Spirit Boss - 132. Infatuated with regret (3)

What is Jiang Junjie missing?

Tao Le came to the downstairs of his house after taking a shower, and looked at the half-opened window upstairs, thinking quietly.

Once Jiang Junjie was short of money, but now, this debt has been paid off.

Once Jiang Junjie lacked love, he gave it, but turned around and took away what was given and accepted.

…

And those are still in the past.

He doesn’t know what he still lacks, he only knows that he must not lack himself.

Tao Le pressed his chest and slowly squatted down.

After learning about Jiang Junjie’s news, the dull pain in his chest became stuffy. Not a sharp knife cut, but a kind of suffocation and suffocation that is hard to tell. But even with this kind of physical and mental discomfort, he still felt a hint of happiness.

It’s harder to see a street lamp in the dark than he can’t see the way forward. Even if the street lamp is out of reach.

He leaned his head against the wall, slowly experiencing the happiness that seemed like nothing.

Since that day.

Tao Le completely changed the original way of fighting.

The most obvious point is that he no longer pester Jiang Junjie, but instead silently guards.

No matter where Jiang Junjie goes, as long as he looks back, Tao Le must be within five meters.

This distance has not changed even when going to the bathroom.

And the coffee shop where Jiang Junjie works has also become accustomed to customers who often don’t use the restroom, and likes to squeeze the staff restroom with them.

From the beginning, Jiang Junjie’s vigilance towards his following gradually became ignorant.

Even if you see him at the door of the bathroom, you can ignore it.

The only person who watched and valued Tao Le was the coffee shop owner, the uncle who looked like an uncle but was not an uncle.

As long as he saw Tao Le, he would walk over to Hu Kan.

I don’t know if it is an illusion, Tao Le always feels that he would casually say something about Jiang Junjie when chatting. For example, which person he has a good relationship with. Another example is his performance at work.

The countless details add up to outline a complete Jiang Junjie.

A Jiang Junjie who was too late to participate.

Three months passed in a blink of an eye.

During the period, Xiang Wenxun called once, mainly saying that Tao Le’s parents were extremely disappointed in him, and repeatedly asked Xiang Wenxun to take him back.

Tao Le took the phone and thought for a long time before saying: “I will go to see them, but not now.”

Not when is it now?

Xiang Wenxun did not ask, in fact, there is no need to ask.

From Jiang Junjie’s disappearance, Tao Le’s desperate appearance can tell that he has already reached the end of the road with determination. The only way to redeem him is to be with Jiang Junjie. Or, take a step back and let him live in a space where he can breathe the breath of Jiang Junjie.

Without these two points, Tao Le is not alive, at best it is a walking dead.

Parents would not want to see such a son, he was once driven out of the family.

So when he goes back, it must be when he is really alive.

Tao Le feels very energetic when he wakes up today.

The so-called people are refreshed on happy occasions, he still remembers that today is Jiang Junjie’s birthday.

To celebrate this day, he specially packaged the coffee shop and ordered his favorite meals from other restaurants.

Thinking of all the preparations, he felt very nervous.

This is the first time he has approached him proactively in three months. He doesn’t know what kind of attitude he will use?

But looking at his usual performance, he should start to accept him slowly, right?

In the supermarket, he would not throw out what he put in his cart. Because those are what he likes.

In the coffee shop, he only drank the coffee he made, and he never refused. He even took the initiative to put two packets of sugar next to his cup. Because in fact he is very afraid of hardship. Drinking black coffee is just to make yourself sober.

On the way home, he sometimes slows down because he has not passed the traffic light.

…

The more Tao Le thought about it, the more he felt that today would be a turning point.

When I went out, the sky began to blow slowly.

He is dressed thinly, but it seems that the time is almost late. Jiang Junjie goes out at 8:50 in the morning every day, rain or shine.

Tao Le gritted his teeth, holding his chest and ran towards Jiang Junjie’s house.

When he got to the place, Jiang Junjie just walked down as expected.

No one minute early, no one minute late.

Not tacit understanding, but punctuality.

Tao Le sometimes can’t help but wonder whether Jiang Junjie’s punctuality is because of his work or himself.

Every time he thought of the latter possibility, he couldn’t help but laugh from the bottom of his heart.

Unfortunately, this excitement often stifles Jiang Junjie’s indifferent face.

At this time he will comfort himself again.

Compared to the previous rejection of people thousands of miles away, their way of getting along is very good now, really very good.

Tao Le silently followed him across the road. When he was about to reach the coffee shop, he suddenly stepped forward and said, “Junjie.”

Jiang Junjie’s hand grasping the handle obviously paused.

Three months of silence made him almost forget that the man behind him could speak.

Tao Le walked up slowly, took a deep breath, and helped him push the door open: “Please.”

Jiang Junjie turned his head and glanced at him, then walked slowly in.

Tao Le felt inspired, and followed in with a smile.

According to Tao Le’s previous design, the coffee shop put a lot of balloons and flowers.

Jiang Junjie stood in front of the bar, staring blankly at the empty coffee shop.

Tao Le picked up the largest bunch of lilies at the door and handed it to him, “For you, your favorite lily.”

Jiang Junjie looked at the flowers, his pupils shrank slightly, and he remained silent.

Tao Le didn’t care, put the lily flower on the bar in front of him, smiled and said, “Today is your birthday. Originally wanted to find a more romantic place, but I think you will not ask for leave. So I pack this place. Come down, look over here.” He pointed to the delicious food on the generous table in the middle, “It’s all you like. I’ve tried it and it’s not bad. Come and try it.”

He stretched out his hand to lift Jiang Junjie’s hand, but was freed from it.

Jiang Junjie looked at him and slowly said, “You said, you have wrapped up this place?”

“Yes.” Tao Le said, “so you can take a day off today and enjoy your birthday.”

Jiang Junjie turned around and walked behind the bar, then looked at him indifferently and said, “Sir, what do you need?”

Tao Le’s throat was blocked by cotton all at once, and he couldn’t say anything.

“Or the same black coffee as before?” Jiang Junjie said, getting busy with both hands.

“I want you.”

Tao Le stared at him and said every word.

Jiang Junjie stopped and looked at him calmly and said, “I’m sorry. I’m ashore now and I won’t sell myself.”

Tao Le seemed to be punched hard.

He wanted to get angry, let out all the years of searching and pain, three months of waiting and torture… But when his eyes met the calm face that seemed to be stagnant, he couldn’t say a word. Out.

——If someone catches a cold, you send seafood. People lose weight, you give fat. Is this called debt repayment? This is called unpleasant to find people.

The coffee shop owner’s words came to mind.

He thought, maybe he’s in Jiang Junjie now, that’s the seafood, the fat…the bug that I want to get rid of but can’t get rid of.

He wiped his face, and tried his best to swallow the roar that rushed to his throat, “Junjie, today is your birthday, shall we have a good birthday?”

Jiang Junjie said indifferently: “Article 9 of the Employee Code, you cannot do things that are not related to work during working hours.”

Tao Le said, “Can’t you accompany me to a meal?”

“This is not the content of my job.” Jiang Junjie said.

Tao Le looked at him and suddenly smiled.

“Do you know? We haven’t spoken like this for a long time.” Tao Le said, “When we were in the silver hall, we had been quarreling. You often…”

Huh.

The can in Jiang Junjie’s hand fell on the table. He quickly put the jar upright, turned and walked out.

“Sorry, I asked for leave today!”

“Junjie.” Tao Le reached out to pull him.

Jiang Junjie waved away without thinking.

With a bang, Tao Le fell to the ground.

Jiang Junjie opened the door and rushed outside.

The world is drizzling.

The rain drops into the collar from time to time, making it cold.

He walked for a long time, then suddenly looked back.

Those who came in twos and threes were all strangers.

Jiang Junjie didn’t know what he was thinking. He felt that he should be happy, and finally got rid of that person. But the feet walked back involuntarily.

The door was hidden, and he reached out and pushed it open.

Tao Le was lying on the ground, not knowing the personnel.