again.” Xing Yan leaned against the sofa, no need to hold himself in the dark. Very straight, he raised his head, and his Adam’s apple gently stirred when he spoke, “I hope you… well. I have already figured out the answer, but if you have put it down and looked forward, if you are doing well now , then it’s all over, it doesn’t matter.”

Qin Fang turned his head to look at him: “What if I’m not good?”

“No, tell me.” Xing Yan also looked at him, their eyes were on Facing each other in the dim moonlight, “I owe you the answer, the wrong thing I did – I will pay it back slowly in the future.”

[End of This Chapter]