Villainess Wants To Turn Over A New Leaf - Chapter 72

[Chapter 72 [72]]

A man who can’t bear to hurt even small animals, how painful it must be to see so many people die because of him.

He was trapped in a depressed mood, and the guilt only deepened until it was engulfed by darkness.

Lin Feilu held his hand, as if trying to give him warmth and strength, but in a soft tone, he asked him, “Brother, do you think so many people wouldn’t die without you? Lin Ting was still

in

tears, looking at her with wet eyelashes.

Lin Feilu said: “Without you, there will be others. There will always be someone who will stand in your current position and become the most important pawn in this power struggle. On the contrary, because the one who is standing in this position now It’s you who saves many things from happening, and many innocent people from being implicated.”

Lin Ting stared at her blankly.

Lin Feilu said earnestly: “If it were any other person, not even me, I would not be able to be as kind as you. I will not hurt myself for others, for self-protection, and for a better life. Many of us are unwilling to do so. Whatever you do, you will try to do it in the end. But you haven’t. Brother Ting, you have kept your inner principles and kindness up to now. Because of your existence, many people in this battle for succession have Avoid it.”

No one died because of you, but because of your existence, many people were saved.

Lin Feilu’s remarks actually have the concept of stealing, but they are also telling the truth.

If it were any other person, he might have stood on a united front with the Ruan family and fought for the position of the prince.

The harder the fight, the wider the spread, the more people will die.

And all this was controlled to a minimum because of Lin Ting’s silent resistance and blocking.

Lin Feilu reached out his hand and gently wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes.

Her fingers were still the same as when she was a child, soft and warm, just like her voice at the moment: “You can feel sorry for those who died, but you don’t have to feel guilty for it. Because guilt can’t change anything, and it can’t make everything change. Better. Even if you want to atone for your sins, you have to live to atone, right?”

Lin Ting looked at her beautiful and gentle eyes, as if she had returned to her childhood.

Every time he was forced by his mother and concubine to not know what to do, and was so anxious that he only knew how to wipe his tears, Xiaolu would always be smart to help him find a solution.

She has been so omnipotent since she was a child, he not only dotes on her, but also trusts her.

Just like what she said now, he doesn’t seem to be that uncomfortable anymore.

It was as if a ray of light had come through the darkness, allowing him to breathe.

There was a rush of footsteps outside the courtyard, and when I was inside, I heard a fiery voice outside: “My Ting’er is awake? Ting’er!”

Then the door was pushed open, and Concubine Ruan hurried in.

As soon as he entered the room and saw Lin Ting sitting on the bed, he rushed towards him crying and hugged him into his arms.

Lin Ting had not been hugged like this by his mother for a long time, and was stunned for a while.

Concubine Ruan Gui cried and said: “Tinger, it is the concubine who is sorry for you, the concubine should not force you, the concubine will never force you again, and the concubine will not stop you what you want to do, my court. Son, my child…”

Lin Ting was at a loss and looked at Lin Feilu beside him as if asking for help.

Lin Feilu had no choice but to say, “Madame, the eldest brother has just woken up, and his body is still empty.”

Concubine Ruan Gui hurriedly let go of him, but still held his hand and cried, until Emperor Lin came into the room, Just got hold of it.

When Lin Ting saw his father coming in, he wanted to stand up and salute, but was stopped by Emperor Lin.

He looked at his eldest son with complex eyes, cared about his body a few words, and finally sighed and said in pain: “Why do you do this to yourself? Ordinary people know that it is better to die than live, you dignified Prince Dalin, have What must be solved with death?”

Lin Ting lowered his eyes and said nothing.

The imperial physician came in to report his illness, and when he learned that Lin Ting was safe, Emperor Lin and Concubine Ruan Gui explained a few more words, and finally returned to the palace.

Lin Ting learned that he had been staying here for how long Xiaolu had been in a coma. He felt moved and guilty for a while, and said to her: “You also go back to the palace.”

Lin Feilu said loudly with his hips on his shoulders, “I don’t! I’m going to watch you here! What if you drink that grass again, oh right, where did you get that thing? I’m going to beat the person who gave you the medicine to a cramp and a stick!”

Lin Ting couldn’t help but laugh.

When he smiled, she laughed too.

The two looked at each other and laughed for a while, and Lin Feilu suddenly asked him, “Brother, the imperial concubine, now the noble concubine will not force you, you can live your own life, what do you want to do?”

Lin Ting was stunned .

He was stunned, seemed to think about it seriously, and finally just shook his head: “I don’t know, I don’t seem to have anything to do.”

Even because Lin Feilu’s concept of stealing was changed, he didn’t feel as guilty as before. , but depression cannot be resolved in a few words.

After so many years of persecution and torture, the darkness had already entangled his heart like cobwebs, making him feel depressed and tired all the time.

Unless those spider silks are completely uprooted, he will never change back to the former Lin Ting.

Lin Feilu had a friend who suffered from depression.

The night before, they were still dancing happily together in the bar. The girl laughed louder than anyone else and danced more happily than anyone else. The next morning, Lin Feilu received news that she committed suicide by jumping off the building.

Those emotions are so pervasive that even if you laugh one moment, you can cry the next.

And then in the dead of night, to kill you.

Lin Feilu’s fingers under his sleeves clenched into fists, and he could feel his own pulse when the pulp of his fingers was attached to his palm.

She pursed her lower lip, and her eyes curled: “Brother, you heard me tell the story of Guo Jing and Huang Rong today, do you think it sounds good?”

Lin Ting nodded: “It sounds good.”

Lin Feilu

asked: “Then do you want to experience the life of the world where swords, lights, swords and shadows are happy and enmity?”

Lin Ting was stunned: “Huh?”

It became deep: “Hey, you don’t know, in fact, my biggest dream is to be a chivalrous woman who is righteous. I have been practicing martial arts with the concubine Xi Guifei since I was a child, and I don’t give up practicing in thunder and rain, not just to fight one day. Jian Tianya!”

Lin Ting followed her words and asked, “So?”

Lin Feilu took his hand very happily: “So, would you like to walk with me, eldest brother?”

Lin Ting didn’t speak for a long time.

Lin Feilu has already begun to imagine beautifully: “We can choose a stage name of no brains and unhappy! When the road sees injustice, he draws his sword to help, robs the rich to help the poor, punishes evil and promotes good! From Kyoto to Jiangnan, and then from Jiangnan to Saibei , look all over the great rivers and mountains, walk all over the yellow sand and green water. If you are thirsty, drink, eat meat, and

sleepy

, you will use the ground as your seat and the sky as your quilt! Accompanying the world, you will ride your horses galloping, and share the prosperity of the world!”

, almost sing.

Lin Feilu shut up in time.

But his eyes were still sparkling, brighter than the stars in the sky, looking at Lin Ting with anticipation and enthusiasm, waiting for his reply.

After a long time, Lin Ting finally burst out laughing, and said while laughing: “I agree with everything else, but what is mindless and unhappy?”

Lin Feilu: “Sorry, if you don’t like it, I still have Others

.” She blinked her eyes, and asked very seriously: “How about Ultraman and the little monster?”

She always likes to say something that others don’t understand but is very interesting.

His fifth sister is the most beautiful, kind and interesting girl in the world.

Lin Feilu also laughed, then stretched out his little finger and shook it: “Then let’s say it? Pull the hook!”

Lin Ting lowered his eyes, and after a long while, he slowly stretched out his fingers, hooked her seriously, and said softly, “Well, we’ve agreed.”

… It’s

not too late, after Lin Ting woke up, Lin Feilu was there again .

Qi Wangfu stayed for two days. After watching him take good medicine and eat, his complexion improved a little, and he finally returned to the palace with confidence.

After returning to the palace, he went straight to the Hall of Mental Cultivation.

Lin Di just woke up after taking a nap, and sat lazily on the soft slump to read the memorial. When he saw her running in, he sat up straight with a smile and patted the seat next to him: “Sit here.” Then

he ordered Peng Man to get her Love to eat snacks and love to drink crisp tea.

It is always said that Xiao Wu is the little lucky star of the palace. This is really true. He saved the prince before, and now he saved King Qi. The more he looked at it, the more he liked it, and he said to her: “After the spring, I plan to give it to you. A title.”

According to Dalin’s rules, only a princess with great merit can be given a title, otherwise it will be judged by ranking, such as the eldest princess, the third princess, and the fifth princess.

In Lin Feilu’s generation, or even in the previous generation, no princess has ever been given a title, which is a great honor.

Although Lin Feilu has not made any merits, but just because she saved the lives of the two princes at the moment of life and death, it should be considered a great merit, and it is not a violation of the ancestral system.

But Lin Feilu didn’t know much about this, and thought it was a very common thing to give a title, so he nodded: “Okay, what title does the emperor want to give me?”

Lin Di pondered: “You always love me.

Flower, I see that you have been fond of planting camellias in the past two years, and the green camellia grows the best in your flower field, so how about giving you the title “green tea”?”

Lin Feilu: “??????”

Lin Di was alone He pondered: “Princess Green Tea, this name is also very charming, it seems to have the fragrance of tea.”

Lin Feilu: “……”

I suspect that you are connoting me.