Since The Red Moon Appeared - Chapter 918

[Chapter 898 Become a God, Then Reject You (6,000 words)]

Lu Xin’s anger reached its peak at this moment.

He couldn’t stand the plan that the old dean said, and even thinking about it made him feel crazy.

Because of his anger, the black particles surged wildly like dark clouds.

Layer by layer, it lifted into the sky, as if to fill the entire twisted abyss space and burn it into a twisted shape.

His eyes were burning with black flames like stars, and he looked coldly at the old dean.

But at the next moment, Lu Xin, who looked like a demon roaring in the black flames, didn’t really roll the angry flames aimlessly in all directions. He even raised his hands, but stopped his own. Action, he stood silently for a long time, as if a low sigh sounded in the black flame, then he slowly opened his eyes, the black particles slowly calmed down.

Anger is not the solution.

Lu Xin has understood this since he became a person.

The old dean, who was originally indifferent, even looked at Lu Xin frantically, seemed to be provocative.

He was not afraid of Lu Xin’s anger, and naturally he was not afraid of confronting him.

Even if Lu Xin’s anger can drown himself countless times, it’s the same.

However, he didn’t seem to expect that Lu Xin would suddenly calm down, as if he suddenly figured out something.

This made him slightly curious, so he calmed down and looked at Lu Xin.

At this time, Lu Xin’s whole body was wrapped in black particles, like a flame of mental turbulence. Even if the old dean borrowed the initial strength to stabilize his consciousness, he still couldn’t penetrate Lu Xin’s black particles, so he could only frown and look at Lu Xin diligently. But at this moment, he suddenly found that the distorted space around him was moving away.

As if the fluttering ribbons were dispelled from his eyes, the chaotic spiritual power interweaved and changed, and then stabilized.

The old dean found that he had returned to the residential building just now. The walls, chandeliers, and floors had all changed from illusory to real. Even the food on the table was still steaming hot, as if it was just distorted and blurred. Like an illusion.

He still sat at one end of the long table, and Lu Xin sat at the other end.

Beside the table, the others slumped on their chairs, enduring panic and despair in the spiritual world.

At this time, Lu Xin seemed to have really lost his anger, looked very calm, and picked up the wine bottle.

Slowly, I poured a glass into my own glass.

After thinking about it for a while, the wine bottle was tilted upside down, and a string of wine pillars fell to the ground, but the old dean in the distance was full of wine.

It looks like magic.

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“so……”

Lu Xin slowly put down the wine bottle, frowned, and seemed to be thinking, “Did you deliberately arrange such a situation for me?”

He seemed to be asking a question: “Because of the past, you deliberately arranged to torture me?”

“This……”

The old dean was a little surprised when he first returned to the residential building.

However, he quickly adjusted his state and was silent for a while before shaking his head with a smile.

“not at all.”

He was still as calm and natural as before, and explained with a soft smile: “My child, I only made this arrangement based on rational considerations. My purpose is to ensure the normal progress of the sacrifice, so I made this arrangement. Knowing you won’t do this naturally won’t interrupt my plans. After that happened, you’re a different person.”

“Or rather, a… person.”

“…”

“In this case……”

Lu Xin was silent for a while, then tentatively said, “Thank you?”

The old dean smiled silently, then shook his head and said, “This is your own effort.”

“But I still don’t quite understand…”

After being silent for a while, Lu Xin said softly, “Why do you have to push this sacrifice so firmly?”

This question seems to be repeated.

But the old dean quickly understood why Lu Xin asked, he didn’t hide it, and explained softly:

“Because that’s the only way to do it.”

“This is a desperate world. You must admit that you cannot stop the first coming, and you are not its opponent. More importantly, everything in this world has fallen into darkness and madness, and it is always collapsing and destroying. On the edge, when the madness and despair of this world are far greater than the beauty and hope, is there any need to continue to exist?”

“…”

As he said these words, he seemed to be faintly touched, and picked up the wine that Lu Xin poured for him in front of him.

“Don’t pretend you don’t know.”

He was holding the wine glass, but his eyes turned to Lu Xin from the wine glass, and his voice became slightly colder: “You actually know what the world really looks like. Now you, of course, can say that the world is beautiful and life is very good, However, you and I both understand that it is only because you are so powerful that everyone needs to consider your feelings, so you see beauty.”

“But haven’t you seen the real face of this world?”

“How was your life when you were released back to Qinggang by a generation of researchers and recruited by the Qinggang Special Clearance Department?”

“Do you still need me to tell you?”

“…”

Listening to the old dean pointing directly at the essential problem like a sharp scalpel, Lu Xin was slightly silent.

It was indeed a bad memory.

I work hard every day, and I haven’t learned to be lazy and fish.

But he still loses his job all of a sudden.

I work in classes for so long every day, and I am reluctant to spend it on myself, but the money I have accumulated is still unable to feed and clothe the children in Red Moon Elementary School. I am working hard, and Teacher Xiaolu is also working hard, but she also Stumbling and being turned away by countless cold eyes, she cried and said that those people were eating steaks that cost hundreds of dollars, and I just wanted to add an egg to the child…

It was a life so hopeless that one could not have a future.

“You live in Qinggang, and I have traveled to all corners of the world…”

The old dean’s voice was even a little heavy at this moment: “So I see more things than you…”

“I saw the true colors of the world, I saw the greedy labor market, they used iron chains to sell people like livestock; I saw the cruel and weird exhibition, they burned the skin of five-year-old children and wrapped them in A black dog’s drape; saw the naked slaves digging with their hands in the farmland, their hands polished to the flesh, and their pale bones to dig the frozen ground.”

“I also saw the so-called new generation of doomsday aristocrats who were addicted to the aroma of black grass and degenerated. They even took their superiority for granted. They never thought about how to build a new civilization and order. The spirit is all focused on researching how to make myself in this apocalypse, researching the method of turning others into slaves from generation to generation…”

“Can’t we still understand the world?”

“Then you can see what kind of ultimate this world has been born…”

“Paranoia, confusion, fear, numbness, vanity, greed, silence, confusion, lust for power, stealing, nightmares, and…”

“Anger and Death!”

“…”

The old dean made a grim decision: “The ultimate is the endorsement of this generation of civilization, they will not lie.”

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Lu Xin sat opposite the old dean and was silent for a long time.

In this empty room with only two people awake, the old dean’s voice seemed to echo for a long time and refused to leave.

After a long time, Lu Xin nodded lightly and said, “I know, what you said is true.”

“But I still…”

He paused before saying, “I believe there are beautiful things in this world.”

“Ah……”

The old dean seemed to let out a faint sneer, and then just looked at Lu Xin indifferently.

Lu Xin was also pondering, slowly thinking about his answer: “I have seen some of the things you said.”

“It’s really hard to get into the eyes, and I’ve even seen more cruelty, but…”

He thought about it for a while, and then said:

“I won’t ignore these bad things, but I can’t deny those good things. I have seen a man who broke his leg and was inconvenient to move, but he still worked hard for a group of homeless children. Running around the world the same.”

“I’ve seen people trying to build high walls to keep out lunatics outside the city.”

“I’ve seen people take risks against mental monsters they don’t even know about themselves…”

“I’ve seen people die but remember their responsibilities.”

“I’ve seen people who could have been hiding behind the scenes stand in front of the stage when despair comes…”

“…”

He said so much in one breath, and even the old dean seemed a little surprised and looked at him with a slight frown.

There was a lot less sarcastic expression on his face.

“So, I think there are still many beautiful things in this world.”

Looking at the old dean, Lu Xin also came to his own conclusion: “they just fell asleep temporarily, because people were too scared, the red moon incident was a disaster, it made everyone too scared, so they hid Bring up your own kindness and beauty.”

“So, the world is not desperate, it just needs to be awakened…”

“…”

After listening to his words, the old dean narrowed his eyes and looked at Lu Xin as if he didn’t know him.

After a while, he suddenly shook his head slightly, with a self-deprecating smile on his face, and said:

“I knew before that you would become a person, but I didn’t expect that you would become the person you are now.”

“…”

“Because I grew up…”

Lu Xin followed the words of the old dean and replied, “It’s also because you are old.”

“Dean…”

He hesitated slightly, and called out the title in a strange way, and then continued: “In my eyes, you used to be an unattainable image. For a long time, yes, it was you. During the period when the background of my life was still black, all I remember is the previous stories you told us, the civilization and order you talked about…”

“Actually, before I knew you were alive, I only remembered the good side of you…”

“…”

Suddenly hearing Lu Xin say this, the old dean seemed to be slightly moved, and moved his body unnaturally.

“but now……”

Lu Xin shook his head gently: “Even if you don’t say what you have done to us, I won’t think so.”

“It’s obvious that you are now…”

He looked up at the old dean and said softly, “You are just a desperate old man.”

“You are so desperate that you don’t want to believe that good people and bad people have always been the same people…”

“You don’t want to believe that this world has a future, so you want to return to the old world…”

“…”

“you……”

The old dean seemed to realize something from Lu Xin’s calm voice, and he suddenly became slightly nervous.

The Adam’s apple slid, and the voice rose slightly: “What do you want to do?”

He knows people and Lu Xin. Hearing what Lu Xin said, he suddenly understood why Lu Xin’s anger disappeared, why he suddenly calmed down when he was in such despair, and he could even be rational and peaceful. Discuss for yourself.

Because he has already made a decision.

Only those who understand what to do and decide to do it will have such calmness and reason.

“President, you are right.”

But when the old dean started to get nervous, a relaxed smile appeared on Lu Xin’s face, saying:

“Of course I won’t kill them, I won’t hurt these classmates, I’ll just do my best to protect them.”

“But I will also stop your plan.”

He smiled and said, “Because I think this world is still worthy of being saved, and it is also entitled to have a future.”

“so……”

He suddenly raised his head to look at the ceiling, and when he raised his eyes, the ceiling of the residential building suddenly disappeared, and his eyes directly saw the beginning of countless spiritual tentacles in the air, the dark red The tentacles and the depths are beyond description, even just a glance makes people feel like they have entered a vast spiritual sea like the vast starry sky…

Facing the unpredictable, unknowable, and irresistible beginning, Lu Xin’s eyes became firm.

“Isn’t your plan to sacrifice this world to Primordial, and then ask it to help you shape the civilization before the red moon?”

“Then I will become the first, and then reject your sacrifice!”

“…”

“…”

Boom!

When Lu Xin said these words, even the old dean seemed to have exploded a nuclear bomb in the spiritual world.

He was calm and rational, but suddenly panicked like a trembling, and almost fell from the chair.

There seemed to be endless madness in his eyes, his pupils shrunk into a needle, and he stared at Lu Xin at this time, his voice trembled slightly, trying his best to remain calm: “Child, I said, then It’s impossible, you can’t do it…”

“The plan of a generation of researchers is inherently absurd, and there is no chance of success at all…”

“In the beginning, all consciousness will be drowned, even if you have the only consciousness…”

“…”

“It’s a bit of a challenge…”

Facing the horror of the old dean, Lu Xin just smiled and nodded, and said, “After all, it is a trial of God.”

As he spoke, he drank the wine in the glass. Because he took care of the image at the moment, he drank very quickly and took a big mouthful. He felt a mouthful of pungency, covered his mouth with his hand, and coughed without a trace. Then he looked at the old dean with a smile and said, “However, I believe that I will have a chance to win. After all, I have promised many people that I will help them…”

“Speaking always counts, it’s the rules of life.”

“…”

The old dean’s palm was trembling, and the body made of mental power had an instinctive response like a real body.

He couldn’t help but want to stand up and use his weak body to hold Lu Xin.

“Right, Dean…”

And just when the old dean’s body was about to rush out, Lu Xin suddenly turned his head and smiled at him:

“You are indeed a little worse than the genius researcher of the Lunar Eclipse Research Institute…”

“…”

The old dean listened to this sentence, but as if he was hit hard, he instinctively wanted to reach out and hold Lu Xin’s hand, but fell down.

There was endless entanglement and pain on his face.

Different people may have different understandings after seeing the expression on his face at this time.

There is shock, horror, frustration, and sympathy that cannot be concealed.

“child……”

He exhausted his last strength, but said something to Lu Xin that had nothing to do with his plan:

“If you do this, not only will the probability of success be very, very small, but it will also be very sad…”

“Even if you temporarily stop the beginning, the sacrifice will not disappear, it will only stop temporarily.”

“You are using endless torture and your own life in exchange for a hope with a very low success rate…”

“…”

Lu Xin was silent for a while, turned his head to look at the old dean, and saw that there was very little in his eyes, but he really felt distressed.

Suddenly a little relieved in my heart, I nodded lightly, and said:

“President, when you show your weak side, you are really a good person.”

“…”

After saying this, Lu Xin stood up easily, smiled, and walked forward with him.

Everything in this residential building began to be distorted and confused again, and the space appeared to overlap layer by layer.

In this illusory space, Lu Xin stepped up the invisible steps.

While walking, I slowly unfastened some of the things on my body…

There are the red glasses he wears on his face, the black bag he usually holds in his hand, the mysterious playing card that seals his mother’s spiritual palace, and even one, which he secretly hid before, without him. Let others know the bank card.

… The bank card doesn’t work, so I took it back and put it in my pocket.

Step by step, Lu Xin stepped on the invisible steps, raised his hand to disperse the endlessly falling mental tentacles, and walked towards the beginning.

A red moon in the sky seemed to occupy half of the sky.

At this time, Lu Xin looked like he was about to enter the red moon in the sky.

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“What is he going to do?”

In the black bag thrown down by Lu Xin, the skinless puppy and other little monsters, etc., all shivered and got out of the bag, looking up at Lu Xin helplessly. In the end, the younger sister who replaced Lu Xin as a witness, and the distant Qinggang, are using their own spiritual strength to hold up the baby who was originally and protect the world with difficulty.

And the roaring and desperate father, everyone in Qinggang.

The gray-haired fire thief, in this abyss that blends with reality, is endlessly weird…

At the same time, they felt something, and subconsciously turned their attention to the spiritual level, and looked at Lu Xin at this time.

Lu Xin stood in front of Hongyue, stopped for a moment, and glanced back.

He saw Qinggang at this time. In the orphanage, Mr. Xiaolu was hiding in the basement with the children. He saw the dolls that were fighting against the initial mental tentacles. He saw Chen Jing, Han Bing, Professor Bai and Su. Mr. and Minister Shen, saw Vice President Xiao, saw the black-hearted aunt selling vegetables downstairs, saw the gecko, Tie Cui, the drunkard, the witch and the red snake, the bear child and the watchdog.

Beside me, there are No. 2 who hopes to get rid of the nightmare of God, No. 3 who wants to go home to guard his wife and children, No. 5 who wants to invest in research and development of new drugs to make money, and No. 8 who wants to put an end to all this. There is also No. 12, who has been hiding for so long and has never been able to escape and finally returned. She has always been timid, but is willing to accompany No. 12 to plan the assassination plan of the old dean…

Dear little nineteen, and a little seventeen who is not a little seventeen, sister…

Dracula’s Legion of Armageddon is in the north, where there’s a whole bunch of clockwork oranges and a loyal old king, with beautiful red dancing shoes.

In Miss Rocket’s defense line, there are Xia Zong, who has finally been upgraded to a senior investigator, and his good friend Scalpel.

In this corner of the world, Gao Ting and Lao Zhou Xiaozhou, who are obliged to escort relief supplies in the wilderness…

A small, well-behaved village on the outskirts of the Chaos Lands…

Too much too much……

“What’s there to worry about…”

Lu Xin suddenly laughed, and his inner thinking became clearer than ever before.

“The world does have a lot of dark and crazy people who have made the world scarred and exhausted.”

“Perhaps if this world has its own consciousness, it will also become depressed and hopeless under the gaze of the heavy red moon overhead. I have thought about such a tragic experience, if it has never existed, if it is just a nightmare, it will disappear when you wake up. Would it be better?”

“However, I believe that it still chooses to continue to live, with this wound, towards a new future…”

“Otherwise, why did he create so many beautiful and lovely people?”

“Tomorrow is always there, the shadow is only temporary…”

“…”

With that in mind, Lu Xin glanced at the world with nostalgia, then turned and walked into the red moon.

Until the figure disappeared in the light of the red moon, there was always a smile on his face.

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“elder brother……”

The long cry sounded in the chaotic altar of spiritual power, and the younger sister panicked to the extreme.

She is the one who knows Lu Xin best, and her brother is a coward…

He was most afraid of loneliness, and he even cried when he saw no one at home when he came home.

But this time, he dropped the black bag and left everyone.

He was alone, facing the beginning.

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