The goddess' personal evil doctor - Chapter 937

Chapter 937 Love Tribulation (3)

In a daze, a plainly dressed but very sweet woman walked into the ward slowly.

“Gu Fan, you are awake!”

This surprised voice overlapped with the sound of footsteps. Gu Fan looked over and found that the person who came was actually one of his former female colleagues, Zhao Zhiwei.

The mood was too heavy, so Gu Fan couldn’t squeeze out a smile, let alone speak.

Zhao Zhiwei didn’t mind, she slowly sat down by the bed, and said in a low voice: “I know what you have experienced. People can’t come back to life after death. I hope you can look a little bit further. Life has a better side, don’t you? ”

Gu Fan knew that Zhao Zhiwei had always liked herself, but in the past few years, he was in the pain of falling into the altar, and did not want to talk about any feelings in the past, and then met Liu Ruyan by accident. This love, for Zhao Zhiwei, he is somewhat guilty.

It can also be seen now that although Zhao Zhiwei is as simple as before, her face is a lot more beautiful. It is obvious that she has no more part-time jobs, and the days will pass the better.

Gu Fan lay on the hospital bed, his eyes silent and muttered: “Did you pay me for the medical expenses for the past six months?”

Zhao Zhiwei did not deny it, because it was unconcealable. There was no one around Gu Fan who could afford such a high cost, and even if there was, no one would help him.

“Thank you, but I actually hope that I also died in that car accident, and now I don’t have to face these realities.” Gu Fan said with tears in his eyes and a dry voice.

The appearance of Gu Fan made Zhao Zhiwei very heartbroken. In the days when she was working together, Gu Fan took good care of her. During the process, she was unaware that she was secretly emotional, even if she later learned that Gu Fan and Liu Ruyan were together. Did not forget this one-way feeling.

However, facing a gloomy man, she didn’t know what words to use to smooth the gloom in the other’s heart. Perhaps, she could only accompany it.

One month later.

Gu Fan was discharged from the hospital and returned to his rented house with less than ten bungalows. He used most of the savings he saved over the years to buy wine, all of which were cheap Erguotou.

He gave himself a psychological hint, and when he drank the wine, he would go on the road.

A miserable life, full of negative energy, reflected from Gu Fan, is the heaviest despair in the world, he is an ordinary person, but different from ordinary ordinary people, because he has a strong past.

Sitting paralyzed by the bed, Gu Fan took Erguotou and poured it fiercely into his mouth, mouth after mouth, tirelessly, just as the sky darkened, there were four or five wine bottles on the ground.

Gu Fan’s face was flushed, his eyes were swollen and blurred, his tears were dry, the room was so dark, the summer cockroaches ran all over the floor, even the cockroaches were more comfortable and ironic than he had ever been.

At this time, the hidden door of the rental house was pushed open, and the strong light of a flashlight shot Gu Fan unable to open his eyes, yelling drunkly: “Who!”

“You, why did you drink like this, get up quickly.”

Zhao Zhiwei exclaimed and quickly turned off the flashlight. After turning on the light, she wanted to help Gu Fan up.

“Step aside!”

Gu Fan put aside Zhao Zhiwei, and laughed madly: “You don’t need to be pitiful, I think I have been brilliant and dazzling, and I have been able to overcome obstacles and become the peak of Yangling. Once I have fallen to this point, you all want to see if my joke is not. Get out, get out of me!”

“What nonsense are you talking about, what Yang Lingjing, what the hell is going on with you.” Zhao Zhiwei almost cried anxiously.

“go out!!!”

Gu Fan let out a hysterical roar, scaring Zhao Zhiwei away from home. She had never seen Gu Fan like this before, and now she was a different person, which made her feel extremely strange.

Zhao Zhiwei brought the pear flowers to the rain, both worried and frightened, and finally ran out crying, but Gu Fan remained indifferent and continued to drink.

After two days of drunken dreams, Gu Fan woke up one night with a splitting headache. He raised his head and found that Zhao Zhiwei had already cooked a table of dishes and was sitting there. She laughed and said, “You can count on sleeping.” Wake up, eat.”

Before he knew it, Gu Fan had a warm feeling in his heart. Thinking about the previous events carefully, he still had a vague impression. He said embarrassingly: “Sorry, I didn’t hurt you the day before yesterday.”

“How come, don’t say so much, come over to eat, drink for three days, and have not eaten half a meal, you, come to my craft.” Zhao Zhiwei smiled like a flower.

Dragging a heavy pace, Gu Fan sat opposite Zhao Zhiwei, his face full of embarrassment, he didn’t know how to face her, and Liu Ruyan’s matter always lingered in his mind, and he seemed a little uneasy.

Abruptly, Zhao Zhiwei stretched out her hand, pressed it on the back of Gu Fan’s hand, and whispered softly: “Are you still thinking about her? I have gone, so I have to face reality. If she is alive in the sky, I know that you have lived this way. Day, can you rest in peace.”

As if being touched by someone’s scar, Gu Fan quickly retracted his hand and said faintly: “Let’s go.”

Zhao Zhiwei’s complexion was condensed, her eyes flushed quickly, and she said aggrieved: “I never thought of taking advantage of the emptiness. I just can’t bear to watch you fall like this. You can turn my heart on deaf ears. I don’t blame you. , But can you stop violating yourself like this? Do you really live only for yourself!”

“I’m sorry, I really can’t forget her, thank you so much for caring about me and caring about me, but I think I won’t be able to get out of this life, and there is no way to hug the second person anymore, you go, you can have it A better life, no need to waste feelings and youth for me as a waste person.” Gu Fan insisted.

“you……”

“Go!”

Gu Fan suddenly yelled, making Zhao Zhiwei abruptly holding back what she wanted to say. She didn’t remember that she was crying for Gu Fan, her heart was really broken, and then she ran out resolutely.

With heavy rain floating in the air, Zhao Zhiwei was in the rainy night and ran wildly, but before she ran far, she slipped on the slippery muddy ground and directly sprained her foot.

She was lying on the muddy ground, drenched and embarrassed, weeping in the rain.

Gu Fan was in the rental room and could clearly hear the crying outside. He wanted to go out and have a look, but finally suppressed the idea. He really didn’t want to delay Zhao Zhiwei. Only by letting her give up can she not be involved.

Until the early hours of the morning, Zhao Zhiwei still had no way to get up, but she was too weak to cry, and fell to the ground, letting the rain wash away. Sometimes people passed by and tried to help, but she didn’t appreciate it.

Suddenly, Zhao Zhiwei felt that the rain had stopped, and slowly opened her eyes, and saw Gu Fan standing in front of her with an umbrella, and she immediately raised her waist, “You…”

Yes, after all, Gu Fan could not continue to turn a blind eye. He struggled for a few hours in his heart, and he chose to come out.

Gu Fan squatted down and whispered: “Don’t wait for me, can’t you?”

“No, I recognized you. I only want you in this life. If you don’t nod your head a day, I will wait for you forever!” Zhao Zhiwei threw herself into Gu Fan’s arms and choked softly.

At this moment, Gu Fan faced a dilemma.

On the one hand, Liu Ruyan’s voice and smile are still in his mind. On the other hand, he knows that if he still dare not face it and refuse to accept it, it may cause the second woman to suffer for a lifetime.

The so-called love robbery has already been fully manifested at this time. This is the spiritual world, but it is also the reflection of Gu Fan’s subconscious thoughts. He was originally a man who was indecisive in terms of feelings, so now, he can’t avoid the same problem as well— -Face, take responsibility, and take responsibility.

These are the inherent flaws in the personality of the ancient mortal. He knew that several women were secretly committed to him, and the rock hadn’t changed, but he did not dare to face it. Invisibly, it would become a disease of his heart. If you can’t heal, you won’t be able to break this love tribulation, and the cultivation of the “Three Lives Sutra” will also end in failure.

The inherent personality defect, even in this spiritual world, was also completely revealed. He looked at Zhao Zhiwei helplessly, with heaven and man fighting in his heart, suffering in agony.

However, if you dare not face even a feeling, what a man!

Just as Gu Fan was about to overcome the demons and hug Zhao Zhiwei, an inexplicable voice suddenly appeared in his mind: “Accept her, she will soon follow in Liu Ruyan’s footsteps. You are an ominous person, don’t It hurts again.”

This is another demons derived from the “Sanshengjing”, and it is also a test that attempts to hinder Gu Fan from completing his personality defect.

Just when Gu Fan was shocked and was about to push Zhao Zhiwei away, he only heard Zhao Zhiwei crying: “Fortunately you are out, otherwise I will definitely jump into the river next time. I don’t know why. I like you so much. I feel that I am missing you. My world is blank.”

These words hit Gu Fan’s heart fiercely, causing him to have a headache and his face was extremely pale.

“Why do you suffer so much? Do I really make you so scared?” Zhao Zhiwei cried and cried: “Have you ever liked me? Answer me!”

“Like, I like it!!”

With Gu Fan bursting out, he reached out with both hands, trying to hug Zhao Zhiwei, but Zhao Zhiwei disappeared out of thin air.

In the next instant, all the memories poured into his mind, and Gu Fan seemed to have completed a sublimation of his personality.

He finally understood that this is a false world, and everything that happened was derived from his mind, but the memories brought about by the things he experienced were extremely real.

He also finally understood his heart’s direction. In this place that suddenly became empty, Gu Fan shouted: “Go to your mother’s desirelessness and be strong. If a person has no emotion, how can he be called a person!”

The robbery of love has been broken.

At the most critical moment, Gu Fan learned to face it. He tried to embrace Zhao Zhiwei, which was regarded as making up for the shortcomings in his personality, and he also understood what is truly ordinary.

In the face of birth, old age, sickness and death, and force majeure, there is nothing to do. This is the general public.

However, ordinary has ordinary splendor, no matter which class you are based on, the heart is sunny and the spring is warm.

Gu Fan had an epiphany in advance. If he was still in a state of perplexity, then Jiang Qianshui would appear in the spiritual world in the future, which would bring even more terrifying spiritual torture.

The other two of the other three lives were family and friendship. Gu Fan had no parents and had no memory in this regard. Therefore, there was no way to be born in the spiritual world.

As for friendship, Gu Fan has no flaws in this regard.

Personality has been completely sublimated, the “Three Lives Sutra” has been completed, and the semi-sacred state has finally arrived!