Slow-Witted - Chapter 63

[Chapter 62]

Their eyes met, and it was Fu Jia who avoided first.

His fingers were stiff, he held the doorknob tightly, and stood motionless at the door. He stood still, and Lu Qi’an couldn’t move either, the two just stood deadlocked at the door.

Not seeing each other for a few days, Fu Jia’s ability to deal with Lu Qi’an has dropped a lot.

“What are you doing standing at the door?” Miss Liu looked anxiously, stepped forward and said, “Qi An, come in and sit down, are you busy with work? It’s hard for you to find time to come here.”

Her words brought Fu Jia back to his senses, and he quickly relaxed. Open the doorknob, and ask Lu Qi’an to come in.

“Excuse me, Aunt Liu.” Lu Qi’an walked into the door and handed the gift in his hand to Teacher Liu, “No matter how busy you are at work, there is always time to visit you.

” The teacher complained in his words, but his face was full of smiles. She took the gift, invited Lu Qi’an to sit down in the living room, and dragged Teacher Tang out of the study.

Compared with the enthusiastic appearance of Teacher Liu and his wife, Fu Jia’s appearance of bowing his head and not speaking is particularly weird.

Teacher Liu knew that something must have happened between him and Lu Qi’an, so he said: “Qi’an, I still have a lot of things to do in the kitchen, so I won’t pour you water, Fu Jia knows where to put things, let him Treat you, you two young people are easy to talk to.”

Teacher Tang looked at his wife strangely, trying to say something, but she stopped her by pinching her arm.

Fu Jia was called by her name, and she didn’t want to agree and had no reason to refuse, so she nodded and said, “Okay, you can go to work.”

Teacher Liu dragged Teacher Tang back to the kitchen, leaving Fu Jia and Lu Qi’an alone in the living room. Of course, there is Lele in the living room, but he is still young and can be ignored for the time being.

As soon as Teacher Liu and Teacher Tang left, Fu Jia felt that Lu Qi’an was looking at him. Half of his body was numb, and he cleared his throat in a concealed manner, and asked, “Do you want water or tea? Teacher Liu’s home There seems to be no coffee, if you want coffee, I can go out and buy it now.”

“No need.” Lu Qi’an said, “You just sit here.”

Fu Jia lowered her head even lower and was speechless.

What is he talking about? Could it be that as long as Fu Jia sits here with him, can he not eat or drink?

“Then tell me if you need anything.” Fu Jia stood up and walked towards Lele who was sitting quietly playing with building blocks, “I…I want to play building blocks with Lele. I used to play with him every time I came here. I was playing with him just now, so…”

So I can’t sit there with you.

Fu Jia couldn’t say it out, he felt that his actions were very naive, like an awkward elementary school student.

However, Lu Qi’an didn’t mean to catch him back to chat, he also stood up from the sofa and walked to Lele’s side: “Then let me play together.”

Lele looked up at this scary cold-faced uncle, The building blocks are scared away.

Without changing his face, Lu Qi’an picked up the building blocks he had dropped, and asked, “What are you building?”

Lele dared not answer, and grabbed Fu Jia’s sleeve to try to hide behind him. Fu Jia hugged him with one arm, picked up the picture book next to the building block with the other hand, and handed it to Lu Qi’an: “I’m building this.” The

picture book showed a military plane. In fact, the building blocks played by four-year-old children are very simple, and people with discerning eyes can understand them at a glance.

“I’ll take the wing, can I?” Lu Qi’an asked.

“Okay…” Fu Jia said, and handed the parts to Lu Qi’an, but Lu Qi’an only took one at a time, and took one after putting it together. Naturally, Fu Jia cooperated with him.

Lele stared blankly at the two uncles, feeling very wronged. Fu Jia obviously came to play with him, why did Fu Jia leave him aside after this terrible uncle came and started playing with this uncle?

But he was afraid of this uncle, so he dared not speak out, so he could only silently pick up other parts and play with his own.

The three played with building blocks in such a friendly manner until Teacher Liu and Teacher Tang put the food on the table and greeted them to eat.

Usually when Fu Jia came to eat, Lele would sit with Fu Jia, but today Teacher Liu hugged Lele to his side and asked Lu Qi’an to sit with Fu Jia.

“Qi An is finally back.” Teacher Liu looked at the two children sitting opposite her, and said with emotion, “We haven’t seen each other for seven years. I never dreamed that there would be these seven years.”

Lu Qi’an was in Teacher Liu She never put on airs in front of her, respected her very much, and said: “You have been worried about me these years.”

Teacher Liu sighed: “It’s not that you don’t care about it, the main reason is that you have never contacted us in the past seven years. No matter you If you have something to do, you should contact us more. How can there be no news for seven years? Even if you call us from time to time, we can feel better. Fu Jia, do you think this is the truth? ?”

She suddenly brought the words to Fu Jia, every word and every word was delicate, Fu Jiaying neither, should not, did not express her position at all, just smiled.

“I’m really late, sorry.” Lu Qi’an said in a deep voice, “I won’t leave again in the future, I assure you and Fu Jia.”

As soon as these words came out, the atmosphere became more subtle.

“Okay.” Teacher Tang stood up to smooth things over, “It’s rare to see each other, do you have to say these things? Let’s eat, Qi An hasn’t eaten hometown food for many years, you Teacher Liu has a bad temper, but you are a master at cooking Good hand.”

Teacher Liu scolded her husband with a smile, and said, “After all, I haven’t seen you for seven years, so let me talk about how I feel about these seven years? Well, I won’t talk about it. To you two children, the teacher only has one sentence. In other words, although many people oppose you and disagree with you about some things, don’t take it to your heart, and don’t stop because of other people’s obstacles. The teacher and you, Teacher Tang, will definitely support you. Remember me Just rely on it.”

Teacher Liu smiled gently, just like every ordinary mother in this world.

After the meal, Teacher Liu stayed with Fu Jia and Lu Qi’an to chat until nine o’clock at night before waving them home.

Lele was reluctant to part with Fu Jia, and said in tears that she would still live with him. Teacher Liu couldn’t laugh or cry, and took a long time to coax Lele with the gift brought back from abroad before Lele changed his mind.

Fu Jia and Lu Qi’an bid farewell to Teacher Liu’s family, went downstairs together, and walked towards the parking lot. Summer nights are not as muggy as daytimes, with a breeze blowing and stars twinkling.

“Let’s chat.” Fu Jia said, “You don’t need to find a place, just go to your car and chat, it won’t take too long.”

Lu Qi’an watched him lower his head, the outline of his face was illuminated by the warm street lamp It is very soft, and there is a faint light in the eyes, just like the stars at night.

“Okay,” he said.

The two sat in Lu Qi’an’s car, the doors and windows were closed, and there were only the two of them in the small world.

Fu Jia was not as uncomfortable as last time. Leaning on the back of the chair, she asked the words she had pondered over and over for the past few days: “Is your aunt okay?”

“The root cause of the disease fell in her body, but she recovered better every year.” Lu Qi’an said.

Fu Jia stared straight ahead, a little dazed: “Fu Xiaoli…she can’t make amends.”

Fu Xiaoli died in prison less than a year after she was imprisoned. No one did anything to her, and she didn’t want to commit suicide, but unfortunately, her decayed body could no longer hold on, and she quietly lost her breath in the middle of the night, without being discovered by anyone, and no one rescued her.

“She can’t atone for her sins, so no one in this world will atone for my aunt anymore.” Lu Qi’an said, “You are not wrong, and you are not guilty. My family is biased against you. I am very sorry. For seven years, I have not been able to change their minds, but I have changed myself, and I have also changed their views on me.” The

Lu family’s prejudice against Fu Jia cannot be eliminated in this lifetime, and this fact has trapped Lu Qi’an for many years. He tried countless ways to change, or improve this fact, but gradually realized that even if he spent another seven years, he still couldn’t change the Lu family.

For seven years, both parties had exhausted their patience. Lu’s parents realized that they couldn’t trap the child, and Lu Qi’an realized in time that a relationship without the support of his family is not fatal, as long as the family can’t stop him.

Others say that the relationship is not just a matter of two people, but a matter of two families, but the relationship between him and Fu Jia can be just the two of them, as long as they have each other, they are enough to be complete.

“Back then, you said that if I left, you would hate me to death.” Lu Qi’an said, “I always remember this sentence. I can’t give you a family that is willing to accept you. I’m sorry. I walked too far back then.” Ruthless, I am also sorry for not separating from you in a more gentle way. I dare not let you wait for me, because I do not guarantee that I will come back, and now that I am back, I am regretting not letting you wait for me.”

Lu Qi’an Take a deep breath, and then continue to say, “If you hated me back then, continue to hate me, and then look at me now, I will not let my family hurt you again, if you reject me for this reason, I hope…”

“Wait.” Fu Jia interrupted Lu Qi’an with a trembling voice, “I didn’t reject you…”

He looked at Lu Qi’an, his eyes were slightly red, “On the day among the bright moon pines, I didn’t reject you, I just I want both of us to calm down and think about it. I didn’t hate you either. Back then… all I said were angry words. What right do I have to hate you? I clearly said that I would protect you. Fu Xiaoli is mine. Mother, no matter how hateful she is, she is still my mother. I have the responsibility to take good care of her, but I didn’t. When we separated, I can’t blame you. I didn’t protect you well, and I didn’t have the ability to fight against your family… This A few days, I just want you to think again, maybe you don’t want to be with me anymore after you calm down for a few days, maybe you’re just guilty, just impulsive.”

Fu Jia gritted her teeth and exhausted all her strength to get this The paragraph is over.

He turned his head away from Lu Qi’an, but Lu Qi’an stared at him blankly, frowning slightly, almost stopped breathing.

Fu Jia did not refuse him.

After meeting Fu Jia in Mingyue Songjian, Lu Qi’an has been thinking about Fu Jia’s reasons for rejecting him. He thought too much, but he never thought that Fu Jia never thought of rejecting him from the beginning to the end.

Fu Jia also said that she didn’t hate him and didn’t blame him.

How was he so loved by Fu Jia that after giving Fu Jia a heart-wrenching farewell, he still heard him say that he didn’t blame him?

Lu Qi’an’s blood boiled, it hurts not to love, but also hurts to be deeply loved. His body trembled fiercely, as if he had come to life, and he seemed to have died again.

With red eyes, he suddenly leaned over to Fu Jia, pressed his shoulder with one hand, supported the back of his head with the other, bowed his head and kissed him.

The kiss after seven years had left Lu Qi’an almost insane. He invaded Fu Jia’s mouth, hooked his tongue and sucked his lips and tongue, his strength was out of control, it could be called rough. Fu Jia was pressed in the corner by him, and could not go anywhere except to accept him with his head up.

It was difficult for Fu Jia to breathe, and Lu Qi’an blocked his small sobs. He wanted to push Lu Qi’an away, but he didn’t even have the strength to raise his hand.

It didn’t know how long it took for the rough kiss to gradually become gentle. Lu Qi’an ended the kiss, but his body was still pressing down on him, pressing against his forehead.

“I’m not guilty, nor impulsive.” He held Fu Jia’s face, his eyes were tender: “I can’t live without you, Jiajia.”

[End of This Chapter]